Thighs do not hold white do not hold [entertainment]
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I'm a little girl who's never been in a relationship, why are you kidding me? "
Chu Tian hurriedly said: "I didn't tell you clearly before because I couldn't confirm my feelings for you..."
"Oh, stop talking." Zhang Sheng interrupted him, and the feeling of irritability and fear became more and more intense in his heart.
He didn't understand how a person who was so eager to swear to the sky a few months ago that he had absolutely no wrong thoughts about him suddenly fell in love with him.
——Either the other party lied to him from the beginning, or this person is lying to him now, or Xiao Chu is always flirtatious and wants to play with his feelings.
Either way, it's annoying enough.
He began to regret why he had to clarify the matter with Chu Tian like this. After all, after he had chosen to trust the other party once, the feeling that his trust might be in vain was very bad.
The resources Mr. Zuo Xiao Chu provided to him are already so good, if he pretends not to know, Chu Tian will not mention it, and he will not ask, then the days from now on will still be the same as before, without suspicion or conflict... …
He is such a person who is used to pretending to be stupid, why did he lose his sense this time?
Zhang Sheng said, "Don't say it, don't say it."
But Chu Tian who was interrupted suddenly said after a short pause: "Now I'm sure."
"What?" Zhang Sheng plucked his ears impatiently.
But it was useless for him to ask, Chu Tian had already said: "I made sure a long time ago, otherwise I wouldn't have cleaned up all the people around me. I like you, Zhang Sheng..."
He suddenly reached out and tried to hold his two arms, but he recovered after Zhang Sheng suddenly dodged back.
Although the two of them are standing face to face now, such a distant distance, as well as the vigilance and disappointment in each other's eyes, left a gap in Chutian's heart, empty, even the uneasiness that he hadn't had for a long time. Qi rushed up.
Although Zhang Sheng can't be called sensitive, he is definitely suspicious. Chu Tian felt that he couldn't explain clearly for a while.
But he deliberately showed his flaws to show the other party, which shows that he has made up his mind to reveal this relationship.
And now that he has made such a determination, he will never allow this old hooligan to run away from under his nose...
This time, he reached out faster and harder, and directly grabbed the racerback vest on Zhang Sheng's body. The strength was quite strong, and he pulled him over without any explanation.
Then he suddenly lowered his head, and barely stopped when his own lips were less than two centimeters away from Zhang Sheng's thin lips.
The fragrance of the tobacco that Zhang Sheng carried in his breath sprayed on his face.
Zhang Sheng: "..." Being looked at by someone with such hot eyes, and suddenly getting too close, he could even feel the scorching body temperature spreading from the other person's body.
At this moment, Chu Tian still grabbed his shoulders, looked at his eyes intently and persistently at this close distance, and asked slowly in a low and hoarse voice: "Do you want to try? be with me."
Xiao Chu, who just finished brushing his teeth, even smells of lemon in his breath.
Zhang Sheng was stunned for a moment, and then his brain, which had been extremely dull after a long day of exhaustion, came back to his senses, and immediately slapped the opponent's shoulder with a slap from embarrassment, and was finally let go.But because he was imprisoned for a long time just now, and the distance was too close, he subconsciously didn't breathe much, and Zhang Sheng, who was released just now, was still a little hypoxic.
"Are you sick?!"
As for Chutian's posture just now, there is a posture that as long as he doesn't resist, he will directly kiss him.So this is... I almost got kissed by force?
The fact that he didn't avoid the other party's sudden approach made him feel very annoyed, so he couldn't help but stretched out his hand and pushed Chu Tian hard, this time with a bit more force, he pushed Chu Tian out at once.
After being pushed away, Chu Tian resumed standing there silently, looking a little injured.
But it was only a momentary thing. The next moment Chu Tian suddenly smiled. It was rare for him to put on such a smiling face. The smile was quite special, both evil and charming, and then he said: "Did you find it? You Didn't hate me."
Zhang Sheng: "..."
He thought it was because he was no longer a young man in love. Even if he was kissed by a man, what he cared about was not the fact of being kissed, but that he was forcibly suppressed by a man. It's... In vain, he has dominated the Ninetowns for many years. This is completely a matter of losing face.
But he was too lazy to explain this to Chu Tian, and he didn't want to think about it.
He only knew that he would definitely not accept Chutian.
He seemed to understand the other party, but sometimes he felt like seeing flowers in a fog, and he couldn't see through him at all.But in terms of emotions, Zhang Sheng has never been able to tolerate sand in his eyes.So he couldn't accept a person who expressed no interest in him the day before yesterday and started pursuing him again today.
He knew that he should have rejected him at this moment, and there would be no further trouble.But... Xiao Chu is always with him, so he is always special.
He seems to have committed the old habit of taking feelings too seriously again.
Zhang Sheng closed his eyes, disappointed in both Chutian and himself, he asked a little weakly: "Who are you? Now that we've finished talking, what exactly are you going to do? Confess to me."
At that moment, Chu Tian's heart suddenly felt an inexplicable pain.He was used to the double-faced Zhang Sheng, the noisy and unprincipled Zhang Sheng, and the indifferent Zhang Sheng, but he just couldn't accept Zhang Sheng who looked tired like this.
Facing Zhang Sheng like this, the unexplained past that happened in his previous life, which he kept deep in his heart and was ashamed to bring out, would be dragged on again and again.
Chu Tian said: "In [-], Tianyou Orphanage, do you still remember?"
☆、Chapter 87
Zhang Sheng suddenly raised his head and looked in his direction, only to see that Chu Tian had already picked up a cigarette/cigarette from the table, walked in front of him again, raised his wrist and pulled the lighter out of his palm.
It wasn't until he lit the fire and exhaled the smoke that he had inhaled into his lungs that Chu said, "It's normal that you don't remember. After all, that orphanage is just one of the similar welfare institutions you have funded."
Zhang Sheng's expression became more unpredictable. He raised his eyes to look at Chu Tian, and the wrist he was holding suddenly trembled.
"It seems that you still remember." Chu Tian smiled again, and his voice became more gentle: "But I said before, it doesn't matter even if you don't remember, as long as I still remember."
The original exhaustion and loss all disappeared in his heart. Just looking at the other party's expression, Zhang Sheng instantly had many intellectually unrealistic associations in his mind.
But he also had an extremely bad premonition—the cruel things he thought of might actually be true.
After the age of 30, he gradually had some small money, and began to subsidize the orphanage near Xiajiucheng from time to time.As Chu Tian said, he did support many families.
He sometimes went to see them in person, but at that time he hadn't learned to think about his own reputation, and he didn't expect those people to remember him, so he really couldn't remember some of the orphanages he helped.
But there was one family he could never forget.
It was an orphanage run by church foreigners in the early days, and most of the people adopted in it were abandoned babies and orphans, so most of the children were children.Due to the relatively long history, there was basically no one to manage it later, and it barely survived on the minimum subsidy issued by the government.
After learning about the situation there, in addition to donating money and materials, Zhang Sheng visited the children there two or three times.But the reason why he was so impressed with this orphanage was because the orphanage went bankrupt soon after, and I heard that many people died.
