Come to extraordinary times

After the qualifying match in the school is over, the next match is the selection match for the Qingtian representative team, which still has to wait for the selection of personnel from various colleges and universities across the country. Each college has five people from each of the high, middle and junior levels, and then goes to the Caesars Academy of Magic and Martial Arts The final selection.The time is set in a month.

After three days of competition, I returned to Jingde Palace very tired.In the past three days, because I had to practice with Xipu, I fell asleep every time I returned to the palace. The washing and washing were all done by my father, and he was very gentlemanly and did not pick me out, but I think this has nothing to do with our relationship. related to the psychological Cold War.

Tomorrow will finally be a day of rest, and the top 20 students in the school qualifying competition can rest for two days.I returned to Jingde Palace with my tired body, where my father was already waiting.Just like the previous two nights, my father just looked at me with his affectionate eyes and didn't speak.

There was a 'grunt' sound from my stomach, it seemed that I was really a little hungry.But I was so tired that I really didn't want to move.The emperor seemed to see my thoughts, he hugged me, sat on his lap, picked up some digestible vegetables, and fed them into my mouth, I half-closed my eyes, enjoying the service of the emperor .

Feeling a little full, I closed my eyes and leaned my head on Father's shoulder.

"Xiao Yi, don't sleep yet, take a shower before going to bed." Father's voice sounded in my ears, I barely opened my eyes, glanced at Father, and closed them again.Hearing my father sigh slightly, he picked me up and sat on the sofa in the main hall.

A court lady brought tea, "Xiao Yi, open your mouth and take a sip of tea." The royal father's familiar voice.

I felt the coldness of the cup against my lips, so I opened my mouth and took a sip.Maybe I was a little thirsty, so I took a big sip, but the cup left my lips before I finished it.My head followed the cup and moved forward a little bit. The cup had already left my mouth, but the water was still in motion. I felt water flowing out of my mouth, and then a warm lip came over. Is it Father?

I opened my eyes, and the magnified face of my father was right in front of me, and I closed my eyes again.The cold war with the father will last for a month. Although the father and I sleep together on the same bed every day and talk occasionally, we have never kissed or anything like that.To be honest, I also miss Father's kiss, in fact, what I miss is the intimacy with Father.

After the royal father kissed me, I really woke up.Father bowed his head and kissed my lips again, and carried me into the bathroom.I regained my intimacy with my father, and I leaned in my father's arms, as if I had regained the whole world.

"Xiaoyi, I have thought clearly these days." Father Huang said to me while taking off my clothes in the bathroom.

"Huh?" I raised my head and looked at my father, who stared at me with burning eyes.

"Father, I have thought a lot these days." I smiled at Father, "However, you should talk about it first."

"Fool!" Father rubbed my hair, "Father hurt Xiaoyi's heart a lot, didn't he?"

"Father..." I hesitated to speak.

"Xiaoyi, father knows that father is often not firm enough, he hesitates a lot in doing things, thinks too much, but in the end he hurts the person I value most." Father picked up a stick of water and drenched my hair, took I bought some saponins and washed my hair, "Father treats your mother, concubine and Xiaoba always thinking that he is thinking of you, but he has never really thought of you."

"No, Father." I stopped Father's words, I knew what he wanted to say, "You did the right thing, in this world, the more brothers and sisters, the better, unlike my previous life, because I was an only child, I always don’t want others to share the little bit of family affection I have left, or, it’s the family affection that I deceive myself and others don’t exist at all.”

"What? Last life?" Father's eyes were full of shock.

I don't know why I said this at this time, but I just think it's a good opportunity. My father and I have come to this point. In fact, in many cases, he doesn't know me. All he knows is me. In this life, so many characters, he can't guess me at all.As a result, the gap between us is getting deeper and deeper, and communication is becoming more and more difficult.He tried his best to understand me, but he grasped the wrong root, how could he understand me?This has increasingly caused us to hurt each other more and more.

"Father, I understand the wandering in your heart. I used to make everyone unhappy because of my desire for monopoly, but you can't understand where my desire for monopoly comes from. Because it's too complicated, and I can't grasp it. Check your mind, I don't know what you think about this, maybe this is the end between us, so I never dared to tell you. But now, I think, I am willing to take a gamble, because if I don't bet on this Once we do, we will go farther and farther." I smiled wryly and said slowly.

Father's hand that was washing my hair paused for a moment, but he still rubbed it unconsciously, "Xiao Yi, no matter what time it is, I will never let go of your hand."

