ruffian genius

My name is Su Jinchuan.I like to go back to the years.

These two sentences can even be used to summarize my short life.

The first time I met him was during a hot summer vacation.The scorching sun continued to scorch the earth without mercy.

I was blackmailed by a group of people for no reason.They cornered me into an alley and asked me for money.A shining small knife rests in front of my eyes.Their faces are obviously still childish, but they have to pretend to be vicious.

I sighed and opened my schoolbag to get the money.For me, the things that can be solved with only money are the simplest things.

"I said, you really dare to blackmail anyone now?"

The man stood against the light at the entrance of the alley, and the staggered light outlined his figure slenderly, casting a huge shadow.

The leader put away his knife and curled his lips: "Who do I think is trying to be a hero? It turns out to be Qu Su Nian."

The man named Qu Su Nian walked over slowly: "Take it as a shame and let him go."

The man hesitated for a moment, then sighed, beckoning the people behind him to leave.

When the figures of the group of people disappeared completely, Qu Su Nian turned to look at me, his eyes with no emotion made people feel bitingly cold.

His voice was also very indifferent: "Let's go, it's okay. You'd better stay away from those people in the future, they often do this kind of thing."

I nodded at him blankly: "Thank you."

He slung the bag over his shoulder, stepped his legs, and disappeared around the corner.

I know he probably didn't intend to save me, but since then, the name Qu Su Nian has always appeared in my mind repeatedly.

I always think about that handsome face.

At the end of the summer vacation, I transferred to Seinori Academy.

I was looking forward to my new life but also scared.

I don't like to talk very much, and my personality is not pleasant.Can I make friends like this?

When I dragged my luggage to the dormitory, there were already three people sitting on the dormitory bed.

The person in the skirt greeted me warmly: "Hello, my name is Su Xiaoyu. Welcome to our dormitory group of four!"

The person sitting quietly reading a book nodded at me and said concisely: "He Ke."

But the other person jumped right in front of me, looked me up and down without restraint, and even squeezed my arm very impolitely: "Why are you so thin and weak? You must not exercise normally, right?"

I:"………"

He stood upright, and formally introduced himself: "My name is Qiu Rou, and I will be your roommate from now on."

I took a breath and tried to amplify my voice: "Hello, I... My name is Su Jinchuan."

They smiled at me as a sign of welcome.

I'm from the countryside and I don't have any gifts for them.I can only take out the snacks my mother stuffed into me in the bag and share them with them.

I plucked up the courage to walk up to them, handed them the contents of the plastic bag, and said falteringly: "That... this is my homemade dried sweet potato, do you want to try it?"

Su Xiaoyu was the first to rush to me, grabbed one and put it in his mouth: "Wow, did you make it yourself? It's delicious, thank you."

I stretch out a smile.

So good, thought they wouldn't like it.

It would be great if we can get along well with them in the days to come.

I often walk around the entire campus alone during class breaks.

Qing is a school built on the hillside. The back hill of the school is a large piece of lawn, and the scenery is very beautiful.

I walked to the gray wall on the back mountain.

The paint on the wall has all peeled off, and there are many students' graffiti on it, as well as blessings left by some young lovers.

Suddenly, a schoolbag flew from nowhere and hit my face.

Then, a head popped out from the wall.The man flipped in nimbly, landed lightly on the lawn, and then picked up his backpack.

The man was wearing a lake-blue school uniform with a tie that was loosely tied and hung loosely.

I recognized it immediately, it was Qu Su Nian.

I didn't expect to meet again, and my eyes widened in surprise.The anger that was full just now also disappeared.

Qu Su Nian stared at me blankly for a while, then said: "It's you, you are also Qing Ze's student?"

"No... um... yes, I... just transferred here."

"Oh." He replied quietly, turning his gaze elsewhere.

The wind blew the fine grass and blew it to one side.

The whole world was silent at that moment.

There was a sound of footsteps in the distance, and someone's voice came indistinctly: "I told you, some students will climb in through the back wall. You still haven't taken any action!"

Qu Su Nian picked a grass at random, and said, "It's the dean and the others."

"what?"

He quickly picked up the bag, grabbed my wrist, and started running with me.

"If you don't want your credits deducted as soon as you transfer, run away."

He turned his face slightly and said to me.

We went around to the back of the teaching building before stopping panting.

He adjusted the tie and turned the sleeves back.Packed himself into a neat and tidy appearance.

He said, "Then, I'll go back to the classroom first."

"Well, good." I nodded dumbly.

He turned and took a step.

"Hey, Qu Su Nian, wait!" I shouted.

