Come to extraordinary times

To be honest, the matter of Shivana is really not so easy to solve.If you analyze it, after the father broke up with Shivana on the isolated island in the deep sea at that time, he sailed back independently, and Shivana was still on the isolated island in the deep sea.

Then Shivana’s final possibility can be divided into two types, one is that an accident happened, the probability is more than 95%, and the other is that Shivana changed his mind and decided not to go back. 5% possibility, because it was Sivana's own decision, there was no need for him to lie to his father, and there were no external factors to guide his determination not to go back.

These two possibilities don't take into account his own plan not to go back, just treat him as an accident, so where did the accident happen?

First, an accident happened on the isolated island in the deep sea where he and his father were.However, he stayed there with his father for nearly ten days and did not encounter any problems, so this possibility can only be said to account for 5%, so there is another possibility that he is on the way back Accidents happen, 95% of the time.

That said, Shivana has about a 90% chance of having an accident on the way back.So what accidents might happen in the deep sea?Shivana itself is a mermaid, so there is no question of water quality. Naturally, there are many ferocious beasts in the deep sea. Could it be that he bumped into some ferocious beast?

I glanced at the father, and saw that his face was also very serious. I think he must have thought of this possibility, right?

"Father, more than ten years ago, at that time, Shivana never went back, but he told you that he wanted to go back, so, then, it seems that there is a high possibility that he encountered an accident on the way... ..." I expressed my thoughts with a slightly embarrassed tone.

"No, it's impossible, my brother hasn't returned to the Mermaid God Realm yet! He's still alive..." My father didn't answer, but Mei Kailin yelled out, I knew my brother was still alive, he must be trapped somewhere can't come back.

"Of course, of course we didn't say that something is wrong with your brother," I said helplessly, "we're just analyzing it, and you can't rule out the possibility."

"No, my brother is still alive, I know he is still alive." Mekalin said firmly, as if her firmness could decide her brother's life or death.

I shook my head speechlessly, not wanting to argue with her, whether Shivana is alive or not, we really have no clue.

"I know you don't believe it," Mekalin still wanted to tell us seriously, "but my brother is really alive, I didn't lie to you, we, we mermaids have a unique way to determine the life and death of the tribe, and I left the mermaid tribe Before, it really showed that my brother is still alive, otherwise, my father would not be so angry, knowing my brother is because he is nostalgic for the world, and he doesn't want to go back."

ah?I stared blankly at Mikaelin, Sivana is really alive, isn't she self-righteous and firm?

Khan, why didn't she say it earlier?

I looked at Royal Father, and Royal Father also looked at me. Only then did we realize that this news might be considered a secret among the mermaids, right?Maybe this method of determination is also a pretty magical method, and the mermaid is afraid of other people's prying eyes?

But no matter what, what Mekalin said may be true. Shivana had an accident and was trapped (I don’t know if it was trapped or willingly) somewhere, and there were more than a dozen years.

"I beg you..." That Mikaelin was annoying, crying, and she had the tendency to kneel down to us, "I beg you, help me save my brother! Sir, you and my brother are acquainted and are good friends, I beg you to save my brother, my brother must still be living at a certain angle, I hope someone can bring him out one day."

Khan, I secretly rolled my eyes, who knows?Who knows if your brother himself wants to stay in a corner?And there is no clue or clue, I only know that he is still alive, living in a corner, who knows where to find it?

I looked up at my father, and my father also looked at me.

"Father wants to save Shivana?" I asked, with a little sour feeling, I was also jealous of that Shivana just now, and now I have to save him specially, sweat.

What is the father thinking in his heart?Does he want to save?I feel a little scared in my heart. Father must want to save him, right?After all, father and emperor had a deep talk with him for seven days and seven nights, and the two had a deep enough friendship.This kind of feeling can't be inserted by others, right?

Father must want to save him, yes, he must want to save him, the mermaid under the sunset is still deeply hidden in father's mind, right?In fact, if the mermaid prince really had an accident, it would be fine if he didn't have this person, but he still appeared inexplicably, showing me an era between him and his father that I had no time to participate in, and now it still arouses me. The inexplicable jealousy, and the jealousy is a bit too much, it's so fucking sad.

"It's been so many years, it doesn't make any difference whether you save it or not." Father said lightly, without any strong emotional fluctuations.

Looking at my father's indifferent demeanor, I suddenly thought why am I so hateful?Father is a magnanimous gentleman, but I am just a jealous villain.Is it necessary for me to be so pathetic to measure the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain?

I have received thousands of answers to my father's love for me, but at certain times, I can't help but want to test it.At this time, can I no longer use the insufficient sense of security my father gave me as an excuse?Just my own inferiority complex and guilty conscience?I always want to get the answers I already know from the details and self-righteous temptations again and again. Am I loving too deeply or too shallow?

