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"Lu Feng, what if we get lost one day?" Xiao Sheng looked up at Lu Feng.

"Then I will always look for you." Lu Feng bowed his head and said softly to Xiao Sheng in his arms.

"If there is such a day, then let's meet in Bruges!" Xiao Sheng tilted his head and thought seriously.

"it is good!"

The entire floor was pitch black except for a flickering light in one corner.Xiao Sheng lowered his head, took a paintbrush to paint and paint... as if he was not satisfied with any painting!Xiao Sheng sighed, put down his brush, rubbed his eyes...Looking at his watch, it turned out that it was past eleven o'clock. Xiao Sheng looked at the messy pens and papers on the table, so he decided to go home and continue tomorrow!

When Xiao Sheng was waiting for the elevator, he slowly raised his left hand, remembering that his hand touched Lu Feng's hand at noon. Although it was only a second, Xiao Sheng could still recognize that it was Lu Feng's hand: Lu Feng's The fingers are very slender, the joints are very distinct, the veins on the hands are slightly bursting, the palms are big and warm...

The elevator door opened with a "ding", but Xiao Sheng's feet couldn't get in.

"Come in!" Lu Feng broke the embarrassment first.

Xiao Sheng and Lu Feng stood side by side, but their gazes were looking elsewhere.How Xiao Sheng wished the elevator could be faster at this moment!

"How have you been all these years?"

Why are you talking? !This is Xiao Sheng's inner monologue at this moment!

"It's okay." Xiao Sheng pretended to speak briskly, but his heart almost collapsed!

End this conversation and stop talking!

"Don't you have anything to ask me?" Lu Feng's voice sounded extremely calm.If it wasn't for Xiao Sheng's familiarity with Lu Feng's voice, there would be no way to imagine the person speaking in this tone as Lu Feng!

"What about you? How are you doing?" Xiao Sheng's face turned pale.Xiao Sheng didn't know what answer he wanted to hear.

"It's nothing good or bad, isn't life like this, don't you think so, Xiao Sheng?" Lu Feng turned his head and looked at Xiao Sheng with a smile.

Xiao Sheng's body visibly stiffened. After ten years, it was the first time he heard his name yelled out of his mouth. Should he be happy or happy?

Thank goodness the elevator is here!Xiao Sheng said "I'll go first" and ran out as if escaping, but was trapped at the door!

It's not the right time for this rain!

Lu Feng came out and saw Xiao Sheng standing at the door stupidly, it was obvious that Xiao Sheng didn't bring an umbrella!

"I'll see you off!" Lu Feng said gently.

"No, no need...I can go back by myself! No need...the general manager gave it to me!" Xiao Sheng waved his hands quickly, and refused in a stammering manner.

Hearing the word "general manager", Lu Feng's expression was secretive!

Seeing that Lu Feng didn't speak, Xiao Sheng wanted to turn around and leave, but Lu Feng grabbed his wrist!

"Xiao Sheng, you don't need to avoid me like this!" Lu Feng suppressed the anger in his heart.

Xiao Sheng was stunned, then broke away from Lu Feng's hand without leaving a trace, jokingly said, "Haha, how is it possible? I didn't hide from you!"

"Really... Well, I'll take you home later!" Lu Feng said word by word.

When Xiao Sheng heard that Lu Feng brought up the matter of sending him home again, he felt like he was facing a big enemy, "No... really no need! I can ride a bicycle in a while, really no need!" He repeatedly refused.

Turn around and quickly leave Lu Feng's side: Even if you go home in the rain, you don't want to stay in a confined space with Lu Feng again!

The hand was caught again!The rain slid down his cheeks, Xiao Sheng turned his head away and didn't look back!

"Xiao Sheng, even if we are no longer friends, at least we used to be classmates, alumni, or we are colleagues now?" Xiao Sheng didn't turn his head so he didn't see the grief in Lu Feng's eyes, and Lu Feng didn't either. Seeing Xiao Sheng's face, I don't know if it's tears or rain...

Xiao Sheng didn't speak for a long time... "Lu Feng... we can't go back to many things, let me go, let you go too." Turning around, he said slowly.

"You misunderstood... I just want to be friends with you now, there is no other meaning! And... I have a fiancee!" Lu Feng never let go of his hand.

Xiao Sheng raised his head abruptly and stared at Lu Feng, perhaps because of the heavy rain, Xiao Sheng couldn't see Lu Feng's face clearly, and he couldn't figure out when Lu Feng would start.

Suddenly smiled wryly, yes, what fantasies do I still have about Lu Feng?Fantasizing that Lu Feng can't forget himself, begging himself to come back to him?Or did Lu Feng return to China for himself?Or is it because of the matter of the fiancée that he is deliberately angry with himself?

It's all about deceiving yourself...

Xiao Sheng hates himself like this. On the one hand, he wants Lu Feng to have a new life, and on the other hand... Seeing that Lu Feng is living so well now, he feels heartbroken.

If we had been together bravely back then, would there have been a different ending?

None of us are saints. When we meet old love, we always think about what if, what if... In fact, we all know that "what if" does not exist. These words are reserved for weak people, who dare not face To reality, to live in the past.In fact, it's not a big deal, it's just a light needle in your heart, when you are tempted, it will hurt, and it will remind you...it hurts before!Have loved…