Come to extraordinary times

I left Guanghua Palace, walked around in the Imperial Garden, and returned to Jingde Palace. As soon as I entered, I was hugged by my father rushing over.

"Xiao Yi." Father hugged me, "I'm sorry!"

"Father has nothing to apologize to me." I didn't look into his eyes, looked forward over his shoulder, without focus, and said flatly.

"Baby." Father hugged me a little distressed, and walked into the bedroom, "It's Father's fault, I'm too busy these days."

"It's okay." I hugged Father's neck wearily, and leaned my head on his shoulder, "Father's birthday is coming, it's normal for Father to be busy."

"Xiaoyi," my father put me on the bed, bowed his head and kissed my lips with pity, "Xiaoyi, I know there is a big knot between us that has not been untied, let's make it clear tonight Bar."

I was a little surprised and looked up at my father, his sky-like blue eyes were serious and determined.

"What do you want to say?" I also think it's better to say it clearly. Love happens between father and son. It's a good choice for us to love each other. If you give up because of something unclear, then it's okay. No one will be reconciled.

"Xiaoyi, as I said, in my heart, you will always be the only one, and no one can replace you." The royal father looked into my eyes, as if he made a serious promise.

"But there are still many things in my father's heart, and a lot of people are involved in those things." I replied a little weakly, "There are still countries, children, and even your concubine in your father's world. The lover you once had." The more I said, the lower my tone was, yes, what am I?

"Is this what Xiaoyi is worried about?" Father's eyes were shining brightly, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

I am so sad, what is he doing like this?I don't even want to see him like this.I crawled to the edge of the bed, trying to get out of the bedroom.

"Baby!" Father hurriedly stretched out his hand and pulled me over, hugged me tightly, I struggled, but was pushed down on the bed by Father, staring at my eyes, the shining light in those eyes, Like sucking me into his soul.

"Baby. You finally said it." Father bowed his head and kissed my forehead, "You're jealous!"

"I...," I was also a little speechless, I have never been self-willed in front of my father, I have always tolerated him in my own way, until now, when I look at their family of three, I feel a little unbearable.

"Baby, I'm actually very happy." Father did not press down, but buried his head in my shoulder, "All these years, you have never been jealous in front of me, sometimes I even think you don't care. Especially Xiao Ba was born, although I am no longer willing to approach your concubine mother, I thought it was because you loved your concubine mother more and thought you cared too much about your concubine mother, so I couldn't accept that your concubine mother had another child 'betray'."

"What?" I was dumbfounded, my father thought I was just angry with my mother and concubine?It is impossible for the father not to know that we have talked about this matter before, "I, I told you before, and you also expressed your feelings for us because of this matter, didn't you?"

"Yes, at first I thought it was because of my 'betrayal'. We just confessed our love at that time, and Xiaoba was born. And before that, I have been hiding it from you." The eyes of the royal father flickered I'm sorry, "but you kept saying that my position with your concubine was not wrong, so that I thought you didn't care about it, and the source of your unhappiness was because of your concubine. At that time, I even Jealousy, I'm jealous that your concubine mother has only taken you for a year, but you have such deep feelings for her, so I started pampering Concubine Han as much as possible, I thought you would be happier this way."

"Heh..." I smiled helplessly and shook my head.

"Little Yi," my father sat up, and still pulled me up and hugged me in his arms like a doll, "My father doesn't care about others, I don't care about those concubines, except for you, my father doesn't care about those children either." , even Jiangshan is nothing to me. Only you are the only one for my father."

I raised my head to look at my father, but still didn't speak.

"Little Yi," Father leaned down and kissed my lips, "Do you think Father is too weak?"

"No, father has his own position." I forced a smile.

"Xiao Yi, father knows that you are really sad this time." Father also smiled helplessly, "Actually, those positions are nothing in my eyes. I have learned how to be a king since I was a child. I have experienced too much. There are many, but too much sharpness has been worn away, and there are too many considerations when considering issues. Ministers, concubines, and the entire country, I will be the first to consider these when I do anything."

