Belly Trojan

For a moment, Zhang Chenhui felt that he was going to die.Of course he is not as great as he himself described, and he did reveal the information privately—but he was forced!Isn't it true that some of those people in the group knew his real job status and used it as a threat?But the money was indeed well paid, and there was no need for him not to accept it, as it would make things ugly.On the other hand, he also spoke the truth: no matter what, he also liked Ling Yanzhi.

Before Ji Rong cried and called him, Zhang Chenhui had never seen so much blood, and he was in a state of bewilderment, staring at the gap in the middle of the operating room door.

When I saw him in the morning, he was fine!It seems that in order to look better, he even put on a little makeup for a long time, and greeted him from a long distance; why did he suddenly become like this just by turning his head?

He didn't see the process of the matter, and he was only here to confirm the materials and compare the group messages; suddenly the emergency alarm sounded, and when he rushed over, there was blood everywhere on the ground, and someone shouted: "Come and help! "He followed a few people to carry the person onto the emergency cart, and then he saw who he was carrying; Ling Yanzhi's blood stained the shirt on his chest.

He was still holding the phone, subconsciously exerting force on his fingers, long pressing the shooting button to turn on the continuous shooting mode without realizing it.At that time, there were mixed feelings in his stomach, and he thought of Ling Yanzhi's deliberate approach when the two first met, pretending to be ambiguous, which made him fascinated, and he didn't think about food and drink. Even if he knew it was fake, he couldn't get rid of it. come out.He has always loved and hated this person. Ever since he met Yanzhi, it seems that his life has been derailed all the way, full of fantasies—but fantasies are also very good, and fantasies have given him enough dreams during this time to feel There is no difference between oneself and others.

Ling Yan treated him no differently than he treated others.Unlike some people, they seem to be looking at you, but they actually see the huge gender letters on top of your head first. When they meet A, they are flattering, when they meet O, they make fun of frivolity, and when they meet B, they are not tepid , as if a human being is not a human being in their eyes, but a walking organ; or they have to see the organs first, then the hormones, then the skin, and finally see the human form that kneads all these together.And they, a group of men who were classified into the BETA class and were invisibly deprived of their reproductive and sexual rights, were just like the air, and they were abruptly turned a blind eye.

We are also human beings, we also have desires, we also have love, and we also want to be favored and respected.

Therefore, as long as there is one person who is willing to look at me as a human being, I will have some unrealistic delusions.So much so that even if he has some excessive demands and whimsical actions, I am willing to believe them.

It wasn't until the call came that Zhang Chenhui came back to his senses, and realized that he had been standing in the quarantine area like this. In the chaos, the red zone and the green zone had already been unclear, and no one was watching him standing here.Ji Rong's crying voice came from the other end of the phone: "What's going on? There are rumors everywhere on the Internet that something happened to Yanzhi... Isn't it true? It must be fake news, right?"

He listened to OMEGA's anxious and weeping words whirling in his ears, looked at the swaying and blurred figure in the operating room in front of him, opened his mouth, his throat seemed to be stuffed with a walnut, it was so swollen that he couldn't make a sound at all.

"...Hello?...Chenhui, are you alright?...Is...is there any inconvenience...? Sorry, I was too anxious...I don't think that video looks like...you still okay?"

"...Well,...something happened...but don't worry." He swallowed the lump slowly, "It's not what it looks like online, I can't say much..."

Ji Rong seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. "That's good... I received a message from the OMEGA Association, and I was shocked! I read it over and over again—" His voice gradually recovered, "Although I still don't understand it, but, then Does it mean... there is hope? Whether it’s a girl, or OMEGA, or this damn disease, there is finally a solution, right?”

"...It's just...theory, and the experimental data is not enough... There is still...a long way to go before it can be implemented."

"It won't be long!" the hamster said quickly, "It will be successful soon, you see, Ling Yiyi is here! And we... If I can help, I will help too, volunteer It’s still fine... even if it’s resolved one day sooner! After all this is resolved, you, Brother Zhi, Queen Mother Xi and Lao Jin, you will all be able to come back, right?”

Zhang Chenhui lowered his head and saw blood stains from his chest to his sleeves.Ling Yanzhi's blood; he had better go for a test as soon as possible, it is very likely that his own HMLV-2 is also positive.Although it won't have any bad effects on his own body, but in that case...he can't have close contact, kiss and have sex with uninfected people, especially OMEGA...Of course, this is completely unfounded, He didn't have the needs and channels in this regard...