Qu Su Nian stopped, turned half of his face, and looked at me expressionlessly.It's like asking: What's your business?

I said loudly, "Well, my name is Su Jinchuan."

"Su Jinchuan..." he repeated, and then hooked the corners of his lips, as if he wanted to show me a smile, but he gave up quickly.

He turned his back and waved to me: "I remember. If you have any difficulties in the future, you can come to my class to find me."

His figure disappeared at the head of the stairs.In my heart, it overlaps with the figure he disappeared around the corner that day.

That's great, do I count as making friends with him?

Later, I learned about him from other people's mouths.

"Good grades", "crazy", "doesn't take discipline at all", "frivolous", "cold"... These adjectives are all used for him.

But I still want to use my own eyes and my heart to understand and recognize Qu Su Nian.

I met him again, still on that lawn.

I saw Qu Su Nian walking over leisurely, put the schoolbag on the ground, and then used hands and feet together, ready to turn it out.

I poked my head out from behind the thick grass: "Qu Su Nian!"

Qu Su Nian's back trembled, as if he was frightened.

He frowned and turned to look at me.

I walked up to him and said with some expectation: "Are you going to skip school? Take me?"

He seemed to smile: "You waited here on purpose just to let me take you with you?"

"No, it's just a coincidence." I still quibbled.

Qu Su Nian looked at me with sharp eyes, which made me feel that there was nothing to hide.

I still tried to convince him: "Look, it's good for you to bring another person, at least, at least someone will pass you your schoolbag."

As I said that, I picked up his schoolbag from the ground and held it in my arms.

"Why do you want to follow me?"

"Well, if you insist on a reason, it's to repay your kindness."

He turned his head slightly, and after a moment, he said: "I just met by chance that day, I just can't stand it, don't take it to heart."

He pulled his schoolbag from my arms, then grabbed the edge of the wall, with one effort, turned up.

He didn't even look at me again and disappeared over the wall.

People around me have been pointing fingers at me lately.I don't know what they were discussing, because as soon as I got closer, they silently silenced their voices, and then looked me up and down with strange eyes.Made me feel very uncomfortable.

Am I doing something wrong myself?I can't find any answers.

I walked into the classroom and sat down in my seat.

"Hey, isn't this guy Qu Su Nian's lackey?"

Seeing me walking by, a cut-length man who was chatting aside made a mocking comment.

I stared back unceremoniously: "What did you say?"

As if he didn't expect me to push back, he took a step closer to me.

"Who doesn't know that Su Jinchuan in our class shows his courtesy in front of Qu Su Nian every day? He almost didn't lift his shoes."

Others started pointing at me too, with mocking looks on their faces.

"It's not what you said." I tried to keep myself calm.

Bancuntou laughed even louder: "That's not it? What is that? Is it really like what they say, you like Qu Su Nian? Are you gay?"

I wanted to refute it loudly, but the words were stuck in my throat and I couldn't speak.

My eyes were red, and I just stared at him fiercely.

Bancuntou intensified, wantonly kicking the table in front of me, which was extraordinarily loud in the already quiet classroom.

"You refuted me? Why didn't you refute me? Did I really hit the mark?"

I bowed my head deeply and clenched my fists until my knuckles turned white.

Bancuntou looked around the entire classroom, and shouted to the onlookers: "Look, Su Jinchuan himself admitted it! He is a perverted homosexual!"

Their discussion and ridicule intertwined in my head, and finally there was only a blank.

I smiled wryly.

How to refute it?

Because I like Qu Su Nian, that's a fact.

When I first realized this, I was taken aback.But still can't help but follow the one who will never stop.

However, for the sake of Qu Su Nian's reputation, it's better for me to stay away from him in the future.

On the way to the cafeteria, I saw Qu Su Nian walking towards me.

He raised his hand as if to greet me.But I deliberately turned my head away, not to look at him, and passed him by.

"What's wrong with him?" I heard Qu Su Nian say indifferently.

"No, you haven't heard of it yet. It's been rumored that Su Jinchuan likes you, you'd better keep a little distance from him in the future." The people around him replied to him.

Hearing this sentence, I quickened my pace.I can't look back, what if I look back and see Qu Su Nian's disgusted expression.

Damn, I always feel like tears are coming out of my eyes.

During the meal, Su Xiaoyu and the others were extremely worried: "Xiao Chuanchuan, those rumors... are you okay?"

I smiled and shook my head at them.

I'm used to this kind of life.In the previous school, too, I was isolated by my classmates.The worst result is to become a transparent person.Su Xiaoyu and the others are still willing to talk to me, which already makes me very grateful.

