How to turn the tide at a critical moment

When I came back, only Miss Rui was at home.

"Huh? Why are you back? Xu Hanbai said he was going to pick you up." Little sister Rui was watching TV in the living room, and felt a little strange seeing Wen Wen.

Wen Wen remembered that his mobile phone was out of battery, so he quickly charged it and made a call.

"Hello? I'm already here." Wen Wen said.

"How did you go back?" Xu Hanbai's voice was always magnetic and calm, and he didn't seem to be angry if he didn't hear Wen Wen after running so far.

"The bus." Wen Wen reported truthfully.

"I'm not here in the future, no one will pick you up, you drive my car upstairs from the underground parking lot."

"Oh...are you afraid of being seen?"

"Ah."

"Understood." Some things seem to be a little exaggerated, but they have become habits in the lives of Lin Ruyu, Xu Hanbai and the others.

Wen Wen lived here, so he naturally had to learn these habits.

Xu Hanbai lived in the piano room, and Rui's younger sister, Wen Wen, each had a room.

Little sister Rui and Wen Wen lived in a heinous house, but in order to take care of their work and rest, Xu Hanbai didn't specially make a soundproof piano room, and the sound of the piano would stop on time before nine o'clock.

Occasionally getting along alone was just Wen Wen's one-sided provocation to Xu Hanbai, and before Xu Hanbai could take a step forward, Wen Wen took a step back and ran to the side of Miss Rui.

He never gave Xu Hanbai a chance to fight back after being teased.

Wen Wen first decided to use Miss Rui as a talisman at that time, that time Wen Wen came to Xu Hanbai again and asked "how much is the rent".

The moment Xu Hanbai heard the question, he gave Wen Wen a hard look.This glance was so powerful that Wen Wen immediately felt the extreme unhappiness in this person's heart... even felt as if he had been strangled to death.

But at that moment, Xu Hanbai glanced at Miss Rui, who was next to him with snacks, and said nothing.It was from that very moment that Wen Wen cunningly decided to treat Miss Rui as a treasure.

And it is rare to eliminate the 20-year grievances between cousins ​​fighting for snacks, and treat Miss Rui as a treasure.Wen Wen was always on guard against Xu Hanbai's use of any excuse to make Miss Rui leave.

But Xu Hanbai did not.

It's not that Xu Hanbai didn't realize that Wen Wen had found a good trick before annoying him boldly, but Wen Wen was cunning and vigilant, and never really put himself in the space alone with Xu Hanbai.For example, the piano room, he will never go any further.

At most, he dared to say something vaguely to Xu Hanbai who came out of the shower while brushing his teeth: "I thought you would come out half-naked."

Xu Hanbai's eyes darkened behind his wet hair, and he was just trying to determine how much Wen Wen's words were deliberate, when he heard Miss Rui approaching, humming a song.

Although you can't find a loophole in the game with the cunning fox to sneak attack, you can find ways to avoid the game that will only increase your troubles.

So except for Wen Wen's commute to and from get off work, he would take the initiative to pick him up and drop off on time, and excluding the time for regular fitness, Xu Hanbai would spend most of his time in the piano room.

Terribly focused.

Miss Rui and Wen Wen were arguing in the living room, and even Wen Wen's words "The generation gap between me and you is ten times that of Xu Hanbai, why doesn't Xu Hanbai come out to relieve my loneliness in my thoughts" clearly passed into the piano room, Xu Hanbai's piano sound is still steady in rhythm and accurate in melody.

Years ago, it seemed like this went on like this.

Xu Hanbai was just lying to himself when he said he didn't want a turnaround, but he didn't dare to be greedy.

I just didn't expect that such a turning point would really come.

But it didn't come as fast as expected, but extremely flat and natural, like an inconspicuous but ingenious note in a melody.

It was so inconspicuous that Xu Hanbai himself didn't notice it.

That weekend, like the previous few days, Xu Hanbai's piano sound stopped just as the minute hand pointed to nine o'clock.

But what followed was not the quiet and gentle lingering aftertaste of the piano, but an abrupt but light knock on the door.

He turned his head slowly, and sure enough, he saw a head sticking out of the door.

His heartbeat told him that Wen Wen was here.

He began to lose his temper and came on his own initiative.

"What?" Xu Hanbai saw Wen Wen looking for him in loose pajamas, his eyes flickered.

"You..." Wen Wen walked in and sat aside, "You don't have to work recently?"