"Do you know, I just had a dream that everything was over," the hamster was still muttering and talking. Since entering the late pregnancy, he has become extremely talkative, and only Zhang Chenhui is willing to talk anytime, anywhere. They all answer his phone calls and listen to him rambling aimlessly, "We had a dinner party, and I'll be in charge of the cooking. I haven't cooked for a long time... My hands are itchy, by the way, you haven't tasted my cooking... I cooked a large table full of dishes, and the doorbell rang before it was served, and there was no place to wipe the oil in your hand... You all came in one by one, and everyone sat together to eat a meal. Lao Jin is here, I In fact, I have always wanted to sit down with him and have a good meal. He always spends his days in the laboratory; I don’t hate Queen Mother Xi anymore. The guy from home also came, and he still brought Ling Yiyi, I haven't hugged this little girl yet... Then you also came, and you brought me a huge hug rabbit, when I got excited, I hugged myself Waking up-"

Zhang Chenhui held the handset of his mobile phone and stood there blankly; he suddenly had an incomparable, incomparable desire to be able to penetrate this illusory radio wave and hold the person opposite him tightly at this very moment.

The surroundings were frighteningly silent, and the air seemed to be so humid that water droplets could condense; the voices outside could be heard more clearly, and it seemed that someone was still shouting and arguing outside the hospital in the distance, and it was foggy at the far end of the hearing .

Fan Shu suddenly let go of Zhang Chenhui and walked up the fire escape.Zhang Chenhui stayed where he was for a while, his face was bruised and swollen, and his chest that had been punched felt like it was on fire.But in the end he still endured the pain and got up to follow. He felt that something was wrong with Fan Shu's eyes, and he was afraid that something would happen to him—in any case, no one should have an accident today.But just after thinking this way, Fan Shu smashed the fire emergency box at the corner of the corridor with his fist when he heard the sound of a ram. His arm pierced through the broken glass, and he directly took out the waist ax inside, and stuffed it into his arms.

...! !Zhang Chenhui was so frightened that he couldn't care less about the pain, he stumbled and chased after him, but couldn't catch up with the striding star in front of him.He seemed to have only one goal in his eyes, only one path, and nothing could stop him.Someone along the road made a gesture to stop him, and he almost staggered; the others saw that it was Fan Shu, and they all stepped aside with complicated expressions. No one really stopped him from doing such a wicked thing. Some reasons are well known.

During this short journey, all the past between the two of them surged towards Fan Shu like cut and broken film.If I really want to say it, there are too few good times with Yanzhi, and there is nothing smooth at all; in retrospect, those gentle and soft things are all self-righteous beautification parts, such as him curled up on the bed and fell asleep A non-aggressive appearance, a gentle and gentle manner of speaking without asking too many questions, long hair grown to please him, or delivered to the door when going out like in a TV drama, the kiss is as polite as a handshake The ground, just fell on the lips.

Or maybe most of them live in the emotion of self. For example, when I came back from a business trip in the middle of the night, I was quite happy to see him sleeping soundly and not being woken up by myself. Seeing the scent coming out of him slowly, I feel that I have done a lot for him, which is worth being touched; or it is rare to see him take a second look at the goldfish in the fish tank in the mall, and think affectionately that he should like it. Fish, it must be very boring and lonely at home, why not buy him a tank of goldfish, keep it as a toy to pass the time, and there are some things to talk about between the two.

Until the Trojan horse broke out of the city, and this illusion of tranquility was ruthlessly punctured, so that the building block house built in the play-by-play game finally collapsed, and Fan Shu was also puzzled: Yes Because what am I not doing well enough?Is my protection and shelter for you still not in place?Why can't such a harmonious and harmless game continue, so that each of us can live happily; Grief, to harden this ordinary life into a steel knife, sharpened layer by layer until it is sharp to the bone, and becomes thinner and thinner?

Fan Shu chased after him, approached the past, and when he wanted to get an answer, he finally saw the real Ling Yanzhi: it turned out that those disguises of harmony were removed, and the illusion of virtuousness and virtue was torn away. With a sharp and sharp soul, his personality is like extremely gorgeous light and color, countless colorful colors burst out from his always suppressed skin, transforming into a long river that submerges each other.

There are indeed dark, despicable, nasty, mean, vindictive, and selfish colors; but more are bright, determined, aggressive, unyielding, full of desire, happy, and sad. , playful, self-satisfied, frank, shrewd, stupid, moral, calculating, swaying, half-truth, shy, fierce, seductive, fragile, strong...