At that time, he felt bad for a while when he heard about it, and spent a lot of money to settle and rebuild them, but his strength alone was still very weak, and he couldn't solve any major problems.
It was not until later that I heard that the remaining people in the welfare home were taken over by the government and settled down properly. Because of the fire, the public security and safety issues in Xiajiucheng were paid more attention by the higher authorities. Later, the old city was gradually replaced by the new city. The matter was gradually forgotten by him.
But now that Chu Tian said this, Zhang Sheng's heart couldn't help but tremble violently... because Chu Tian was also born again.
Rebirth means that he has died once before.
that fire...
He was a drowning man, and he knew what it was like to die of suffocation and despair.
Then the person who was burned to death... how much pain should it be?
……
Seeing Zhang Sheng whose pupils trembled and forgot to retract the wrist he was grasping, Chu Tian's heart swayed. His heart, which was calm like a pool of stagnant water before, seemed to be hit by a stone. There was a ripple that was hard to calm down.
He knew that Zhang Sheng had already thought of his identity, or where he came from.
And since the other party will think of it, it means that he may still remember the past events between the two people hidden deep in his heart.
With unprecedented tenderness in Chu Tian's eyes, he clenched the wrist tightly in his palm, and even his voice was soft, as if he wanted to drip water.
He said: "Didn't you ask me what kind of favor I owe you, do you remember now?"
Zhang Sheng still asked uncertainly, "Are you a child in that orphanage?"
"I'm not young anymore." Chu Tian said, "I seemed to be thirteen the year I met you."
With his glamorous identity and magnificent life in this life, he no longer remembers how he survived those days when he was overwhelmed by poverty in his last life.
Only the warmth of the hands and fingers that the old hooligan put in his hair and gently touching his scalp remained in his heart, and he would always remember it.After all, that should be the warmest touch he has ever experienced among all the experiences in this world.
He remembered that he was not tall because of malnutrition at that time, and the old hooligan could easily touch the top of his head.
He remembered that the old hooligan said to him: "I heard that you are the most sensible, obedient and capable kid here? Young man, you should study hard and don't worry too much. If no one will provide for you when you pass the age of compulsory education, uncle will provide for you." you."
These words were like piercing through layers of dark clouds, reaching and instantly illuminating the light in his heart. The feeling of hope suddenly appeared in the confused and lifeless future, which Chutian still remembers vividly.
From the perspective of many years to come, Zhang Sheng's promise to him back then was not just a casual statement.Although, he didn't wait until that time...
"It's you?!" Zhang Sheng was startled.If it wasn't for him being reborn after death, the current scene would probably be the same as in a ghost story, where people who have died come to repay their kindness with obsession.
But Chutian is certainly not a ghost.What surprised Zhang Sheng was that there were so many children in that orphanage, and Chu Tian was the only one he remembered.
Time has passed for a long time, and he no longer remembers the child's appearance and appearance, only remembering that he was 13 years old that year.
What made him still fond of that child was that he heard that there was a child in that orphanage with good grades and good character, but he was unlucky and was abandoned by his parents since he was a child, and then fell into the Tianyou Welfare Institute.
Zhang Sheng has always been a restless person who is willing to fight against the sky and the earth. What he hates most in his life is bad luck.So the two times he went to visit the children in the orphanage, he actually visited that child more.
He felt that the light in that child's eyes was very similar to his youth.
And the second reason why he is so unforgettable that he can think of that child in an instant is that it is said that when the fire started, he carried many young children out of the fire scene, but trapped himself in it Yes, it didn't come out in the end.
Probably because of the things I personally experienced when I was still young, and I can be regarded as someone I know and admire, so every time I think about it, I still feel heartache and regret.
But if that child is not dead... Or, he is still going to a place he has never been to with another identity, experiencing interesting things he has never experienced before...
This may be the biggest surprise he has ever witnessed in this malicious world.
All the vigilance and unhappiness collapsed in Chu Tian's acquiescence, and Zhang Sheng asked excitedly: "So you came here at that time?"
Chu Tian nodded.
When he first became the eldest grandson of the Chu family, he had a lot to learn and adapt to.Affected by previous experiences and education, he worked hard to get his grandfather to notice him from among the many descendants when he first arrived, and it took a long time to gradually wash away the domineering and unreasonable behavior of the former master in the hearts of others. The image of the second generation ancestor.
After many years, he finally won the trust of his grandfather and became the ruler of the Chu family. Until now, in the blink of an eye, he has existed in this world as Chu Tian longer than his previous life.
From a person who has no food in the orphanage and needs to rely on charity to survive, he has become an existence that everyone fears now. He has crossed an unknown number of classes, but just as he did not underestimate himself back then, after success, Chu Tian didn't have any thoughts of arrogance at all.
The energy of wandering on the edge of life and death many times because of poverty in the past and the experience of really dying once made some of his perceptions numb.
He probably rarely thinks about whether he is happy, whether he is happy or not, and just completes the day's work numbly every day, without being proud or discouraged, and many years have passed in this way.
Because for him, the achievements he has achieved are all obtained by working overtime and studying and working day and night. He lives earnestly and hard every day, and has never relaxed or slackened for so many years;
Because every time I feel that it is enough to run here, when he has become an existence beyond the reach of others, I can always think of someone.
A person who, even if his luck is not very good, still insists on persevering, and uses his own moral standards to measure the world...
kind person.
Chu Tian explained his experience roughly in this way, and Zhang Sheng asked him many questions in succession, and Chu Tian answered them one by one.
Zhang Sheng suddenly blamed him and said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier, if you told me earlier..."
"I didn't want to disturb your life before..."
A long time ago, at least when Zhang Sheng hadn't had any accidents, Chu Tian only regarded him as a benchmark for his actions and an example to motivate him to keep moving forward.
It's like being an idol.
He was too busy at that time, coupled with an emotion similar to how shy a fan boy would feel when seeing an idol, in those years he only silently remembered that there was such a person in his heart, and occasionally paid attention to him a little bit, and when the other party had I helped him twice when I couldn't pass the Kaner.
Chu Tian said apologetically, "I've always known about Shengwei before, and I didn't help you because I thought the situation at that time was not a dead end for you. I didn't expect..."
Unexpectedly, Zhang Sheng was killed before the company was saved.
It was also out of guilt and self-blame for not being able to help that he didn't dare to reveal his identity even if he recognized Zhang Sheng later.
Only God and himself knew how Zhang Sheng spent the past few months after learning of Zhang Sheng's death.
So after finding Zhang Sheng again, the idea of "wanting to watch him all the time" has been filling his brain.
But Chu Tian himself did not expect that this kind of emotion that would make him sleepless if he didn't see each other for a day suddenly turned into a day and night longing.
☆、Chapter 88
Although Zhang Sheng seemed quite embarrassed by the sharp drop in Shengwei's stock, it was indeed not a dead end for him.
——As long as the new materials in his hands are available, he will soon be able to absorb a large amount of funds for operation.
Unfortunately, he was only one step away.
Even he didn't expect that he had been in the wind and rain for so long. When he was young, he saw the sky fighting and nothing happened. In the end, he was forced to jump off the dam and died.
