Ah, it's better to die

In today's road traffic jam, Gu Qing made these poor interns who took the subway arrive at the company early instead.He eats sweets while writing.

Zheng Xiu was sitting next to him, listening to the sound of the candy "clicking" in his mouth, it made people shudder. "I said Comrade Xiao Gu, can you stop eating candy like this, the voice is creepy."

Gu Qingrang reached into the jar of mints, took out one, and chewed it vigorously in his mouth.It was as if what he was biting was not candy, but an enemy who bullied him.

Zheng Xiu looked at his expression, and silently moved his stool away, not daring to make any more protest sounds.

"I'm sorry, there was an accident on the road and there was a slight traffic jam." Bai He hurried into the office.

"Crack, click." Lu Qingrang was still biting the candy, without even looking at him.

"Director, good morning." Zheng Xiu slapped Gu Qing's head with a slap.

Reluctantly, Lu Qingrang also yelled under the pressure of Zheng Xiu's eyes. "Good morning, Director."

"Good morning." He still greeted blankly.

This is how the day's work begins.

It's been an eventful season in Cage City recently, and those who do news work have a rare leisure time.

"Comrade Gu." The beauty from the office next door came over. "Let's go have lunch together."

Lu Qingrang's office used to go to the cafeteria to eat with the people who run the company, and he agreed without thinking too much. "OK."

Zheng Xiu snickered, "I won't go to eat at noon today, my friend is here today, and I'm going to find him for dinner."

Gu Qingrang: "Okay."

The beauty smiled: "Then let's go."

Zheng Xiu waved, "Go, go."

They went to take the elevator together.

Zheng Xiu looked at the backs of them leaving, with a springy look on his face, "Youth."

Bai He, who just came out of the inner room, looked at him, "You are only one year older than him."

Zheng Xiu shook his head, "The word youth belongs to young people with a little bit of beauty or above." He took out his mobile phone as a mirror, "I don't seem to have been young before." Speaking of this, I couldn't bear it anymore.

Bai He looked at him from different angles.

Zheng Xiu posed several poses in coordination.

Bai He came to a conclusion, "I don't blame you, after all, people can't decide their own appearance. You just have a bigger face, narrower eyes, narrower nose, and thicker lips... .Others look pretty good to me. By the way, I suggest that you don’t drink beer recently, because you have a beer belly at a young age.”

Zheng Xiu got along with him for quite a while, and thought he could resist his poisonous tongue, but unexpectedly, he was beaten to the ground by this wave of attacks. "Director, I don't drink beer."

Bai He sighed, "This sounds even more pathetic."

"Director, I will tell you that you will die alone forever." Zheng Xiu cried on the table.

Bai He felt the same way, "Ah, it's better to die."

"Cleaning up is what handsome guys say." It's not like him, he can only look good unless he has plastic surgery.

Bai He tilted his head, "Am I handsome?"

"Handsome and handsome!" Zheng Xiu got up and flattered, "The few days you came back from the hospital, the girls in the whole building were a sensation." But recently they started to be sloppy and came back.

Bai He was indifferent.

Zheng Xiu happened to see the candy on the table by Gu Qingrang. "It is estimated that Comrade Xiao Gu will be the next one to enter the hospital."

Bai He, who was going to eat, stopped, "Is he not feeling well?"

Zheng Xiu pouted at the jar of candy, "I've been biting candy all morning, and I saw the dentist waving to him."

After Bai He heard it, he walked to his place and picked up the familiar can of mints. "Tell him, I confiscated it."

Zheng Xiu clapped his hands to thank him for his decision.He no longer wanted to watch Lu Qingrang take this jar of mints as if he was venting.

After finishing the meal, Bai He took the tray in the cafeteria to choose a seat.He chose to sit behind a pillar, and the voice of a man and a woman talking to each other that was blocked by the pillar could be clearly heard in his ears.

"Why are only the two of us here for dinner today?" Lu Qing was puzzled.

"It's rare for everyone to be free today, and they all said they'd like to have a good meal next door."

"You didn't call us, you guys with no loyalty."

The beauty laughed straight away, "If you like big meals so much, I'll treat you tomorrow."

Gu Qingrang agreed with a smile. "Um."

Baihe decided to write all three manuscripts scheduled for tomorrow for this intern.

After eating, the two went to set the plates.Lu Qingrang took two steps, and somehow wanted to turn around, but there was no one behind him.

Bai He is now walking in the corridor and chatting with Lin Rui. "Those stinking straight men!"

Straight man Lin Rui who was having lunch with his wife: "...Brother, why did our straight man offend you?"