It turns out... there are so many him, so many him competing with each other and contradicting each other, only then can they merge into one true self.There are so many different colors rushing like a tide, merging into a vivid brilliance, suddenly lit up like the sun, how can I not open my eyes at the risk of blindness in this gorgeous pain that burns my retinas, love What about the real him?

The man stood outside the operating room, and from a distance he could see a small piece of Ling Yanzhi surrounded by instruments and medical staff.Almost four hours had passed, and there was no other ups and downs in that straight line.Fan Shu could memorize the repeated doses, and it was always the same, and it was impossible to come up with new ones.

He thought of the last time they were together, which seemed to be the closest and most honest time in their lives. He suddenly understood what kind of mood the other party was in, getting along with him and getting along with him with a countdown-like consciousness. Embracing, even cautiously and tentatively loving each other clumsily, but pretending to be calm and fearless; Yanzhi has already made up his mind, maybe it started from seeing the OMEGA who died to give birth to a child, maybe it started from that day in the memorial hall The moment of promise, perhaps from the time when the determination to jump off to find a new road was made, he already knew where the end of this road would lead.

Hello, is it too late now?Is it too late to ask you——

With me, is there more happiness, or more pain?

Do you regret it later?If you haven't tasted this last part of the journey, maybe it won't be so painful, and you won't be so nostalgic...

But how can it be restrained?We are unstoppably close to each other, just like the forbidden medicine that must be taken when we get rid of the pain in the tarsus, which can alleviate the symptoms, but is invisibly addicted.Otherwise, why when you left me, it seemed that the pain had relapsed, like taking out my heart, breaking my body apart inch by inch, dissecting me one by one, trying to pluck out the things that belonged to me that I secretly hid. your piece?

Yanzhi, am I too stupid, too stupid, missed too much, understood too late?

Why even the world can get a do-over, but we can't?

Ling Yanzhi's breath seemed to be right next to his ear, very light and peaceful, with a burning smile, it turned into a gust of wind, passing through him and then hugging him, murmuring quietly by his ear.

People didn't dare to approach him, some were surprised or amazed, puzzled or worried, and saw him standing with his head down in front of the door that separated life and death, love and hatred, and smiled softly instead.

Immediately afterwards, he suddenly pulled out a waist ax from the side of the skirt, slammed it on the partition window of the two-way sensor door, and then broke the zipper lock again; Fan Shu didn't know where he burst out. Strength, the third slash caused the aluminum alloy door leaf to deform, and the induction guide rail automatically slid back to open a gap half a person's width; After a moment of exclamation and blocking, they suddenly burst out and rushed towards him almost at the same time.

Only Zhang Chenhui, who had been following him and looking at his back, understood instantly, took the lead to take a few steps, and blocked the door with his back, pushing and shoving other people who were trying to block Fan Shu's movements against the door. . "...Let him go!" He struggled to force out his voice, "Are you human?! Ah?...You all understand!!"

Fan Shu couldn't hear these voices, and couldn't see these people. Those tugging seemed to be some kind of resistance to move forward, and when would they have no resistance when they wanted to move forward?Every step of life is carried forward with countless resistances.The doctors looked up and saw him; on the contrary, they seemed better able to comprehend the fact of this development than the rest of the irrelevant but over-excited crowd.Jin Linzi looked up at him, and seemed to say to him silently: You are finally here.

There was also a mess in front of the monitoring screen.Cheng Daizong shouted into the walkie-talkie: "Hurry up, transfer someone over there, and get him under control immediately!" Li Fubin stepped back hurriedly, and whispered something to Wu Shan.

In the chaotic screen, the man with the ax walked in like this, and the others had to back away; without any hesitation, he directly cut off the instrument connected to the huge catheter on his body. The instrument that was still alive made a sharp crack, and then stopped whining after sparking, as if it had let out a big breath.He walked to the bed and ripped off the mask and catheter from his lover's face.

The whole thing didn't even take 30 seconds, like he'd already gone through it in his head countless times.Ling Yanzhi's pale, bloodless face was finally exposed in his field of vision, and the small and broken parts were put together again.There was a dark hollow under the eyelids, as if from severe lack of sleep; the color was gone on the lips, and dry and cracked lines were visible.But looking at it this way, he is not much different from his last impression when he left yesterday, as if he was just too tired and fell asleep; Fan Shu knelt beside him, held his hand, and connected him in the low temperature environment. He hugged his cold upper body in his arms.