While eating, I saw Bancuntou walking towards me.

I thought he was making sarcastic remarks again, so I planned to leave with the plate in my hand.

Unexpectedly, he actually knelt down in front of me and started to slap himself.

"I'm sorry, Su Jinchuan, I have no morals and qualities. I said some things that slandered you, please forgive me."

I was frightened and stood there not knowing how to react.

There were more and more people watching, forming a circle that surrounded him and me in the center.

Although I don't know what happened, but standing there awkwardly like this will only attract more people to wait and see.

I helped him up: "It's okay, I don't mind. You don't need to do this."

He stood up and bowed to me several times: "I'm really sorry. I will never say such things again in the future, thank you for forgiving me."

After speaking, he turned and ran away.

The onlookers gradually dispersed, but I still felt strange in my heart.

He is certainly not the kind of person who will take the initiative to admit his mistakes.Why, come to apologize to me so conspicuously?

But thanks to him, there are indeed fewer and fewer people pointing at me recently.

When I went to the bathroom to wash my hands, I heard Banbutou and the others talking loudly in the toilet cubicle.

They always come here to smoke after class.

One person asked Bancuntou: "Hey, why did you kneel down and admit your mistakes to that Su Jinchuan, what an embarrassment."

As soon as this matter was mentioned, Bancuntou was extremely indignant: "I'm going, do you think I'm willing? If that fucking Qu guy didn't threaten me, do you think I would bow to that pervert? Damn, just think about it. gas."

When I heard the name "Qu Su Nian", I felt my heart skip a beat.

I don't know how long I stood there, the only thing left in the whole world is the constant rush of running water.

It turned out that he helped me.He didn't hate me, and that was more than anything else to me.

When school was over, at the corner of the stairs, I saw Qu Su Nian leaning on the wall with his hands in his pockets, his head slightly drooping, as if he was meditating on something.

Noticing me, he waved to me: "Su Jinchuan."

When he called my name, his voice was very nice.

I trot to his side, my heartbeat was a little unstable, and I was so nervous that I didn't know where to put my hands.

"That person didn't say anything bad to you, did he?" He strode forward, and I followed closely behind him.

"No." I replied honestly.

"That's good, don't pay attention to those rumors, just be yourself."

"But, if that wasn't a rumor, what would you do?" My voice was very small, but he still heard me clearly.

He stopped and turned to look at me.His eyes were still as cold as ever.

That period of time was so long that I felt as if I was waiting for a death trial.

"Emotions are one's own business, no matter what they are, they should be respected." His voice was calm, but to my ears, it was very warm.

He waved to me: "Hurry up, there are almost no seats in the cafeteria."

"Okay." I answered, quickened my pace, and walked beside him.

The afterglow outside the window reflected on half of his cheeks, making the face that was usually indifferent and inaccessible become more humane.

How can there be such a gentle person in this world.

At that time, I thought so in my heart.

But since then, everything has changed irreversibly.

It was the weekend, and I was hanging out with Qu Su Nian.As we walked, I always felt that the three or two people behind me had been following us.From the street to the end of the alley, I kept a long distance, but I just couldn't get rid of it.

"Su Jinchuan, you go home first." He said to me suddenly.

"Why?" I didn't understand.

"Be obedient, go home." There was no expression on his face, but his voice was uncharacteristically cold.

I still decided to obey his words, turned my head to look at those people, then turned around and returned to Qingze.

After that, I received a message from Qu Su Nian: "Don't walk with me anytime soon."

There is no excessive explanation, just such a simple sentence.

I thought pessimistically: Sure enough, I still don’t understand Qu Su Nian.After being around him for so long, why do you still know nothing about his life?

But I still don't want to keep a distance from Qu Su Nian like this, but I also don't want to go against his will.I had no choice but to sneak behind him every time to see what he did and where he went that day.

Just watching from a distance, being a bystander, I am satisfied.

I secretly like Qu Su Nian in my heart, so humble.

During evening self-study, I inadvertently looked out the window and saw Qu Su Nian's figure disappearing into the darkness.I also quickly packed my schoolbag, asked my classmates to ask for a leave of absence, and chased after me.

I followed very carefully, not daring to make a sound.

I followed Qu Su Nian into a strange alley.There are no lights in the alley, it is very dim, and a few wild cats with shimmering eyes will pop out from time to time, which makes me feel scared.

Where is Qu Su Nian going?I never saw him come in this direction.

I can't help but wonder.

Despite this, I still firmly follow.The feeling of my toes landing on the ground made me feel extremely fulfilled.

Along a long downhill, after a few more corners, Qu Su Nian entered a very inconspicuous place.

