reborn to live for you

After Boya's careful care, within a few days, Boyan felt a lot more relaxed, and he was able to move his immobile hands and feet gradually.Boyan knew that it was all thanks to Boya who secretly sent him spiritual power, otherwise he would not have recovered so quickly.

After being bored in the small village for so long, Boya took Boyan to the market for a walk. Boyan sat in a wheelchair and looked left and right. Occasionally, Boya bought something novel for him.

When it was lunch time, the two went into the restaurant for dinner. Boya asked for a private room, ordered a table of Boyan's favorite dishes, and fed him slowly.

The downstairs suddenly became lively, Boyan turned his head to look down, and saw a group of uniformly dressed people walking in.He doesn't know others, but Boyan can recognize Xianrong's face turned into ashes.

This is the person who stole his brother Ya.

"Yanyan!" Boya turned Boyan's head back, seeing his bitten lips and the hatred in his eyes that was too late to hide.

Boya took a tight breath, and the uneasiness in his heart spread, "Yan, Yanyan..."

Boyan was silent and didn't want to talk, there were too many things that bothered him, which made him feel physically and mentally exhausted.He didn't know if Boya had anything to do with the Devil's Cult, or if there was any overlap between this life and the previous life, he didn't know anything.

Boya was a little panicked, these days Yanyan wanted him to leave intentionally or unintentionally, but he fooled him, if Yanyan really made up his mind, he didn't know how to keep him.

damn it!Why did I meet Xianrong at this time!

Until he went back, Boyan never said a word, no matter what Boya said, he remained silent.

During dinner, Chen Daniu looked at the two depressed people, the atmosphere was obviously not right, he secretly touched Yixin's hand and said, "What's the matter with them?"

Yi Xin glanced at them both, "I don't know."

In the middle of the night, Boyan started to have a fever. At first, Boya felt that the temperature in his arms was a little high, and when he touched his forehead, it was very hot.

Boya got up quickly, poured some spiritual power into him, and found that there was no sign of the fever going down, a little flustered, and immediately went to pat on the door of Yixin.

Yixin fell into a drowsy sleep and was woken up. She turned to Boya with a bad face and went to Boyan to find out the situation. It was just an ordinary fever.

"This is anti-fever medicine, feed him first, and then come to me when the fever is not gone in the morning." Yixin yawned and went back to the room to catch up on sleep, "By the way, you can wipe him down to cool down."

Boya checked the medicine and fed Boyan after confirming that there was no problem. Then he boiled hot water and slowly wiped his body with a soft cloth.

Boyan was so burned that he dreamed of many past events. From Boya came to Hengshan, he gradually fell in love with him, until Boya accepted his confession, and then left him, and finally to the moment Boya died, he never left him. Understand, what is the meaning of such "for his own good".

"why……"

Boyan babbled and opened his eyes. Boya hurriedly checked his situation and found that his eyes had no focal length at all.

"why……"

"Yanyan." Boya continued to wipe the sweat off Boyan's forehead with a soft cloth, "Take a good rest, you have a fever."

"You said...you loved me...but you left me..."

Boya frowned, "Yanyan?"

"You left to protect me...hehe..." Boyan chuckled, but tears welled up from the corners of his eyes, "Is it useful? Didn't he die in the end..."

Boya's heart tightened, Boyan's death would always be a pain in his heart.He swore to protect Yanyan, but he never fulfilled his promise, whether it was in the last life or now.

"Brother Ya, why can't your protection be by my side?" Boyan turned to look at him, "Or, your heart is on someone else?"

"No, Yanyan, I...!"

"Brother Ya, if you can't be by my side forever, I hope you leave. I don't want your pity, nor your sympathy, and I don't want you to treat me like a younger brother."

Boyan closed his eyes. If he continued to be by Boya's side, he would be addicted to Boya's tenderness and couldn't extricate himself. Instead of repeating the same mistakes, it would be better to make a clean break.

Boya stared at Boyan seriously, Yanyan was right, his self-righteous protection has always hurt Yanyan, so it seems that Yanyan is much stronger than him.

"Yanyan..." The gentle voice made Boyan tremble, and he kept building himself up mentally. I couldn't hear it, I couldn't hear anything.

Suddenly, a soft touch came from the lips, Boyan closed his eyes and didn't know what was going on, subconsciously stuck out his tongue and licked it.

As a result, the small tongue was hooked immediately, Boyan's eyes widened, looking at Boya who was so close, he didn't know how to react.

Originally, Boya just wanted to kiss lightly to express his heart, but Boyan's small movements were like turning on the switch button, so he couldn't help but deepen the kiss, and it was out of control.

Boyan breathed carefully, afraid that this was a dream, because Boya had never kissed him before, and it was such a deep kiss.

The soft tongue tasted every inch of Boyan, Boya still felt that it was not enough, and really wanted to tear him apart.

Boya didn't let him go until Boyan was out of breath.Boyan's face was flushed, and he didn't know if it was from shyness or from lack of oxygen.

