Ah, it's better to die

I thought about dying, not because life was too hard, but because I was too serious.I spent my whole life trying to grasp the nothingness of nothingness, but when I couldn't get it, I cried and made noise like a naive child.

But life is not a loving mother, she just watched me slowly sinking.

Bai He lay on the cold floor, blood flowed from his wrist into the darkness, his body gradually lost its temperature.

His mobile phone is at hand, and Zhou Que is still an emergency contact in his address book.As long as he lifts his other hand and slides the screen, Zhou Que will come to rescue him as quickly as possible.

He knew that Zhou Que was waiting for him to ask for help by guarding the phone right now.

He knows, so there's no need.

A person should have something to look forward to in life, but what is he still looking for?

forget it.

It's just that he has been working as a journalist for so long, and he knows that his death will at least be rounded up by the entire media tomorrow.

He even drew up the title, but who should be in charge of this manuscript?

"Tick-tock-tick-cuckoo..."

At this time, his cell phone rang.Bai He lowered his head and glanced at the screen, it showed that the incoming call was Gu Qingrang.

Gu Qingrang.He muttered the name silently.

He opened the screen, answered the phone, and wanted to hear the human voice again.

"Director." On the other side of the phone was an immature crisp voice mixed between the teenager and the young man.

Bai He turned on the speakerphone, and closed his eyes amidst Gu Qingrang's voice. "Um."

"What about me..." There was a moment of silence on the phone.

Bai He held his breath and listened to the sound of his breathing coming from the phone.

"And me." Gu Qingrang continued, "Can I go to your house now?"

Bai He stared at the shining knife and the surrounding floor, where his bright red blood was all over. "No, you might be scared if you come here now." His voice still sounded calm, even with a slight smile.

"What's the matter? Did something terrible happen to your house? Did you forget to clean up the house again?" Lu Qingrang said, "I can help you solve this problem as hard as you can.

"No..." Bai He burst into tears when he heard his words.

He remembered a lot of things at this moment.For example, in his indescribable life, there were indeed many people who were gentle to him like Gu Qingrang.It is good to be gentle, but terrible to be gentle.

"Director?" Gu Qingrang heard his cry. "Are you at home now?"

Bai He: "..." Gu Qingrang.

Lu Qingrang: "Hey, Director, can you hear my voice? Are you at home now?"

"Gu Qingrang! Help me!" Bai He suddenly yelled uncontrollably. "I don't want to die! Help me!"

"Huh, snap."

The sound of someone opening the door hastily came from the door and the phone at the same time.After a while, the lights were turned on, Gu Qingrang appeared in the corridor, and Bai He met his eyes.

"Gu Qingrang." Bai He looked at him, tears streaming down his face.

"Director!" Lu Qing panicked and rushed over immediately.

Bai He grabbed his hand, his eyes were moist. "Save me." As life gave me the last mercy, Bai He grabbed Lu Qingrang's hand like a drowning man grasping the last straw.

And Lu Qingrang... Bai He couldn't see his expression clearly anymore, he could only feel a warm and strong hand firmly holding him back.

Bai He lost consciousness in Gu Qingrang's shaking pupils.

When Bai He woke up again, he smelled the familiar smell of disinfectant from the hospital.When he tilted his head, he saw Gu Qingrang beside the bed with dull eyes.Lu Qingrang saw him open his eyes, and subconsciously rushed forward. "How do you feel now?"

This is not the first time that Bai He has had his pulse cut and was admitted to the hospital. He is very calm and realizes that he will indeed not die from any symptoms now. "Okay."

Lu Qingrang breathed a sigh of relief, then frowned, looking extremely angry. "What the hell are you doing?"

Bai Hechao was afraid that he would hit him at this time, because now he had no strength to resist at all. "Calm down a little bit and listen to me. Maybe you don't believe me. In fact, I had a strong desire to survive the moment I committed suicide."

If it weren't for seeing him dying, Gu Qingrang felt that he would beat him up and send him to the emergency ward. "It's getting old, can you stop messing around!" He was aggressive.