"...What?" Xu Hanbai still had two words, looking at Wen Wen with his eyes.

"It's nothing, just saw a news about you, and I'm curious." Wen Wen sat on the chair with his legs crossed, relaxed, as if he really just asked.Wen Wen, who has always been unable to control the topic, naturally couldn't think of where this topic of his would go.

Xu Hanbai turned his eyes and landed on the piano keys in front of him: "Work after the next year."

"Then...will you still be filming in the future?" Wen Wen raised Erlang's legs, his trousers were pulled up to reveal his ankles, and he swayed with the sloppy movements.

But this sentence was extremely blunt.It's normal if someone asks about it, but when someone like Wen Wen speaks frivolously, it's like a grain of sand has fallen into the oil, and people can't help but pay attention.

Xu Hanbai didn't express his thoughts on his face, but just followed his words: "No more pictures."

"Why?" Of course Wen Wen knew the reason, but he didn't expect Xu Hanbai's decision to be so straightforward.

"I'm not suitable." Xu Hanbai looked at him, "I don't like things, and they can't bring breakthroughs to my status in the entertainment industry. There is really no need to continue."

"...You are so honest, I don't mind at all that your status in my heart has plummeted, and you become a person who chases fame and fortune and forgets his original intention."

"...Do you really think that I care too much about my status in the entertainment industry and am disappointed in me because I didn't devote myself to studying music?" Xu Hanbai observed the movement of Wen Wen's exaggerated expression.

Of course it is false, Wen Wen never disappoints anyone.Not to mention Xu Hanbai who took the initiative to propose this sentence.

"No, I just expressed my support in a different way." Wen Wendao, "You suddenly said that, you must explain the reason. Although I don't know what it is, but the key step of support is still needed."

Rarely, the lines of Xu Hanbai's mouth softened a lot because of Wen Wen's nonsense: "...Only a high status can let me choose the way to love music, and protect the choices I make in lovers or life. Are you satisfied with this answer, Reporter Wen Wen?"

When the joke comes to this point, Wen Wen will naturally ignore the word "lover" on purpose, and uphold the responsibility of a reporter: "How do you want to love music? Isn't it good now? When you have time to compose songs, every new song It can make half of the campus popular."

Because of Wen Wen's scruples, it is rare for the two of them to have such a serious conversation.

"I hope that my song can choose a suitable arrangement, lyrics and production company, and I can even be qualified to hire a suitable performer to provide me with arrangement materials." Xu Hanbai said, "——The most important thing is that In the case of pushing down variety shows and other activities, this is the only way to really focus on writing songs.”

"Oh." Wen Wen was never really particularly curious about Xu Hanbai's industry, so he asked him to get to the bottom of it, but after all these years of being out of society, he certainly understands that anyone who wants to maintain the purity of his dreams needs a status, otherwise he will be very painful and fail. probability is also higher.

Xu Hanbai's eyes were piercing, and Wen Wen was suddenly a little scared. He followed the topic and mentioned the relationship between such a hard work and "lover", and hurriedly took out his mobile phone: "I saw someone wrote an article just now..."

Just as he was about to read it, Xu Hanbai suddenly grabbed his hand.Wen Wen was stunned, and then nervously said: "What's the matter..."

"Did that person come to harass you recently?" Xu Hanbai's black obsidian eyes stared at him, so dazzling that Wen Wen's heart moved.

The topic is obviously changing rapidly, but it seems so natural.Xu Hanbai cut off the serious and strange conversation that Wen Wen just started, and suddenly brought the topic back to what they really cared about.

Of course that person refers to Wei Wei, but Wen Wen said, "Are you talking about you? You've been harassing me."

Wen Wen shook his hand.Without shaking off, Xu Hanbai held on tightly.

"If he harass you, he must say so." What Xu Hanbai can do now is of course to avoid the embarrassment of not being able to discover Wen Wen in time.

Wen Wen fully agreed: "Hmm, don't worry, I won't do that kind of thing that I will endure silently for you. Because it's going to be bad luck together, don't let me alone."

"..."

"Then can you let me go?" Wen Wen shook his hand.

"Recently, don't read comments too often."

The matter of Wei Wei and Wen Wen being photographed was neither big nor small, and it was really difficult to solve.Originally, Wen Wen is not a popular person now, and Wei Wei is not a name that everyone knows. The suspicion on the Internet will pass after a while. If it is resolved and the whole matter is magnified, it will appear that it is not self-inflicted, and it will be a mess. .

