Daily life with uncle

When we came to see a doctor, the doctor asked Ziqing to go for a test after asking some questions.I took him to the laboratory for a blood test with the form, and waited 10 minutes to get the test form.The doctor looked at it and said that it would take two days of infusion, and prescribed another medicine.I asked Ziqing to sit at the door of the consulting room and wait for me, and I went downstairs to get his medicine.

There are a lot of people, and the elevator is full.I noticed a young man with a little boy. I saw them when I went upstairs. Maybe they remembered me. The father smiled shyly and nodded at me.I wondered why he was so shy, so I nodded to him.The man is thin but looks very powerful, with a square face and a simple dark, probably doing physical labor or something. The little boy who is holding his hand is about seven or eight years old. He has a small crew cut and a pair of black hair The big eyes look very lively and a little excited.

The elevator opened and I walked out quickly, wanting to get the medicine early, I was a little worried that Ziqing would be alone.Then I heard a lovely conversation behind me:

"Is it fun to take the elevator?" The voice was my father.

"Well! I'm just a little dizzy." The voice is immature, this is a child.

"Do you want to sit down again?"

"Okay? Dad, you don't go to work today?"

"Today, Dad asked for leave to see his colleagues, don't worry."

"Then do it again!"

"it is good."

I probably know why the young father is a little shy.My heart was suddenly filled with warmth, probably because I solved the problems in life by myself, and I felt the same when I saw other people's happiness.However, I thought of Xiao Shuang'er again. Compared with this father, I felt that I seemed to be a bit negligent.

After all, I love Ziqing more than anything else.

After taking the medicine and going back, Ziqing was looking at the knowledge on the health of infants and young children on the wall. Seeing me coming, he said softly, "Shall we pick up Xiao Shuang'er at night?"

I said yes.

In the IV room, there is a bed on one side and a chair on the other. The bed was already full, so Ziqing and I found an empty chair and sat down to wait for the nurse to come.The chair has a hard bottom. Fortunately, I brought a blanket for Ziqing to cushion the seat when I came.

Ziqing's blood vessels were originally thin, and they seemed to be even more hidden in the flesh after the fever. The young nurse couldn't find it after searching for a long time. I frowned and wanted to say something, but Ziqing held me down with the other hand. , smiled at the little nurse who gave the needle, and said softly, "Don't worry, take your time."

The little girl blushed and said, "I'll call the master," and ran out hastily.After a while, she brought an elder sister who was a little older and experienced at first glance, she touched it a few times, applied the medicine and immediately stuck it in.The little nurse next to her had eyes full of admiration: "Master, you are so amazing."

The eldest sister laughed: "Just practice more." She adjusted the infusion speed and said to me: "The medicine stimulates the patient's heart, and it will be uncomfortable if it is too fast. Don't worry, right?"

I rubbed Ziqing's fingers and replied, "No rush." ​​She glanced at my movements, said nothing, smiled and left.

Ziqing fell asleep for a while during the first bottle of liquid. I thought he didn’t eat much in the morning, so he went downstairs to bring some digestible things up, and bought a warm baby. Ziqing’s hands and feet are always cold in summer. Yes, the infusion is even worse now, it must be uncomfortable.Because I was afraid that the blood would return after the fluid transfusion, I hurried back after buying it, and he was still sleeping.I gently put Nuan Baobao under Ziqing's hand, I don't know if it's my illusion, but I always feel that his brows are not so tight anymore.

When Ziqing woke up, half of the second bottle of liquid was infused, and he asked me when it was with a sleepy face.I said: "At 10:[-], there is still one bottle left after this bottle is finished, do you want to have something to eat first?"

He nodded.

I opened the thermos, let the hot water inside dry, and then opened the lunch box.It's hot in summer, and the temperature of the porridge is just right. I scooped up a spoonful of porridge and brought it to Ziqing's mouth.

"Are you going to the company this afternoon?" He swallowed the porridge in his mouth and asked me.

"The company has a meeting, and I'll be back after the meeting."

He drank half a bowl of porridge and didn't want to drink it anymore. I finished the rest of the porridge in twos and twos, brought the dried water to Ziqing, and then picked up the garbage and threw it away.

When I went back, Ziqing's second bottle of fluid had just finished transfusion, so I called the nurse to help him change the medicine.

"There is still about half an hour, you can sleep a little longer." I helped him adjust the speed of the liquid.

"Well, I'm a little cold." Ziqing's face was no longer so red, and his forehead was not as hot as it was in the morning when I touched it, so I took a small blanket and covered him.He took my hand: "Sit down and rest for a while, I've been busy all morning."