"Gu Qingrang." Bai He's face was pale and looked pitiful.

"En." Gu Qingrang immediately softened his heart.

"Can't I go to your house and stay with you for a few days?"

"What's the matter?" Lu Qingrang felt extremely distressed, and patted his head.

"Zhou Que has been coming to harass me recently, and the family can't live anymore." He turned his head and sighed.

Lu Qingrang continued to pat his head, "Then you can't commit suicide anymore, I will be very troubled if someone dies in that family."

Bai He nodded obediently.

When he was discharged from the hospital, Gu Qingrang led him to his home to pack some clothes and washing utensils, and he stayed at Gu Qingrang's home that night.

Bai He raised his hand still wrapped in cloth strips, placed his toothbrush next to the toothbrush in the bathroom, then turned around and hung up the towel. "Don't worry, I will pay your utility bills in the future." Bai He probed to find Gu Qingrang.

Gu Qingrang is tidying up the guest room. "You will pay for the utility bills. How long do you plan to stay?" In fact, he wanted to ask, this person looks alive and kicking, he doesn't look like a decadent person who just attempted suicide.

"Live until that person doesn't come to me anymore." Bai He thought for a while, "Your house belongs to your aunt, right? When are you going to return it to her?"

"There are still many months."

"it is good."

After Gu Qingrang cleaned up the guest room, Bai He went in.

"You do what you want." After Gu Qingrang finished speaking, he went to work on his own things.

Bai He put his luggage bag into the room, then sat on the bed in a daze.

Why on earth did he convulse and say he wanted to live at his house?In fact, according to his personality, he can go directly to Zhou Que for a meal now, or let him be winded from east to west.It is terrible to pretend to be pitiful and to be loved.

Gu Qingrang.

Bai He opened his lips and teeth and read his name silently, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

I don't know whether he owed you in the previous life or you owed him in the previous life.

"Director, there is no food at home." Gu Qingrang pushed open the door.

Bai He was covering his face with one hand, and when he put down his hand and looked at Lu Qingrang, he had an expressionless face again, his eyes were still very empty, like a depression patient. "Let's go, let's go shopping." He went to look through his wallet.

Gu Qingrang's inner activities are quite complicated. "Are you planning to keep me?"

Baihe: "My ideal is to find an old rich man to take care of me, try every means to please him, and let him transfer most of his property to me before he dies. Then I will take the money to take care of a little boy, He served me safely until I was old, and I gave him the money as an inheritance."

Lu Qingrang looked at his face, speechless.

Bai He continued: "So when I haven't completed the first step, I won't make the second step."

"Do you want to take care of me?" Lu Qingrang slightly found the message he wanted from his awkward expression.

Bai He hooked his fingers towards him, and Gu Qingrang couldn't help but take a few steps forward and bent down.

"He's a pretty good kid, but his head is not working." Bai He patted his head, overjoyed.

Lu Qingrang was taken aback by him.

Bai He: "Go shopping."

Lu Qingrang: "...that's what you said."

After shopping for groceries, Gu Qingrang took Baihe to the parking lot to drive, and he quickly ran to the newsstand not far away to buy the latest issue of movie magazines.

If words can express the holder's single-mindedness, I am afraid that every stroke of my stroke will reveal something extraordinary.

I'm in love with a quirky little guy.

Lu Qingrang held up the new issue of the magazine, and fell into deep thought.

"So you like this magazine." Bai He took the juice, passed over Gu Qingrang's body lying on the floor, picked up the remote control and started watching a movie. "I used to contribute to this book often."

"Director, you also like movies." Lu Qing rolled his black and white eyes, and his spirits brightened for a moment.

Bai He raised his cloth-wrapped hand. "If you are asked whether you like it or not, then of course you like it."

"Then there are still submissions?"

Bai He was in a dilemma, "Compared to movies, I prefer playing with words."

"So why didn't you submit it!" Lu Qingrang rolled up from the floor and glared at him fiercely.