So no matter what, his life and death had nothing to do with Chutian.
After all, it was the junior who was touched by him on the head when he was a child. At this time, Chu Tian in Zhang Sheng's eyes changed again.
He comforted him and said: "You don't need to feel guilty at all." As he spoke, he suddenly smiled again: "When you were... I don't know where I am happy."
Chu Tian had long been used to his indecency, and said, "That's different."
Zhang Sheng couldn't be blamed for the fire in the orphanage back then, but Zhang Sheng's accident was indeed the reason why he waited and watched for too long and miscalculated.
If he had had a little sense of crisis at that time, or if he could have thrown away the shyness that was not much left in his bones earlier, and walked in front of Zhang Sheng...
Then he can come to him earlier, get to know him, be familiar with him, and then...
"It's really funny to talk about it." Although they have all experienced some very bad things, it is God's will to be able to reunite here in their current capacity.Zhang Sheng couldn't help laughing and said, "You said you've been following me, but you didn't know that I was following you too, hahaha! This is so funny!"
Chu Tian's eyes darkened, "It's my fault."
Not only was he wrong, he missed a lot.Before his feelings for Zhang Sheng deteriorated, this person had always been like a lighthouse standing in the distance to him.He knew that there was such a warm existence in this world. As for the shape of this lighthouse and the patterns carved on it, he didn't pay too much attention to it.
After all, in his cognition, if he has the time and energy to secretly investigate and watch others, it is better to improve himself and move to a position where he can stand shoulder to shoulder with them and keep pace with them.
"Hey, where are you thinking again? That's not what I meant." Zhang Sheng said, "If it were me...well, I think I would be like you."
Thinking about it a little bit, he is no longer the identity he used to be, and he wouldn't sneak up in front of his idol to show his presence.
Not only did Zhang Sheng not feel that Mr. Chu had done anything wrong, but he also felt that it was quite upright that he did not investigate him secretly.
Just as I have always known.
No wonder he used to think that some of Chutian's behaviors in the mall were very similar to his own.But it turned out that the two people always used each other as the benchmark when doing things.
——Where can I find this fate.
Just realizing this, Zhang Sheng couldn't help but feel how wonderful the world is.
"Okay, okay." He said three good words in a row, and the thin figure in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows trembled with laughter. Chu Tian helplessly pressed out the cigarette in his hand, and pulled out the cigarette butt from Zhang Sheng's hand. Pressing off, he grabbed both of his wrists, and then tried his best to return to the topic: "So what do you think? Give me an answer."
Zhang Sheng didn't respond: "What's the matter?"
Chu Tian simply replied, "I like you, what do you think?"
The imprisoned old hooligan suddenly froze and stopped laughing.
He then lowered his eyes and thought for a while, and it seemed that he really thought about it for a while, and finally raised his eyes slowly, and said to Chu Tian, "This is not allowed."
"Why?" Chu Tian asked, but he didn't feel any disappointment.He wasn't surprised that the old rascal didn't agree.
It was after Zhang Sheng's accident that he began to learn about this person's past.It's strange, he knew intellectually that the death of the old hooligan had nothing to do with him, but he just couldn't let it go, even if he was so busy working during the day, when he dreamed back at midnight, he would feel deeply regretful and unable to restrain himself Woke up with heartache.
Under such circumstances, collecting and learning about Zhang Sheng's past events somehow became a kind of comfort.
But Zhang Sheng didn't like other people investigating him, so he kept the matter vague, and Chu Tian didn't dare to bring it up again.But this didn't delay me judging the old rascal's preferences, temper and character through those his past.
So Chu Tian never expected Zhang Sheng to agree to him at all.
Although it was already expected, Chu Tian tried his best to show his heartbroken side, asking: "Why?"
Zhang Sheng said: "There are too many reasons. If you want, I can give you seventeen or eight points."
Chu Tian said, "Give me an example."
There are too many examples.
For example, Chutian's family and identity, his own identity and background.Based on these reasons, you don't even need to think about whether you like it or not. Just thinking about these prerequisites, Zhang Sheng already knows that there must be no relationship between the two of them.
But Chu Tian insisted, Zhang Sheng still said: "For example, you are such an adult, you can't hang out with me all the time in the future, can you? Anyway, we will be separated. I am old and don't want to make trouble."
Chu Tian frowned again. Although he knew that Zhang Sheng would find a lot of reasons to prevaricate him, he still couldn't help feeling upset when he said that.
Only when he held his wrist tightly in his hand did he feel a little more at ease, and he said: "Who told you that we would be separated? I have been delaying this confession to you for so long, so naturally it has been arranged long ago." Everything, do you think I'm doing this on a whim?"
"..." He had never been confessed so enthusiastically by a man who was taller and stronger than him. Zhang Sheng felt that his old bones couldn't take it anymore.
But ever since he learned of Chu Tian's true identity, perhaps because of his pity for his background, he couldn't bear to hurt him too much.
Zhang Sheng said helplessly: "Then think about it, what do you like about me? ... Or, do you like the me who helped you, or the young and good-looking me now?"
Chu Tian paused slightly, and Zhang Sheng continued to say: "You probably won't like me in the past. As for this...man's bad behaviors can be covered up by just a good appearance, so you look at me now. I am actually not a good person, and I am not worthy of your liking..."
…Speaking of it later, Chu Tian's expression was so gloomy that he was about to drip water, and Zhang Sheng couldn't bear to continue talking.
But what he said was true.
No one likes the real self under this skin.
He just didn't want Chutian to be deceived.
Although the realization that "no one would like him" made his heart feel empty and a little lonely.But this feeling of disappointment was quickly overshadowed by the thought that he didn't want Chutian to go astray because he didn't investigate for a while, so fast that Zhang Sheng didn't even notice it.
However, after quietly waiting for him to finish speaking, Chu Tian finally said, "I like the original you."
"Pfft..." Zhang Sheng laughed, but the atmosphere was still a little stiff.
Chu Tian suddenly said, "How good-looking do you think you are?"
"what?"
Chutian's expression was still serious, but his tone was more ups and downs than before. He said, "What kind of person have I never seen? If I didn't know that you were that old hooligan, you thought I would take a second look at you." ?”
"...What?!" After hearing this, Zhang Sheng was so shocked that his eyes almost fell out!
Old hooligans or something... After the two of them talked, did Mr. Xiao Chu reveal his true colors?
Although, there seems to be nothing wrong with what Chu Tian said.
After all, when the two of them formally met for the first time, he was so lazy, should Mr. Chu push him out or should he be pushed out?
But it's still not the same.
Zhang Sheng tried to reason and said: "You know that it is one thing for me to be the old Zhang Sheng, and it is understandable to want to repay the kindness, but gratitude and liking...he is not the same thing! You will definitely like me or suffer affected the way I am now."
"Think about it, if you are facing me...an old man who is old and ugly, can you still be hard?"
Without thinking about it, Chu Tian said directly, "Yes."
"As long as it's you, it can be anything."