"It's okay, Yanzhi, I'm here to pick you up." Fan Shu said in a low voice, and he clung to his ears like the gust of wind, brushing his sideburns that were always meticulously groomed for him, "I won't do it again It hurts; it's all over."

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Even amidst all the chaos and acceleration, time and logic exist as normal.Events advance in chaos, and chaos accelerates in events. The piled up redundancy is like a huge mountain of garbage, and then a delicate balance is reached after it collapses.In retrospect, many of them don't even know how that day ended: Fan Shu was taken away by the military police who then broke into the house, but the apparent "rescue" was still not over after that.The doctor warned them that because of such an emergency, the isolation red zone of the entire hospital was destroyed. In order to prevent the spread of infection, none of them could leave until the inspection was completed.

Therefore, confinement or detention is also impossible, and he can only be temporarily locked in one of the wards; In the midst of the misunderstanding, no one paid attention to the insignificant story of an ordinary person who lost his partner for a while.

When people came to their senses again, Fan Shu had disappeared, as if he had evaporated from the world, and no one knew where he had gone.The only evidence that can prove that he did not commit suicide is that he took Ling Yiyi away with him.

Li Fubin, of course, solemnly ordered to be hunted down, to be strictly investigated, to eliminate the team, and to be issued a wanted warrant.Everyone has a serious face and organizes a task force, but no one is really 100% involved.Wu Shan knew very well that in the most severe situation, Director Li told him, quickly bring Ling Yiyi secretly, I'm afraid he won't think about it.

He still remembered that when he brought the soft, crying and soundly asleep child in front of Fan Shu, his tired and empty eyes that had lost their spirit suddenly gathered a deep color again. Holding her for a moment, the gray haze that separated him from the whole world condensed into tears and rolled down.

Another two years later, with three rounds of clinical trials, "human-like experiments" and human experiments, the efforts of countless researchers and the dedication of thousands of volunteer subjects, the Myers' disease reverse vaccine evaluation team Safety data from 25 phased trials conducted were evaluated.After the "unexplained" falling incident, as if it aroused people's rebellious psychology, a total of [-] OMEGA volunteers voluntarily applied to participate in the pregnancy experiment in order to provide sufficient immune samples.

Even if it is carried out on the "half-human" experiment based on "angel", such an experiment still has a high risk.

但好在，最终取得的成果仍然是喜人的：裂解疫苗的三期试验最终也取得了较好的成果；第1剂免疫后血清抗体阳转率可达48%，第2剂免疫后血清抗体阳转率可达93%。大部分受试者在接受两剂免疫后，其体内病毒特异细胞比例明显增加。而利用女婴血清制成疫苗佐剂的实验也刚刚揭晓：HM59作为佐剂能够增强HMLV疫苗的免疫保护效果，HM59佐剂组免疫后，血清血凝抑制抗体滴度≥1:40的受试者比例随免疫剂量不同在52%～78%之间。

On this basis, a brand-new medical-reproductive system was put into operation, a new baby girl blood bank was established, and the entire social resources began to tilt towards OMEGA, the distinction between ALPHA and BETA was gradually weakened, and the mandatory screening mechanism of OMEGA was changed to Apply voluntarily, open the quota of voluntary OMEGA...

In this year, the first semi-cultured fetus with artificial amniotic fluid who was on the verge of death at 20 weeks shocked the country and died of complications. He never left the auxiliary machine for a single day in his short life, but he provided the support for countless prematurely retrieved fetuses later. Precious data samples; this year, Jinlinzi quietly disappeared from the public view, and finally only a short obituary was drowned in the vast information flow; it was still this year, the draft of the new OMEGA system was drawn up, referred to as The trial regulations for the "Reproduction Law" are moving forward bit by bit amidst suggestions, scolding, countless pushes and obstacles.

The world may not be getting better, but at least it isn't getting worse.But changes are still happening inadvertently. For example, in the square in front of the once deserted Notre Dame Monument, the crowd is bustling again, and children can even be seen chasing and playing in the open space again.

A construction baffle is surrounded in the center of the square, and children play around the field surrounded by it, without worrying about getting lost elsewhere. "What are you going to be in the future!" a child king shouted, he took the ball and kicked it hard on the baffle and bounced back, "ALPHA, BETA or OMEGA?"

"Omega! Omega is a hero—"

"The teacher said that only the bravest person in the world can become an OMEGA."

"I want to be ALPHA, and ALPHA is dedicated to protecting OMEGA."

