ruffian genius

As time goes by, Equation gradually becomes the same person as Fang Jingyu.

The same pride, the same defiant.

He became who his father wanted him to be.Cold, numb puppets.

That incident in childhood has become a sad memory that cannot be erased in Fang Fang's life.

Time doesn't erase scars, it just scabs them and makes them more visible.

And he learned to hide.Only by pretending that you don't care about anything will you not be deprived of anything.

This is the most important thing his father taught him.

That day he was sitting on a swing in the yard, flipping through the book in his hand.

The housekeeper found him and said, "Master, madam, please go and see her."

"Mother?"

He couldn't count how long he hadn't seen his mother.

My mother always stayed alone in her own yard. The few times I met her, my mother was in very bad health, coughing uncontrollably, unable to speak a few words, and was pushed away by the doctor go back.

"Yes," the butler replied respectfully, "Madam's condition is getting worse, she wants you to go and see her."

Fang Fang put down the book in his hand and walked a long way before arriving at his mother's yard.

There is only one low building with simple decoration in the yard, and the wide open space in front of the building is full of weeds.

He hadn't been allowed to come here before.The reason was that his father said he was afraid that he would be infected by his mother's serious illness.

Speaking of which, he still doesn't quite know how serious his mother's illness is.

Only then did he realize that his memory of "mother" was almost blank.

Under the leadership of others, he came to his mother's ward.

Everything is white.The snow-white walls, the snow-white sheets, and the snow-white face of the mother on the hospital bed.

Cheng Yunwan stretched out her withered hand, beckoning Fang Fang to come over.

Fang Fang meekly walked over and sat down on a small stool beside the bed.

Cheng Yunwan raised her hand tremblingly, stroking Fang Fang's cheek.

She sighed with relief: "I haven't seen you for so long, my equation has grown so big."

Fang Fang couldn't speak, even though he had a lot to say to his mother, but the strange sense of isolation prevented him from saying a word.Cheng Yunwan suddenly burst into tears: "I'm sorry, Cheng, I'm sorry, I let you suffer so much, but I don't care about it. You must have suffered a lot."

Seeing such a mother, Fang Fang did not stir up any ripples in his heart.

He himself felt that he was terribly cold.

However, what should be accepted and what should not be accepted, he has accepted everything.Saying this now is useless.

"I'm sorry Cheng, if I hadn't been locked up here, I would have let you get rid of all this."

The equation keenly captures the keyword: "off?"

Didn't his mother recuperate here because of a serious illness?

Cheng Yunwan closed her eyes in pain: "I didn't suffer from any serious illness at that time, but he used this as an excuse to lock me up here. Every day is a dark day."

Fang Fang was so shocked that he moved his lips, but couldn't make a sound.

"Ah Cheng, that man is really scary. You must escape, escape from him! Promise me!"

"What the hell is going on here?" Equation has almost lost the ability to think.

Cheng Yunwan turned her head slightly: "At that time, he was a budding mathematics genius. My father liked him very much and promised him that if he married me, he would sponsor him to study abroad.

"But a few years later, when everyone thought he would shine, he came back from abroad in despair. He failed, and no matter what, he couldn't do those problems anymore. It was like overnight During this time, he degenerated from a genius to an ordinary person.

"After he returned to China, he founded Lincheng University. He tried to cultivate the best mathematics talents. Lincheng University was funded by my father. However, there was no progress in Lincheng for many years, and my father decided to withdraw the capital. However, in In the same year, my father unfortunately passed away due to illness, and I inherited all the inheritance. In order to use that inheritance, your father used my illness as an excuse to prevent me from contacting the outside world."

A dusty past was suddenly uncovered, and Equation was at a loss for what to do.The father he respected very much on weekdays turned out to be a devil hiding behind a smiling face.

"Ah Cheng, I know my body well, and I know that my time is numbered. I think, what can I do for you." Just as she was speaking, Cheng Yunwan coughed violently.She curled up into a small ball, shaking constantly.

The connected medical device beeped piercingly.

Not long after, a large group of nurses dressed in white rushed in with solemn expressions.

The equation was blasted out.

Standing outside the closed door of the ward, he only felt that the walls on all sides were pressing heavily on him.

