After dressing as the hero's wife

As soon as I closed my eyes, my mind was full of Gu Changsheng's face when he left, pain, depression, and despair.

Is this what he wants?

Gu Changsheng's eyes will no longer be bright when he looks at him, he will no longer cuddle up to him intimately, and he will no longer share his thoughts, big or small, with him.

Even though Gu Changsheng didn't criticize him just now, he knew that something was different.

Is this what he wants?

No, never!

Ji Yuanchuan got up from the couch, without putting on his shoes, went downstairs quickly, and stood in front of Gu Changsheng's door.

Thousands of thoughts turned in his heart, Ji Yuanchuan pushed the door, and the door opened.

It turned on?

He was taken aback for a moment, without further hesitation, he walked in, walked around the screen, and saw Gu Changsheng's back sleeping inward.

Ji Yuanchuan took a few steps forward until he was only an arm's length away from Gu Changsheng.

"Changsheng..."

Gu Changsheng didn't move or respond, and Ji Yuanchuan couldn't tell if the other party was asleep.

"I..." Ji Yuanchuan stretched out his hand hesitantly, then retracted it after being frozen in the air.

"I didn't touch her, Changsheng, I really didn't touch her, I didn't do anything, I just had a few drinks there, and I went back to the inn a few days ago, Changsheng, believe me..."

There is still no response, maybe he is asleep, in that case, don't disturb him, let him have a good rest.

A feeling of disappointment surged in his heart, but it was his own fault, Ji Yuanchuan lowered his voice: "You... rest well..."

After finishing speaking, Ji Yuanchuan took another look at Gu Changsheng, who had his back turned to him, and left in a daze.

But after taking two steps, he couldn't move anymore. He looked down and saw a corner of his robe being tightly held by Gu Changsheng.

It turned out that Gu Changsheng wasn't asleep, he...does this mean to keep him?

A hoarse and suppressed voice sounded: "Don't go..."

Ji Yuanchuan immediately turned his head back, bent down and hugged Gu Changsheng who had already turned around, like embracing a lost and recovered treasure, his voice trembling in ecstasy: "I won't leave, I won't leave even if I die. I'm sorry Changsheng, it's me Wrong, I will never hurt you again.

I don't want anyone but you.I will never go to that kind of place again, I swear I will never go there again. "

Ji Yuanchuan looked at Gu Changsheng who was trapped in the quilt with only a pair of eyes exposed, and said solemnly: "I swear, I only have you in my heart from the beginning to the end, and I will never go to that kind of place again. If I break my oath, then let me There is no place to die. Changsheng, you believe me..."

Gu Changsheng just stared at him blankly, and didn't speak for a long time, which made Ji Yuanchuan, who was already restless, feel aroused.

Is it still a step too late?Gu Changsheng won't accept him anymore...

"Ji-Yuan-Chuan..."

My heart is half cold, is it still not good?It was the first time he called his own name, and he always called him Master.

"Ji Yuanchuan, if you betray me, I will definitely kill you."

Ji Yuanchuan smiled, and his heart that had been hanging in the air fell down: "Okay, if I betray you, you can kill me yourself."

As soon as Ji Yuanchuan finished speaking, Gu Changsheng grabbed his collar roughly, tore him off, pressed his lips to it impatiently, and bit hard.

I hate it so much, I can't really be cruel to you when I hate myself, sooner or later, I don't have to worry about you leaving me like I do now.

Soon, the faint smell of blood spread, and Ji Yuanchuan resisted the stinging pain and stroked the back of his neck, hoping to relieve his anxiety.

……

After a long time, Gu Changsheng's mood gradually stabilized, and he fell asleep, but his intertwined fingers were still tightly clenched, and there was still a deep crease between his brows.

Ji Yuanchuan opened his eyes to watch the sun set and rise again, the light dimmed and then brightened.

……

Ji Yuanchuan, who had made a plan in his heart, went to Chunshan Residence to bid farewell to the head of the mountain after dealing with a series of trivial matters in the academy.

"...For a long time, the head of the mountain has taken good care of Ju Ze. Ju Ze is very grateful in his heart, and he will never forget it in this life. I came here this time to say goodbye..."

Hearing this, the head of the mountain raised his head in displeasure: "Who told you to go?"

Ji Yuanchuan was stunned, what does this mean?

"No...no one...no one let me go, but..."

"But what? But, did I let you go from the beginning to the end? Did I say a word?"

The face of the head of the mountain is particularly solemn, Ji Yuanchuan thought about it carefully, it seems that it is really... so...

The head of the mountain did not mean to let him leave, but he took it for granted that he should leave!

