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Later I learned the whole truth.

Ann had already suffered from depression many years ago, and it was already very serious when she met me.In the two years between our meeting again, she went abroad for treatment.

Ann has improved a lot, but how can the depression be cured.Her family didn't know about An's illness, and they always forced her to get married on a blind date.

An's family has a very strict family style, so how could they allow An to procrastinate on not getting married, which would damage their family's reputation.

It's just that no one thought that Ann would meet me and fall in love with a woman like me.

I also don't understand why Ann likes me.

Ann's family was very angry when they found out, how could they allow Ann to fall in love with a woman.

Ann kept it a secret, her family only knew that Ann was with a woman named Jane, but they never knew my identity or what I looked like.

She protected me until she died, and deleted all the information related to me from the phone, but the technology of the police station is better.

So they, who couldn't allow An to like me, forced An to get married, found a man of the right family, and asked them to be together.

Ann doesn't want to, she doesn't want to marry someone she doesn't love, that fool, she doesn't want to die.

An has no way to disobey her parents, and she is so kind to her parents.But they were the ones who forced Ann to be like this. I don't think Ann's depression can be separated from them.

That fool, he didn't tell me anything, he just endured all this silently, tried his best to escape from all this, and temporarily forgot everything, just to stay with me for a moment.

Then there is the final meeting.The last side of her alive.

There is no such a person anymore, who can't feel her breath, can't feel her temperature, and can't hear her voice anymore.His voice and smile are all gone.

Nor can I appear at her funeral in any capacity.

Not two days after that day at the police station, Ann's mother approached me at the coffee shop where I met Ann.

I don't know how she came to know this place, whether it was by chance or specially, for me, I don't care about these anymore.

I don't want to see her, because when I see her, I will recall why Ann died, and I can't help but start hating, hating her, hating us who forced Ann to death, hating myself.

But this is Ann's choice.

This is a fact that I can't change even if I hate anyone. Whenever I think about it, I feel a dull pain again.

But I still went to see her, there was no reason, I just felt that I should see her.

She was no longer screaming like the last time we met, she just ordered a cup of coffee and sat by the window.

Presumably, Laian's eyebrows and eyes are inherited from her mother. She sat there quietly, as if overlapping with the figure in her memory.

I walked over and sat across from her.

"You're here." She lightly raised her eyes and looked at me, completely different from the last time we met.

"Yeah." I simply answered her.

But I didn't really want to look at her either, and turned my head out of the window.

She was silent for a long time, and finally said: "Sorry for doing that last time, I shouldn't have hurt you, but I don't think I made a mistake."

She didn't stop, and then said: "I asked you out today, I just want you not to show up at Ann's funeral."

I don't know how to answer her, I just feel sad and ridiculous. I really wish that Ann never came back and stayed in a free country.

"Let me send her the last ride, don't you want to?" I looked down at the green tea I ordered.

"I hope you understand that you are not Ann's, and our family will never admit it. I don't want you to appear at the funeral. Whether you like Ann or you were together, I will not admit it, nor will you I hope that An will bear such a shame even after she dies, right?"

Hearing her words, I laughed, I didn't intend to refute her, just told her: "I like her, she likes me, we have never done anything wrong, let alone the shame you said, Madam should have read books better than me Duo, which book says that liking someone is a crime?"

I like her, what's wrong?

Her face changed, probably because no one had ever said such a thing in front of her, let alone the "sinner" who killed her daughter.

"False! It's not wrong for two women to like each other? It's not a crime to like a person, but isn't it a crime to like the same sex?"

She is very excited.

So what if I just like the same sex, regardless of gender, I just fell in love with someone.

"No." I answered her bluntly.

"I like Ann, not because of her gender. We don't know anything except each other's name and phone number. I just like this person. I'm lucky that she also likes me, and Ann won't think it's a sin."

"We don't need anyone to admit. What does the relationship between me and her have to do with others? I just need to know that we are in love. I won't go to your funeral, but you can't deprive me of my future. Go see her right, she doesn't want to see that scene for the second time, I don't want her to be so sad when she dies."

I feel tired after talking so much in one breath.An's mother's complexion suddenly went down. An and I are in love, and this is something she can never change.

She is also a mother who lost her child.

I said goodbye, took a look out the window, and turned to leave.

Because there is nothing more to say, and I have finished all I want to say.In fact, she understands everything, doesn't she? What drove Ann to death? She dare not admit it, so I can't say.

Ann is so gentle, how could she be willing to hurt her mother? I don't want her to be sad, so I won't say anything.

There is nothing wrong with us being in love.

The author has something to say:

Hope you understand,

I feel like I didn't write very clearly.

Ann's parents forced her to death

The reason half of them commit suicide

So Jane would say that, both she and Ann's mother knew

It's just that she can't say it, Ann's mother dare not admit it