Daily life with uncle

We're approaching our seventh wedding anniversary this month.

I do not know what to say.

Should you keep smiling?Should you be angry?Or should I ignore it?

I once said that He Li was a thorn in my heart, a thorn I thought I had pulled out long ago.

But it suddenly appeared at this moment.

The scene was silent for a while.

There was no hiding the panic in Ziqing's eyes.

"Ziqing? Why are you here?" I was the first to break the silence and asked in a deep voice.

If someone passes by, I think he must see my expression is extremely calm.

Even when I was on the point of exploding, anger, rage, bewilderment and grievance all mixed together.

"I... He Li has something to tell me, we just finished, you... this is?"

he asked tentatively.

I realized that it was not only him and his ex-boyfriend, but now I was also having a meal with a beautiful woman, such a combination that caused reverie.

This made me sober up a bit. I have business to do, and maybe Ziqing has business to do as well.

But why are you carrying me behind your back!I told him it was entertainment.

Thinking of this, I felt wronged again.

I grabbed Ziqing's arm and pulled him to my side, then put my arms around his shoulders, turned my head and said to Liu Lu who had been silent by my side, "This is my lover." It's our company's collaborator, the very talented Ms. Liu. We had dinner together just now and are about to go home."

Liu Lu's pupils dilated for a moment, obviously shocked, but then she smiled in relief: "Hi, I'm Liu Lu."

"My name is Lin Ziqing."

"Since we met, I'll leave first. I still have things to do." Liu Lu said with a smile. She must have sensed an unusual atmosphere, and it is the best policy to leave first.

Stop the loss in time, this word suddenly popped up in my mind.

"Then be careful on the road."

"I will." She put on her sunglasses, brushed her long black hair back, and her high-heeled shoes made a sound of thumping on the wooden floor, and gradually walked away.

The three of us were relatively speechless.

"He Li, you go back first, I'll just take Lin Shu's car home, if you need anything, call me." Ziqing said to He Li.

Also call, don't contact again!

"Then I'll go first too." He Li cast a glance at me, turned and left.

At that glance, I didn't see any meaning.

But there are definitely implications.

wipe.

I want to hit someone.

I suddenly remembered that when I met Ziqing in the elevator at noon, he hesitated, I thought it was because of embarrassment, maybe because of guilty conscience.

I don't want to say anything.

I don't really want to see Ziqing now either.

It's the first time I feel this way.

"Let's go." I took the car keys and walked towards the door without looking back.

I heard Ziqing's footsteps behind me, and I felt complicated.

I understand that he is not a man of change and change. We have been together for seven years and we already belong to each other and cannot be separated.

But quietly, a estrangement arose.I don't know what he is thinking, what he wants, what he wants me to do, I can feel his unhappiness, especially since I came home drunk, his attitude is strange and uneasy.

Ziqing, what are you worried about or what are you looking forward to?

I don't know what else to do because I don't know what he wants.

The road home is not long but depressed and silent.

I waited one after another at the red light, I looked out the window, there was a couple chasing and fighting on the side of the road, probably still in love, the girl was running in front, and the boy was chasing after.Soon, the boy hugged the girl and kissed the girl on the cheek.The girl thumped the boy's chest, and walked forward with her head buried. The latter giggled behind him, and when he realized it, the girl had already walked away.The girl turned around and yelled something in front, and the boy chased after him with a smile.

so good.

Ziqing and I also had such a time.

As soon as I turned my gaze, Ziqing's reflection on the car window entered my eyes.

He was also looking out the window, wondering if he would also see a couple and think of us.

May or may not.

When I get home, I go to take a shower first.

After coming out, Ziqing had already changed into pajamas and sat on the bed, the water dripping from her hair onto the pillow.He hugged his knees and rested his chin on them, staring blankly at the pattern on the bed sheet.

I changed the bedsheets to his liking.

I sighed and went back to the bathroom to get a clean towel out.

I covered his head with a towel, first used the towel to hold the ends of the hair to control the water, and then gently dried it when it was almost done.

He used to like to use a hair dryer, but there are rumors that the hair dryer has radiation, so I forbid him to use it.He doesn't like to brush his hair, he always waits for me to come out to dry his hair, and sits obediently on the bed.

Just like today.

"It's done, go to sleep."

"Lin Shu." He took my hand.

"It's not what you think. I have nothing to do with He Li." He looked at me intently with his big eyes open, shining brightly under the light, his eyelashes were thick and slender like a row of small fans.

I avoid his eyes.

I just don't want to talk about it right now.

I am suddenly a little tired.

But I have always believed in Ziqing.

