Yun Shu is cool

That night, the two went to bed after taking a shower. The room they rented was very small, with only a small bed, and they were forced to sleep together. Although they also slept together a while ago, the atmosphere today is obviously different.

Yun Shu was still in shock, she still curled up to sleep by the bed as before, hugging the quilt tightly, Liang Jing felt distressed and a little embarrassed, and said dumbfoundingly: "Yun Shu, you took the quilt away, how can I sleep? "

Yun Shu had no choice but to pass half of the quilt over, but she was afraid in her heart and always wanted to hug something, but her arms were empty and she was a little at a loss.

Just when she was about to pull out the pillow and hug her, Liang Jing lay down on her side, and put Yun Shu into her arms with one hand, trying to relax her tense body: "Are you still afraid? Don't be afraid, I'll hold you You sleep."

"...Don't." Yun Shu pursed her lips tightly and said something in a panic, trying to break free from Liang Jing's embrace.She had just experienced an attempted qj, and now she felt uncomfortable and trembling whenever she felt someone else's touch.

Liang Jing noticed that Yun Shu was trembling. She turned Yun Shu's face to take a look, and found that Yun Shu's lips were pale and bloodless, with a terrified expression on his face.

Liang Jing was afraid of irritating Yun Shu, so she quickly let go of her hand: "Okay, okay, I won't hug you anymore, you sleep by yourself."

This time, Yun Shu pulled out the pillow and hugged her. The whole person was entangled on the pillow like an octopus. Liang Jing was afraid that Yun Shu would think of that dark alley, so she didn't dare to turn off the lights all night regardless of the electricity bills they usually saved. , didn't dare to fall asleep, and just stayed by Yun Shu's side.

It wasn't until two or three o'clock on the clock that Liang Jing couldn't resist the drowsiness, and fell asleep deeply, the corners of her eyes were moist.She was also quite frightened today. After all, she was still a child and a rich young lady. She had never seen such a cruel world at the bottom since she was a child. When she encountered such a thing again, she naturally couldn't calm down.

However, Yun Shu was by her side today, and Liang Jing was so passionate that she wasn't afraid. It wasn't until she got home, standing in the bathroom, washed by the gentle hot water, that her fear slowly arose.

However, Liang Jing could not show fear.

Because Yun Shu was by her side.

The next day, Yun Shu woke up earlier than Liang Jing, and was cooking breakfast in the kitchen.She has lived a hard life since she was a child. The daily housework is as small as washing dishes and cooking, as big as connecting wires and repairing water pipes.Even Liang Jing, who has been used to delicacies from mountains and seas since childhood, can boast for a long time. Of course, the role of fan filters cannot be ruled out.

When Liang Jing woke up, she smelled the scent of chopped green onions. She couldn't help but feel a little confused like Jin Xi He Xi. Even though last night was extremely thrilling, this morning, it was a warm scene again.

She pursed her lips, walked up to Yun Shu, wanted to say something, but was ashamed to speak, opened and closed her mouth, and finally closed it.

Yun Shu seemed to know what Liang Jing wanted to say, so she spoke first, "Ah Jing, let's go back to school."

Go back to school?Liang Jing was stunned, feeling like she was being told what was on her mind. She wanted to say this at first, but it was because she "spoiled" Yun Shu. Yun Shu, a good girl, came out to work. Now she is greedy for the ivory from before. Tower, give up again...

But Yun Shu said it first. She has always been gentle and careful, and she didn't know if it was her own thoughts, or she had noticed Liang Jing's hesitation, or both.All in all, if Yun Shu said it first, it wouldn't be Liang Jing's fault.

Liang Jing didn't know what to say at the time. She was afraid of irritating Yun Shu, so she didn't dare to hug her. There was only one thought in her mind.

My daughter-in-law is so kind, my daughter-in-law really loves me, my daughter-in-law is beautiful, gentle and considerate.

When the two of them returned home, to their surprise, they were not scolded by the family, but calm and gentle.

Both of them have lost a lot of weight, and Liang Jing has been coming and going in the wind and rain all day long, and she is also a lot darker.When Liang Jing's mother saw Liang Jing, she burst into tears on the spot, rushed forward and hugged Liang Jing and said, "Jingjing, where have you been? It makes my mother very worried. If you make a mistake, mother... mother ..."

At this point, Mrs. Liang couldn't continue, she just hugged Liang Jing and cried, and Liang Jing also cried. The mother and daughter who used to be very stiff, cried like two cats with colorful faces.Especially Mrs. Liang, she used to wear heavy makeup to hide her haggardness, but now the makeup on her face was washed away by tears, and Liang Jing wiped her expensive clothes full of tears, she really couldn't see anyone.

