my heart is safe

Now that Cheng Qianyang discovered Zhou Jiayou's secret, in exchange, he chose to tell the Zhou family brothers what he thought about Lu Ancheng, keep each other secret, and seek peace of mind.

At the beginning, Zhou Jiayou was worried about Cheng Qianyang's opinion on him and Zhou Jiafei's immorality, but after hearing that, this guy is just like himself, so he didn't have any worries, and listened to Cheng Qianyang's feelings for Lu Ancheng like a close brother.

"Is that your secret? Isn't it well known?"

Who knew that Zhou Jiayou glanced at Cheng Qianyang like a piece of trash, then lowered his head to flip through his book.

"Except for Lu Ancheng."

"Haha, that's really..."

Cheng Qianyang himself was too embarrassed to admit it.

"You, the most difficult thing about you is that Lu Ancheng has long been used to you being good to him. He held it in his hand for fear of falling and holding it in his mouth for fear of melting, but now he doesn't feel it anymore if he pets him again. People take it for granted!"

Zhou Jiayou shook his head, pretending to be someone who had experienced it, and taught Cheng Qianyang his experience.

"'Love' and 'like' should be shown from the very beginning. You have to let people know that your kindness to him is not free, but for a purpose, so that people will pay attention to your thoughts and care about what you do for him. thing."

"Where did you learn a big set of theories and plan to use them on me?" Cheng Qianyang knocked on the desk disdainfully, "You haven't used this theory yourself, dare you say that you have a purpose for Jia Fei's kindness?" ?”

"I..." Zhou Jiayou was at a loss for words for a while.Of course he knew that his love had no purpose, even without this immoral feeling, he would still give Zhou Jiafei a love that no one else could give.

He loved his twin brother without asking for anything in return, and it happened that his younger brother admired him regardless of consequences.Their red line was drawn by the relationship of kinship from the very beginning, which seemed so logical and lucky to him.

"You're right, I have no right to advise you."

"Actually, I understand everything you said." Cheng Qianyang patted Zhou Jiayou's shoulder, "But your love and kindness are given for nothing, and mine is not given for nothing. I want An An to return mine."

"Repay? How do you want him to pay you back?"

Cheng Qianyang smiled confidently: "I want him to love me."

It is almost the most absurd joke for two teenagers under the age of 16 to say "love" together.At the age of the first love, you don't know how to love others, and you don't know how to want others to respond to the love you can't even explain.

The end must be tragic.

At this moment, Cheng Qianyang has not considered what will happen two years later, but he is really not joking. He quickly made plans and decided to wait until the results of the senior high school entrance examination come out before making further plans.

On the other hand, Lu Ancheng is even less likely to have any long-term plans.

He has always been a person who lives in the moment and lives from day to day.

Including later, procrastination is a day.

He is used to this evasive life.

At that time, Lu Ancheng had already had a good time, and all the pressure accumulated from preparing for the exam was released during this summer vacation. He was not like Wang Yiliang who waited restlessly for his grades all day long. It was so light that it seemed that it could snatch Shen Boyu's No. [-] pick.

Anyway, not having to memorize English words in the short term is his greatest happiness.

In the first few days of the holiday, he could sleep until noon, but the third child couldn't wake him up, and his mother had to go upstairs to lift his quilt.After eating, he would go door-to-door, get some snacks, use the air conditioner for a while, and sometimes he could spare an afternoon to play games until the third child shouted in a childish voice: "Second brother, come back!" It's time for dinner!" He reluctantly ran home.In the evening, after taking a quick bath, he ate ice and watched Jin Yong in turn on various TV stations. If there is no Jin Yong, Gu Long, if there is no Gu Long, Qiong Yao, or he can do all kinds of dog-blooded idol dramas. Anyway, whatever you want to watch, he will come Those who do not refuse.When the night is exhausted, I fall back into the quilt and sleep soundly, ending a very exciting day.

This kind of drunken life without stepping out of the compound gate lasted for almost half a month in Lu Ancheng, and then he got tired of it and began to seek a new way of life.For example, ask three or five classmates to go out to play ball, go to the video game city to play Street Fighter, go to the board game store to play Three Kingdoms, or even go to a nearby town for a few days before returning.

When it comes to having fun, Lu Ancheng has shown amazing talent since he was a child.

His heart is too big and too wide, so he didn't know that a big event happened in the courtyard during his summer vacation, which was basically a waste of time.

Lieutenant Colonel Bai and his wife were ordered by their parents to tear up the marriage certificate in the early years, and they seemed to be separated for many years. Now that it has passed, they finally found out that Lieutenant Colonel Bai had someone outside and gave birth to an illegitimate child.

Originally, no one knew about this matter, after all, it is disgraceful, Lieutenant Colonel Bai and his wife have always been low-key people who don't like to make public.But later, everyone in the courtyard saw some clues, and there were some slanders, and it was confirmed.

In fact, in the early years, some people speculated that Lieutenant Colonel Bai had someone outside, but it was hard to say. In the early years, he was sent to other places for many years, leaving only Mrs. Bai to guard the empty house alone, without children to accompany him. No one can tell.

The children were reluctant to play near the Bai family's house in the innermost part of the yard, not only did they not have playmates of the same age, but also because Mrs. Bai's increasingly weird temper did not please the children.

Cheng Qianyang seldom went to Bai's house, and occasionally he was asked by his grandfather to find something from Lieutenant Colonel Bai before going there.But this time he took the initiative to find Lieutenant Colonel Bai.

He had heard from his grandfather that Lieutenant Colonel Bai had spent a long time in the south in his early years in a remote village near a thousand-year-old city called Jishi, so he might have some understanding of the customs and customs there.

