How to turn the tide at a critical moment

In fact, it is self-deception to say that there will be no more intersections.

Wen Wen also knew from the bottom of his heart that Xu Hanbai was definitely not someone who would give up easily, no matter what he did, he was persistent and narrow-minded.Even if I tell myself that there will be no more intersections, it's just to cheer up my weak self so as to maintain my poor self-esteem and principles.

"Wen Wen." The man called himself again.

Wen Wen froze and turned his head.

The person behind him had a white collar, neatly dressed, and his eyes were as calm and indifferent as ever, standing there like a poplar under the moon, with a restrained arrogance and aloofness, as if it was difficult for anyone or anything to really fall in love with him in the eyes.

...Wen Wen heard a female colleague behind him secretly admire Xu Hanbai's complexion.

But with so many people who are keen on discussing in private behind him, coupled with the embarrassing memories of the last time, Wen Wen was embarrassed to look directly into those vivid eyes.

Even if that embarrassing thing, the cause is not oneself.

But Xu Hanbai always looked at him so unabashedly, he didn't care about the opinions of outsiders, nor did he care about Wen Wen's opinions.

"Let's go." Two words were faintly revealed from Xu Hanbai's lips.

As if nothing had happened, he seemed to forget the embarrassment of the two crossing the line last time and Wen Wen's attitude during this time, and completely forgot about it.

Xu Hanbai had already turned around, and turned his head to look at Wen Wen again, which seemed to mean to let him come over.

Wen Wensha took a look back, and his colleagues A, B, B, B, Ding behind him closed their eyes in time, but Wen Wen's heart was suddenly emptied.But if he ignored Xu Hanbai's gesture and continued to guard his poor self-esteem, then in the eyes of outsiders, it would be the same as playing his temper, it was just a show for others.

It has to be said that Xu Hanbai's request was made at a safe time, Wen Wen was forced by psychological pressure, like a shrunken little mouse, rushing to Xu Hanbai's side in three steps and two steps.

Standing aside neither too far nor too close, keeping a distance where colleagues would neither think they were close nor would colleagues feel that there was conflict between the two of them. Naturally, they dared not look at the people around them.

Keep your tone as natural as possible, "Where are you going?"

"Where do you want to go?" Xu Hanbai looked this way with black and white eyes.

"I want to go to the parking shed and get my bicycle." Wen Wen paused after finishing speaking, thinking that his bicycle was given by Xu Hanbai. What is the basis for expressing your attitude?

He quietly glanced at Xu Hanbai, but there was nothing unusual on his face, as if he didn't notice Wen Wen's sensitivity.

"It's too far to go to the company from here, I'll pick you up." When Xu Hanbai said this, there was no expression on his face.

But I don't know if Wen Wen thought too much, Xu Hanbai seemed to say every word carefully, rigorous and cautious, not taking advantage of himself as much as possible like in the past.

Wen Wen said cheekily: "I really want to refuse, but I also don't want to ride a bicycle for too long."

Xu Han and Bai people have already come, and it is under the watchful eyes of everyone, how can they refuse?It's really not convenient for Wen Wen to ride a bicycle by himself.

You can't take a black car, but you don't even need to think about a free black car, you must take it!

The soft exhalation sound penetrated into Wen Wen's ears, and Wen Wen sneaked another glance at Xu Hanbai, who seemed to have relaxed after listening to his words.

But when the two are together, he should be the one who is nervous, why should Xu Hanbai be cautious?

Walking side by side, Wen Wen felt that the eyes of the colleagues behind him were sharper, and he stopped involuntarily.

Wen Wen turned his head and glanced at the colleagues walking behind him with "I know everything" eyes, his movements were slow and meaningful.

When he retracted his gaze, he showed a bit of determination just right, and the movement of turning his head was simply powerful.

"...What's wrong?" Xu Hanbai asked.

"Nothing, scare them. I want to tell them that gossip is sacred and requires a strong heart."

"..."

Almost silent all the way.

If Xu Hanbai didn't look too much like a driver when sitting in the back, Wen Wen really wanted to sit in the back.

The space in the car was too narrow, and Xu Hanbai's cool breath was too strong, Wen Wen felt that he was being strangled by the seat belt, so he opened the window to let in some fresh air at night.

......The car exhaust outside the window instantly poured into Wen Wen's depressed lungs.

Wen Wen silently rolled the window up again, the sound of the window mechanism made the atmosphere in the car even more awkward, after all Wen Wen's behavior of rolling the window up and down was like childish play.

Wen Wen took out his mobile phone, letting the pale light shine on his face, forcing himself to immerse himself in the online world.

"...The rumors have been too much recently, we may have to face the reporters, add an account number and a mobile phone, shall we?" Xu Hanbai broke the silence in the car.

"..." Looking at Xu Hanbai's lukewarm attitude these past few days, I thought Xu Hanbai hadn't tried to send himself a message, so he didn't realize that he blocked him.