"..." Zhang Sheng really wanted to ask if sows are okay, but after thinking about it, it was really not nutritious.So he simply said to Chu Tian: "Since the two of us still have a relationship before, I will treat you as my younger brother like Xiaorong and the others."
As he spoke, he withdrew his two hands held by Chu Tian: "Go to bed early, brother."
Chu Tian didn't stop him from withdrawing his hand, but pulled him back when Zhang Sheng walked away, "Do you like me?"
"...Is it over?!" He didn't get angry, but he obviously didn't want to continue to entangle with Chutian.
Chu Tian insisted on asking: "Do you like me? Putting aside those unfounded reasons, I just want to know if you like me?"
"I don't like it, I like wool!" Zhang Sheng waved his hands irritably.
Chu Tian pursed his lips. Not only did he still hold him tightly, but he also pushed him to the French window at the back, then leaned over, and without any warning, he lowered his head and smoothly pressed his lips against Zhang Sheng's. On the lips, kissed him.
Zhang Sheng with wide-eyed and confused face: "..."
Afraid that the old rascal would really be unhappy, Chu Tian didn't dare to stay longer, so he kissed him superficially and said, "Do you like it?"
Zhang Sheng: "You are..."
"You can take me for a hooligan."
Zhang Sheng pushed him away again: "Okay, stop making trouble."
"Try with me," Chutian said persistently, "I'm very skilled."
Zhang Sheng: "If you continue like this, I will move out tomorrow."
Chu Tian said: "Where do you think I will not find you?"
Zhang Sheng, who couldn't think of an answer for the time being, said, "...don't make trouble, I'm sleepy."
Zhang Sheng really didn't have the strength to argue with him anymore, this time he finally walked out of the distance that Xiao Chu could reach him with a stretch of his arms, but he heard Chu Tian say: "It doesn't matter if you don't accept me, but don't stop me from pursuing you .”
"...I can no longer accept the fact that I lost you once more."
☆、Chapter 89
After putting the two children Linlin and Keke to sleep, Zhang Sheng dragged his tired body back to his room. He was obviously very tired, but now he couldn't fall asleep again.
His mind is now in a mess, he is a little excited, but also very upset.
Excitement is that the child he felt sorry for back then is still alive, and has grown into an existence that even he has to look up to.
The trouble is that this person is no longer the kid who can let himself scratch his head.Not only did he become taller than himself, but he even thought about that about himself...
In Zhang Sheng's mind, impossible is impossible, and there is no need or room for consideration of this matter.
But he didn't want to hurt Chu Tian's heart by sternly rejecting him at this time.
Especially when the other party said in that tone that he couldn't lose him anymore.
——The voice that implied sighs, remorse, and pain was so sincere that it was shocking.
With a groan, Zhang Sheng turned over in pain, telling himself that he didn't need to think too much.
Hearing the news of his death suddenly, it is normal for Xiao Chu to feel an excessive attachment in his heart. This is probably caused by guilt and self-blame in his heart.It will be fine to let go of this obsession after a while, and there is no need for me to be disturbed by this incident at all.
He doesn't have the time in the United States to think about these things.Just filming well takes up most of his energy, and he really can't worry about these personal problems.
After thinking about it like this, he began to order himself not to think about it any more, and to go to sleep now.
So he naturally thought of his daughter, and couldn't help but feel sweet.His consciousness gradually became less clear, and he lay down for a while before falling asleep.
When Zhang Sheng woke up the next morning, Chu Tian was having breakfast with Lin Lin and Ke Ke.
Today's breakfast is a Western-style meal. There are hearty foods such as whole wheat bread, bacon, fried eggs, and fruit salad on the delicate plate.Maybe Chutian didn't sleep well yesterday, so he drank black coffee.When Zhang Sheng walked to the dining room after washing, he saw Chu Tian wearing off-white home clothes, sitting at the dining table with his long legs crossed, reading a newspaper.
Chutian has the habit of reading newspapers in the morning, and Zhang Sheng discovered it a few days ago.
Even if there is no newspaper delivery in the place where they live now, whenever Chutian stays here, there will be an assistant to deliver the new newspaper and materials of the day early the next morning.
Zhang Sheng didn't understand this before.
After all, now that the Internet and mobile phones are so developed to spread information, it is more convenient to know any news than newspapers. Even if he doesn't read newspapers and instead reads news on the Internet, Mr. Chu's behavior is a bit out of step with the times.
He also asked Chu Tian curiously before, and at that time Mr. Chu's explanation was: "The amount is too large, some are real and some are fake, I don't have time to check. It's better to read the newspaper."
But now combined with Mr. Xiao Chu's experience all the time, Zhang Sheng feels that his eighth achievement is due to getting used to it.
After going through so many things, Chu Tian must have matured much more precociously than others.He started to learn how to make decisions more than ten years ago. Even if his real age is not very old, his thinking can be regarded as an out-and-out antique.
... No wonder he is more rigid than himself.
Just as he was thinking like this, Chu Tian raised his head and said as if nothing happened last night: "Are you up? Come over for dinner, you have to go to filming later."
"Oh." Zhang Sheng was stunned for a moment, then walked to the dining table and sat down.
As soon as he sat down, Chu Tian put several breakfasts in different styles in front of him, and asked very considerately, "What do you want to drink?"
"... Soya milk?"
Probably didn't think there was anything wrong with Zhang Sheng's matching at all. After he finished speaking, Chu Tian put one of his long legs up, stood up and walked towards the kitchen.
Zhang Sheng: "..."
At this time, the two children sitting side by side opposite him greeted him at the same time, and then touched the peanut butter and jelly on their slices of bread with themselves.
It should be that Chu Jueke seldom did it by herself, even her face was covered with purple blueberry jam, and Youyou evenly spread the jam evenly with her small mouth tightly pressed together without knowing it.
On the contrary, Zhang Ailin has always behaved well. Although she seems to like the game of drawing flowers on the slice of bread with various jams, she smears and eats a little by herself, and her movements are quite elegant.
Zhang Sheng couldn't stand it any longer. He wiped Chu Jueke's face clean with a napkin, and then said, "Eat well, don't just play. And don't waste food, eat what you paint yourself."
Chu Jueke looked at the slices of bread that had been colorfully painted by herself, and then stared at Zhang Sheng for a while, probably because he felt that he couldn't eat so many slices of bread, or maybe he only liked to paint and didn't like to eat, in short Under Zhang Sheng's gaze, he suddenly twisted his body, feeling embarrassed.
"Remember not to harm food in the future, it's called waste, do you understand?" Zhang Sheng stretched out his hand to touch Xiao Keke's big head.
"Oh." Chu Jueke has a good personality and is not afraid of him. He humbly admits his mistake after hearing him say that.
Taking the dinner plate in front of Chu Jueke in front of him, leaving him only a small piece of bread, Zhang Sheng said again: "This time uncle helped you solve most of the problem, how can you thank uncle?"
The child immediately smiled and showed his teeth: "Thank you uncle!"
If you ask why, just say thank you or something... Why does the bear have the sense of sight of his uncle at such a young age?
At this time, Zhang Ailin had already made a sandwich with toast, fried eggs, bacon and vegetables, and handed it to Xiao Ke.