The entrance is very narrow, and above me is a signboard with LED lights, changing colors that make me feel at a loss.

The faint sound of music came from inside, shaking the whole earth trembling slightly.

I hesitated for a few seconds, turned over the straps of the schoolbag on my shoulder, and decided to step in.

Followed by a long corridor.The further you go in, the louder the music sounds.

Gradually, all kinds of people popped up, holding wine glasses, with satisfied smiles on their faces that consumed youth.

I went into the largest room.Then stood in a small corner, overwhelmed.

This is a bar.

There were so many people, the waiter held the wine glass high and shuttled back and forth among them.The women wore heavy makeup and wriggled gracefully.And the men were drinking at the bar, commenting on the women on the dance floor, and showing lewd and disgusting smiles.

This is a bar, and it's not a fancy bar.

People passing by, male or female, noticed me and whistled flirtatiously at me.Then he joked to his companions, "Why is such a young student here now?"

Noisy, too noisy.

I frowned displeased.The super loud music and the surrounding noise mixed together, which made me feel very uncomfortable.My stomach turned upside down, which made me feel sick for a while.

The exit is on my right, but I can't leave.

At the very least, Qu Su Nian must be found first.

I suddenly remembered that people have used these adjectives to describe Qu Su Nian: "bad boy", "often fighting", "often haunting bad places".

I didn't believe it at first.

But now, he has really entered here.

It's a bad place, and I've got to pull him out.

I took a step forward, shuttled through the crowd with difficulty, looking for Qu Su Nian's face among countless faces.

Soon, I found it.

He opened the curtain and walked out from inside.

He combed his bangs tightly, revealing his smooth and beautiful forehead.As a result, the whole person seemed much more energetic.I noticed that he had changed into the same waiter's clothes as those people.

Is he here to work?

I walked up to him and called softly, "Qu Su Nian."

When he saw me suddenly, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, but he quickly regained his composure.

He pulled me to a secluded corner, grabbed my shoulders with both hands, and squeezed very tightly.

"Why are you here?" He narrowed his eyes and looked at me.

"You are! Why did you come to this place!?"

"What is 'this kind of place'?" He gradually loosened his grip, "I work here."

"Qu Su Nian, come back with me?" I think my eyes should be full of eagerness at this time.

"Su Jinchuan, do I know you this well?" His voice was very cold, and every word hit my heart.

Hearing this sentence, I swallowed all the organized words.

"Su Jinchuan, do you think that I have to be as perfect as you imagined? That's why you have to work hard to change me?"

Qu Su Nian's eyes were dim.I seem to see him sinking deeper and deeper into the quagmire, but he behaves very calmly, even though there is always a trace of loneliness hidden in his eyes.

He didn't seem to expect anyone to rescue him.

But I, even if I will be hated by him, I don't want to see him force myself like this.

"No..." I heard my voice come out intermittently, full of uncertainty.

"Su Jinchuan, your family is actually very rich, right? But I'm different from you. My father owes a lot of debt. So even though this place looks dirty to you, I still have to keep working."

"It's not like this!" I roared, tears kept pouring out, "It's because, Qu Su Nian, you warmed me up, so I want to convey the same warmth to you."

"Warm you?" He seemed to sneer, "I don't remember doing such a thing."

"Qu Sunian, you always pretend to be indifferent... Actually, you have helped me a lot... I know it all, and I keep it in my heart." I sobbed, summoning up the courage to speak out my heart.

Qu Su Nian's eyes seemed to light up.He hesitated, put his hand on the top of my head, and rubbed it: "Hey, go back, this is not the place for you to stay."

His expression was very persistent, I finally turned around and left here one step at a time.

I stood by the entrance, leaning against one wall, looking at the night sky.Not a single star, just pitch black.

I don't know how long I've been outside, but I can clearly feel that the temperature in my body is constantly passing away.

It's too cold this night.I rubbed my hands, thinking so.

Those customers gradually poured out, I think, probably the door is about to close.

Sure enough, not long after, Qu Su Nian came out with a coat.

Seeing me again, Qu Su Nian didn't seem very surprised.He looked at me, then smiled wearily, and pulled his coat over me.He said helplessly: "Su Jinchuan, you are really terribly stubborn."

I wrapped the coat that still had his warmth tightly: "You just told me not to stay inside, but you didn't say that I couldn't wait for you outside."

"Those debt collectors will follow here. What if they set their sights on you? Are you not afraid?" He seemed to just ask casually.

I followed suit and shook my head firmly.

