my heart is safe

The car gradually fell silent.

When Cheng Qianyang was far away, Zhou Jiafei started the car again, and asked, "Ah Cheng, how are you and Qianyang doing now?" Lu Ancheng became angry when he heard Cheng Qianyang mentioned, and pursed his lips: "What can you do? That's it, he wants to jump on me with all his heart, what can I do?"

"We have been brothers for more than 20 years. Not only do we know how he treats you since childhood, but you also know it in your heart." Zhou Jiafei said with emotion, "How good is someone who treats you so wholeheartedly, why don't you know?" foot?"

Lu Ancheng doesn't care about one place, what is dissatisfaction, is this kind of thing that everyone can see in the end? Marriage is destined, if everyone in the world sees each other right, why bother to have so many me Love you you don't love my drama.

There are so many customers in the store, and there are piles of girls who say they like me, and they all try their best to get on my bed and want to be with me. What if I all respond to their feelings?

He was about to refute Zhou Jiafei, but Zhou Jiafei snatched him a step further and said, "The other day my brother heard from your elder brother that you have been so crazy that you brought girls of unknown origin to the courtyard, what do you think if you let Qianyang know You can either settle down and find a serious girl to be friends with, or consider Qianyang."

Zhou Jiafei paused, sighed and continued: "You don't like Cheng Qianyang, and you hang on to him all day long, the girls around you change one after another, and you sleep with him and you are blind to see his sincerity."

The more he talked, the more angry he became, and he cursed: "Touch your conscience and say, are you fair to Cheng Qianyang! Ah? You're such a scumbag, you're so angry, damn it, if it wasn't for the road, I would want to kick you down right now—"

Zhou Jiafei thought to himself that I must scold you severely today to wake you up.He waited for Lu Ancheng to argue with him, but he didn't expect Lu Ancheng not to refute.

Lu Ancheng folded his arms and looked out the window. There were more and more cars, and people who had to work and go to work also went out. The closer to the urban area, the busier it was. This is how the busy day in the capital begins, and the days go by like this.He quietly watched the traffic, as if he was concerned about what happened outside, but he just stared at one point in thought.

He was silent for a long time before he opened his mouth: "I am unfair to Cheng Qianyang, so he will be fair to me?"

"I'm a scum, and I'm still a stud. Where's Cheng Qianyang? When I was raped by him when I was a sunny, innocent and good boy, I feel disgusted when I think about it now. Why didn't he give me a chance to breathe?"

Lu Ancheng's chest throbbed when he spoke, and the more he spoke, the more aggrieved he became, and he yelled recklessly.

"Just say who the hell can bear this! I don't need time to digest his feelings for me? I don't need time to change our relationship? My good brother for more than ten years suddenly said that he likes you and loves you. Squeeze your mouth, bite your dick* and poke your asshole instead of you, you wouldn't be so fucking uncomfortable!"

Zhou Jiafei was quite frightened, but fortunately the new car given by his brother was well insulated.He didn't expect that so many things happened between the two, and Lu Ancheng's reaction would be so great.

He calmed down and comforted him: "Then you are hurting people, and you are still hiding from him. Have you digested it after all these years?"

"No, I have a knot in my heart, so don't think about it." Lu Ancheng couldn't calm down, and accidentally told the truth, "I was actually very scared after that day. He looked different from before. I The relationship between the two has undergone serious changes, and I want to have a good talk with him, but every time I see him, I feel blocked. This is not what I thought. "

"Jiafei, why can't we be the same as we were when we were young? Why can't Cheng Qianyang just be my best brother forever?"

Lu Ancheng thought, he is not afraid of anything, but what he is most afraid of is time.

Time will bring about changes, change the people and things he is familiar with, and distort the once happy and beautiful picture in his heart.He is most afraid of the ending of watching a movie. He will definitely walk around familiar places after reconstruction. He likes to choose familiar recipes and tastes for dishes. Even the most frequent friends are those who think they will never be separated. .

Lu Ancheng looked at Cheng Qianyang with mixed feelings in his heart.Cheng Qianyang didn't seem to have changed, he was still the smiling face when he was young, and he was still in front of his closest friend.But he is no longer the crying bag he was when he was a child, he no longer feels insecure, he no longer misses his parents who have passed away for many years, he no longer limits his range of friends, and is willing to try various changes.

And between these changes and the same, the only thing that has been evolving is the ever-expanding love for Lu Ancheng.

"You said that you were the all-powerful brother Cheng in and outside the compound back then, why did you become cowardly when faced with other people's pursuit?" Zhou Jiafei tried to change the atmosphere, "Just now you despised me at the airport, I think you are more cowardly than me."