"There is no BETA!"

"BETA is so boring, it's not interesting at all—"

They all finished talking, looking at the youngest child, "It's your turn! What about you?"

The youngest one raised her round face, and a pair of big eyes were embedded in her face like stars.

"I'm nothing, I'm just myself."

Several boys booed. "What! If you don't bring something inappropriate! Then you can't continue playing!"

The youngest one was very serious, biting each word in the unsophisticated milk voice: "My father said, there will be no more OMEGA in the future."

"Why? You're talking nonsense!"

"Because they were all eaten by stones."

Sneaking through the tarpaulins covering the fender, a group of lawless little devils saw workers bringing in carved marble tiles for the re-paving of the road.Those bricks were piled up nearby, and each one was engraved with solemn words, all of which were the names and lives of OMEGA who died because of participating in immunization and pregnancy experiments.

"Look, as I said, they're locked up here."

"—Does that mean there are no heroes anymore?" The little dolls panicked, as if they had learned some terrible secret, "Then what should we do!"

"Why do you want to be a hero? Someone has already been a hero," the little man said childishly, "We don't need to be a hero anymore, we just need to be ourselves."

As she spoke, she was keenly aware of something, raised her face and smiled with dimples: "Am I right, Dad?"

Fan Shu picked up the little mud monkey from the mud, put it on his shoulders, and stepped back while the other parents yelled. "Yes. Yiyi just be herself."

"Dad, have you seen the person you want to see?"

"Yeah. Do you want to meet Yiyi?"

She tilted her head in thought for a moment. "think."

They circled to the rear of the construction site.Here, the original statue of the Virgin can be seen being dismantled aside.There is a new encased statue lying quietly on the other side, ready to rise after the front tiles are laid.

Fan Shu put down the little girl who had grown so heavy to be carried, and lifted the raincloth covering the face of the sculpture.

A familiar face is exposed, even though it has been carved like this, you can still see the beauty of the facial features, the smile at the corner of the mouth is an angle that has been calculated thousands of times, and the curve of the face is an aesthetic pattern after repeated engraving .He finally turned into the bloodless stone-cored copper body that he had deliberately imitated. The dim yellow and sleepless blue and black that he had suffered countless days and nights were all beautified and covered by the glaze of white jade. It is solidified together with the clothes and time, and freezes into an appearance that will never be changed.

Ling Yiyi also watched intently.Fan Shu asked softly, "Do you remember him?"

She nodded, stretched out her hand to hold the statue's cold palm, and shook her head in confusion.

"But it's not him."

Fan Shu stretched out his hand, touched the contour of the warm cheek, and brushed the pair of pupilless eyes with his palm.

"Yeah, it's not him."

He left me nothing, no last words, no words, not even a brief farewell; but he left the whole of him, even the wind passing through his fingers seemed to be holding my hand tightly , Interlocking fingers with me.

When thinking like this, a ball of hot, soft heat is stuffed into the palm of the hand, groping, imitating the appearance of an adult, squeezing in to fill up all the gaps, so much that it will overflow.

"Let's go!" She said like an adult, "Today Yiyi is very good, can I eat Chicken McMart?"

"Oh, who made all the mud?"

"You keep it a secret for me." She hooked her fingers, blinked slyly, and glanced back quickly, "Then I will keep it a secret for you, too. We are very good, so we can eat chicken McMug together."

Fan Shu couldn't help laughing, and hooked his little fingers together with her: "Well, we are all good, we can all eat Chicken McMart..."

The oval-shaped memorial hall behind him exudes a soft halo as always, illuminating a piece of moonlight-like whiteness on the ground.

After 20 years of silence, the world seems to be waking up again today.In the midst of the invisible noise surrounding the square, Ling Yanzhi's sculpture was still quietly lying alone under the well-wrapped raincloth, waiting for the unveiling ceremony the next day.There was a deep gap in its abdomen, revealing the jagged skeleton and the rough inner tube, which was originally empty.If the morning sun happens to shine on him, it will penetrate the scar that will never solidify and reflect on the face of everyone who tries to look up to him.

May we never repeat the same mistakes.

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The author says:

The content of this article is purely fictitious, and if there is any similarity, it is because there is nothing new under the sun.

finally!It's over!Thank you for being one of the few people who joined me and supported me to finish writing such a niche work.I hope you can recommend it to more people.

There is no need for this guy to have a side story... just let everything be endless and unfinished.

In the next article, I must write cookies (clench fist) Please don't dislike me!