Depressed, too depressing.

The chest seemed to explode.Cold sweat dripped down.

He raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist.At this time, Fang Jingyu should be back soon.

Even though he was very worried about Cheng Yunwan's safety, he had to go back.

Everything was as usual, Fang Jingyu didn't seem to know it.

After dinner together, Fang Fang went back to the room alone.

He lay on the bed, letting his thoughts go.

His mind was already in a mess, and it would make him feel better.

After an unknown amount of time, the butler knocked on his door.

"Master, there's news from over there... Ma'am, she passed away."

Fang Fang sat up abruptly: "Where is my mother!"

The butler said softly: "Young master, please express your condolences. The master told you to go see him first."

Fang Fang squeezed the quilt tightly, his face gloomy.

He walked quickly to Fang Jingyu's study.

Fang Jingyu faced the window, with his back to him.Holding a glass of red wine in his hand, he tasted it leisurely.

Fang Qiang suppressed the anger in his heart, and said: "Father, mother passed away, why don't we go and see her!"

Fang Jingyu pretended to be ignorant: "Oh, it's like this?"

In the next second, he changed into a distraught look: "How could it be so sudden?"

Fang Fang only felt that his appearance was disgusting, and his stomach was overwhelmed for a while.

"I know everything, you don't have to pretend any more. In fact, it's because you can't bear your sudden depravity that you put all your effort into cultivating me, right?"

Fang Jingyu's expression turned serious, and he put down the goblet in his hand. "It seems that you have seen that crazy woman?"

"She's not a crazy woman, she's my mother, your wife."

Fang Jingyu approached him slowly, the expression on his face was almost distorted, it was the first time Fang Fang had seen him in such a frightening manner. "Feng, when will you know my painstaking efforts! Do you know the feeling of suddenly having nothing! Do you know the feeling of being trampled under your feet in an instant after a plummet! It's because I don't want you to become That's why I worked so hard to train you!"

He reached out and grabbed Fong's thin shoulder, shaking it vigorously.It looks crazy.

Fang Fang managed to gain a firm foothold: "But I don't want that. You just imposed your unfinished ideals on me. You don't need to find good reasons for yourself!"

Fang Jingyu was about to say something more when someone knocked on the door of the study.

He quickly straightened his wrinkled suit, his expression as calm as usual.He said, "Please come in."

A person who looked like an assistant walked in and respectfully handed Fang Jingyu a document. "Principal Fang, Madam's funeral is scheduled for three days later. This is the list of guests to be invited to the funeral."

Fang Jingyu took it, glanced at it hastily, and said, "Okay."

The assistant glanced at Fang Fang, and asked cautiously: "Principal Fang, do you want to go too, Master?"

"No need." Fang Jingyu gave the order lightly.

The tone was as unquestionable as ever.

The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time burst out in Fang Fang's heart. He said with red eyes, "I'm going! Of course I have to go! It's my mother's funeral, so I must go!"

Fang Jingyu twitched the corner of his mouth slightly: "You're talking some wayward words again. You have to participate in a math competition in three days. How can you have time to attend the funeral?"

"Could it be that the game is more important than the mother's funeral!?"

"Of course the equation. You can't lose. Remember, you can't lose even once." Fang Jingyu's expression was so calm, as if he was saying something that should be taken for granted.

Equation desperately shook his head: "No, no, I don't want it!"

Fang Jingyu asked the assistant to step down, and then said to Fang Fang: "Enough, it's getting late, hurry up and do the questions. Don't let other trivial matters delay you."

Fang Jingyu is like a born leader, every word he utters is like an iron-like order, which makes people unable to resist.

Fang Fang dragged his heavy body to the desk and opened the thick exercise book.

But he couldn't read a single word, and his head was buzzing, giving the illusion that it was about to explode in a second.

Those strong black fonts seem to jump up and down hand in hand at this moment.

They laughed and laughed at the equation.

"Hahaha, why is that arrogant person acting like a lost dog at this time?"

"Shh, stop talking."

"Why can't I say it? He is just a child abandoned by everyone!"

Equation couldn't stand it anymore, and threw all the books on the desk to the ground. "What are you, why are you accusing me?!"