It seems that Xu Hanbai has already discovered it.Now it was Wen Wen's turn to be curious, and he kept guessing in his heart: what Xu Hanbai wanted to send to himself when he found out that he blocked him.

There were unremarked incoming calls on the phone, and when Wen Wen saw an unfamiliar number, he naturally refused to answer it in fear.One of them called after work just now, it seems that it is undoubtedly Xu Hanbai.

...But Xu Hanbai's excuse to re-add the account, Wen Wen has no reason to refuse.Recently, the situation is special, maybe I met a reporter, and we still have to make a confession with each other.

"Hmm." Wen Wen replied vaguely, turned on the phone, found Xu Hanbai from the radio group, added the person again, and found the missed call just now, marking it as Xu Hanbai.

He hated himself secretly in his heart, and promised to defend his self-esteem once and for all. He had already used the black and cold violence of arguing with a girl and her boyfriend, but after a while, Xu Hanbai only said a faint sentence, an obvious excuse , Let the hard work and persistence during this period be given up by yourself in an instant.

Childish, you shouldn't use this method to tear your face. It should be the same as heat and violence, and beat it hard.

Just as he was thinking, Xu Hanbai suddenly threw something into his arms.When he got it in his hand, it turned out to be Xu Hanbai's cell phone.

"Help me confirm the information." Xu Hanbai looked ahead, driving the car, as if he didn't have time to glance at Wen Wen.

Wen Wen turned on the phone... Oh, very few people don't encrypt their phones now, and their passwords are carefully thought out for several days before they are settled, with ingenious and meaningful connotations.

Xu Hanbai stood out from the crowd, and with a swipe of his finger, the phone was unlocked.

...As a result, Wen Wen saw Xu Hanbai's phone desktop at first glance.

"..." Wen Wen's expression became unnatural.

What a picture!

when did it happen?Why did I hug Xu Hanbai so closely in broad daylight?

And there are so many onlookers around?Three floors inside and three floors outside, airtight.

...and who took the picture!Could it be that Xu Hanbai specially hired a photographer to find a good camera position to shoot!

...But why does this picture look more and more familiar?

Wen Wen had a flash of light in his head, and suddenly remembered that this was the chaotic scene when he had breakfast with Xu Hanbai and was besieged by fans. A passer-by fan took this photo.

This picture was forwarded by Lianqiao to her homepage.

I remembered that when I saw this picture, I was also on the co-pilot of Xu Hanbai's car. Xu Hanbai poked his head over at that time, and he was still hiding himself to avoid being seen by him.

At that time, I had only known Xu Hanbai not long ago, who knew that I would have such a long relationship with this person later.

"Are you ready?" Xu Hanbai asked.

Wen Wen tossed about in a hurry: "Okay, okay."

Immediately handing over the phone, he pretended not to know anything and shrank into the co-pilot.

The journey to Fengyu was long and silent.Xu Hanbai has always played the role of a dedicated driver, until Wen Wen got out of the car in a panic and fled, and he just quietly watched him leave.

So weird!

Wen Wen was terrified in his heart, and couldn't help but look back at that person.Under the night in the car, Xu Hanbai, who was wearing a refined white shirt, still had a clear sense of emaciation even though he was in the shadows.

...Xu Hanbai, what does this mean?Do you want to use silent protest and Qiong Yao's deep affection to make yourself feel guilty?

I must have thought too much, Xu Hanbai was just as cold as usual, just a few calm gazes, how could I help myself to rely on the word "affectionate"?

But Wen Wen couldn't ignore the unexplainable things in Xu Hanbai's eyes aimed at himself. Although Wen Wen couldn't tell what emotion was suppressed in those eyes, he could feel its negativity.

This kind of negativity caused by myself makes me feel like I am sitting on pins and needles.It's not today. I have already felt it when I hosted the show with Xu Hanbai twice.

Wen Wen's heart has never been able to bear such complicated thinking, he stopped, and was slightly stunned by Xu Hanbai, before returning.

"Are you in a bad mood?" Wen Wen lay down in front of the rolled-down car window.

"Huh?" Xu Hanbai stared at him with a pair of dark eyes.

"It's okay for you to be in a bad mood, but don't make others feel bad."

Is "..." so obvious?He clearly hid himself well, Xu Hanbai said, "Mood is as difficult to control as lust."

"...It means you haven't grown up yet."

...you grow up?Wen Wenming is a hundred times naive than himself, Xu Hanbai still remembers how Wen Wen couldn't control his lust and became confused-love-obsessed.

But when I think about it now, it's hard to describe the taste, after all, the bitter fruit after eating sweets by force is right in front of my eyes.

Wen Wen didn't like Xu Hanbai's ambiguous silence, so he just said: "No matter what it is, think about it. Especially you, a young man with dark psychology and impulsive behavior, I am afraid that you will be in a bad mood and commit some serious crimes that will be recorded in history."

