letter from the robin

The female ghost put her hands next to her legs and hummed a little bit.For a moment, she probably felt that it was not good for her to leave the audience alone like this, so she moved the fat man to sit on her left.

It's getting closer.Zou Jiu could even see the black and rotten teeth in the fat man's mouth, with milky white meat worms crawling out one by one, and he pinched them back into his mouth with his thick fingers to taste, and the teeth burst out after biting down. A green liquid came out.

Zou Jiu endured the nausea, and once again tried to find his shadow on the fat man's face.But no matter how she looked at it.Completely unfamiliar, Zou Jiu put his hands on his knees, and his clothes were rubbed so badly.

"This kind of rubbish is not my child!" She stared fiercely at the bone and the fat man, but her pupils shrank and her face was pale.In a cold sweat, even knowing these things from the start she felt the fear.Like a frog caught by a poisonous snake.Probably the only good thing is that she knows the rules.

Zou Jiu smoothed the wrinkles on his trousers tremblingly, gritted his teeth, and continued to utter a few words.Trying to convince the female ghost "Look, he's not like me at all! Not at all"

"He is not my child!"

She turned her head, her head and body twisted 180 degrees, the shadow cast through her twisted on the ground.There were slender worms entrenched on her body, even the shadow looked at it and made people feel cold all over.But Zou Jiu didn't pay attention at all, she still repeated her excuse.But his eyes became more and more empty, and in the end Zou Jiu didn't even know what he was looking at.

"He is your child." The female ghost knelt down and held Zou Jiu's cold hand.Zou Jiu's skin was slightly reddened.The female ghost looked at her own shining bones and sighed helplessly.

"No!" Zou Jiu pushed the female ghost away and stood up abruptly.The chair was brought to the ground.She took three steps as two steps, stepping on the hand of the female ghost and standing in front of the fat man.Originally, he wanted to push the fat man, but the festering yellow water mixed with food garbage and flies made him unable to do so.

"Go and tell her! I'm not your mother." Zou Jiu instructed Fatty unceremoniously.It seemed that the fear just now was an illusion.

"No, you are my mother." The fat man licked his fingers and clicked his tongue, while wanting to hold the hand of the person in front of him.The childish voice seemed to have no sense of Zou Jiu's dislike for him at all.

"I'm not!" Zou Jiu pinched his palm and desperately told himself to calm down, but it didn't work.Inexplicable anger churned in his heart.Zou Jiu yelled loudly, his neck was tensed and his saliva flew all over the place.

"You are. Did you forget?" The female ghost struggled to get up from the ground, and staggered to Zou Jiu's side.Carefully took her hand.

"Did you forget? 15 years ago." The female ghost's eyes glowed with orchid light, and for a moment, Zou Jiu seemed to be transported to that rainy night 15 years ago.

The rain outside was everywhere, and it fell on the window and splashed small white flowers.It was raining.It was getting dark early in the summer night, the school had a power outage and everyone left, leaving Zou Jiu alone in the classroom wiping the blackboard.The ash from the chalk made her cough a little.However, her shy nature made her hide a little even in the empty classroom for fear of disturbing anyone.

The last chalk characters were a bit high, and Zou Jiu had to stand on tiptoe.The waist and back collapsed into a beautiful arc.The bones on the back spread their wings like a butterfly.

The slender and fair calf is slightly raised.She has practiced dancing, and the weird movements made by ordinary people have an unexpected beauty on her.The two scorpion tail braids are black and long.It is shaking slightly with the movement of the owner.

"Xiao Zou? Have you left yet?" A frightening voice came from behind.Zou Jiu turned his head and saw the security guard wearing a gray-blue hat, and couldn't see his face clearly.Standing right behind her, only a punch away.

"Ah, I'll leave uncle after I finish cleaning." The girl replied softly.Pulling the clothes on his body, he stepped back.Unexpectedly, the blackboard behind him blocked his way.

"Oh." The security guard smiled, clasped his trouser seam with his fingers, and stepped back a little distance.Zou Jiu breathed a sigh of relief.The little animal told her directly that it was not safe here.She quickly returned to her seat, swept away all the things on the table, and ran out with her schoolbag in her arms.

It's a pity that the rain made her stay at the door of the teaching building.It was a somewhat old building, and the lighting was no longer very effective.After blinking a few times, I finally completed my mission

The wind came from behind. "Ka Ka Ka." The sound of leather shoes was particularly obvious in the dark place.Zou Jiu hugged his schoolbag tightly, as if it could bring him a little sense of security.It was getting closer and closer, and even breath reached the top of his head.

Zou Jiu finally made up his mind and rushed into the pouring rain with his schoolbag in his arms.Nothing happened.

Standing at the school gate, the security guard smiled at her wearing a gray-blue cap.The stability of the light made her exhale, and then a huge exhaustion surged up.Zou Jiu's feet went limp and he fell to the ground.

"Are you okay?" the security guard asked with concern.

"No, it's fine. Thank you." Zou Jiu thanked him softly.The rain wet all her clothes, drawing out the arc of youthfulness at that time.

"That's good..." The security guard smiled meaningfully.Just when Zou Jiu was at a loss, suddenly another pair of big hands covered the gauze behind her back to stop her breathing.In an instant, a tide of despair came flooding in.She heard someone say, "Brother, don't kill yourself."

