sugar addiction

It passed very slowly, so slow that he was disheartened.The shadow on the ground suddenly came towards him.

Fang Yuan stood in front of him and took off the cigarette from his mouth.He lowered his head and leaned over, so close that he almost kissed his mouth, and smiled as easily as when he agreed to share the rent: "Why not?"

In fact, Lin Ze knew that Fang Yuan couldn't believe what he said, and even if he did, he couldn't believe everything.

The brain paralyzed by alcohol only reacted slowly when Fang Yuan kissed him.He blushed a little and blocked it with his hands: "...I didn't mean that."

Fang Yuan smiled: "Then what do you mean?"

Lin Ze didn't know either, he just felt that what he said was "good with me", and it definitely wasn't the "good" that Fang Yuan promised.

The light in his eyes dimmed and dimmed, but it wasn't bad, anyway, it was a natural process from feeling good to him to wanting to sleep with him, even if there was something missing in the middle, it didn't matter.

After that, how he went back to the room and how Fang Yuan took him to the bed, I can't remember clearly.He only knew that when Fang Yuan took off his clothes, he vaguely saw a long scar on Fang Yuan's lower abdomen.He called Fang Yuan's name, Fang Yuan responded, and then kissed him.

Lin Ze didn't think the whole process was so good, Fang Yuan always liked to bite him like an animal.A final bite on his shoulder made him gasp in pain.

Lin Ze woke up on time at five o'clock, and Fang Yuan had already returned to his bedroom. He was lying on the bed alone, feeling pain all over his body.

He lay there frowning for 10 minutes, finally managed to get up and went to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water.

While boiling the eggs, Lin Zefa was stunned for a while, and he didn't know when Fang Yuan came in. He didn't come back to his senses until the other party spoke.

"Did you wake up too early?" Fang Yuan leaned against the door with his arms crossed, and asked lazily, "What time do you usually go to work?"

Lin Ze looked at the boiling water in the pot and replied, "Eight o'clock."

"Then why do you get up so early every day?" Fang Yuan smiled, "Are you avoiding me?"

He was just teasing, but Lin Ze didn't answer.

Lin Ze didn't speak, Fang Yuan just stood there and looked at him, making the back of his neck numb.He had no choice but to ask casually, "Do you eat eggs?"

Fang Yuan doesn't eat egg yolks.Lin Ze put two eggs in a small bowl and put them on the dining table. After a while, there were only two round egg yolks left in the bowl.

Lin Ze thought that after sleeping with Fang Yuan once, their relationship would change, but he didn't expect that life would just go on as before.

Fang Yuan still went out to socialize and sell every day, and it took ten and a half months to run into him.It seemed the same as before, except that occasionally Fang Yuan would run into his room suddenly when he came back from drinking too much.It doesn't matter that Lin Ze has gone to bed early, he has to toss him up to make tea for himself to sober up.

Even if Fang Yuan wanted to do it suddenly, Lin Ze would not refuse.

Fang Yuan likes to leave marks on him, if he doesn't want to, Fang Yuan will bite harder.Lin Ze couldn't cover his neck, so he had to start wearing collared clothes.

One year after that, Lin Ze became a full-time teacher at the school where he practiced, and became a class teacher, and things became more and more complicated.In the elementary school he teaches, the teenagers are at the time when they are full of energy and the most worrying. If they are not careful, they will be bumped and a bloody gash will be drawn on their foreheads.

Lin Ze was sitting in the office correcting homework. Except for him, the other teachers in the room had already left. Only a child holding a basketball and staring at him was sitting on the chair next to him.

"Ms. Lin," the child called him with a drawn out voice, "I want to go home!"

There was a seven or eight centimeter wound on his knee. After the iodine was applied, the large brown patch was scary, but his voice was still full of energy.

"I have notified your mother to pick you up," Lin Ze said while correcting his homework, "Be obedient, don't play basketball during this time, and be careful of the wound collapsing again."

"I can go back by myself," Yang Jundong puffed his mouth and felt very unconvinced, "What's the matter with this injury!"

He got hurt a lot when he climbed the tree to the house, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong, but he was proud of it.

Just as I was talking, someone came in and said, "Oh, I'm sorry, teacher, I'm here to pick up Yang Jundong..."

As soon as Lin Ze raised his head, the two met face to face.Lin Ze's heart skipped a beat, he didn't expect to meet Feng Xuzhen here.

Seeing that it was him, the politeness on Feng Xuzhen's face quickly disappeared.

After sending Fang Yuan back that time, they had occasional work dinners, and Fang Yuan would call Lin Ze to come together.Feng Xu was really not stupid, after a few times he realized that Lin Ze was not just Fang Yuan's roommate, he was the same as himself.

Yang Jundong said unhappily on the side: "Why is it you, where is my mother?"

Feng Xuzhen went to hold him, but the child stretched out his hand and opened it: "Your mother is busy. If I hadn't been free, I would have troubled your grandparents."

Yang Jundong stood up from the chair with the basketball in his arms, and muttered, "I wish they would come."