Bai He swung his fist towards the void, feeling unspeakable. "There are straight men taking advantage of me."

"Brother, you are a crooked one and another straight one. If something happens, you are playing a hooligan."

Bai He recalled that although it was Gu Qingrang who took the initiative to kiss him, the reason was because he had an indescribable movie on the disk, and it seemed that he was the one who provoked him first.

Baihe: "..."

Lin Rui: "You have nothing to say, right?"

Baihe: "..."

Lin Rui: "I have to go to the office after dinner, so I won't chat with you."

"Ah." Putting away the phone, Bai He brushed up the broken hair in front of his forehead, with a dazed expression on his face.

What has he been doing lately?

He took out his phone again and opened the memo.He decided to see what tasks he hadn't completed recently, and do it right now, using work to numb himself.As a result, as soon as he opened the memo, there was only one thing.

"Am I going to kill myself?"

The font is still bold.

"Ah." He hugged his head with a headache. Recently, because of that difficult intern, his period turned into a question mark.

Straight men can't.

And he's still a young boy.

"Director, are you unwell?"

Hearing the voice, Bai He raised his head and met Gu Qingrang's clear eyes at a glance.

Don't you just like brats who are young?

Bai He sighed.

Lu Qingrang asked nervously, "Is it disgusting? Do you want to vomit?"

Bai He: "Are you going to ask me in the next sentence, are you pregnant?"

Lu Qingrang: "..." She can still be sarcastic, so she should be very energetic.

The two went back to work together, and when Gu Qingrang sat down, he found that his candy was gone. "Who took my candy?"

Bai He, who was standing not far from him, pointed at himself, "I confiscated it."

"Why?" His voice rose.

"Someone complained to me about you, saying that the sound of you biting candy interfered with his work."

Lu Qingrang stared at the seat next to him.

"That's it." Bai He said, "I'm going to rest."

Lu Qingrang's head fell on the table. "That's my mint."

Bai He's footsteps stopped.

"That's my mint."

Bai He patted his face, why did he feel that he swallowed the pronunciation of the last word intentionally or unintentionally?

An ordinary afternoon passed like this.After getting off work, Zheng Xiu hooked Lu Qingrang's shoulders, wanting to watch the new movie with him.The two fought and left.

Lin Rui happened to be in Baihe's office and lifted his chin towards him. "How about you hang out with your friends too?"

Bai He's eyes were empty, "I have no friends."

Lin Rui: "...Anyway, you have a set of tools for playing movies at home, right? Go home and watch them yourself."

I can't go home either.

After Lu Qingrang watched the movie and finished his meal, he came out of the elevator door and saw a sneaky person squatting in front of his house.

Bai He raised his head, "Hungry."

Gu Qingrang, who was about to run away: "..."

As soon as he opened the door, Bai He got in immediately. "Is there anything to eat?"

Gu Qingrang took out a bag of bread and gave it to him. "I'll cook something for you now."

As soon as he went to pick vegetables, Bai He turned on the TV and collapsed on the sofa. "I thought I was homeless today."

Lu Qingrang wanted to tease him, is this your home? "Did you forget your keys?"

"No." Bai He was holding a bunch of keys in his hand. "There was someone blocking me at the door. As soon as I saw him, I didn't get out of the elevator and walked up with everyone."

Lu Qingrang tried his best to ask him in that calm tone: "Who?"

"Zhou Que." At the end, he added a sentence. "My ex-boyfriend."

"You said so." Gu Qing asked to continue picking vegetables. "Why is he still looking for you? Should all his luggage be taken away?"

Bai He rubbed his temples. "He said he wanted to get back together."

Lu Qing refused to pick the vegetables, so he turned to look at him.

Bai He was reluctant. "Just listen to me while picking it, and you don't have to stop."

Now it was Gu Qingrang's turn to be reluctant.

"I rejected him in the morning, and he blocked me at the door tonight."

"Why did you refuse?" Gu Qingrang asked, "You were suicidal when we broke up before."

Bai He scratched his hair. "After I graduated from university, I often committed suicide. I don't know why. Sometimes I really want to die, and sometimes I just want to die." He didn't know the difference between the two, but they were really different. "Then Zhou Que was my good friend at that time, and he saved me several times. Later, he told me to date, and I agreed."

Lu Qingrang found it funny, "You don't like him, so you just date him?"

Bai He lay on the sofa, biting his thumb. "So, some people don't fall in love with others easily, right? I chose someone who is suitable for my life, isn't it? And after getting along for so many years, I still have feelings." Someone desperately wanted to catch her. Living in him who no longer has anything to do with this world, even if his nerves are as rough as him, he is still happy.