For this type of movement, it is advisable to stay still and not face to face.

In this case, brushing comments will only add to the mood.

"I can't help it..." Wen Wen looked very painful.

Xu Hanbai's tone suddenly changed, and he said contemptuously: "You walk around in front of me in such sloppy pajamas every day, I can bear it, but you can't bear it?"

The tone was full of disgust, but the voice was soft, as if he was afraid that the little sister Rui next door would hear it.Wen Wen looked up carefully, and saw Xu Hanbai's eyes again, which made Wen Wen's heart itch.

"Can you stop focusing on me all the time? You can feel the nature and see more of the outside world." Wen Wen sincerely suggested.

Xu Hanbai moved closer to Wen Wen's ear, his voice deep and ambiguous: "24 hours a day, I just want to spend ten hours playing the piano and fourteen hours looking at you."

Wen Wen began to regret walking into this piano room.

The hot and numb breath sprayed on Wen Wen's neck. Wen Wen tilted his head back, but he couldn't get too far away. He looked at Xu Hanbai's young and handsome eyebrows from a close distance, his face was not red and his heart was beating: "Oh, then don't you go to the bathroom? ?”

...It is better to ask "Aren't you sleeping" at this time, why ask "Aren't you going to the bathroom"?

Xu Hanbai paused and said, "I'm serious."

"...Young people are so focused on dating, they will be ridiculed by their peers and elders for being worthless and unambitious." Wen Wen was holding one hand, and the other began to rest on Xu Hanbai's chest.

Xu Hanbai's eyes moved from the hand on his chest to this person's face, "Middle-aged people can be forgiven for concentrating on being decadent, why can't young people be forgiven for concentrating on falling in love? Are peers and elders controlling too much?" wide."

"...Who do you think is the middle-aged man?" Xu Hanbai got closer and closer, Wen Wen held his breath tightly, and heard his heart beating violently.

My mind is a little chaotic, and I regret that I can no longer explain and solve anything.

"Who do you say is a young man?" Xu Hanbai looked deeply into Wen Wen's eyes, and his voice seemed to come from his throat, hoarse and soft.

He lowered his head slowly, like a butterfly retracting its wings, fearing that too much movement would disturb the dewdrops on the petals.

Maybe it was because Xu Hanbai's movements were too light and slow, maybe it was Xu Hanbai who had just stopped playing the piano, and he hid his attack power well, maybe he came here on his own initiative this time, or maybe the topic and the atmosphere changed too quickly ——Wen Wen didn't even have time to close his eyes in fear and avoidance like before.

These eyes, which are usually cold and seldom turbulent, tightly suppress their desire and passion when they seek intimacy from themselves, just like ordinary people who want to kiss their lover deeply, expressing love and affection in their own way warm.It's like a pool of deep water, bottomless, only he who is closely watching and who is close at hand can see through it at a glance.

"elder brother--"

The two froze at the same time, Wen Wen suddenly turned his face away, Xu Hanbai stepped back a little, coughed lightly, and then Wen Wen's hand was easily freed from his own.

Little sister Rui knocked on the door of the opposite bedroom, "Which disk did you put my game on? Why can't I find it!"

Wen Wen turned his head, and Xu Hanbai could clearly see that he was flushed from his cheeks to his neck.

"I'm here, I'll help you find it later!" Wen Wen shouted.

"...Oh, don't be in a hurry." Miss Rui put on a face, telling you that she is smart and understands everything.

Xu Hanbai saw that the blush on Wen Wen's face seemed to be even redder.

Touching that rare moment of blush, Xu Hanbai moved his gaze away with difficulty, as if to calm his heart down a bit.

"...God, I feel like I'm going to be hunted down by the Hanwen Party, go for the top... go for the top..."

Little sister Rui's murmuring voice spread into the piano room.

"...I think since your place is a piano room, the sound insulation should be better." Wen Wen stood up and pulled his clothes.

"..." Xu Hanbai looked at Wen Wen. He seemed to be born with the ability to change the subject. He was always an expert, and his words were so cunning and cunning.

But looking at each other, they still recalled the atmosphere full of love just now.

Wen Wen turned around and was about to open Xu Hanbai's door.