Chu Tian hurriedly said: "I didn't tell you clearly before because I couldn't confirm my feelings for you..."
"Oh, stop talking." Zhang Sheng interrupted him, and the feeling of irritability and fear became more and more intense in his heart.
He didn't understand how a person who was so eager to swear to the sky a few months ago that he had absolutely no wrong thoughts about him suddenly fell in love with him.
——Either the other party lied to him from the beginning, or this person is lying to him now, or Xiao Chu is always flirtatious and wants to play with his feelings.
Either way, it's annoying enough.
He began to regret why he had to clarify the matter with Chu Tian like this. After all, after he had chosen to trust the other party once, the feeling that his trust might be in vain was very bad.
The resources Mr. Zuo Xiao Chu provided to him are already so good, if he pretends not to know, Chu Tian will not mention it, and he will not ask, then the days from now on will still be the same as before, without suspicion or conflict... …
He is such a person who is used to pretending to be stupid, why did he lose his sense this time?
Zhang Sheng said, "Don't say it, don't say it."
But Chu Tian who was interrupted suddenly said after a short pause: "Now I'm sure."
"What?" Zhang Sheng plucked his ears impatiently.
But it was useless for him to ask, Chu Tian had already said: "I made sure a long time ago, otherwise I wouldn't have cleaned up all the people around me. I like you, Zhang Sheng..."
He suddenly reached out and tried to hold his two arms, but he recovered after Zhang Sheng suddenly dodged back.
Although the two of them are standing face to face now, such a distant distance, as well as the vigilance and disappointment in each other's eyes, left a gap in Chutian's heart, empty, even the uneasiness that he hadn't had for a long time. Qi rushed up.
Although Zhang Sheng can't be called sensitive, he is definitely suspicious. Chu Tian felt that he couldn't explain clearly for a while.
But he deliberately showed his flaws to show the other party, which shows that he has made up his mind to reveal this relationship.
And now that he has made such a determination, he will never allow this old hooligan to run away from under his nose...
This time, he reached out faster and harder, and directly grabbed the racerback vest on Zhang Sheng's body. The strength was quite strong, and he pulled him over without any explanation.
Then he suddenly lowered his head, and barely stopped when his own lips were less than two centimeters away from Zhang Sheng's thin lips.
The fragrance of the tobacco that Zhang Sheng carried in his breath sprayed on his face.
Zhang Sheng: "..." Being looked at by someone with such hot eyes, and suddenly getting too close, he could even feel the scorching body temperature spreading from the other person's body.
At this moment, Chu Tian still grabbed his shoulders, looked at his eyes intently and persistently at this close distance, and asked slowly in a low and hoarse voice: "Do you want to try? be with me."
Xiao Chu, who just finished brushing his teeth, even smells of lemon in his breath.
Zhang Sheng was stunned for a moment, and then his brain, which had been extremely dull after a long day of exhaustion, came back to his senses, and immediately slapped the opponent's shoulder with a slap from embarrassment, and was finally let go.But because he was imprisoned for a long time just now, and the distance was too close, he subconsciously didn't breathe much, and Zhang Sheng, who was released just now, was still a little hypoxic.
"Are you sick?!"
As for Chutian's posture just now, there is a posture that as long as he doesn't resist, he will directly kiss him.So this is... I almost got kissed by force?
The fact that he didn't avoid the other party's sudden approach made him feel very annoyed, so he couldn't help but stretched out his hand and pushed Chu Tian hard, this time with a bit more force, he pushed Chu Tian out at once.
After being pushed away, Chu Tian resumed standing there silently, looking a little injured.
But it was only a momentary thing. The next moment Chu Tian suddenly smiled. It was rare for him to put on such a smiling face. The smile was quite special, both evil and charming, and then he said: "Did you find it? You Didn't hate me."
Zhang Sheng: "..."
He thought it was because he was no longer a young man in love. Even if he was kissed by a man, what he cared about was not the fact of being kissed, but that he was forcibly suppressed by a man. It's... In vain, he has dominated the Ninetowns for many years. This is completely a matter of losing face.
But he was too lazy to explain this to Chu Tian, and he didn't want to think about it.
He only knew that he would definitely not accept Chutian.
He seemed to understand the other party, but sometimes he felt like seeing flowers in a fog, and he couldn't see through him at all.But in terms of emotions, Zhang Sheng has never been able to tolerate sand in his eyes.So he couldn't accept a person who expressed no interest in him the day before yesterday and started pursuing him again today.
He knew that he should have rejected him at this moment, and there would be no further trouble.But... Xiao Chu is always with him, so he is always special.
He seems to have committed the old habit of taking feelings too seriously again.
Zhang Sheng closed his eyes, disappointed in both Chutian and himself, he asked a little weakly: "Who are you? Now that we've finished talking, what exactly are you going to do? Confess to me."
At that moment, Chu Tian's heart suddenly felt an inexplicable pain.He was used to the double-faced Zhang Sheng, the noisy and unprincipled Zhang Sheng, and the indifferent Zhang Sheng, but he just couldn't accept Zhang Sheng who looked tired like this.
Facing Zhang Sheng like this, the unexplained past that happened in his previous life, which he kept deep in his heart and was ashamed to bring out, would be dragged on again and again.
Chu Tian said: "In [-], Tianyou Orphanage, do you still remember?"
☆、Chapter 87
Zhang Sheng suddenly raised his head and looked in his direction, only to see that Chu Tian had already picked up a cigarette/cigarette from the table, walked in front of him again, raised his wrist and pulled the lighter out of his palm.
It wasn't until he lit the fire and exhaled the smoke that he had inhaled into his lungs that Chu said, "It's normal that you don't remember. After all, that orphanage is just one of the similar welfare institutions you have funded."
Zhang Sheng's expression became more unpredictable. He raised his eyes to look at Chu Tian, and the wrist he was holding suddenly trembled.
"It seems that you still remember." Chu Tian smiled again, and his voice became more gentle: "But I said before, it doesn't matter even if you don't remember, as long as I still remember."
The original exhaustion and loss all disappeared in his heart. Just looking at the other party's expression, Zhang Sheng instantly had many intellectually unrealistic associations in his mind.
But he also had an extremely bad premonition—the cruel things he thought of might actually be true.
After the age of 30, he gradually had some small money, and began to subsidize the orphanage near Xiajiucheng from time to time.As Chu Tian said, he did support many families.
He sometimes went to see them in person, but at that time he hadn't learned to think about his own reputation, and he didn't expect those people to remember him, so he really couldn't remember some of the orphanages he helped.
But there was one family he could never forget.
It was an orphanage run by church foreigners in the early days, and most of the people adopted in it were abandoned babies and orphans, so most of the children were children.Due to the relatively long history, there was basically no one to manage it later, and it barely survived on the minimum subsidy issued by the government.
After learning about the situation there, in addition to donating money and materials, Zhang Sheng visited the children there two or three times.But the reason why he was so impressed with this orphanage was because the orphanage went bankrupt soon after, and I heard that many people died.