I kissed the back of his hand and said with a smile, "I'm not tired."

Not long after, Ziqing fell asleep in the drip room that smelled of disinfectant.I texted Chang You next to me, telling him the materials I prepared in the afternoon.I looked up and found that Ziqing's mobile phone was on the armrest, and it would fall off if I touched it a little. I took it to help him put it away, when the screen turned on, and a small green WeChat icon was displayed on the screen.I didn't want to read it, but I didn't expect that the contact person was Chang You.

What did Chang You want Ziqing for?

I felt strange in my heart, and vaguely felt that I had missed something, so I unlocked Ziqing's phone.I know Ziqing's password, but I don't usually check his phone.

I was looking at what Chang You and my wife said with a casual and curious attitude, but I didn't expect that the more I watched, the more shocked and angry I became.

Chang You said, "You are not worthy of Lin Shu."

Chang You said, "It is Lin Shu's burden to take care of you."

Chang You said: "Men will steal."

Chang You said: "Qinghe Group belongs to our family."

……

The chat records lasted intermittently for more than a month. At first, Ziqing would refute a few words, but then she just kept silent.Maybe Ziqing didn't believe it at first, or he didn't believe it from the beginning to the end, but once the seeds were planted, the doubts in his heart would grow bigger and bigger. No wonder he became more and more silent, and even couldn't sleep at night. Drying on the window sill.

Distressed.

Indescribably distressed, the person I hold on top of my heart is feeling uneasy and sad all by myself.

Blame me.

After the company got on the right track, no matter how I defended it, I couldn't deny that I cared less about Ziqing. He is a person who doesn't like to speak out, so he will definitely get sick if he holds back in his heart.I don't dare to think about what he has endured this month. I don't understand him. He still wants to help He Li hide it. Chang You would say strange things to him from time to time.When I think about it, I have an urge to retaliate against society.

If I had only embarrassment and impatience when facing Chang You, now it's pure disgust and anger.Qinghe is indeed a major customer of our company, but if it is lost because of Changyou, I can only say that it is a pity but not a pity.In short, Chang You couldn't stay in the company anymore, besides, he might not really lack the job.

I quietly looked at Ziqing's peaceful eyes while he was sleeping, and felt that the love in my heart was overflowing. I was glad that I didn't lose him, and I was glad that I still had a chance to be happy.

When the needle was pulled out, Ziqing woke up.Wait for the nurse to leave.I hugged Ziqing into my arms.He pushed me: "What are you doing, so many people are watching us!"

I buried my head in his neck: "Ziqing, I was wrong."

He stopped struggling: "What's wrong?"

"I just had nothing to do with Chang You. I don't like him at all. I only love you. Let him go today."

Ziqing put his hand gently on my waist, and the hot air he exhaled wrapped around my ears. He asked hesitantly, "But their family is Qinghe, Qinghe...isn't it a customer of your company?"

"Nothing is as important as you. You feel like you are going to leave these days. I have worked so hard to marry you. How can I just let you go?"

He whispered: "I won't, I can't bear you."

"But that's not what you said on your face, Ziqing, can you tell me what's on your mind in the future? You have to believe that if you feel uncomfortable, don't doubt that it must be my fault. The advantage is that if you know your mistakes, you can correct them. What do you say, can we discuss it? You hold it in your heart, and I feel distressed and sad."

His eye circles were red: "You said this, I tell you, I am not happy, I don't like that Changyou, I don't like that Miss Liu, I don't like all the malicious people around you, you give me all Stay far away. Who else said that I want to go, I will not go, I want to occupy you to death, and I will die a piece of it, why should I take advantage of others? "

I said yes.

I let him go, helped him zip up his coat, and walked out holding his hand with his things.

"You resigned from Changyou today."

"it is good."

"Never see him again."

"it is good."

"You want to accompany me to the parent meeting of Xiao Shuang'er."

"This...no...you have to do it." I put my arms around his shoulders.

"I want to eat sweet fried rice cakes."

"This is really not good. It's not easy to digest. Eat it when you're sick."

"Ok."

……

The car pulled into traffic and headed home.

I don't know what Chang You likes about me, but I know that everything he likes in me exists for Ziqing.For Ziqing, I learned how to cook and take care of people; I may also start a company, but I will definitely not work so hard just to prove myself; Qing, then there will definitely not be Lin Shu that Chang You likes.

Everyone else doesn't matter to me.

And I love Ziqing very much.

I think, in my lifetime, I will go on with Ziqing forever.Although friction of one kind or another is inevitable, as long as the other party is Lin Ziqing, I will feel very happy.

I am very firm, and Ziqing is even more firm than me.

When we are all old, maybe