"Okay, okay, I'll take you to eat later."

After Feng Xuzhen finished coaxing the child, he raised his head and smiled at Lin Ze: "I'm sorry, Mr. Lin."

"It's okay," Lin Ze felt that the teacher's yell was harsh, and asked routinely, "Are you from Yang Jundong?"

"Uncle," Feng Xuzhen looked at him with a smile, "this is my sister's son."

After exchanging a few pleasantries, Feng Xuzhen prepared to take the child back.Before leaving, he seemed to think of something, and suddenly approached and said, "Fang Yuan is eating out tonight, do you know?"

Lin Ze didn't answer, but just glanced at him.

Feng Xuzhen smiled, fake but proud: "There are few people who don't care about being capable and good-looking."

He wanted to say that they were all of the same breed, even if they were brought to Fang Yuan's mouth, Fang Yuan would not necessarily want them.

Lin Ze didn't seem to have any reaction after hearing this, but replied calmly: "Really."

Feng Xu really didn't see what he wanted, and felt uncomfortable as if a needle had been stuck in his heart. Then he said with a smile: "I heard that it's with the daughter of the immediate boss. If we talk well, it might work out."

Lin Ze was still very calm: "That's a good thing."

Feng Xuzhen choked for a moment, and took Yang Jundong away to make fun of himself.

In fact, he hadn't thought about this question.It's just that Lin Ze felt that Fang Yuan was not enough to play with, and he couldn't be willing to be trapped by others.But now, he is not sure whether Fang Yuan will suddenly say that he wants to get married one day.

After all, he didn't know Fang Yuan at all.

Lin Ze arrived home at seven o'clock, the room was indeed dark, and Fang Yuan did not come back.

Fang Yuan called half an hour later, saying that he was eating out.A woman's chichi laughter came from the phone, which made him flustered.

Lin Ze felt that there was nothing left in his heart, so he couldn't restrain himself from asking, "Can you not go?"

As soon as the words came out, he himself felt ridiculous.He was the one who said he wouldn't mind at the time, but it's obviously crossing the line to ask about it now.

Sure enough, Fang Yuan smiled on the other end of the phone and asked him, "Why?"

Why, he couldn't answer.

Lin Ze hung up the phone and sat on the sofa in the living room for half an hour, looking at the wine in the glass cabinet.

He looked at it for a long time, finally got up and opened the cupboard, picked up the wine bottle and threw it on the ground.

He smashed it so hard that the glass shards splashed and hurt his feet, but he didn't pay attention.He smashed all of Fang Yuan's wine, and he called Fang Yuan after he was done.

"I was wrong, let's forget it."

5.

The school where Lin Ze works is located on the edge of the urban area. Although it is not one of the best, it is also one of the top in the province.It was five o'clock in the afternoon when Fang Yuan arrived, which was earlier than the end of school time.The people in the school were relatively deserted in twos and threes, only a group of children were having a good time at the basketball court.

The half-grown child is not even half the height of the basket, but he is jumping up and down happily while dribbling the basketball, sweating from his brow.

Fang Yuan found it interesting, so he stood on the steps and looked at it for a while.

"Yang Jundong!"

A child shouted loudly: "This way!"

The kid named Yang Jundong turned sideways in response, took the ball passed to him by his teammates, and quickly threw it towards the basket with force.

The ball hit the backboard with a "bang", stayed on the edge of the basket for a moment, and barely entered the net.three-pointer.

Interest came to Fang Yuan's eyes.

A burst of cheers erupted in the basketball court, and Yang Jundong roared the loudest, his face full of the spirit of scoring a goal.

"Hey," Fang Yuan greeted on the steps, "I want to ask you something."

A group of children were having fun, when they heard Fang Yuan calling them, they looked at him in a daze: "Who are you?"

Fang Yuan was still wearing formal attire for work, he was tall in a suit and leather shoes, and he didn't look very friendly.

"Uncle is looking for someone," Fang Yuan walked down the steps slowly, "Do you know where Teacher Lin is?"

The child was confused when asked: "Which Teacher Lin?"

Only then did Fang Yuan remember that he didn't know what grade Lin Zejiao was teaching.

"Teacher Lin Zelin."

"Oh, oh, oh," the children immediately rushed to answer him, "Yang Jundong, their homeroom teacher!"

Fang Yuan had already walked up to them, and squatted down to look at the child they said was Yang Jundong.

Yang Jundong didn't have a good impression of this person in front of him. Although he was smiling all the time and didn't look like a bad guy, he just felt uncomfortable.

Holding the ball in his arms, he asked cautiously, "Why are you looking for Mr. Lin?"

Fang Yuan thought of the messed up wine in the room, as well as the soaked floor, and smiled: "There's something wrong."

The other party was obviously dissatisfied with this statement, and stared at him with wide eyes, as if he didn't intend to answer his question.

The basketball court on the playground is the only way to get out of school, Fang Yuan is not in a hurry.He beckoned to the child: "Uncle, how about we compete with you?"

Yang Jundong