sugar addiction

He leaned up the car window and looked at him with his chin propped up: "I got off at the intersection, and said I was having a birthday banquet at a nearby hotel."

"Oh," Xu Li sighed for no reason, "He'd better look away."

Zhong Juan would bring Xu Li back to his hometown, originally it was just a casual chat at the dinner table.She mentioned the street stalls in her hometown, and said that she hadn't eaten for some days.For some reason, Xu Li said on a whim that everyone would drive back to have fun on Sunday and visit Zhong Juan's parents by the way.

Lin Ze's astonished expression only stayed for a few seconds before putting it away, saying that he would go back to celebrate the old man's birthday on the weekend.

It happened to be a companion, and Xu Li and his wife hit it off and settled the matter.When Xu Li asked Fang Yuan whether he would go or not, Fang Yuan didn't respond, and it took a while before he answered with a smile: "It's okay to try something new."

So four people and two cars drove all the way from the urban area, and it took a long time to reach the destination.

Why Fang Yuan agreed, Lin Ze didn't know, but there was a faint resistance in his heart.He doesn't like to go back, and he doesn't want Fang Yuan to get too close to the home he doesn't like.

When Lin Ze came back this time, his grandfather was very happy.Among the juniors, Lin Ze is his favorite.He always said that the kid was smart and much more capable than his father.

"Capability," Lin Ze's father answered teasingly, "Where can an elementary school teacher know how to go?"

He wanted to say more, but Lin Ze's grandfather glared at him and stopped him.

With Lin Ze's father in charge, Lin Ze's father couldn't say much.Although the meal was not pleasant enough, it was still a matter of sitting down and doing it reluctantly.

During the whole process, except for a brief exchange of eyes when they sat down, Lin Ze never looked at his father again.

Lin Ze planned to leave after eating, but his mother came over after eating half of the meal.I asked him how he was doing recently, and said that he didn't know how to keep in touch with his family, and that he should pay attention to adding or subtracting clothes due to the large temperature difference between morning and evening.The last sentence mentioned his work: "Being a teacher is hard work."

As soon as she mentioned this, Lin Ze's father raised his eyebrows and put down the chopsticks in his hand.He actually didn't want to talk about Lin Ze's work in front of so many people, but if he didn't say it now, he would have little chance to talk to Lin Ze.

"I was just about to talk about this," he coughed, and said seriously, "it's just your job, and there is no way out. Why don't you make up your mind and quit your job as soon as possible, and do a postgraduate exam or a Ph. Doing academic research is much better than your elementary school teacher..."

Lin Ze didn't speak, and reached out to pick up a slice of winter melon.

The son didn't want to talk to him as an old man, Lin Ze's father felt ashamed and panicked, and slapped the table hard: "Did you hear me talking to you?"

Lin Ze's hand was shaken by the table, and the winter melon slices fell onto the table.

He remembered something like this when he was a child.He missed the first place in the exam by three points. During lunch, his father slammed his palm on the table, his eyes were bloodshot and violent: "It's only three points, if you can be more serious, I won’t give up this first place to anyone else!”

He thinks that Lin Ze is fine, whether he gets a perfect score in the exam or is the first in the grade.If he can't do it, he hasn't tried hard enough.

"Lin Ze!" He shouted violently.

Lin Ze put down his chopsticks and stood up: "I won't quit, you want that kind of life, you have lived it yourself, I don't want it."

8.

As expected, his embarrassing father immediately jumped to his feet, slapped the table, and knocked over half of the dishes on the table.Lin Ze couldn't dodge it in time, and was splashed half of his body by the hot soup, his brows were wrinkled in pain.

He has long had a deep understanding of how heavy his father's attack is.If it wasn't for someone blocking him at this moment, the other party would have already raised a bench and greeted him.

"It's against you," the man gasped heavily, with a grim expression on his face, "I worked so hard to raise you, and I didn't ask you to talk back to me!"

The burning pain in his arm was suppressed by the coldness in his heart.

He shouldn't have come back, and he shouldn't have had the slightest hope for his dad.

When he turned to leave, his mother gave him a pull.

Lin Ze looked back and saw the anxious look on his mother's face.The guilt in his heart lasted only a few seconds before it was wiped away by the other party's next sentence.

"Lin Ze, don't get angry with your father, there are so many people, just give in to your father, and this matter will be over."

This sentence is very familiar. After his father found out about his choice, he was beaten to a broken rib and sent to the hospital. His mother also said the same thing.

Don't get angry with your dad, it's your fault, just admit it to your dad.

He was sitting on a chair in the corridor of the hospital, his whole body was numb from the cold.

Years passed and they didn't change, even the words they said were the same.

The soup splashed on the body has been soaked, and the stains on the clothes cannot be wiped off no matter how much you wipe.Lin Ze was walking downstairs when Xu Li called.