"Ya, Brother Ya..." Boyan looked at Boya with joy and shyness in his wet eyes.The slightly hoarse voice made Boya's heart itch, as if being scratched by a cat.

"Yanyan, I love you."

Boyan's illness came and went quickly, and the fever disappeared in the middle of the night, and he slept soundly, almost waking up from a dream.

When he woke up, he was still in Boya's arms, secretly twisting his neck to look at Boya, focusing on his lips, wondering if he was dreaming last night.

If it was a dream, it would be too real, the soft touch seems to be still on the lips.

When Boya opened his eyes, he saw Boyan's face was red, he didn't know what he was thinking, and when he felt that he woke up, he looked at him with big wet eyes, full of expectation.

"Yanyan, good morning." Boya kissed him on the lips, and Boyan was immediately elated. It seems that last night was not a dream, eh.

"Morning, Brother Ya." Boyan laughed so hard that his flowers trembled, "Did Brother Ya kiss me last night?"

Boya nodded cooperatively and said, "Well, I kissed you."

"Then, why..." (*/ω╲*)

"Silly Yanyan." Boya kissed his forehead lovingly, "I love you, always have been."

Boyan: (′▽`〃)

"But I was so bad before, do you also like me?" I really don't want to, the previous Boyan was not him.

Boya shook his head, he no longer intends to hide it anymore, "I only like Yanyan, not Boyan." He paused, "Whether it's the last life or this life."

After hearing the first half of the sentence, Boyan didn't understand, but suddenly widened his eyes and stared at him in the second half of the sentence.

"Yanyan, I'm sorry, I've been hurting you all the time. I made up my mind to protect you, but I always hurt you."

Boyan shrank his head, not knowing what to say.In the last life, most of the memories were good, and the saddest was only a few days before death, but it was painful.

In fact, it was impulsive to say those words last night while having a fever. Now that I think about it, Brother Ya didn't even ask him what he meant, which means that Brother Ya always knew.

Since brother Ya is also reborn, he doesn't have to guess wildly, he can let go of what is in his heart, that's fine.

Boyan didn't speak for a long time, Boya was a little uneasy, and hurriedly explained: "Yanyan, I didn't hide it from you on purpose, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it..." I'm afraid you still hate me.

Boyan pouted slightly, "Then is everything you said before you died true? You did that to me to protect me..."

"Yes." It's just that he was too self-righteous, not only failed to protect Yanyan, but hurt him instead.

"Then, is it true that you love me more than Ai Xianrong?" Boyan's eyes turned red instantly, and he was about to cry again in a blink of an eye.

"Yanyan, this is incomparable." Boya hugged him distressedly, "Xianrong can't even compare to a single finger of yours."

"Liar, you lie to me every time." Boyan cried and said, "I've noticed that something is wrong with you two. You usually flirt with each other. You clearly agreed to be with me, but you turned around and ran into someone else's arms! You Tell me, do you have any more love for him!"

Boya quickly explained, "It's nothing, I haven't even looked at him, so there's no reason for it."

"Really?" Boyan pouted Lao Gao, in fact, he believed it a long time ago, but he didn't have time to vent the grievances he suffered in his previous life, so he can only vent it now.

"Yanyan, I swear, I love you, and only you."

Boyan sniffed, "Then you swear, if Boya deceives Boyan again, Boyan will be struck by lightning, and nothing will happen... Hiss!"

The last word was misunderstood, because Boya covered his mouth, and slightly angrily reprimanded: "Yanyan, don't talk nonsense." The one who will die is Boya, how could it be Yanyan!

Boyan muttered in a low voice: "It's not the first time." But seeing Boya's face turned pale, he quickly changed the subject, "Brother Ya can only think about me in the future, and all other cats and dogs stand aside."

Boya calmed down a little, "Okay, I will listen to Yanyan."

"Brother Ya." Boyan grabbed Boya's skirt with his inflexible hands, his cheeks flushed slightly, "You want to kiss me."

Sometimes Boyan is so honest and cute, Boya raised a gentle smile, lowered her head to hold his lips, and gave him a deep kiss.

Boyan is a good baby who loves to learn. He doesn't want to be led by the nose all the time. Just like Boya, he sucks his tongue, tastes every part of him, and makes a comfortable grunt, like a kitten .

As long as Boya is willing, Boyan is not his opponent at all, but he has given the initiative to Boyan and silently endured Boyan's initiative and curiosity.

When the two separated, Boyan was still a little unsure, the first time he was unprepared so he was at a loss, but this time he was ready to taste Brother Ya's taste.

"Brother Ya is so beautiful." Boyan licked his lips, seeing Boya's inadvertently revealed amorous feelings, his heart beat faster, "I really want to hide Brother Ya so that no one will see."

Boya caressed Boyan's soft lips, "The beautiful one is Yanyan."

The author has something to say:

Boya: Yanyan is so cute o(￣▽￣)d

Boyan: Brother Ya is cute, you have to kiss~~

Boya: mua~~~