"If you want to talk to me, just come in." Xu Hanbai suddenly said, "It doesn't matter if I'm playing the piano or sleeping, and you don't have to go to the Internet to find some seemingly academic articles as your excuse."

This magnetic and pleasant voice, the words are clear, but Wen Wen pretends not to hear it.

He went out, but when he was about to close the door and shut Xu Hanbai's eyes in the crack of the door, Wen Wen opened the door a little more.

He insisted: "...No, in fact, I really decided to care about your future after seeing an article about you by chance."

After closing the door with a "bang", Wen Wen took a deep breath and felt cooler.

There is no heating indoors in the south, but Xu Hanbai extravagantly turned on the air conditioners in all the rooms.Still, the temperature in the living room is comfortable, which wakes up Wen Wen's brain a lot.

But the way Xu Hanbai looked at him still appeared in his eyes.

Wen Wen suffered from insomnia this night, never had a look made him think so much.

The last time I suffered from insomnia, I still found Xu Hanbai secretly kissing me.

As people grow older, they will gradually leave the horns of their feelings and start to focus on their own development, ignoring the relationship that will bind people if it is not handled properly.

When Wen Wen was young, he had several unrequited crushes, and he had never been in the middle of a dead end, so he naturally ignored the love relationship all the time.

Therefore, he has never imagined the appearance of falling in love and unwilling to leave the other party for a moment.

Unexpectedly, he actually saw this appearance from Xu Hanbai.

And this kind of gaze is aimed at oneself.

That Xu Hanbai who is amazingly talented and gorgeous and always looks cold, that Xu Hanbai who was accused by his friends of being too blunt in getting along with others and not skilled enough to grasp the idol sense, that Xu Hanbai who was carefully guarded against his evil intentions.

In the final analysis, this person is just a young man who has just entered the society, with great enthusiasm for the dream of greed, and great concentration for the person who is greedy.

Perhaps Han Bai's focus is more extreme than others, to the point where he neglects everything else too much, which leads to his indifference in getting along with others.And the brain is too clever, so his actions of following the target are difficult to be understood.

If you want to pursue the purest music, the fastest way is to become famous and gain status in the music world, and if you want to satisfy the desire/desire to be intimate with your loved one, the fastest way is to ignore his will and force him.

But he is also very smart, he will quickly correct the course whenever he encounters a wall, and his mind matures at an amazing speed.So he will immediately refuse to continue acting, give up the most wrong choice, and immediately start to suppress his desire to face Wen Wen, choosing the most tormenting long tug-of-war that Wen Wen likes.

Wen Wen is not a fool to have lived in this world for so many years.

He thought of Xu Hanbai's intentional and frank dream declaration just now, combined with the eyes that always appeared in front of his eyes and liked to focus on himself, in this drowsy night when he couldn't sleep, he understood everything about this person.

Xu Hanbai's light temperament does not only come from his appearance. Although this thing is a little bit different from his personality, it is most in line with his essence.

He is a speculator with a very small focus and leaves too much room for himself.And you are one-half of his concentration, so you can easily attract his attention.This kind of attention made the original Wen Wen feel uncomfortable, but Xu Hanbai gradually found the most harmonious way of getting along that Wen Wen was used to and could not do without.

Wen Wen turned over and yawned.Why do I want to find out who he is, what is the law of his thinking, and what is the meaning behind each of his actions.

But this kind of experience really makes people feel very novel. In the middle of the night when the chicken soup for the soul is blooming everywhere in the heart, the gentle and simple brain cells start to think about the philosophy of life.

It's like facing this most vaguely familiar stranger, he kisses you affectionately, you go from rejection to habit, never caring about any deep affection or hatred, you are finally curious, willing to reach out to push through the fog, only to find the relationship between you There is no fog at all, he never even wears a veil, he is always exposed to you—from the time you are willing to look at him, you can see through him at a glance.

In the future, don't bother to think about who he is, what is the law of his thinking, and what is the meaning behind each of his actions.Because even if you live unconsciously and chaotically, people will gradually approach the things that attract them.

Then continue to live in a chaotic way, get the pleasure of being kind or malicious from getting along with each other, refuse if you want to refuse, tease him if you want to tease him, and approach him if you want to get close.

Anyway, I already had a premonition of where my approaching destination was.

Or give up resistance?Excuses gradually no longer seem rational and noble.

Anyway, I have been alive for nearly 30 years, and I have never succeeded in resisting psychological and physical enjoyment.

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