"Lin Ze," I don't know if the signal is bad, Xu Li's voice was muffled, "Zhong Juan said that there is a delicious barbecue near the reservoir here, we said to go in the afternoon. You are still in the hotel just now Well, Fang Yuan has already driven over to pick you up."

He didn't want to go, and seeing Xu Li and his wife enjoying themselves at this moment, he felt a stab of panic in his heart.

However, before he had time to refuse, he had already walked to the hotel lobby and saw a familiar figure standing at the door.

Fang Yuan turned his back to him, with one hand in his pocket, and beside him were two seventeen or eighteen-year-old girls who were chatting excitedly with him.Even if the other party replied with a casual posture, their enthusiasm was not affected in the slightest.

It only takes a few minutes to drive to such a small place, which cut off Lin Ze's retreat.

He could only reply: "I know."

Seventeen or eighteen is a very good age, full of vigor and vigor, not afraid of blows and failures, but more frustrated and courageous.

At that time, he gave Fang Yuan all his feelings and courage without hesitation, regardless of whether the other party wanted it or not.After a few years of cooling down, I suddenly had the illusion of waking up from a dream.

Fang Yuan is not on the same side as him, if he doesn't wake up quickly, he will only fall to pieces in reality.

He admitted that he was afraid.

The two girls looked at Fang Yuan with great interest, and their eyes curled up with smiles as they didn't know what to say.

It is common for a passer-by to ask for a phone number when approached by a passer-by.Lin Ze is more numb than a habit.

Looking at this picture, he suddenly didn't want to go there.The connection between him and Fang Yuan was all because of his efforts, and the matter is almost reaching its limit now.

"What are you standing there for?" Fang Yuan turned his head and looked at Lin Ze who was standing in the middle of the hotel lobby, "Come here quickly."

Seeing this, the girl tactfully waved goodbye to Fang Yuan, with dimples on her face: "I won't bother you then, I'll contact you later."

Fang Yuan nodded his chin, turned his head to look at Lin Ze who was slowly walking up to him, and asked abruptly, "Mutton for lunch?"

The smell of mutton soup stained on the clothes could not be suppressed at all, Lin Ze hummed without expression on his face.

Fang Yuan looked at him without asking any further questions, and opened the door to signal him to get in the car.

"You guys go," Lin Ze didn't move, and didn't look at him, "The school called and said something happened, let me go, and I'll go back first."

Sitting in the driver's seat, Fang Yuan pulled the seat belt and fastened it lightly, as if he didn't hear what he said, tapped the steering wheel with his fingers, and repeated: "Get in the car."

If he doesn't get in the car, Fang Yuan won't leave. If he confronts Fang Yuan, he will always be the loser.

Lin Ze stood in front of the car door for a few minutes, but in the end he could only sit in the passenger seat.

"Call Xu Li." Fang Yuan turned left without changing his expression, turned around and drove out of the city, "Say we're going back first, let them have fun."

He thought it would be hard to explain the matter, but he didn't expect Xu Li on the other end of the phone to be stunned when he told Fang Yuan to go back first, and he didn't ask any more questions, just telling them to pay attention to safety on the road.

When Fang Yuan was driving, it was rare for him to put away his usual laziness and focus.

Lin Ze had a lot to say, he wanted to ask Fang Yuan why he followed them to the old city, and why he suddenly decided to go back with him.

However, until his palms were sweating, he still didn't say anything.

It wasn't until the car drove out of the toll booth in the small town that Lin Ze suddenly said with some relief: "The mutton soup at noon is terrible."

Fang Yuan smiled lightly: "Then I won't eat it from now on."

9.

Lin Ze didn't forget what he said, and started to move after returning from his hometown.However, the things were only half packed, and there was something wrong with Fang Yuan.

Fang Yuan usually smoked heavily, and he didn't pay attention to the astringency of his throat.In the first two days, I only coughed twice, and then the cough became more and more serious.After letting it go for a few days, my throat became completely swollen and I couldn't speak.

After going back and forth to the hospital twice, the doctor only said that it was an inflammation, prescribed some medicine and sent him back to recuperate.

Considering that he usually doesn't control his drinking and smoking, and now his body is probably at the limit, and the symptoms burst out together, but he thinks this disease is reasonable.Xu Li secretly buried him, saying that he had a problem at the moment when Lin Ze broke up with him, and it was really timely that he got sick.

That being said, Fang Yuan had such a problem that he couldn't carry out his work.The people around were anxious about him, but he acted like a normal person, he took annual leave from the company and went home to recuperate for a week.

Cigarettes are unbearable, but if you don't have something in your mouth, you always feel idle.Fang Yuan bought a box of mints with sticks, and took one apart to eat if he had nothing to do.

"You're really good," Xu Li glanced at the candy wrappers he threw in the trash can, "When this throat heals, it's almost time to