At that time, he felt bad for a while when he heard about it, and spent a lot of money to settle and rebuild them, but his strength alone was still very weak, and he couldn't solve any major problems.
It was not until later that I heard that the remaining people in the welfare home were taken over by the government and settled down properly. Because of the fire, the public security and safety issues in Xiajiucheng were paid more attention by the higher authorities. Later, the old city was gradually replaced by the new city. The matter was gradually forgotten by him.
But now that Chu Tian said this, Zhang Sheng's heart couldn't help but tremble violently... because Chu Tian was also born again.
Rebirth means that he has died once before.
that fire...
He was a drowning man, and he knew what it was like to die of suffocation and despair.
Then the person who was burned to death... how much pain should it be?
……
Seeing Zhang Sheng whose pupils trembled and forgot to retract the wrist he was grasping, Chu Tian's heart swayed. His heart, which was calm like a pool of stagnant water before, seemed to be hit by a stone. There was a ripple that was hard to calm down.
He knew that Zhang Sheng had already thought of his identity, or where he came from.
And since the other party will think of it, it means that he may still remember the past events between the two people hidden deep in his heart.
With unprecedented tenderness in Chu Tian's eyes, he clenched the wrist tightly in his palm, and even his voice was soft, as if he wanted to drip water.
He said: "Didn't you ask me what kind of favor I owe you, do you remember now?"
Zhang Sheng still asked uncertainly, "Are you a child in that orphanage?"
"I'm not young anymore." Chu Tian said, "I seemed to be thirteen the year I met you."
With his glamorous identity and magnificent life in this life, he no longer remembers how he survived those days when he was overwhelmed by poverty in his last life.
Only the warmth of the hands and fingers that the old hooligan put in his hair and gently touching his scalp remained in his heart, and he would always remember it.After all, that should be the warmest touch he has ever experienced among all the experiences in this world.
He remembered that he was not tall because of malnutrition at that time, and the old hooligan could easily touch the top of his head.
He remembered that the old hooligan said to him: "I heard that you are the most sensible, obedient and capable kid here? Young man, you should study hard and don't worry too much. If no one will provide for you when you pass the age of compulsory education, uncle will provide for you." you."
These words were like piercing through layers of dark clouds, reaching and instantly illuminating the light in his heart. The feeling of hope suddenly appeared in the confused and lifeless future, which Chutian still remembers vividly.
From the perspective of many years to come, Zhang Sheng's promise to him back then was not just a casual statement.Although, he didn't wait until that time...
"It's you?!" Zhang Sheng was startled.If it wasn't for him being reborn after death, the current scene would probably be the same as in a ghost story, where people who have died come to repay their kindness with obsession.
But Chutian is certainly not a ghost.What surprised Zhang Sheng was that there were so many children in that orphanage, and Chu Tian was the only one he remembered.
Time has passed for a long time, and he no longer remembers the child's appearance and appearance, only remembering that he was 13 years old that year.
What made him still fond of that child was that he heard that there was a child in that orphanage with good grades and good character, but he was unlucky and was abandoned by his parents since he was a child, and then fell into the Tianyou Welfare Institute.
Zhang Sheng has always been a restless person who is willing to fight against the sky and the earth. What he hates most in his life is bad luck.So the two times he went to visit the children in the orphanage, he actually visited that child more.
He felt that the light in that child's eyes was very similar to his youth.
And the second reason why he is so unforgettable that he can think of that child in an instant is that it is said that when the fire started, he carried many young children out of the fire scene, but trapped himself in it Yes, it didn't come out in the end.
Probably because of the things I personally experienced when I was still young, and I can be regarded as someone I know and admire, so every time I think about it, I still feel heartache and regret.
But if that child is not dead... Or, he is still going to a place he has never been to with another identity, experiencing interesting things he has never experienced before...
This may be the biggest surprise he has ever witnessed in this malicious world.
All the vigilance and unhappiness collapsed in Chu Tian's acquiescence, and Zhang Sheng asked excitedly: "So you came here at that time?"
Chu Tian nodded.
When he first became the eldest grandson of the Chu family, he had a lot to learn and adapt to.Affected by previous experiences and education, he worked hard to get his grandfather to notice him from among the many descendants when he first arrived, and it took a long time to gradually wash away the domineering and unreasonable behavior of the former master in the hearts of others. The image of the second generation ancestor.
After many years, he finally won the trust of his grandfather and became the ruler of the Chu family. Until now, in the blink of an eye, he has existed in this world as Chu Tian longer than his previous life.
From a person who has no food in the orphanage and needs to rely on charity to survive, he has become an existence that everyone fears now. He has crossed an unknown number of classes, but just as he did not underestimate himself back then, after success, Chu Tian didn't have any thoughts of arrogance at all.
The energy of wandering on the edge of life and death many times because of poverty in the past and the experience of really dying once made some of his perceptions numb.
He probably rarely thinks about whether he is happy, whether he is happy or not, and just completes the day's work numbly every day, without being proud or discouraged, and many years have passed in this way.
Because for him, the achievements he has achieved are all obtained by working overtime and studying and working day and night. He lives earnestly and hard every day, and has never relaxed or slackened for so many years;
Because every time I feel that it is enough to run here, when he has become an existence beyond the reach of others, I can always think of someone.
A person who, even if his luck is not very good, still insists on persevering, and uses his own moral standards to measure the world...
kind person.
Chu Tian explained his experience roughly in this way, and Zhang Sheng asked him many questions in succession, and Chu Tian answered them one by one.
Zhang Sheng suddenly blamed him and said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier, if you told me earlier..."
"I didn't want to disturb your life before..."
A long time ago, at least when Zhang Sheng hadn't had any accidents, Chu Tian only regarded him as a benchmark for his actions and an example to motivate him to keep moving forward.
It's like being an idol.
He was too busy at that time, coupled with an emotion similar to how shy a fan boy would feel when seeing an idol, in those years he only silently remembered that there was such a person in his heart, and occasionally paid attention to him a little bit, and when the other party had I helped him twice when I couldn't pass the Kaner.
Chu Tian said apologetically, "I've always known about Shengwei before, and I didn't help you because I thought the situation at that time was not a dead end for you. I didn't expect..."
Unexpectedly, Zhang Sheng was killed before the company was saved.
It was also out of guilt and self-blame for not being able to help that he didn't dare to reveal his identity even if he recognized Zhang Sheng later.
Only God and himself knew how Zhang Sheng spent the past few months after learning of Zhang Sheng's death.
So after finding Zhang Sheng again, the idea of "wanting to watch him all the time" has been filling his brain.
But Chu Tian himself did not expect that this kind of emotion that would make him sleepless if he didn't see each other for a day suddenly turned into a day and night longing.
☆、Chapter 88
Although Zhang Sheng seemed quite embarrassed by the sharp drop in Shengwei's stock, it was indeed not a dead end for him.
——As long as the new materials in his hands are available, he will soon be able to absorb a large amount of funds for operation.
Unfortunately, he was only one step away.
Even he didn't expect that he had been in the wind and rain for so long. When he was young, he saw the sky fighting and nothing happened. In the end, he was forced to jump off the dam and died.