When Yun Shu returned home, she was already prepared to be beaten and scolded by her father. She even thought about where to put the wound medicine and the instructions to let her younger brother Yunyang avoid temporarily, but the moment she opened the door, she found that The house is quiet and quiet, although it is even more chaotic, but those friends who don’t have father are smoking, drinking and playing cards, only father is sitting in the corner of the sofa, and father is holding his forehead with one hand, deeply buried the messy head, like a statue.

"Dad, I'm back." Yun Shu said calmly, but his whole body tensed up, waiting for the ensuing beating and scolding.

but none.Yun Shu's father, Fei Guo, looked up slowly as if the slow motion button had been pressed. Then, the moment he saw Yun Shu, he stood up suddenly and almost fell down on the sofa again.

"I'm back..." Fei Guo stretched out his hands to scratch his unwashed hair, and smiled awkwardly, "It's good to be back."

As if he was afraid that Yun Shu would not be able to hear him, he repeated in a low voice, "Just come back." The voice was murmured, like mosquitoes and flies flapping their wings.But Yun Shu still saw the little bit of guilt and longing revealed by her violent, impulsive, and idle father.

"Yeah, it's good to be back." Yun Shu also murmured. At this moment, the younger brother Yun Yang who heard the sound pushed open the door of the room and rushed out. He rushed forward and hugged his sister, crying loudly.

Fei Yunyang is 12 years old this year, four years younger than his sister. When he was six years old, his mother ran away alone.The eldest sister is like a mother. It can be said that half of his life is taken care of by his sister. Although he has always regarded himself as a little man, but during this period of time, his sister who is like a sister and mother suddenly disappeared, and his father did not live up to it. The only bright color in my life has disappeared, and these days are simply dark and dull.

"...I'm sorry, Yunyang." Only then did Yun Shu realize that his impulsiveness was extremely irresponsible to his younger brother, and he stretched out his arms to hug his younger brother tightly, and the two siblings cried together.

When brothers and sisters in many families quarreled and did not speak to each other, in this dirty and messy house of less than [-] square meters, the thin siblings hugged each other tightly, as if they were embracing the whole world.

"Sister, don't leave me behind." Yunyang's voice was a little hoarse, and Yun Shu realized that his brother, who had worked so hard to take care of him, had started to change his voice and was about to become an adult.

It's great to be an adult, isn't it possible that by becoming an adult, you can get rid of this environment, walk out of this small and dirty slum, go to a clean and bright place, and talk to polite people?Could it be that after becoming an adult, they can change their destiny?

Almost every child here can't help fantasizing about his life when he grows up when he hears his parents quarrel and tremble every day.They will want a clean and bright house, dishes that they can eat every day, clothes that can be worn to meet people without being laughed at by classmates, and even a pair of parents who are willing to take care of them.

"Feelings are only something for the rich. If you can't even eat enough, and you can't pay the utility bills, what kind of relationship are you talking about?" This is a sentence often said by the residents here, but they never thought that they also had passion when they were young. , I also fantasized about having a decent and gentle partner, living a life of food and clothing and even a well-off life.

The following week, Yun Shu went back to school, but the leader never canceled her student status. One month later, she could still apply for the university here.

Everything is like a dream, life has returned to the original point, and Yun Shu has lived with Tihai again.Fortunately, she has been unable to let go of her studies, and she has been flipping through books during her part-time job. Although it is not as easy as before, she has not lost much.

After Liang Jing came back, she didn't mess around as before, she read quietly, she didn't use her cosmetics, she didn't use her curling irons, and she didn't ask a group of people to fight and go clubbing.After some not-so-good working experiences, this little girl who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world finally realized the cruelty of society, and never dared not cherish the comfortable life now.

In the eyes of outsiders, the relationship between Yun Shu and Liang Jing seems to have returned to the original point. The two never meet again, as if they have forgotten the "ridiculous past", but only the two of them know that their relationship is much different from before. different.Like the closest person, but always separated by a layer of fog.

Although Chen Xuan still can't understand Yun Shu, she didn't bully her so much anymore. Now that Yun Shu is labeled as "les", she still has her own choice. On the contrary, her relationship with girls is much better than before. After all Don't worry about Yun Shu snatching her boyfriend and god.As for boys, they really hated Yun Shu, but Yun Shu never wanted to mind these things.

The college entrance examination came quietly on a hot day.The sun was scorching that day, and the whole city seemed to be covered in a huge steamer, and it was sweating profusely after walking a few steps.Fei Guo didn't send Yun Shu to the examination room, but Yunyang took a few days off and insisted on waiting for his sister outside the examination room.Yun Shu smiled and waved goodbye to his brother, walked into the examination room, and was gradually submerged in the crowd.