When I woke up, everything changed.The parents blamed the other party for not being optimistic about her.Gray walls, torn pain.She heard whispers outside the ward.

"That girl next door. Poor. I heard that she was raped by someone. How can she live like this. The innocence is gone."

"She, who knows what's going on. I heard from my friend's aunt. That girl is not simple. The short skirt she was wearing at the time didn't cover her thighs at all."

"Oh, it's so powerful. You don't learn well at a young age. It's dirty. My children can't do this."

Zou Jiu covered his ears, trying to block those voices who didn't know whether it was ridicule or sympathy.Useless.Those things are gangrene, wild smoke and weeds.You can hear it with your ears closed, and you can see it with your eyes closed.The conversation outside the ward continues.Zou Jiu broke down and cried.Tears are the opening of the floodgates, which cannot be stopped and do not want to be stopped.

Discharged after ten days.Nothing got better.

Everyone on campus is looking at her.Everyone is talking about her.Zou Jiu knew what they said about him.They all say that they are gay, that means they are lonely.Those outside the school blocked Zou Jiu, took out money from a disgusting place and slapped her in the face.He was wounded while escaping.So they began to say that she played heavy flavors.No one cares about her explanation.The Chinese teacher who usually likes her the most transferred her to the last position.Where is it next to the trash can.

"Ban did a great job! Garbage should go in the trash can," they yelled loudly for her to hear.It is best to drop out of school voluntarily, so as not to pollute the air in the school.

When going to the bathroom, a group of girls surrounded Zou Jiu and pushed him into the water.They laughed.When the class bell rang, they locked Zou Jiu into the toilet and left.

Water choked into the trachea, unable to breathe.The body convulsed like a dead fish.

She had clearly left the washbasin, but it still seemed like water was enveloping her.There are bubbles when you open your mouth, you can't communicate, and even your tears are not allowed to be seen.Through the rippling water, she finally realized this weird world.She went to a psychiatrist.

The days passed, just when she thought she might be able to escape the shadows.Zou Jiu found that he hadn't had his period for a long time.

At that moment, someone took a huge, malicious hammer and hammered her life into pieces.Zou Jiu shamelessly put his urine into the grid.The two bright red threads mercilessly mocked her innocence.

Second despair.Nothing at all.If Zou Jiu still had the strength to struggle in the mud for the first time, then the mud that surged for the second time engulfed her completely.Can't move since then.

Zou Jiu went to another city after killing the child.No one knows her past.That sense of security made Zou Jiu gradually relax.Work, study, grow.Also met a girl just like her.Zou Jiu wants to be a good reporter to help more girls and help them get out of the shadows.Good wishes are buried in the soil waiting to germinate.

Then the man came again.Parents ask themselves to marry him.After all, it is already "unclean".Zou Jiu ran away.On the same rainy night, there are girlfriends.She was wrapped in a coffee-colored stall, and the light mixed with the aroma of coffee made her relax a little bit.The best friend comforted her.Sleepiness gradually came.Zou Jiu couldn't resist, and fell into a deep sleep.

Life has eternal malice towards her, and the girlfriend who had the same experience sent her back to the hands of the devil, and this time she picked up the knife.When the man was pushing hard, he stabbed hard into his neck.Blood smeared her face, flowed into her mouth and into her heart.That seed didn't grow up in the end.

"Remember?" That's your child.The female ghost whispered in her ear

"No! No, no, no!." Zou Jiu shook his head crazily, running around like a headless chicken. "That knife! My knife? I'm going to kill you!"

"Is it pitiful? Is it painful?" the female ghost asked.

Zou Jiu looked at her with tears streaming down his face.She plopped down and knelt in front of the female ghost, clutching her thigh and crying. "Help me, spare me, I kowtow to you." After speaking, Zou Jiu slammed his head hard to the ground.Immediately the blood spread.

"Forgive you? What about me? Didn't you do the same at that time, forcing me to recognize the child of the criminal." The female ghost opened her bones.Laugh wantonly. "You are so pitiful, you have such a sad past, but why do you hurt me? Why do you spread my rumors? We! We should be together, shouldn't we!" She roared, looking at Zou Jiu, who had completely lost his sanity, thought it was absurdly funny.

No one cares what kind of past you have.You become a demon when you hurt others.

Zou Jiu watched the child walking towards him, it became smaller and smaller, and finally returned to the appearance of a baby.Slowly crawled under her legs and returned to the womb.

No pain.It feels even more warm, like soaking in hot water, floating.The feeling of returning to the womb of the original mother is reassuring.

Xin Wenxiu hugged Fang Haofeng and watched Zou Jiu gradually fall into a deep sleep.Finally, the little fireflies ignited and burned to ashes.All return to nothingness.

"You're still softhearted," he said.

"Yes. I hate her, but I pity her too."

"Paying the price of losing her soul, let her take the child to reincarnation. You are a good child. She will redeem her sins in the next life."

"It doesn't matter anymore." Pale golden liquid oozes from the female ghost's bones.The skin and flesh became plump little by little, returning to its original appearance.Bright eyes and bright teeth, Gu Pan shines. "Tell me, will our situation be better in the future?" At the end of the disappearance, she asked mutteringly.

"It will. No one can blame you."

The female ghost finally laughed.I don't know if I heard the answer.Probably... yes.