So no matter what, his life and death had nothing to do with Chutian.
After all, it was the junior who was touched by him on the head when he was a child. At this time, Chu Tian in Zhang Sheng's eyes changed again.
He comforted him and said: "You don't need to feel guilty at all." As he spoke, he suddenly smiled again: "When you were... I don't know where I am happy."
Chu Tian had long been used to his indecency, and said, "That's different."
Zhang Sheng couldn't be blamed for the fire in the orphanage back then, but Zhang Sheng's accident was indeed the reason why he waited and watched for too long and miscalculated.
If he had had a little sense of crisis at that time, or if he could have thrown away the shyness that was not much left in his bones earlier, and walked in front of Zhang Sheng...
Then he can come to him earlier, get to know him, be familiar with him, and then...
"It's really funny to talk about it." Although they have all experienced some very bad things, it is God's will to be able to reunite here in their current capacity.Zhang Sheng couldn't help laughing and said, "You said you've been following me, but you didn't know that I was following you too, hahaha! This is so funny!"
Chu Tian's eyes darkened, "It's my fault."
Not only was he wrong, he missed a lot.Before his feelings for Zhang Sheng deteriorated, this person had always been like a lighthouse standing in the distance to him.He knew that there was such a warm existence in this world. As for the shape of this lighthouse and the patterns carved on it, he didn't pay too much attention to it.
After all, in his cognition, if he has the time and energy to secretly investigate and watch others, it is better to improve himself and move to a position where he can stand shoulder to shoulder with them and keep pace with them.
"Hey, where are you thinking again? That's not what I meant." Zhang Sheng said, "If it were me...well, I think I would be like you."
Thinking about it a little bit, he is no longer the identity he used to be, and he wouldn't sneak up in front of his idol to show his presence.
Not only did Zhang Sheng not feel that Mr. Chu had done anything wrong, but he also felt that it was quite upright that he did not investigate him secretly.
Just as I have always known.
No wonder he used to think that some of Chutian's behaviors in the mall were very similar to his own.But it turned out that the two people always used each other as the benchmark when doing things.
——Where can I find this fate.
Just realizing this, Zhang Sheng couldn't help but feel how wonderful the world is.
"Okay, okay." He said three good words in a row, and the thin figure in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows trembled with laughter. Chu Tian helplessly pressed out the cigarette in his hand, and pulled out the cigarette butt from Zhang Sheng's hand. Pressing off, he grabbed both of his wrists, and then tried his best to return to the topic: "So what do you think? Give me an answer."
Zhang Sheng didn't respond: "What's the matter?"
Chu Tian simply replied, "I like you, what do you think?"
The imprisoned old hooligan suddenly froze and stopped laughing.
He then lowered his eyes and thought for a while, and it seemed that he really thought about it for a while, and finally raised his eyes slowly, and said to Chu Tian, "This is not allowed."
"Why?" Chu Tian asked, but he didn't feel any disappointment.He wasn't surprised that the old rascal didn't agree.
It was after Zhang Sheng's accident that he began to learn about this person's past.It's strange, he knew intellectually that the death of the old hooligan had nothing to do with him, but he just couldn't let it go, even if he was so busy working during the day, when he dreamed back at midnight, he would feel deeply regretful and unable to restrain himself Woke up with heartache.
Under such circumstances, collecting and learning about Zhang Sheng's past events somehow became a kind of comfort.
But Zhang Sheng didn't like other people investigating him, so he kept the matter vague, and Chu Tian didn't dare to bring it up again.But this didn't delay me judging the old rascal's preferences, temper and character through those his past.
So Chu Tian never expected Zhang Sheng to agree to him at all.
Although it was already expected, Chu Tian tried his best to show his heartbroken side, asking: "Why?"
Zhang Sheng said: "There are too many reasons. If you want, I can give you seventeen or eight points."
Chu Tian said, "Give me an example."
There are too many examples.
For example, Chutian's family and identity, his own identity and background.Based on these reasons, you don't even need to think about whether you like it or not. Just thinking about these prerequisites, Zhang Sheng already knows that there must be no relationship between the two of them.
But Chu Tian insisted, Zhang Sheng still said: "For example, you are such an adult, you can't hang out with me all the time in the future, can you? Anyway, we will be separated. I am old and don't want to make trouble."
Chu Tian frowned again. Although he knew that Zhang Sheng would find a lot of reasons to prevaricate him, he still couldn't help feeling upset when he said that.
Only when he held his wrist tightly in his hand did he feel a little more at ease, and he said: "Who told you that we would be separated? I have been delaying this confession to you for so long, so naturally it has been arranged long ago." Everything, do you think I'm doing this on a whim?"
"..." He had never been confessed so enthusiastically by a man who was taller and stronger than him. Zhang Sheng felt that his old bones couldn't take it anymore.
But ever since he learned of Chu Tian's true identity, perhaps because of his pity for his background, he couldn't bear to hurt him too much.
Zhang Sheng said helplessly: "Then think about it, what do you like about me? ... Or, do you like the me who helped you, or the young and good-looking me now?"
Chu Tian paused slightly, and Zhang Sheng continued to say: "You probably won't like me in the past. As for this...man's bad behaviors can be covered up by just a good appearance, so you look at me now. I am actually not a good person, and I am not worthy of your liking..."
…Speaking of it later, Chu Tian's expression was so gloomy that he was about to drip water, and Zhang Sheng couldn't bear to continue talking.
But what he said was true.
No one likes the real self under this skin.
He just didn't want Chutian to be deceived.
Although the realization that "no one would like him" made his heart feel empty and a little lonely.But this feeling of disappointment was quickly overshadowed by the thought that he didn't want Chutian to go astray because he didn't investigate for a while, so fast that Zhang Sheng didn't even notice it.
However, after quietly waiting for him to finish speaking, Chu Tian finally said, "I like the original you."
"Pfft..." Zhang Sheng laughed, but the atmosphere was still a little stiff.
Chu Tian suddenly said, "How good-looking do you think you are?"
"what?"
Chutian's expression was still serious, but his tone was more ups and downs than before. He said, "What kind of person have I never seen? If I didn't know that you were that old hooligan, you thought I would take a second look at you." ?”
"...What?!" After hearing this, Zhang Sheng was so shocked that his eyes almost fell out!
Old hooligans or something... After the two of them talked, did Mr. Xiao Chu reveal his true colors?
Although, there seems to be nothing wrong with what Chu Tian said.
After all, when the two of them formally met for the first time, he was so lazy, should Mr. Chu push him out or should he be pushed out?
But it's still not the same.
Zhang Sheng tried to reason and said: "You know that it is one thing for me to be the old Zhang Sheng, and it is understandable to want to repay the kindness, but gratitude and liking...he is not the same thing! You will definitely like me or suffer affected the way I am now."
"Think about it, if you are facing me...an old man who is old and ugly, can you still be hard?"
Without thinking about it, Chu Tian said directly, "Yes."
"As long as it's you, it can be anything."
"..." Zhang Sheng really wanted to ask if sows are okay, but after thinking about it, it was really not nutritious.So he simply said to Chu Tian: "Since the two of us still have a relationship before, I will treat you as my younger brother like Xiaorong and the others."