Bai He was so frightened that he leaned against the sofa cushion behind him. "You look very much like that editor-in-chief."

Lu Qingrang was pleased by his rare frightened face.

"Editor-in-Chief Chen is the scariest copycat prompter I've ever seen." Bai He thought of that person, as if thinking of the first horror movie he watched in his life. "What Zhou Que is not his opponent at all."

At the mention of that name, the two fell into a terrible silence, eye to eye.

"Director, I suspect that you have a certain degree of depression." Gu Qingrang said seriously.

Bai He: "You need to tell me about this kind of thing, I have been taking medicine all the time."

"Ah!" He rubbed his hair irritably, and found that the devious tactics were not suitable for him at all. "I'll just ask directly!" He suddenly jumped in front of him.

Bai He looked at the face close at hand, silently picked up the pillow next to him, and placed it between the two of them.

Lu Qingrang was separated by the pillow, but he was still very close to him, without blinking his eyes, "Director, do you know that your ex-girlfriend was a perverted stalker?"

Bai He said that he couldn't help staring at his face. "I didn't know it in a daze when I was in college, but I knew it later."

"Know that you are still with this kind of person?" Lu Qingrang couldn't help poking his forehead with his finger. "What's wrong with you?" After talking, he was already angry.

"Don't people like perverts?" He plausibly said.

Lu Qingrang pointed at him, bit his lip, and was speechless for a while. "Then why did you break up?"

Bai He: "Don't give people don't like that pervert at all now?"

"You changeable man!"

"I've only been in two relationships at the age of 28, why am I so changeable?" Bai He laughed back angrily.

Lu Qingrang blinked, "Twice?"

"What about you?"

"Twice too."

"Twice at the age of 22 and twice at the age of 28, no matter how I look at it, they are more reliable than you." Bai He countered.

Gu Qingrang is so angry.

Bai He picked up the pillow and patted him on the face, "Go away, you're blocking me from watching TV."

Lu Qingrang was angry until the next day.Zheng Xiu ran for an event that day and was away all day, so Gu Qingrang picked up the can of mints with peace of mind and gnawed on it.

The result of this is that the two people who had just returned home from the central hospital immediately rushed to the dental hospital.

Bai He and Gu Qingrang put the car away and started walking from the gate of the community.

Bai He concentrated on looking at Gu Qingrang, who covered half of his face and was frowning. "Pfft."

Lu Qingrang deliberately rolled his eyes at him, "You are too gloating."

"Tell you to eat so many candies." His smile didn't seem to stop at all.

"If you didn't make me angry...ah..." Because he spoke too fast, his tongue accidentally touched his aching teeth.

Bai He barely held back his laughter, "Why did I make you angry? And you really took that candy box as me to vent your anger."

Mints, Bohe.

Lu Qingrang scolded in a low voice, "Damn mints."

Bai He only heard the last three words. "You still want mints?"

Lu Qingrang nodded or shook his head.

"Pfft."

Gu Qingrang glared at him.

"Come on, ah, open your mouth and eat mints." Bai He deliberately took out a candy to annoy him.

Lu Qing's heart was ashamed, and he opened his mouth, "Come on! Come on! Throw it in!"

Bai He tore off the candy wrapper and threw it into his mouth.

"cut."

Bai He patted his face with both hands, and suddenly moved his face closer.

Lu Qingrang was frightened by the sudden closeness of the two, and couldn't help leaning back.

Bai He didn't catch up, but stood still and laughed at him. "That's why I tell you not to be greedy."

Gu Qingrang didn't listen to his words, he looked at Baihe standing in front of the lush bushes, and kept repeating the sentences he saw last night in his head.

I'm in love with a quirky little guy.

The language is too scary, I am afraid that when I open my mouth, I will spit out the bubbles of loving you.

The author has something to say:

I do not care!As long as it's dark it's still Friday! !

Also, if it’s not a long story, I don’t have so many settings. Now that I’m writing more and more, I don’t understand if this is a short story?