"A few years ago, I spoiled you and treated you as my only family member. I blocked all dangers and fears for you. I only hoped that I could be your only one and your reliance. But as you grow older, you start to You are sensible, and you are extraordinary, so I realized that maybe Xiao Yi is not Xiao Yi of the emperor himself. So I let you go, let you go, let you try, let you have your own circle, and let you have your own circle. My friend. But at the same time, my father is always in the fear of losing you, I am afraid that the more you come into contact with, the easier it is to lose you."

"I thought you loved your concubine mother, so I tried my best to make her live in the palace with respect. As long as I thought it was something you might or might care about, I would do it for you. In the past few years, your The talent in magic and potion is so good, I will try my best not to disturb you, let you grow, make you better and stronger. But Xiao Yi, the only thing my father doesn’t want is your misunderstanding.”

"Misunderstanding?" I looked at him suspiciously. At this moment, I realized how possessive I was for my father, "I know that my father has been alone in the past few years, and I didn't go to anyone else, but after all, you have Concubine, if others will come to you, it is normal for you to chat with them, as long as you are the emperor, this is unavoidable."

"So I'm considering abdicating." Father Huang immediately said.

"What?" I raised my head in astonishment, what did my father say, abdicate?How old is he?For the age of more than 200 years in this world, not to mention the father's dual cultivation of magic and martial arts, it is not a problem for him to live to 500 years old, and he wants to abdicate when he is only in his 40s?

"Xiaoyi, I know you don't like it. But you will never feel at ease if I am on this throne for a day. So I am willing to abdicate and give up the throne to someone else. Originally, Xiaoliu still had considerations, but I can't wait for that day So now I will train your elder brother. Xiao Yi, as long as you give me a few more years, I will only accompany you with peace of mind, okay?"

"No—" I was shocked by my father's words, "I don't need my father to make sacrifices for me."

"Xiao Yi," my father's hand slid across my cheek, with crystals on his fingers, when did I cry? "It's not a sacrifice, it's my persistence. I'm afraid you don't want me anymore. When you grow up slowly, you will go to graduate to practice or go out into the world. When will I see you once? Will you forget all about it?" Me? I'm afraid, I've been worrying about this in my heart."

Father's words sounded softly in my ears, but I felt it was the sound of thunder, shaking my heart. Did father also live in this kind of fear?Is it like my fear of losing my father?

"The look in your eyes when you saw your concubine mother and Xiao Ba in Guanghua Palace today gave me this feeling that I'm going to lose you." The emperor hugged me tightly, as if wanting me to melt into him "That look contained disappointment and pain, and only then did I realize that you are always blaming me, right?"

"No." I replied, only to realize that it was a crying voice, shaking weakly in the air with a slight trill.

"Yes, Xiaoyi, you are blaming me." Father bowed his head and kissed away my tears, "I even feel hatred. Xiaoyi, you never said that your performance, your empathy, sometimes only It hurts the most."

"I, I..." I looked at him a little resentfully, I kept persuading myself to forgive you, not to blame you, but to understand you, but you said I hurt others.

"Xiaoyi, don't get excited." The father's voice was comforting, "I know what you mean, but what I said hurts others, and you hurt yourself. You act as if you are persuading yourself to forgive everything and love me. To understand me, but one day, when you can't lie to yourself, you will definitely hurt the most, and then walk away without saying anything."

I opened my mouth wide and looked at my father, maybe he really hit my mind.

"Baby, it will be irreversible at that time. At that time, you will collapse, and I, who can't find you, will also collapse." Father Huang rubbed my hair and looked at me seriously, with a smile on the corner of his mouth. , but extremely bitter.

"Then what's wrong with me?" I finally couldn't help it, "I'm only eight years old, but I love you with all my love, and what about you? You love not only me, but also Too much occupying your heart, you are hiding the things about Xiaoba from me, but what does his existence mean to me?"

"Xiaoyi, my little Yi, you finally said it." The emperor reached out his hand to wipe the tears on my face, but the tears seemed to flow out, wet my face, and wet his Ruyu. like fingers.

"I don't need you to abdicate to fulfill me, it doesn't make me any happier." I continued to say what I wanted to say, "I just want to make sure of your love for me, the only love! The only thing I gave , if you really care about me, you have to pay back my one and only, if you can't pay back, then I don't want anything!"

"Yes, Xiaoyi, you are my one and only, this is my promise, my eternal promise." The father spoke, with his affection, his seriousness, his expectation and eternity.