"But he doesn't understand." Gu Qingrang understood. "He didn't understand that it was your love. He thought he still needed to find someone who would like him, so he broke up with you."

Bai He is such an awkward person, and liking someone is also so awkward.

He didn't know, he took it as his fickleness and left.

"So it's fine if we don't get back together." Lu Qing asked to finish picking the last vegetable. "Before you died or lived, it had something to do with him, right?"

Bai He rested his cheek on his left hand, looking pensive. "I have always felt that people's concepts are a door, and whenever there is an important influence, that door will make an obvious sound."

Lu Qingrang turned his head, "You are a bit literary today."

"Really." He said, "It was also that day. I opened my eyes and realized that I liked men. It was just a moment." The door in my mind made a strong "click". "I also opened my eyes one day and found that, ah, it is inevitable to live with him like that. After he left, I was really anxious, because there is no second fool in this world who would foolishly look at me like this What about people?" People like me who don't want to have too much contact with this world are not without charm, but without the warmth of humanity. "It's weird." He continued to think. "It was another day, I woke up and opened my eyes, looked at the white ceiling, and found that he had just left my life and my heart."

So he cleaned up, bought groceries and breakfast.The pure white soy milk gave off a faint aroma, and there was ordinary preserved egg and lean pork porridge next to the crispy fried dough sticks.

A new day begins.

By the way, he complained in his heart that the people upstairs were cleaning that day, and the noise lasted for a long time.

Upstairs, people are putting the vegetables into the pot. "You open your eyes a little more frequently."

"Don't you have to open your eyes every day?" Bai He complained about him.

Lu Qingrang fried vegetables, steamed poached eggs and warmed rice for him. "I forgot to buy groceries, just let it go."

"Let's play a movie." He was looking for a movie for dinner. "Death is coming."

Lu Qingrang: "..." You have a strong taste.

After eating, he slumped on the sofa and watched a movie. "Intern, help me to see if Zhou Que is gone?"

Lu Qingrang opened the door and went out, and came back after a while. "Still there?"

He still wants to go to bed early today and said that he will go out tomorrow.

Gu Qing let her into the bedroom.He found a suit of clothes and prepared to go out.Then he accidentally saw the collection of Bai He's works that he had printed by himself, and there was also a note in it that he returned to him when he took it to Bai He for approval every day.Gu Qingrang hid the book, and then went out to give the clothes to Bai He. "Let's take a bath first, if it's not possible, just sleep here for one night, and go change clothes tomorrow morning."

Bai He took his clothes and walked slowly to the bathroom.

Lu Qing asked to go to the movies next.

After a while, Bai He came out wearing baggy clothes. "Is this the clothes you wore when you were fat?"

"Almost, these are the clothes I bought when I was still working out."

Bai He tugged at his collar. "Unrecognizable."

Lu Qingrang touched his stomach, "I haven't gone to the gym for a long time, I don't have any muscles."

Bai He immediately sat next to him and put his hand under his clothes.

Lu Qing felt a burst of warmth on the skin around his lower abdomen.

"There are still some, Comrade Xiao Gu." He called him like his colleagues, his eyes narrowed like a super fox.

Lu Qingrang looked at him from a close distance, and found that although he was slovenly and unkempt, his facial features were still good-looking. "I seem to have forgotten to bring you underwear."

Bai He smiled, "That's why I didn't wear it."

Lu Qingrang's gaze moved down subconsciously.

Bai He immediately raised his chin. "Go take a shower."

Gu Qingrang immediately got up and left.

After he left, Bai He nestled in the place where he had just sat. "call."

Bai He once thought that a person like him might only fall in love with one person in his life, but how could there be a second person now?

It's really strange, he likes the appearance of the face, his personality, and the youthful vitality.

When Lu Qing asked to come out of the shower, Bai He was looking for a comfortable angle to watch a movie on the sofa.Lu Qing offered to sit down, and he immediately found a seat, sitting next to him, keeping a certain distance, but he could feel the aura from the other party again.

"Is there anything else you don't like about him?" Lu Qingrang chatted casually while watching a movie.

“有啊。”柏禾说：“就像普通男人20多岁的时候喜欢20岁的女孩子，30岁、40岁、50岁的男人还是最喜欢20岁的女孩子一样。我也是到现在快奔三了，也最喜欢20岁的男孩子啊”

"How can there be such a bad person like you in this world."

When Gu Qingrang said this, he was smiling.