He walked with me for a while, and after sending me to the broad road, he said: "Go back by yourself first, I won't send you off today, be careful on the road."

I nodded and walked in small steps along the street lights.

It wasn't until I saw Qu Su Nian's figure disappear that I walked into another alley and quickened my pace.

Someone followed us just now, I noticed it.

I broke out in a thin sweat before I caught up with the group of people.

When they heard footsteps, they turned their heads: "Yo, that student took the initiative to send it to the door."

One of them walked up to me.He was tall and had to squat down a little to be at eye level with me.He asked me, "Why did you follow?"

I rummaged through my bag to find a passport and handed it to him.This is the living expenses I have accumulated for a long time.

I stared into his eyes seriously: "I will pay off the debt for Qu Su Nian, can I?"

The man was slightly surprised, but he still took it, after all, no one would be troubled by money.

"If he can't pay back the money on time in the future, you can ask me for it, okay?"

"Why? What is your relationship with that Qu Su Nian?" the man asked.

I was silent and did not speak.That period of time was extremely long.After a long time, I heard my trembling voice: "Should... be friends?"

I know that if Qu Su Nian finds out what I have done, he will definitely be very upset.

But I still want to save him.I want to see him smile carefree once, I want to see his less cold eyes.

I thought that after that conversation that night, Qu Su Nian would no longer alienate me.But he still kept a distance from me intentionally or unintentionally.

When I walked in the corridor, I often heard someone whispering behind me: "Hey, why is the relationship between Su Jinchuan and Qu Su Nian not as good as before? Did he get abandoned?"

Hearing this kind of thing always makes my heart throb.Then tell yourself, don't take it to heart.

On weekends, I ride to the bookstore to buy exercise books.

When passing a road, I saw Qu Su Nian.

It was so strange, even though he was wearing an ordinary shirt, I could still recognize him in the crowd at a glance.

He was alone, but several delinquent boys around him gradually gathered towards him.

"Damn it, Qu Su Nian, I finally blocked you. Last time you beat up one of my brothers, you see for yourself, how to solve this matter?" The man standing at the front said aggressively.

Qu Su Nian stood where he was, didn't express his position, and didn't seem to have any intention of resisting.

I saw that the situation was not right, so I quickly dropped my bicycle and rushed over.

I frightened them loudly and said, "I'm calling the police, you better leave immediately!"

"Grass!" They looked at each other, and then looked at me together, as if they wanted to remember me.

Eventually, they left angrily.

Qu Su Nian turned his head and saw my expression was indifferent and alienated.He said softly, "Thank you."

Then he opened his legs and walked in the opposite direction.

He didn't say any more words to me.

There was a slight sense of loss in my heart, but I turned back, picked up the bicycle, and stepped on it.

Not long after riding, I was stopped by a group of people in a place with relatively few people.

My heart is not good, it is the group of people just now.

They pulled me out of the car and punched and kicked me in the stomach for a long time: "Damn, do you know how long it took us to block that guy!? Then you came out with bad things!"

I knew that I just had to obey them and let them vent, but I didn't know where the courage came from, so I stood up and resisted, with reddish eyes, and punched one of them hard in the face.

The man turned his head and was stunned for a while, as if he hadn't realized what happened.

"I'm stupid." The man cursed fiercely, then took out a small knife from his pocket, and waved it in front of me.

"You are so fucking courageous!" As he said, he waved the knife in his hand and stabbed at me.

It was so sudden that I couldn't escape.

I froze, and he froze.Everyone was stunned.

I lowered my head, looked at the sharp knife stuck in my abdomen, and stared blankly for a long time.

"Damn it, why the hell don't you hide!!!" He screamed.

Those people wanted to get closer to me, but they didn't dare, so they had to pull the person past: "You fucking want to wait until the police come, why don't you fucking run!"

They quickly scattered and fled.No one looked back.

I pulled out the knife and threw it on the ground, making a crisp sound.Although I tried my best to plug the wound, bright red blood kept gushing out from between my fingers.

I felt power draining from my body, and I knelt powerlessly on the ground.

It's cold, it's too cold.colder than that night.

In the blur, I seemed to see Qu Su Nian's stern face.

I'm so unhappy.I haven't been able to see his smiling face yet.

It would be great if... if someone could warm him up for me.

Thinking of this, I fell into an endless abyss of darkness.

The author has something to say:

Hug little angel Su Jinchuan.

A friend said that he likes Su Jinchuan very much, so he wrote this episode.

As I write, I feel sorry for him.But soon, a person named Equation will appear.

This is the official end of the episode.Thank you for your company.

Then I will go to prepare for the exam, and work hard towards the key classes!