Being a fairy can't be too stylish GL

Being hugged and kissed by someone I have silently liked for many years, this should be a sweet episode that happens in many people's happy dreams. Even if you wake up and find that your long-cherished wish has not come true, you can always have some longing for a better future besides the disappointment.

But the current Zuo Yu is not so lucky. The keen intuition trained in the special service department tells her that although the dream scene in front of her is beautiful and beautiful, but the huge disaster hidden behind it is simply unbearable for her.

At the moment when Zhang Xin kissed her, Zuo Yu, who had always been sharp and intelligent, suddenly let go because of fear, but her brain completely lost the ability to think, or completely forgot to think.

Not only did she forget to think, but she also forgot to breathe, and she couldn't taste whether the feeling on her lips was as sweet as the book said, or something else.

At this time, Zuo Yu's back neck was slowly pressed down by Zhang Xin, leaving her no room to retreat.

Her breath was filled with the intoxicating breath that she had longed for and could not get, but she was still just afraid, as long as she thought of the way Zhang Xin was looking at her just now, her collar would be soaked in cold sweat.

This is the reaction she has after waking up from every nightmare.

In her dream, her routine was to lie in the dormitory of the special police base, without sleep all night, staring dully at the board of the upper bunk.

Until Dongfang faded, a serious instructor kicked in the door and announced in a dull tone, "Special Service Student Police Officer Zuo Yu, full marks for sniping, stealth operations and tracking training, and excellent rescue tactics drills."

"Are you proud, don't laugh too early." The instructor turned the pages of the folder in his hand, and the expression on his face became grim, "Confrontational mental training, zero egg!"

"Hahaha, congratulations, you became the first person to be eliminated in our training."

"Don't be dazed, get up early, pack your luggage, and go back to the branch office."

Sensing the trance of the person in front of him, Zhang Xin bit Zuo Yu's upper lip lightly, making her come back to reality from her imagination.

"Xinxin you..."

"What are you thinking? Did I wrong Officer Zuo for what I did just now?"

Zhang Xin slightly opened the distance between the two, with his arms still wrapped around Zuo Yu's neck, his voice was still faint, almost inaudible in the howling north wind.

"Grievance..." Zuo Yu desperately suppressed the urge to hug her back, and retreated under the instinct of self-protection, "No, Zhang Xin, don't, we can, let's not talk today, okay?"

The panic made her start to speak incoherently, subconsciously retreated, Zhang Xin naturally did not let go.

Zuo Yu was completely panicked. He didn't dare to break free for fear of hurting Zhang Xin. In the end, he could only fall to the ground in embarrassment.

The Zuo Yu in front of her was more fragile than Zhang Xin had ever seen before, but no matter how much she felt distressed, she still stood upright and firm, and the expression on her face never changed from the beginning to the end.

"If we don't talk about it today, when will we have a chance to talk about it again? Should I wait another two years, or nine years?"

"It turns out that you knew it so long ago." Zuo Yu's dark eyes were now full of sadness, and Zhang Xin's straight figure was reflected in it, so vague, but so cruel.

"In the past, every night when you were studying by yourself, you would find all kinds of reasons to sit next to me, but I rejected them all. Do you still remember the reasons I said at the beginning?"

"Remember, you said that my heartbeat was too loud, which made you do the problem." Zuo Yu bent one long leg and rested his chin on it, "You can think of the reason for such nonsense, which shows how much you hate me .”

"But you accept it very well every time." Zhang Xin laughed, although it was still a warm smile, "Except for evening self-study, meals, walks, and even exercises between classes, you will always look for opportunities to get close to me in high spirits. "

"It's a pity, as long as I give any reason at random, you can't take another step forward, but retreat in fear and fear, and return to the corner you thought was infinitely safe."

Zuo Yu listened silently, his lips had already been bitten white and blue by himself.

"You say I'm a top student all day long, but I really don't understand emotional matters." Zhang Xin shook his head lightly, "I'll give you time to wait for you to grow up and look forward to your bravery. But I didn't expect that what was waiting was just your indifferent turning around and leaving without saying goodbye."

"Xinxin..." The handful of snow that Zuo Yu held in his hand had already turned into lumps of ice, and his distressed eyes were full of pleading.

Seeing Zuo Yu who was showing weakness, Zhang Xin finally no longer had that expression of having nothing to do with him, and his plain tone turned into a questioning one.

"Do you think you are the only one who is infatuated with Ruosi, and you will hide and struggle and feel sad?" Zhang Xin leaned over and looked at Zuo Yu, "When you first disappeared, I was wandering in painful entanglement every day, and gradually the days grew longer. , I dare not even have the initial forbearance and expectation, I dare not expect you to come back again."

"I'm sorry..." Zuo Yu's shock from these words seemed to have broken the limit of her endurance.

"In this way, I began to immerse myself in the company's complicated business day and night. However, my uncle and other relatives were anxious about my marriage, and all kinds of blind dates entered my life. But your Director Chen is really a strange person , he was the first person who refused me before I thought of an excuse to refuse."

Zhang Xin straightened up and smiled even more intensely, "I never thought that it was such a coincidence that brought about our reunion."

"It would be dishonest to say I'm unhappy. But I still can't figure out what you think. After all, the first thing you did when you came back was to take back your cotton coat from me, and even the last commemorative Nothing is left to me."

"That's fine," said Zhang Xin as if he was talking to himself, and walked back to the car, "Then please take your hesitation and leave. From now on, we each have an answer in our hearts. I hope this topic will never be brought up again.”

Zhang Xin retreated to his car and opened the rear door. Cheng Cheng, who had been sticking to the window and looking out just now, was caught off guard, and fell into the snow in an extremely obscene posture.

Zhang Xin's concerned voice came from above his head: "Oh, Cheng Cheng, how are you? Where are you hurt?"

"Not at all, Xinxin, don't worry, I was just deeply moved by the romantic and poignant scene in front of me. So goodbye, see you in the cafeteria on Wednesday."

With Zhang Xin's help, Cheng Cheng stood up again and deeply reflected on his actions just now. He felt ashamed in front of the beauty, so he strode towards Zuo Yu's direction without daring to look back.

Zuo Yu watched Zhang Xin's car leave, loosened his strength, and lay down in the snow, exhausted and quiet as a corpse, a corpse that had just finished a long-distance armed cross-country.I don't have the energy to sit up and laugh at Cheng Cheng, or be laughed at by Cheng Cheng.

Cheng Cheng observed Zuo Yu for a while in unwillingness and loneliness. Boredom forced her to develop a hand-made entertainment project. Food models made of snow were born in her hands, and they were neatly arranged on Xiao Zuo's body.

After a long time, there was no room to place models in front of the corpse, and Cheng Cheng's creative passion was swept away by the north wind. She sighed, and put her slender fingers on Zuo Yu's nose, as if she was doing something meaningless. test.

Are you still alive, then please hurry up and cheat the corpse.Otherwise, I will collect the corpse.

Seeing that the new residence is close at hand, but he can only stand in the wild with a panting corpse to endure the cold, Cheng Cheng's dissatisfaction gradually reaches its peak, "Since you insist on pretending to be dead, don't blame Xiaoxian Decided to make a move.”

"What do you want, what are you going to do?" Zuo Yu turned his dry eyes, and although his heart was ashamed, he still couldn't help being afraid.

The author has something to say:

Ahhhhhhhhh, I'll return to the cheerful rhythm in the future.