Cheng Qianyang wanted to take Lu Ancheng for a walk in the south by taking advantage of the summer vacation after the senior high school entrance examination, when he had no homework pressure and could play without any scruples.When he went to Shanghai to participate in the competition before, he could tell that Lu Ancheng was very interested in the south. He has always liked to eat the pastries in the south, but no matter how delicious the chefs in the north make, it is not as good as him going there to taste the most authentic ones. .

He wanted to use this plan to coax Lu Ancheng into favor, and when the small bridge was flowing and the ancient city was lit up, with such an atmosphere, his chances of success in the confession might be greatly increased.

While Cheng Qianyang was dreaming of the sweet dream of "childhood sweetheart, it will happen when it happens", he walked to Bai's house with some homework that he had done in advance.The courtyard is getting hotter and hotter as you go in, but the shade of the trees is thicker and thicker. The leaves all over the sky block the sun, and the light can't get in very much.He only felt that his clothes were soaked in sweat, as if he had been thrown into a steamer and stewed for a long time.

Cheng Qianyang finally walked to Bai's house, but as soon as he stepped into the door of the small garden, he heard a loud cracking sound.

He was startled, and his steps stopped.

"You go? You go! Of course you have to go! Get lost—"

Madam Bai cursed hoarsely from inside the room.

Mrs. Bai came from a scholarly family and was well-bred. Although her temper has become more and more eccentric in recent years, she has never turned against others, let alone swearing, even if she speaks loudly.

Her roar startled Cheng Qianyang.He hurriedly looked around, there was a small French window open on the side, covered by curtains, no one would find him hiding there.

"Lieutenant Colonel Bai! Lieutenant Colonel! Soldier! Are you still a soldier? You are a worthless! Trash!"

Cheng Qianyang couldn't see Mrs. Bai's face, but from this angle, he could see the living room of Bai's house in a mess, everything that could be smashed was smashed, and the magazines were still scattered on the floor.He also vaguely saw the figure of Lieutenant Colonel Bai. He bowed his head and silently endured Mrs. Bai's scolding without saying a word.

"You just hide it! Ah? You just hide it! You hide forever! You're useless forever!"

Madam Bai gave Lieutenant Colonel Bai a hard push.

"You don't have the courage to face me! You don't have the courage to face that girl! You don't even have the courage to face that child! You say what responsibility you have taken in your life! Ah? You are still not a man!"

"You have been evading your responsibilities all your life. You can hide day by day, just to live well for yourself! You are sorry for me, your deceased parents, and there are too many people you are sorry for! You want me to help you Do you want to do the math? Ah? Do you remember who you are sorry for?"

Madam Bai sneered.Agitated, she poured herself a glass of water tremblingly, spilling half of it on the coffee table.

"You are still like this with your relatives, you are even more ruthless with insignificant people, and you have to deceive even the old neighbors who live in the same compound! How long are you going to deceive Mr. Cheng! After he is a hundred years old? When the children of the Cheng family have grown up completely aldult?"

Cheng Qianyang, who was hiding behind the floor-to-ceiling windows, was taken aback, and the hand holding the curtain tightened involuntarily.

Before he realized what was going on, he heard the words that shocked his brain nerves from Mrs. Bai's mouth.

"The youngest daughter of the Cheng family and her foreign husband didn't die on the battlefield at all! They were killed by an extremist organization! They were framed to death!"

Cheng Qianyang felt his brain explode with a "boom".

"Your people failed to rescue him! There was even an insider in the group of people who went together! But you couldn't find it out! Couldn't you find it out? You didn't want to find out at all! You just wanted to hide this The matter is settled! You only want to live for yourself! Lieutenant Colonel! This is your true nature as a soldier!"

Mrs. Bai broke down. She kept this secret for Lieutenant Colonel Bai for too many years, and lived in panic for Lieutenant Colonel Bai all day long. Seeing Mr. Cheng felt painful and guilty.Now that the husband and wife have reached the end, the family will fall apart, and she can no longer hold on.

She knelt on the ground covering her face and weeping loudly.

"do not talk……"

Lieutenant Colonel Bai couldn't stand it anymore, and knelt down in front of his wife and hugged her.It is said that a man has gold under his knees, he is a dignified soldier, but now he is so downcast, speechless in this chaotic living room.

The midsummer sun was so venomous that it shone scorchingly on Cheng Qianyang's body, almost scorching his skin, but he only felt chills all over his body.

He wanted to take a breath, but felt that he couldn't breathe, so he ran like crazy and escaped from the suffocating land of Bai's house.

The wind blew past his ears, bringing roars, but Cheng Qianyang rushed home as if he couldn't feel anything.

He forgot that he was going to find Lieutenant Colonel Bai for a strategy, that he planned to take Lu Ancheng to travel to the south, and even forgot that he was going to show his heart to the person he liked in the ink painting south of the river with green water and red bridge.

The plan was suddenly accelerated, and the gears were pushed forward one by one, and they were close to his eyes.

Cheng Qianyang rushed to the coffee table, raised the phone tremblingly, and dialed the number of the game hall that Lu Ancheng frequented.

He gasped for breath, only to realize that his mind was chaotic, and his tinnitus stimulated his eardrums.His heart was beating violently, but his desire to see Lu Ancheng and to hear his voice became even stronger.

Something inside told him that he was afraid.

He needs to confide in others.

He hastily expressed his intention to the boss, and the boss shouted Lu Ancheng's name.

He heard Lu Ancheng's impatient reply through the receiver.

"Who is playing marbles!"

"An'an..." There was a hoarse voice when he opened his mouth.

"Why is your voice so hoarse?"

Cheng Qianyang cleared his throat and gripped the receiver tightly.

"...I like you so much, I like you so much."

The author says:

I went to see Little Hero today, and there was no code for a word. Hey, fortunately, there is some stock.

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