Afraid of being hurt, afraid that everything is just a flower in a dream, a moon in the water, but he tried to test his father time and time again.With Father's intelligence, he wouldn't understand, but isn't everything about me a sign of distrust?Will Father be sad?Will Father be uncomfortable?Father Huang is also a human being, and he also has seven emotions and six desires.He loves me the most, but even if I show distrust of the emperor time and time again, his heart will be cut like a knife, right?Just don't want to show it, just don't want me to feel bad?

I really hate myself, I really hate myself.Only then did I realize that the real heartache is not when you find out that the person you love the most hurts you, but when you find yourself hurting the person you love the most.

"What's the matter with Xiaoyi?" Father hugged me tightly, staring at me with a bit of nervousness.I looked up and saw that my face was so pale reflected in my father's dark blue eyes, with a heartbroken heartache and disgust.

The crowd became chaotic, Little Sixth Uncle was trembling nervously, but he still went to pour a glass of water and wanted to run over, but half of the glass of water was shaken out by him, Chris and Sixth Brother all surrounded him, but Because there were too many people, they didn't dare to rush over together, and looked at me worriedly from a few steps away, but Qinglong walked in first and cast a water healing magic on me, which was just a very useful way to relieve psychological pressure and Emotional magic, with a bit of nourishing magic power of the water system, made me slow down a little bit.

But I think I relaxed a little because I was interrupted by their series of actions, right?So if I don't think about it, I won't feel so heartbroken. I looked at my father, it seemed that his hands were shaking too. He pursed his lips and hugged me, his eyes were intensely worried.

"Father, I'm fine," I forced a smile to Father, "I'm just a little tired all of a sudden. Father, let's go back and have a rest?"

"Okay." Father said decisively. Originally, we planned to go to the exchange in the pirate capital today, but of course, everything is of course me first.

"Xiaojie, go and play, I feel a little uncomfortable, maybe I slept too late last night." I smiled at Brother Liuhuang, not wanting to delay their interest in playing today, but I know that their interest today must be It has already been corrupted by me.

"It's okay, Xiaoyi, you go to rest first, if you feel uncomfortable, take a rest for a day, anyway, we are not in a hurry." Brother Liu Huang comforted carefully, and smiled and said that I don't want me to worry about them.

"Yes, yes." Chris and the others nodded repeatedly, and I smiled apologetically at them, and my father picked me up and took me back to the bedroom.

"Father," I lay on the bed, and my father sat on the head of the bed and looked at me, "Father, I'm fine."

"Did you think of something just now, baby?" Father asked softly, stroking my face.

"I..." I was a little hard to say, how could I tell my father that I fell into deep self-loathing because of jealousy?

"Are you worried about something, baby?" Father seemed determined to have a good talk with me, and he didn't allow me to escape.

"Father..." I really didn't want to say it, I didn't know how to say it.

"Baby, Father wants you to speak out your thoughts," Father said firmly, "Father doesn't want any barriers between you and Xiaoyi."

"I..." I hesitated for a moment, thinking about how to speak, "Father, do I hate you?"

"How could it be?" Father Huang looked a little surprised, "How could Xiao Yi have such an idea?"

"I, when I heard Mikaelin say that his brother is still alive and begged us to save him, I was thinking that my father must really want to save him." While showing it frankly in front of my father, I don’t know if my father will think that I am disgusting and hateful, but at least I don’t want to hide it from him, “I feel very uncomfortable, thinking to myself, in fact, it’s fine if he dies in an accident , lest we have to save him.”

I dare not look at my father, afraid to see the contempt and disgust in his eyes, even if there is only a little bit, it will break my heart.

"Yeah, that's what I thought too." The emperor held my face with both hands and made my eyes meet his, "I also think the same now, it's better to die if it caused my baby to be so sad .”

"Ah?" I looked into my father's eyes in astonishment, trying to make sure that what I heard just now was my hallucination, but my father's firm expression and eyes told me that he just said so.

"No matter who, if anyone will hurt my baby because of him, even if it is a hair, I would like to kill him." The emperor once again expressed my thoughts clearly, "Sivana is just a person I met many years ago. It’s just a mermaid, if I didn’t come out and meet Mekalin this time, I would have forgotten him long ago. What I remember is only my travel experience, not any one person, or just a monster.”

"I..." I suddenly had a strong urge to cry, and I cried out very simply. My father held me in his arms, and I cried heartily in his arms, as if this crying could make me cry. All self-loathing and insecurities are eliminated.

Father knew what I was thinking, he knew what I was afraid of, he told me in the most straightforward language, he loved me, everything about me, my good, my bad, everything about me.We don't need to be kind, we don't need to be selfless, we don't need to hide anything for the sake of each other's thoughts, we can show our truest, we are each other's only, we are one!