Take Ziqing's hand away: "I know, you've been tired all day, go to bed early, I'll turn off the lights."

Suddenly, the light was turned off, and the bedroom was plunged into darkness.

It was so quiet that only the sound of breathing could be heard.

I lay on my side facing the bed, exhausted physically and mentally, and soon fell asleep.

Vaguely, I felt someone peel off my thin pajama pants and hold my hot thing.

It's a dream.

He brought my cock up to his cool, smooth face, rubbing it lightly back and forth.

Then I felt entering a warm and moist place, the mouth.

He used his soft tongue to swipe over his head constantly, and the tip of his tongue pressed against the small hole on it from time to time, licking and sucking, making a click sound.

I was panting heavily, and a burst of fire came up from my lower abdomen, burning my nerves.

Since it was a dream, I no longer suppressed it, and suppressed the tyrannical mania that had been lurking since the afternoon.

I held his head in place and pushed the re-inflated front end deep inside.

He kept relaxing, frantically accepting me with his throat, flattering me, and grasping my wrist with his fingers, which was obviously very uncomfortable.

Because of this, I want to see him in pain even more.

I sped up the back and forth, and after a frantic deepthroat, I shot in with a growl.

I was awakened by a sudden cough and heavy breathing, and found that it was not a dream.

It's Ziqing.

He got up quickly to leave, and I grabbed him and pulled him into my arms.

I hugged him tightly and kissed his forehead.

I cup his face.

Ziqing's eyes were red, tears kept coming out of the corners of his eyes, and tears were all over his face.The lips are tightly pressed, and the corners of the mouth are still a little cloudy, mixed with tears and sweat, pitiful and cute.

Distressed and pity.

I kissed the corner of his eyes lightly, and asked in a low voice, "what's wrong with you, why did you do this?"

He didn't speak, just choked up and shed tears.

I wiped it off with my fingertips, and it popped up again in an instant, like a faucet rushing.

"Don't be like this, I feel sorry for you, huh?"

He broke the embankment all of a sudden and stopped crying. I was afraid that he would be out of breath, so I hurriedly carried him on his back.

"You, you... Are you angry? But, but me... and He Li, it's really... nothing, I don't want you to be angry, don't be angry."

He cried so sadly that the sound entered my ears.

My eyes were red, and I hugged his arms tightly.

"I don't, I'm just too tired, eh? Don't think too much, I love you too late, how can I be angry with you. "

I don't know if he listened or not, the crying gradually decreased, and the embrace gradually became heavy.

Tired of crying, he began to fall asleep.

I gently put him on the bed and put my arms around him.

After looking at him for a long time, his head was covered with sweat, his face was stained with tears, his eye circles and nose were still red, and he looked like a little rabbit against his fair skin.Her lips were so red that it seemed to be dripping blood, she couldn't sleep well, and she choked from time to time.

I pressed my chin to his forehead, and after a while, I fell asleep too.

When I woke up, it was still dark. I touched the phone by the bedside and turned on the screen. The dazzling light made my eyes water.

It's only four o'clock.

Turning over to see Ziqing, there was no one around.I reached out to touch the bed next to it, it was cold and there was no temperature.

I rolled over and got out of bed, walked out of the bedroom and through the living room, and found Ziqing in the study.

He sat on the ground in his thin pajamas, staring at the darkness outside the window in a daze.

not moving at all.

The Seven Year Itch Part6

I stood at the door and looked at him, and couldn't help thinking: What's wrong with Ziqing?

Many people think that after a long time, they move forward in a cycle, such as sex: how many times a week, how long each time, how to do foreplay, where are the sensitive points, and even when the climax will come can be predicted Another example is work: what time to get up in the morning, what time to go out, where is the destination, what to do in the morning, what to do in the afternoon, what to do after work, who to face at home... After a long time, every day seems to be in a cycle.

As long as there are loops, there will be mistakes.I feel bored doing the same thing every day, and gradually lose my passion for life, so I just want to break out of the cycle and have some fun, so that my life will not be so rigid, such as cheating.But in fact, cheating is discovered, divorce, and property division often make the parties regret it.He has already envisioned how to live his life in the next few decades, with whom and where, because all the sudden evil thoughts disrupted him.The person you love is your wife or husband, but you are forced to separate because of a moment of confusion.

Tsk, it's not considered forced to separate.The moment of derailment is doomed to bear the consequences.

I always scoff when I hear such things.

So fucking stupid.

Recently, I talked less with Ziqing. One reason is that I am busy with work, and the other is that when he looks at me, his eyes always look a little bit like