Lu Ancheng leaned his head against the car window, and replied weakly: "Yeah, I also feel like I'm falling apart, maybe I've changed too."

At that moment, Lu Ancheng realized that everyone's state of mind may change with the environment. The group of children who climbed trees to dig birds had grown up, and there was still a wild boy living in his heart, feeling alone from time to time. One person, and then sat on the ground and rolled around.

……

When Lu Ershao was in sixth grade, he found a love letter in his drawer full of gummies and white rabbits.

At that time, he was reaching out to touch his homework notebook when he was stabbed by a square corner.He frowned and took it out to look at it, his eyes widened and his heart was filled with joy. What he was thinking about was not the letter, but the fact that he was confessed by a girl for the first time in 12 years.

This is an earth-shattering event.He didn't care who's daughter was so bold as to fall in love early, and he didn't care about the content of the letter. He didn't even open it, and stuffed the letter into his butt pocket: "Haha, I have to keep this letter, let them see me It's so awesome and so rare."

That afternoon, he waited for school to be over. As soon as the bell rang, he didn't copy his homework, so he took his bag and ran away.

Cheng Qianyang saw that something was wrong with Lu Ancheng, and he didn't understand it all afternoon, and now he was in a hurry, he quickly packed up his things, and ran after him: "Why are you going! Wait for me!"

Lu Ancheng replied: "You don't care! Just follow me!"

When Wang Yiliang and Shen Boyu entered the courtyard gate, Lu Ancheng stood on the soil bag under the old locust tree, with his hands on his waist, like a triumphant hero, with an extravagant air.The two of them were wondering, and saw Cheng Qianyang moving a few small benches out of the room by himself, moving them with difficulty.

Lu Ancheng greeted: "Come, come, I have something important to say."

Wang Yiliang and Shen Boyu looked at each other, just as they were about to sing, Cheng Qianyang set up the bench in front of them: "An'an said it's a big deal, you guys sit down!"

As soon as the two sat down, they heard Zhou Jiafei crying happily all the way outside the wall.Zhou Jiayou coaxed him nicely, and when he saw such a scene as soon as he ushered him in, he was taken aback: "What are you doing? Are you holding a meeting?"

"Yes, come over for a meeting!" Lu Ancheng laughed at Zhou Jiafei from a high place: "Hey Zhou Xiaobao, you're almost in junior high school and you still cry all day, aren't you ashamed?"

Zhou Jiafei was even more sad now, hiding behind his brother sobbing, Zhou Jiayou got angry and pointed at Lu Ancheng: "What do you mean? My brother's crying is hindering you?"

"That's not true." Lu Ancheng straightened his back and coughed pretendingly, "I'm almost an adult, so I don't have the same knowledge as this kind of crying brat."

The three people sitting on the bench didn't know what kind of madness Lu Ancheng was smoking today. Cheng Qianyang smelled gunpowder, so he had to come out to be a peacemaker: "Okay, An'an, what do you want to say?"

"Hmph..." Lu Ancheng's face was full of complacency. He took out his butt pocket, held up the crumpled letter in front of everyone, and flaunted, "Keep your eyes open! A little girl gave me a letter today!" Your Brother Cheng delivered the letter!"

He can't wait to announce this news to the whole world, and the compound is currently his world.

Wang Yiliang and Shen Boyu stared wide-eyed, the pink and tender envelope, the glowing red heart, the neat handwriting, and the faint unknown fragrance surrounding it, isn't it the standard configuration of a legendary love letter?They looked at each other, and then secretly glanced at Cheng Qianyang together.

"Wow—" He was holding his chin obediently, and exclaimed, seemingly silly, unable to see what he was thinking.

Shen Boyu laughed dryly twice: "Uh huh—it's pretty powerful, Ah Cheng, isn't it?" Then he grabbed Wang Yiliang, who made a soft "hiss" in pain, and immediately nodded, "Uh—yes... ..."

Lu Ancheng saw that their reactions were lukewarm, even a little embarrassed, and most of his high spirits faded away.He felt that he was making fun of himself, so he withdrew his hand and pinched his confidence and asked, "Look at your attitude, aren't you surprised? Don't you envy?"

He didn't believe it anymore. Wouldn't a group of hairy boys who had never confiscated the letter be curious about this love letter that seemed to have no fragrance?Lu Ancheng looked down in a row, only Cheng Qianyang had a smile on his face, and looked a little sincere, so he pointed to Cheng Qianyang's head and asked, "Tell me! Are you envious!"

Wang Yiliang breathed a sigh of relief, and said to Shen Boyu in a low voice, fortunately his name is Cheng Qianyang, I can't say anything against my will.