As he spoke, he withdrew his two hands held by Chu Tian: "Go to bed early, brother."
Chu Tian didn't stop him from withdrawing his hand, but pulled him back when Zhang Sheng walked away, "Do you like me?"
"...Is it over?!" He didn't get angry, but he obviously didn't want to continue to entangle with Chutian.
Chu Tian insisted on asking: "Do you like me? Putting aside those unfounded reasons, I just want to know if you like me?"
"I don't like it, I like wool!" Zhang Sheng waved his hands irritably.
Chu Tian pursed his lips. Not only did he still hold him tightly, but he also pushed him to the French window at the back, then leaned over, and without any warning, he lowered his head and smoothly pressed his lips against Zhang Sheng's. On the lips, kissed him.
Zhang Sheng with wide-eyed and confused face: "..."
Afraid that the old rascal would really be unhappy, Chu Tian didn't dare to stay longer, so he kissed him superficially and said, "Do you like it?"
Zhang Sheng: "You are..."
"You can take me for a hooligan."
Zhang Sheng pushed him away again: "Okay, stop making trouble."
"Try with me," Chutian said persistently, "I'm very skilled."
Zhang Sheng: "If you continue like this, I will move out tomorrow."
Chu Tian said: "Where do you think I will not find you?"
Zhang Sheng, who couldn't think of an answer for the time being, said, "...don't make trouble, I'm sleepy."
Zhang Sheng really didn't have the strength to argue with him anymore, this time he finally walked out of the distance that Xiao Chu could reach him with a stretch of his arms, but he heard Chu Tian say: "It doesn't matter if you don't accept me, but don't stop me from pursuing you .”
"...I can no longer accept the fact that I lost you once more."
☆、Chapter 89
After putting the two children Linlin and Keke to sleep, Zhang Sheng dragged his tired body back to his room. He was obviously very tired, but now he couldn't fall asleep again.
His mind is now in a mess, he is a little excited, but also very upset.
Excitement is that the child he felt sorry for back then is still alive, and has grown into an existence that even he has to look up to.
The trouble is that this person is no longer the kid who can let himself scratch his head.Not only did he become taller than himself, but he even thought about that about himself...
In Zhang Sheng's mind, impossible is impossible, and there is no need or room for consideration of this matter.
But he didn't want to hurt Chu Tian's heart by sternly rejecting him at this time.
Especially when the other party said in that tone that he couldn't lose him anymore.
——The voice that implied sighs, remorse, and pain was so sincere that it was shocking.
With a groan, Zhang Sheng turned over in pain, telling himself that he didn't need to think too much.
Hearing the news of his death suddenly, it is normal for Xiao Chu to feel an excessive attachment in his heart. This is probably caused by guilt and self-blame in his heart.It will be fine to let go of this obsession after a while, and there is no need for me to be disturbed by this incident at all.
He doesn't have the time in the United States to think about these things.Just filming well takes up most of his energy, and he really can't worry about these personal problems.
After thinking about it like this, he began to order himself not to think about it any more, and to go to sleep now.
So he naturally thought of his daughter, and couldn't help but feel sweet.His consciousness gradually became less clear, and he lay down for a while before falling asleep.
When Zhang Sheng woke up the next morning, Chu Tian was having breakfast with Lin Lin and Ke Ke.
Today's breakfast is a Western-style meal. There are hearty foods such as whole wheat bread, bacon, fried eggs, and fruit salad on the delicate plate.Maybe Chutian didn't sleep well yesterday, so he drank black coffee.When Zhang Sheng walked to the dining room after washing, he saw Chu Tian wearing off-white home clothes, sitting at the dining table with his long legs crossed, reading a newspaper.
Chutian has the habit of reading newspapers in the morning, and Zhang Sheng discovered it a few days ago.
Even if there is no newspaper delivery in the place where they live now, whenever Chutian stays here, there will be an assistant to deliver the new newspaper and materials of the day early the next morning.
Zhang Sheng didn't understand this before.
After all, now that the Internet and mobile phones are so developed to spread information, it is more convenient to know any news than newspapers. Even if he doesn't read newspapers and instead reads news on the Internet, Mr. Chu's behavior is a bit out of step with the times.
He also asked Chu Tian curiously before, and at that time Mr. Chu's explanation was: "The amount is too large, some are real and some are fake, I don't have time to check. It's better to read the newspaper."
But now combined with Mr. Xiao Chu's experience all the time, Zhang Sheng feels that his eighth achievement is due to getting used to it.
After going through so many things, Chu Tian must have matured much more precociously than others.He started to learn how to make decisions more than ten years ago. Even if his real age is not very old, his thinking can be regarded as an out-and-out antique.
... No wonder he is more rigid than himself.
Just as he was thinking like this, Chu Tian raised his head and said as if nothing happened last night: "Are you up? Come over for dinner, you have to go to filming later."
"Oh." Zhang Sheng was stunned for a moment, then walked to the dining table and sat down.
As soon as he sat down, Chu Tian put several breakfasts in different styles in front of him, and asked very considerately, "What do you want to drink?"
"... Soya milk?"
Probably didn't think there was anything wrong with Zhang Sheng's matching at all. After he finished speaking, Chu Tian put one of his long legs up, stood up and walked towards the kitchen.
Zhang Sheng: "..."
At this time, the two children sitting side by side opposite him greeted him at the same time, and then touched the peanut butter and jelly on their slices of bread with themselves.
It should be that Chu Jueke seldom did it by herself, even her face was covered with purple blueberry jam, and Youyou evenly spread the jam evenly with her small mouth tightly pressed together without knowing it.
On the contrary, Zhang Ailin has always behaved well. Although she seems to like the game of drawing flowers on the slice of bread with various jams, she smears and eats a little by herself, and her movements are quite elegant.
Zhang Sheng couldn't stand it any longer. He wiped Chu Jueke's face clean with a napkin, and then said, "Eat well, don't just play. And don't waste food, eat what you paint yourself."
Chu Jueke looked at the slices of bread that had been colorfully painted by herself, and then stared at Zhang Sheng for a while, probably because he felt that he couldn't eat so many slices of bread, or maybe he only liked to paint and didn't like to eat, in short Under Zhang Sheng's gaze, he suddenly twisted his body, feeling embarrassed.
"Remember not to harm food in the future, it's called waste, do you understand?" Zhang Sheng stretched out his hand to touch Xiao Keke's big head.
"Oh." Chu Jueke has a good personality and is not afraid of him. He humbly admits his mistake after hearing him say that.
Taking the dinner plate in front of Chu Jueke in front of him, leaving him only a small piece of bread, Zhang Sheng said again: "This time uncle helped you solve most of the problem, how can you thank uncle?"
The child immediately smiled and showed his teeth: "Thank you uncle!"
If you ask why, just say thank you or something... Why does the bear have the sense of sight of his uncle at such a young age?
At this time, Zhang Ailin had already made a sandwich with toast, fried eggs, bacon and vegetables, and handed it to Xiao Ke.
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Expedition to Europe
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Trickster Hunter
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