"Your father, listen to it first." I said lightly, who knows if my father can accept such a strange thing, and the most fearful thing is whether my father will think that I am not his son at all, and I will not accept it. Or will the father think that my existence killed his son's soul?I can't predict these things, but when I get to this point, I will bravely say that no matter what the ending is, I am willing to accept it.

"Father, in fact, I was born with the memory of my previous life." I said, "When I was born, I was already sensible. I don't know how I was reincarnated into this world, but in fact, the one in my previous life There are too many differences between the world and this world. It is a world of technology, without magic, without vindictiveness, but people can create foreign objects and use them to achieve many things that people are amazed by now, such as flying in the sky and flying in the sea Walking. In my previous life, I was just an ordinary person. I couldn’t be more ordinary. I didn’t have any skills or force. In that world, I was called an otaku.”

I smiled wryly again, maybe with a little nostalgia, "I spent most of my life sitting in front of a computer. There is something called the Internet in the computer. We can rely on it to know all the news and works written by others in the world. I I have read a lot of novels, and there are also novels describing the world like ours. They call this world a different world. I don’t know why the people there know the existence of this kind of world, but there are too many unknowns in the world, and we don’t need to deliberately Go after every answer to it."

"In my previous life, I didn't have a good life. I'm not the only reason for my personality. It's because my parents didn't love me. I was the only child of my parents at that time. Understand why I am their only child, they will not love me? They provide me with food, housing, use, and let me go to school, but they never give me a smile. They will ask me to achieve Some of the highest goals, such as I must take the No.1 exam in my studies, I must finish my different meals within 10 minutes, I must return home within 30 minutes after school every day, and I must never leave home on weekends.”

I could meet some of these requirements, and some I couldn't, so they beat me, locked me up, and didn't let me eat.But I still long for their love for me, longing for them to treat me better.I always comfort myself in my heart that I am their only child and they did this because they love me. "

"Until one day, I came home halfway through school with a stomachache, and heard their conversation." I took a deep breath, "It turned out that their excellent child died long ago, and I was just adopted by them. Give me the same name as him, ask me to be as good as him, it seems that in this way, they can deceive themselves that their children are still alive, but every time they see my appearance, they can't help but hate me."

"I was desperate. I never took their requests seriously again, and I never begged for their love. I lived in a muddle until I died in a car accident."

"Little Yi..." My father had already stopped washing my hair, my hair was covered with soap locust foam, but my father didn't mind, he still held me tightly in his arms from behind me .

"As soon as I woke up, I found that I existed in a woman's placenta. I didn't even know if I was reincarnated or occupied your child's body." Afraid, "Until I'm born, you'll know what happens after that."

"Xiaoyi," the royal father said with pity in his tone, he could feel my trembling.

"I don't need you to pity me," I turned to look at him with tears on my face, "Do you know that I might not be your child at all, but the murderer who killed your child?"

"No, Xiaoyi," my father held my face and kissed away my tears, "You are my child. In this world, no one knows when a child became conscious, and no one knows what the soul is like. This kind of existence, and you exist in this body, you are my child, the person I love most in the sky."

"Father..." I cried loudly, as if I wanted to release my years of depression, to release the burden I had carried for so many years, to release the more my father loves me, but I am getting more and more anxious and afraid.

"Baby," my father put his arms around me and patted my back lightly, "It turns out that you have had so many fears in your heart that you can't let go of over the years, it's my father's fault, and it's because I didn't trust you enough. "

"No, father, it's not..." I murmured.

"Baby, I always say, why are you so special, why do you always give me the same feeling, why do I fall in love with a child who is so much younger than me, even this person is my own son, these are all Once gave me confusion, but at this moment, your story has given me the answer." Father Huang stroked my back, but his tone was filled with relief, "Baby, it turns out that you are more special than I imagined. The real destined person. You believe in the father, the father loves you, from the moment he saw you, he recognized you, only you, Xiaoyi, not anyone else. There can be no other someone to replace you."

"Father." I looked at Father with bewildered eyes.

Father lowered his head and kissed my lips, "Xiaoyi, I was not firm enough to give you enough trust before, but now, I understand that sometimes only by being decisive with others can you make the one you love No one will be hurt. Xiao Yi, please trust your father one more time and wait and see, okay?"

I looked into my father's dark blue eyes and nodded.I am learning to grow, and my father is also growing. In the process of growing up, people will slowly change. I still believe that we can do better and better.