star distance

Qiao Ji couldn't remember how the next few days passed.

When Yin Nan came to the door, he was lying on the sofa, with blue eye sockets and a bearded face, like a long-term drug addict.

"How long are you going to pretend to be dead?"

Joe did not move.It's not that he didn't hear Yin Nan's words, he just didn't want to answer.

Yin Nan seemed a little annoyed, and grabbed his clothes with one hand and pulled him up from the sofa: "Isn't it just a failure? If you don't get it this year, then next year, if you don't get it next year, then next year, what's the big deal."

Qiao Ji couldn't help laughing: "My mother said the same."

Yin Nan looked at him, wanted to have a fit but couldn't, and finally had no choice but to throw him back: "Actually, even if Lin Mo doesn't admit it, what does it matter? You like Lin Juan, not his brother. If you don't admit it, you don't care." Admit it."

Qiao Ji shook his head and buried himself in the sofa.

"You do not understand."

In fact, he didn't have to be recognized by Lin Mo.

Maybe it was just such a simple purpose at the beginning, but later, it was different.

What he fell in love with was the most unique person in the world.That person has the talent to fascinate everyone, more than anyone else.

He wants to get better.

He wants to be successful in what he loves, and he wants to be recognized.

He wanted to be able to stand beside him one day, wanted enough to stand confidently beside him.

He wanted to one day be that person's hero in an upright manner.He wanted that person to look at him with the most attentive eyes.

He used to think he could do it.

But still can't do it.

This kind of blow was beyond Yin Nan's imagination.

"Don't worry, I don't want to give up, I just..." Qiao Ji said in a muffled voice, "I just need some time."

Yin Nan was silent for a long time, then sighed: "You'd better do what you say."

Qiao Ji smiled and didn't look up at him.

Yin Nan seemed to have suddenly remembered something, and asked, "What about tomorrow? Are you still going to the park on Wednesday?"

***

Joe sent, of course, still went.

He didn't actually think about how to face Lin Juan, and he didn't know if Lin Mo would let him see Lin Juan again, but before he made a rational decision, he made a choice in his heart.

Everything in the outside world seemed meaningless to Lin Juan. To him, Joe's arrival meant that he could start walking, that's all.

But Qi Qing was different. He was surprised when he saw Qiao Ji: "I thought you wouldn't come today."

"I thought so too." Qiao Ji looked at Lin Juan with an undisguised tenderness in his eyes. "But I'm afraid he'll cry."

Qi Qing wanted to say something, but Lin Juan had already staggered to Qiao Ji's side, looking like he was about to start a walk.

Qi Qing couldn't help laughing: "Xiaojuan really likes you."

"That would be great." Qiao Ji narrowed his eyes and smiled, teasing Lin Juan while pulling him, "Does Xiao Juan like me?"

Lin Juan walked forward with his head down, as if he didn't hear anything.

Qiao Ji took a look at Qi Qing and saw that he had no intention of following, so he chased after him alone.

"Does Xiaojuan like me?"

Lin Juan still didn't answer, Qiao Ji lowered his eyes, and didn't say any more.He led Lin Juan like this and walked all the way along the path in the park, but he couldn't hold on any longer.

He stopped, and Lin Juan who was being led could only stop.

The young man seemed a little dissatisfied, took his hand, and wanted to move on.

But the next moment, Qiao Ji hugged him from behind.

"Ah..." Lin Juan called out without struggling.

Qiao Ji hugged the person in front of him tightly. He felt that the young man seemed to want to turn his head away, so he quickly buried his face in Lin Juan's shoulder.

"Don't look at me..." He didn't want Lin Juan to see him looking like a prodigal dog.

The young man obediently stopped his movements, but such a docile behavior made Qiao Ji even more uncomfortable.

"I didn't get the Star Award, I'm sorry." He whispered, "I promised your brother, I promised you, but I didn't keep it. It's useless, isn't it?"

He didn't know if Lin Juan could understand, but he couldn't help but want to tell him.

He hoped that this person could tell him that it was okay.He hopes that this person can tell him, no, you have tried your best.But he knew that this man would not say anything.

But knowing it clearly, there will still be endless fear because of the silent silence.

The feeling that he would be abandoned the next moment made him extremely flustered.

So he subconsciously hugged him a little tighter.

The person in his arms was as quiet as a puppet without a soul, and Qiao Ji felt that the panic in his heart became clearer.

"Will you hate me? Do you... like me?" The answer I always wanted, but never got.

Qiao Ji lowered his eyes: "I like you, do you know that?"

This man, he thought, had no idea.

—I want to be with you, you know?

But now, it seems that he has lost his qualifications.Qiao Ji didn't dare to ask the question.

Lin Juan didn't answer.

Just like countless times in the past, Lin Juan didn't give him any response.

Qiao Ji hugged him tightly, but for the first time found that the distance between himself and this person was so far away.

It seemed that his mood would never be conveyed to this person's heart, and all the good memories seemed to be just his imagination, all just illusory illusions.

"I like you, you know?" He repeated again, he wanted this person to know, he wanted this person to respond.

But the young man who was being hugged remained silent.But after a long time, Lin Juan slowly took out a candy from his pocket and stuffed it into Qiao Ji's hand.

Qiao Ji trembled all over, and finally held the candy tightly, crying and laughing.

***

Maybe even this person himself doesn't know what this means.But to him, it was like a life-saving straw.

The consolation of failure, the reward of hard work, and the encouragement to start again.

Desperate, and unable to give up.

A candy, a candy, a candy and a candy.

What is connected is their real memory in the long years.

The author has something to say: Everyone’s message yesterday...

Allow me to secretly put some wax on the credibility of Lin's elder brother

Can't you have some confidence in your brother's personality! ! !