Fang Jingyu was really taken aback by the sudden news.

He sensed something was wrong with the equation.

Fang Fang was panting heavily at the moment, like a wounded and lonely beast.

With a loud cry, he frantically stomped on the scattered books on the ground.

There was a red, hot light in his eyes.

Fang Jingyu pulled him vigorously and pushed him onto a chair.Both hands firmly grasped Fang Fang's shoulders, and Fang Fang couldn't break free no matter how strong his hands were.

"equation!"

Fang Jingyu's loud roar brought back some of Fang Fang's sanity.

He stared blankly at Fang Jingyu's face.After a while, he cried, "Father, I can't do it, I can't do those problems..."

Fang Fang's helpless expression at this moment is very similar to Fang Jingyu's appearance when he suddenly lost everything.

But it's impossible.

That is the son of other circumstances.

Fang Jingyu's son must be a genius.

He was ruthless and threw a document to Equation.

Fang Fang raised his head and asked puzzledly, "Father?"

"This is the topic of this math competition, you do it first."

Equation smiled weakly a few times: "Are you actually giving me a leak?"

Fang Jingyu turned and left, leaving only a cold side to Fang Fang: "I've said it before, you can't lose."

After hesitating for a moment, Fang Fang still reached out and picked up the document.

But he still lost.

During the competition, just as he was about to pick up his pen, he felt that many people approached his ears and only repeated one sentence to him: "Oh, the equation has been abandoned."

Equation retorted desperately in his mind: "No! I still have everything!"

At this time, he clearly heard a sharp voice passing through his mind: "But you are about to have nothing."

His thoughts suddenly became chaotic.

It took him a while to realize that it was time.

When he handed in the paper, there was still a large blank space.

He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

It turns out that the feeling of having nothing is not so terrible, at least, you don't have to worry about losing it anymore.

He had never seen Fang Jingyu so furious.

Fang Jingyu is a person who never shows his emotions. In front of outsiders, he always has a gentle and pleasant appearance.

And now he is like a crazy lion, which makes Fang feel very funny.

Before Equation could react, he was slapped across the face.Burning pain.

This was the first time his father hit him since he could remember.

Fang Jingyu's voice was so ear-piercing: "We don't have a son like you in Fang Jingyu."

The heart also hurts bloody.

Equation exhaled, it turned out that this is how it feels to be abandoned by the whole world.

Pain, despair, and a touch of heartiness.

He moved back to his class like a walking dead.

As soon as he appeared, there was a lot of whispering.

"Ha, I just said that the equation can't be proud forever, right? Look, sure enough!"

Those people talked and laughed without any hesitation.

Ah.Fang Fang couldn't help but sneered.Obviously when he was still brilliant, those people gathered at his feet like dog legs.

Prosperity rises and falls, but that's all.

A girl with twin ponytails scolded impatiently: "Shut up, everyone! It's so noisy! Don't forget that the new ranking hasn't come out yet, and the equation is the king of this class. It's best to wait until then .”

The rest of the people seemed to be very afraid of her appearance, and immediately fell silent.

Fang Fang felt very bored and left the classroom, determined to go to the rooftop to relax.

He randomly picked an open space and sat down.

But the voice that had been haunting him reappeared: "Look, Equation, how many people spurn you? What's the point of your life?"

Fang Fang stood up and shouted in all directions: "Get out! Shut up!"

There was silence all around.

Just when Equation thought that something was wrong with his spirit, the voice sounded again, this time it was a sharp laugh.Noisy Equation flustered.

This time he understood where the sound was coming from.

Next to the railing, downstairs.

The closer he got, the harsher the sound became.

He came to the edge.

"That's right, the equation, jump down, and you'll be free after jumping down. There's nothing to worry about. Come on, equation."

The voice called to him.

Can you really be freed by jumping off?

What is the meaning of his existence?Who have I lived for all these years?For whom?

He doesn't want to understand these things now.

That voice was like the singing of a siren, bewitching him to fall into the endless abyss.

He lost all ability to think as if his whole body was broken.

His world began to crumble, turning into a mess.

He hesitated, but finally made up his mind and took a step forward.

The author has something to say:

Well, now, Fang Fang's father has become a complete pervert.

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