"...Do you want me to be happy?" Xu Hanbai asked.

"Of course I hope." Wen Wen's straightforward answer softened Xu Hanbai's eyes a lot.

He added, "After all, I like to be happy, but if I am the only one who is happy, the people around me will be depressed, and I will look stupid. At this time, I can only be depressed in order to fit in with the group. However, this kind of thing that tests acting skills is too much to do. It hurts."

"..." How many tortuous reasons are there in Wen Wen's head?

Wen Wen turned around: "Also, although I really like to base my happiness on the pain of others, you definitely don't like it. Don't do it if you don't have a thick skin."

Leaving this sentence behind, he strode away seemingly calmly but nonsensically.

Xu Hanbai was in the car, watching Wen Wen walking away with awkward steps, he didn't look away until he disappeared completely.

Taking a breath of the night air, as if taking the vast starry sky as a cigarette to relieve worries, I exhaled deeply, and all the worries in my heart dissipated bit by bit.

Why does Xu Hanbai have no self-knowledge of his own character and temper?

Concentration and meticulousness when composing music, vowing to meet the standards in his heart, and never letting off people who offend him easily, he has a belief in his heart that those who offend him will definitely take revenge, and give them shock and warning.

Like a perfectionist, holding a knife and ax to guard the melody of his life, no one should disobey the weird rules of the castle in his heart.

Such a self has the same high demands on others as on oneself.

I wish there was nothing outside my castle, and no one outside the castle who intends to destroy my rules is allowed to come closer.His awareness of defending his territory is too strong, and those who want to get close to him are immediately expelled coldly.Therefore, Xu Hanbai has very few friends around him.

Even a long-time friend like Wen Xun just knows that Xu Hanbai's matter should be ignored and ignores it, not violating his rules.Let him guard the castle alone, so he can get along well.

And Wen Wen is like an omnipotent rule breaker. From the very beginning when he met Xu Hanbai, he kept offending Xu Hanbai. He noticed and feared his rules. Zi Na knew that he had to restrain himself, but he challenged Xu Hanbai's sword and ax because of his recklessness and silliness. .

But this rule breaker is cute. Xu Hanbai doesn't care about outsiders, but he is sensitive to his own heart, and he noticed the strange sprout in his heart from the very beginning.In order to comfort the growing loneliness in his heart, the knife and ax in his hand did not fall towards Wen Wen.

Holding the knife and axe, he turned around and split open the city gate that he had been guarding.

Wen Wen's tolerance and optimism make his reaction to the strangeness and sudden encounters around him limited to his nonsensical and magical complaints, rather than genuine disgust and hatred.So Xu Hanbai knew that he was not intimidated by his constant coldness, but showed his flaws time and time again, luring him to make further progress.

He began to adjust the law of his heart that was rigid, and he intended to forcefully use the law in his heart to influence Wen Wen, so that they could get a perfect way to get along with each other.

How natural it all is to be aware of the feelings in your heart, and then not to explore why it started and where it will end up, but to face your heart frankly and directly, to like someone frankly and sincerely.

Even though his feelings are raw and his experience is blank, Xu Hanbai knows that he is right.

But feelings are such a complicated and unpredictable thing, even if I don't retreat from other factors and keep my feelings pure, it is the most complicated thing for the feelings themselves.

It cannot be blackmailed, it cannot be forced, so unrequited feelings are nothing.

However, even if unrequited love is wise enough, feelings are such an extremely tempting thing that cannot be restrained, constantly provoking people's greed and desire.

It keeps teasing you and berating you to respect it.

How strong and restrained will a person who can endure the pain of unrequited love and win in the end have?

With such a long distance between each other, what stands in front of Xu Hanbai is not the so-called fame and status.As for the so-called unrequited love, the enemy you face is not a third person.

It's that Wen Wen has never been enlightened in this regard.

He was not the only one who locked the city gate, but also Wen Wen who had long since lost the key to the city gate.Wen Wen has lived a single-celled life for half of his life, avoiding disadvantages and avoiding complicated emotional affairs.And Xu Hanbai, who also had a taste of love for the first time, could only continue to think of ways.

Emotions are really complicated. Even if you try to cherish its simplicity and sweetness, the pursuit process must be bitter.Bitterness and joy are always accompanied by each other, some people are discouraged, some people give up halfway, and finally use the excuse of "love is not as beautiful as imagined" to declare the final definition of love in their hearts.

But he is Xu Hanbai, he likes to get into a dead end, and he is terribly persistent.The withdrawn perfectionist is always obsessed with some things, in order to taste that unforgettable sweetness, no matter how depressed he is, he will never give up.

What's more, this person is so good.He is not good at resolving conflicts, so he is tolerant everywhere, so besides him, who else can expose so many flaws in defense and allow him to approach so eagerly.