"You can just teach your books in the academy, and ignore other things. I never thought of letting you leave Qingming Academy. It was because you walked so fast that day that I didn't even have time to stop you. I am busy on weekdays. Forget about letting people tell you, after all, you will come again."

I'm not stupid, how could I give up the head teacher of my academy just because of other people's few words, and he can understand the reason for Baiqing Academy's abnormal behavior with just a little research.

Ji Yuanchuan, who thought he had made his way, never expected a turning point, and bowed deeply to the head of the mountain.

……

When Ji Yuanchuan returned to Siyi Courtyard, he told Ji Mu the news.

Ji's mother couldn't help being happy: "That means you don't need to pack up and leave, right?"

"Yes, mother, we don't have to go."

Ji's mother nodded happily: "That's good, that's good, Chuan'er, I don't understand many things about you, but it would be great if I don't have to leave."

During this period of time, he didn't care much about his mother. Hearing what she said, he couldn't help but feel a little ashamed.

"Just ask me what mother wants to know, and I will definitely explain it to you carefully until mother understands."

Ji's mother waved her hands again and again: "Forget it, I don't understand, you are old enough to make up your own mind." There is no need to waste too much time on my wife.

"By the way, there is something I want to discuss with you." Ji's mother added.

"what's up?"

"I thought we were going to leave, so I didn't tell you. It's like this. Your aunt's son is also old enough to go to school. She asked someone to ask if he could come to Qingming Academy read."

Ji Yuanchuan's impression of this aunt began with a bag of sour green apples, and later they moved to Qingming Academy, and the relatives of this family also visited several times, but it was only the uncle who came, the aunt and the cousin did not never seen.

Although no one has seen it before, they often ask people to deliver some local products and home-grown fruits and vegetables.

The quarter mother will also send some food over.

Ji Yuanchuan's response was to send books. Whenever there is a new book published in the academy, he will prepare a copy and send it to him.

Now that his cousin wants to come to study, Ji Chuan naturally has no objection. After all, since Ji's father died, the one who is willing to associate with them is the eldest aunt, so the relationship between the two families is still good.

only……

"Mom, do you remember how old your cousin is?"

Ji's mother thought for a while: "It should be twelve or thirteen years old, I don't remember very clearly."

"Mother, how about this, you invite the whole family of your aunt to sit in the Siyi Courtyard, if they find it inconvenient, the location can be changed to Tongcheng Jujue, let them all go, and then we will have a good talk about it."

Ji's mother is usually afraid of causing trouble for her son, so she refuses to ask many things, but it doesn't mean she doesn't understand. Seeing her son's attitude, she understands that this matter may not be so easy.

"Chuan'er, isn't it very difficult to handle this matter, why don't we reject them? We can't just cause trouble for you!"

There was warmth in Ji Yuanchuan's heart, and he explained with a smile: "Our family is just such a close relative, so we can't hurt people's hearts. Don't worry, mother, I will take care of this matter."

Only then did Ji's mother feel relieved: "That's fine, I'll listen to you. However, if you are embarrassed to refuse your aunt, you can let me come."

"Then son will thank mother a lot." Ji Yuanchuan bowed to Ji's mother, making Ji's mother laugh out loud.

At this moment, out of the corner of Ji Yuanchuan's eyes, he caught a glimpse of the door on the first floor of the small bamboo building seemed to move. Did Gu Changsheng wake up?

Ji Yuanchuan hurriedly bid farewell to Ji's mother: "Mother, I won't talk anymore. I still have things to do. I'll go back to my room first. Let me know when you make an appointment with your aunt."

……

Before Ji's mother could answer, Ji Yuanchuan walked towards the small bamboo building, but when he pushed Gu Changsheng's room away, he found no one inside.

Then Ji Yuanchuan quickly climbed up to the second floor, and sure enough, the door of his room was open.

A slender man with a straight back was standing in front of the window very quietly with his back turned to him.

At this moment, Ji Yuanchuan just wanted to break the tranquility: "Changsheng..."

The man who heard the voice turned around slowly, his appearance was like cold jade, his eyes were like cold stars, which made Ji Yuanchuan feel familiar yet strange.

"Changsheng!" Ji Yuanchuan took a few steps forward, and stood in front of him only one step away.

Because the speed was too fast, he inevitably lost his usual calm and elegant posture.

Ji Yuanchuan looked at the man in front of him who was already as tall as his ears, and watched the ice in his eyes gradually dissipate.

It's just that what he said in the next second put Ji Yuanchuan in the ice prison, and his accelerated heartbeat stopped suddenly.

"Master, I want to move out."