Come to extraordinary times

Maybe fate is always unwilling to let you go so smoothly. I was still excited about what Grandpa Fatif said, and when I was excited about confirming my pursuit and goal, a pot of cold water poured down, and I heard a piece of news: Mother Concubine He gave birth to the eighth prince for his father!

I don't know what it feels like in my heart.I don't know about the news of the mother's concubine's pregnancy. The child couldn't have jumped down from the sky suddenly. No wonder my father said half a year ago that the mother's concubine was going to visit relatives at the grandfather's house, but he never came back.I have asked the mother and concubine about the news, the father always said that the grandmother was reluctant to part with the mother and concubine, and asked the mother and concubine to stay at home for a while.Unexpectedly, she has already returned and hid in Guanghan Palace to give birth.

I can understand that they gave birth to my eighth brother without telling me. The mother and concubine may be afraid that I will feel uncomfortable, but the father just can't let me know.

I know that my father often goes to the harem to pamper his concubine and satisfy his desires.He's a man, I can understand that, and I never go to anything about it with him.

However, this mother and concubine gave birth to a child, which made me feel unprepared. Not only because of the appearance of my younger brother, it made me feel uncomfortable when my inexplicable maternal love was shared, but also made me realize that I may be caught at any time. Instead, more importantly, his appearance made me feel more clearly that my love is not pure: I share a man with my concubine emotionally, and a man who is my father.Thinking about it makes me feel out of breath.

The eighth prince has appeared, and there may be nine princes and ten princesses in the future, what should I do?Am I just going to share a man with a whole harem?A man who is my father?

My love is not pure at all, does the emperor really love me?

Can he love me and enjoy his harem at the same time?

I hugged myself and sat in the magic practice room.

When I was in a bad mood last time, I sat here too.The magic practice room makes me feel that this is my place, this place is set up for me, it is engraved with a strong taste of me, it will not be like the bedroom, it is a place where the father has a stronger sense of presence.

"Xiaoyi." I heard the voice, raised my head slowly, and saw my father squatting in front of me, calling me cautiously.

I know, I collapsed here last time, is he afraid that I will collapse again?No, I'm much stronger now, and I won't let myself be completely world-weary like last time.

"Xiaoyi, I'm sorry." Seeing that I won't be completely unresponsive like last time, my father heaved a sigh of relief, and pulled me into his arms.

"Father, you don't need to say this, you are all right." I looked at Father and said calmly.

"Xiao Yi, don't be like this." There was pain in the father's eyes.

I don't know why Father is suffering, shouldn't it be me who should suffer?

I reached out to touch Father's eyes, "Father, you should be happy. You have another prince, and Mother Concubine has also strengthened her position. She loves you so much, and it is always worthwhile to have a son for you." Happy. And I also have a younger brother. Isn't this a happy event?"

"Xiao Yi..." My father called my name helplessly.

"Father, do you really love me?" I looked into Father's eyes and asked carefully.

"Of course, my little Yi, of course Father loves you." Father hugged me tightly.

"But why does my heart feel so uncomfortable when you love me?" I pressed my hand on the position of my heart, feeling it throbbing and throbbing.

"Xiaoyi, I'm sorry..." Father Huang murmured.

"Father, I said it, you don't have to say this." I pushed my father away, "It's me who feels uncomfortable. Neither you nor the concubine mother is wrong, it's my fault. You and the concubine mother Husband and wife, so I had me, and then I had a younger brother. But I was wrong. I was your son, but I fell in love with you with my mother. I fell in love with the same man as my mother and concubine. I feel so uncomfortable So sad."

I whispered, tears streaming down involuntarily, drop by drop on the thick carpet, and immediately disappeared.

"No, Xiaoyi, it's my father's fault. I brought you on this road." Father supported me by the shoulders, staring at me closely, "It's because I went to the harem after I had you." .Although I didn't know my feelings for you at that time, I clearly knew how special you were to me. Xiaoyi, I'm sorry, it's my father's fault, please trust me again, okay?"

"Father, I'm so tired." I leaned my head gently on Father's shoulder and closed my eyes.My body, which is less than six years old, really can't bear such strong feelings.

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Xiao Yi fell asleep in my arms, and I gently hugged him, feeling that his body was light and light, as if he was going to float away at any moment.

Although Xiaoyi is still young, he knows everything.I'm really afraid that he will never forgive me this time.

I'm sure that I haven't had feelings for Xiao Yi for a year. It was that time when I imagined Concubine Han as Xiao Yi, after spending the night with Concubine Han, I was so flustered that I forgot to ask someone to give her contraception and let her conceive .

Later, when Concubine Han came to tell me about this matter, I knew it was over. If Xiaoyi found out, it would be difficult to deal with it.Xiaoyi is so sensitive, she will definitely feel that she has been replaced.I absolutely couldn't let her abort her own child, so I found an excuse to let Concubine Han go back to her mother's house for a while, so that Xiao Yi would not see her mother and concubine pregnant, so the excitement would not be so great.

Later, Concubine Han insisted on returning to the palace, so I did everything possible to prevent Xiaoyi from going to Concubine Han, and even lied to him that Concubine Han hadn't come back yet.

Unexpectedly, due to various reasons, I couldn't help it anymore and expressed my feelings for Xiaoyi. Until the relationship between Xiaoyi and Xiaoyi became clear in the end, I almost forgot about Concubine Han, but Concubine Han suddenly gave birth to a prince .This must have been a double whammy for Xiaoyi.It seemed to be facing his uneasiness and my betrayal at the same time.

My little Yi, my poor little Yi, his appearance just now broke my heart.He said he was so tired, but I felt my heart was bleeding, and I could feel his heartache, but all of this was caused by me.

I gave him love, but I couldn't give him peace of mind.I can see his heartache in my heart, but I can't do anything.I hate the person who hurt him, I hate myself, why is it always me who hurts him?

Will he leave me this time?Will his heart leave me?

Now I don't dare to imagine what I would be like without him. Losing him, I think I will also collapse...

Xiaoyi, I'm sorry, can you forgive me one more time?From now on, there will be only you in my world, and no one else.Although you are still young, I can wait!Nothing can compare to the pain of losing you, as long as you are by my side, I can do anything!

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When I woke up, I saw my father sleeping next to me, his eyes were tightly closed, but his brows were frowning.I know he doesn't feel well either.

After such a long time, it seems that there is no need for me to doubt the love of my father. No one can guarantee how long the love will last, but as long as we have loved, it is enough.

Father and I have a space ring connection, we already have a contract that will never leave me, father will not leave me, that's enough, isn't it?People can't be too greedy, otherwise they will have nothing.

Moreover, I will go out of the palace to study soon, and with the women in the harem, my father will not be too lonely.

Father already has a prince, now there is one more, even if it is my younger brother, so what?Will he fall in love with him again?I don’t think it’s possible. After all, I always thought that I have a time-traveling soul. I’m special. That’s why my father was attracted to me, and then fell in love with me. If it was an ordinary newborn baby, how could it be possible to have love for him? ?

So, believe him again, believe that he loves me, believe that he will not leave me!I don't pursue the only thing, it seems that there are few things that can be obtained, as long as he loves me and doesn't leave me, that's enough.

Yes, that's enough...

I ignored the dull pain in my heart.