The person who was named was so excited, he immediately beamed, and replied happily: "Envy, envy! As expected of An An, we are good-looking and good-natured, not only let girls think about it, but also cute! If I were like You are as welcome as you are!"

He looked directly at Lu Ancheng, full of sincerity, and there was a bit of sincerity in his eyes: "Well - if I were a girl, I would definitely like you very much, really!"

"Hey, it's easy to talk about."

Lu Ancheng likes to listen well, but Cheng Qianyang doesn't seem to make him happy.He was triumphant, and Lao Gao with his tail up, Zhou Jiayou suddenly snorted, interrupting his good mood halfway. "Boring, Xiaobao is leaving." Zhou Jiafei followed closely behind his brother, making a face at him as he walked around Lu Ancheng, with half-dried tears still hanging on his face, and his eyes were red.

Lu Ancheng glared at him, thinking that this kid is too domineering.Just as he was about to scold, he raised his fist halfway, but he heard Zhou Jiafei say: "Which girl can fall in love with you? Either you have bad eyes or a rotten peach blossom. If you don't believe me, just ask Cheng Qianyang, he has received many love letters." You have to look like him to attract good-looking people."

Zhou Jiayou grabbed his younger brother's head: "Let's go, it's not a big deal."

"Huh?" When Lu Ancheng heard it, you were fucking teasing me, "Impossible, why didn't I know that Cheng Qianyang had received a love letter?" He turned his head, and both Wang Yiliang and Shen Boyu averted their eyes.Wang Yiliang even blew his whistle, causing the people next to him to stab him with an elbow, and then he immediately shut up obediently.

The courtyard suddenly fell into a rare silence.

Cheng Qianyang thought it was bad, and An An was definitely going to be angry.The rain was about to come, so walking was the best policy. In order not to involve other people, he got up secretly and hugged his stool and slipped away.

Lu Ancheng blushed with shame and anger.In fact, he doesn't care much about love letters or not, but he can accept one copy, and his face is full of glory.He had never heard of anyone in the compound who accepted the love letter, and thought that he, who was cheerful, lively, energetic, talented in both literature and martial arts, must be the first to taste the sweetness, so why would he want others to take the lead?And Cheng Qianyang, who followed him all day long like a clingy clingy tail wagging his tail, didn't reveal a word to him.

Everyone was watching his joke just now?

Cheng Qianyang's compliments just now turned into malicious heckles in Lu Ancheng's heart. He suddenly felt his self-esteem was frustrated, and became angry from embarrassment. He turned around and yelled the name of "enemy".The momentum was even more shocking than receiving a love letter, and the youngest Lu, who was huddled in the room and eating corn buns, cried loudly in fright.

And Cheng Qianyang had already hid from Cheng's house.He pushed open the window door on the first floor, and Wang Yiliang was holding Shen Boyu and winking at him.Seeing that Lu Ancheng was really angry, he stared at himself like a kitten from Grandma Gao's house at the entrance of the alley, and the monk could not run away from the temple, so he flattered him and said, "An'an, I was wrong, you come in and we have something to talk about. "

Wang Yiliang nodded again and again: "That's right, the two of you closed the door to settle your own affairs, so we'll leave first..."

Lu Ancheng was already angry at first, but hearing this made him even worse, he turned around and scolded: "Damn! Who's with his own family! Get the hell out of here, you're all just looking at my jokes so you can hit me—— "

Now Shen Boyu is not comfortable anymore, with a cold face: "Don't take it out on us if you are angry in your heart, to be honest, who doesn't know that Cheng Qianyang has received a basket of love letters, he can't be more flattering than you Like? You think you are a fantasist all day long, and the girls have a crush on you one by one. Cheng Qianyang didn't say anything because he was afraid of hurting you. Don't talk to others, and see your virtue for yourself. "

Shen Boyu is the best-educated one in the courtyard, usually he doesn't swear, but those who say it in a hurry don't need Lu Ancheng and the others to please them.

Lu Ancheng was stabbed several times invisible, he was choked up and couldn't get up, he hesitated for a long time and couldn't find any suitable words to say back, so he just threw all his anger on Cheng Qianyang's head and said: "Cheng Qianyang, you fucking go to school tomorrow Don't follow me!" Then Ma Liuer ran away.Cheng Qianyang called him from behind, but he pretended not to hear.

That night, Lu Ancheng lost his temper and tore up the letter, thinking so much that people would show his integrity, he didn't even bother to read it.When throwing it into the trash can, he even thought, Cheng Qianyang, that good-for-nothing, who is happy to give things, might sleep with that basketful of love letters in his arms.

The author says:

Forcing PLAY for a while, chasing his wife's crematorium in a blink of an eye.