The college entrance examination passed in such a muddled way. During the days of waiting for the results, Yun Shu couldn't stay at home, so she simply changed all the light bulbs in the house that hadn't been replaced for a long time, and cleaned the house thoroughly.Now Fei Guo seldom invites his friends to come to play at home, but he still doesn't change his mind. Now he runs to his friends' house every day, and changes the venue to drink, smoke and play cards, basically not doing business.

Yunshu and Yunyang are very sensible. His father doesn't work all day long, and his job is always mixed. He can't make much money. The two siblings tried to make money by themselves when they were very young.Yunyang took a job of distributing leaflets, and Yun Shu was also introduced by his teacher Zhang Yue to work in a milk tea shop opened by a friend of his teacher.

The years are quiet.

It was also an ordinary and hot day, the results of the college entrance examination came out, and Xia Chong was still screaming in a hoarse voice endlessly. If it weren't for the network congestion when checking the results, Yun Shu would not have felt the impact of this day on countless people. The significance of human life.

When the results came out, Yun Shu accepted it calmly.She was admitted to the very good F University in China. With her grades, she could compete for a B University, but she was equivalent to dropping out of school for a month. Although she read books by herself, she didn't spend so much time and thought. Being admitted to F University is already a good result.

Yun Shu had already planned to make money to go to college by herself, and she worked part-time. Her performance in the college entrance examination was mediocre, and her grades were neither the best nor the worst among those who went to F University. Of course it was There are no scholarships.But she was going to be an adult soon, and Yun Shu was confident that she could earn enough money to go to college.

On the day she received the admission notice, Ke Yunshu also received a gift from her father, completely out of her surprise, a gift.

Fei Guo handed her a card, and said in a hoarse voice, "Yun Shu, this is the money Mom and Dad saved for you and your younger brother to go to college, and Dad hasn't moved it. It's only enough for the time being, not enough for you two For personal use, your brother will have to find another way for us... But it depends on human effort, isn't it..."

Yun Shu froze, and didn't reach out to pick up the heavy card for a long time.

"Mom and Dad", Yun Shu hasn't heard it for a long time, these two words appeared together, after Yun Shu's mother ran away, when others mentioned Yun Shu's mother, didn't they say with disdain that she ran away with the man, Just pity her life.

No one put these two words together, as if this warm four-character word had never appeared in people's dictionaries. Even Yun Shu almost forgot the existence of this word, and also forgot that other people's families might The joy that appeared.

Yun Shu cried.

She didn't know how long it had been since she cried in front of her father. She worked hard to make herself stronger, taking over the responsibilities from her mother to her father, her younger brother, herself, and the family, but she forgot that she was still a child.

Fei Guo stuffed the card into Yun Shu's hand and turned his head unnaturally.

After a long time, even Yun Shu almost thought that his father was distracted, when he heard his father say, "Actually, I love you, daughter."

Yun Shu said, "I know, Dad. I love you too."

She doesn't hate her father for giving her a childhood with little warmth, but there are some hurts that a child can never forget or forgive.She loves her father, but that doesn't make up for that old crack.

Yun Shu celebrated her coming-of-age ceremony with Liang Jing one day in August.Two people sat side by side on the lawn, each holding a can of beer.

Liang Jing smiled and hugged Yun Shu's shoulder: "Yun Shu, you are an adult, congratulations on your admission to university." She smiled, but cried, "But, you want to leave this city, am I right? I won't see you anymore..."

Yun Shu tried to push Liang Jing away, but couldn't bear it after all: "Jingjing, you're drunk."

Liang Jing denied, "No, I'm not drunk, this is only one bottle." After finishing speaking, she smiled and pulled Yun Shu's shoulder, and kissed him.Perhaps it was because the farewell was imminent, and Yun Shu didn't refuse, but rarely responded proactively.

Finally, the two separated, they all stared at each other quietly, and then Yun Shu buried her head deeply between her knees.Just when Liang Jing thought Yun Shu was asleep, she finally heard Yun Shu's voice. Her voice was neither loud nor soft, but firm.

"I won't want you, never will."

Liang Jing thought she was having auditory hallucinations, but Yun Shu raised her head, gently held Liang Jing's face, and stared at her seriously: "Because I like you."

After a long time, Liang Jing still remembered the sunset of this day, because it was the happiest moment for her.

On this day, the setting sun dyed the Huoshaoyun in half of the sky red, and also dyed the delicate cheeks of the two girls red.

On this day, they all hope that they can have eternity.

(End of the text, the next chapter is the author's postscript)

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