Belly Trojan

For a moment, Ling Yanzhi couldn't even tell whether it was the pain that made him too numb, or the impact of the information was too shocking; or this person was caught in some fanatical imagination. After all, the stories he learned from sporadic and trivial Yu Lian, who was pieced together in the movie, seemed to have gradually gone to extremes after being sent to prison by her lover, as if she had turned herself into a steel knife, leaving only sharp edges and corners, and everything else that was unnecessary I gave up all of them.He seems to be supporting a human form, a self with one breath.Is what such a person said at this time true and credible?He used to be able to pretend to be the 'Virgin', in order to create a symbol of religious revenge; and if at this moment, he turns around and turns out to be the real 'Virgin', will all this become absurd?

But another absurd fact is that in this small fish tank, the identities of the murderer and the victim seem to be reversed.Obviously, he was too exhausted to stand up, and Ling Yiyi was a frightened baby; if Yu Lian really wanted to snatch Ling Yiyi away, he didn't need to make any deals or promises at all, and he didn't even need to use that Sharp weapon: I'm afraid it only takes one pull to walk over, and I will fall apart with only a rotten wood skin left, and I can't protect anyone at all.

But Yu Lian - a man with a strong body, sound hands and feet, who even almost strangled him to death with his bare hands just now, dare not approach them at this moment.

He was too contradictory; but Ling Yanzhi looked at this contradiction, but understood it very well, like seeing himself in a mirror.

Am I not contradicting?We are artificially created to be contradictory.We are contradictory from top to bottom, from the inside to the outside, from biology to gender.We all feel that we are contradictory, and we cannot reconcile with ourselves, so how can we show that we are not contradictory?

Just like him now, he is standing not far or near, not daring to leave or approach; pretending to be strong, holding a sharp weapon in his hand, but his heart is trembling.What he is afraid of is not me, but Ling Yiyi.It's this kid.The sharp weapon, the completely lost home and abnormally fluctuating emotions since she came in, he was really afraid of a two-year-old baby.

What Yu Lian said may be true.If it was just an unrelated child, I believe that Yu Lian would use it unscrupulously just like those "holy sons" in the New Catholic Church who didn't know how to sing; after all, he wanted to take revenge on the product of such a distorted and contradictory society. Human beings who have distorted their civilization and conscience are taking revenge on the golden scales who distorted all their cognition, and they are also taking revenge on themselves who have been distorted.But there is only this one child, who was born and survived under his distortions and contradictions... He has no way to treat people equally; the precarious balance he managed to maintain amidst the distortions and contradictions, was unexpectedly defeated by such a little girl. Little squishy toddlers spoil easily.

Ling Yanzhi suddenly let go of his hand, and pushed Ling Yiyi, who was so hoarse and out of breath, crying and hiccupping, his face was pale, and beads of sweat oozed from the top of his head: "Okay, here you... I Give her to you."

The girl suddenly left the only embrace she could rely on, and was almost staggered by his push. She was so frightened that she even forgot to cry, and tightly grabbed Ling Yanzhi's sleeve. "Let go," Ling Yanzhi threatened her weakly, and opened her biscuit-like little finger, "Go over there, he is your mother."

"I'm not!" Yu Lian retorted sharply, leaning against the edge of the console, "I'm just..." Just what?Parasite of the body? Provider of cells?Could she be a useless appendix surgically removed?He couldn't go on, just stared like he was struggling.

"Whatever..." Ling Yanzhi smiled weakly, and then he pushed Ling Yiyi away, "You can take her away...I can't stand up anymore."

Ling Yiyi was pushed a little further away by him, staggered and then leaned over, rolled somersault on the ground; almost in front of Yu Lian.

In this man-made narrow secret room, the little girl rolled to his feet like a ball of lucky dolls.Instead, Yu Lian stepped back subconsciously. The distance between the three of them was like three points in the universe, which were equally divided into a line.The distance, which is obviously close at hand, seems to be farther away than when it is separated by thousands of people.So weird, she wasn't supposed to exist: a completely unexpected product.The first time he saw her——it was in the most notorious black clinic on the border of Cloud City, mixed with a group of OMEGAs who had escaped illegally, planning to have a uterus removed.However, the black doctor at that time called him aside, and asked him in a low voice, in a completely different, almost obsequious gesture, if he would like to make money.

'Some experimental institutions are accepting... OMEGA naturally conceived female baby embryos. ...a formal institution!Absolutely regular!A considerable fee. ...Of course, there are risks.But honestly, what is there to do here without risk?Removal of the uterus is also associated with a high mortality rate.You can sell them the artificial uterus together, it is said that the survival rate of the samples is higher.As for me, I don't want more from you, 20% is absolutely fair and reasonable...'

He listened almost dully, and finally found the corresponding key between the lines: "How is it possible...you mean that I...are pregnant?" '

He saw that shaking, fuzzy shadow on the color Doppler ultrasound machine.

The first feeling was—very disgusting, and fearful; he didn't have any liking for the wriggling gray shadow in this contrast, whose birth was not given any creator's expectation, like a parasitic species, an invasive Enemy, a breathing chunk of flesh.Others may not be ready to be a mother, but Yu Lian never imagined that this identity would be imposed on herself, it would be like... a sudden departure from all the common sense and principles he insisted on; he was always resisting and resolute there Opposed, holding high the banner of justice and fighting so far, but his body suddenly betrayed him and became a den of demons.He absolutely can't agree - agreeing with this shadow is actually a child connected with his own blood, and agreeing with its existence is like abandoning all his past self.

'So... sell it? The other party observed his wavering skillfully, earnestly and kindly, and said, "It is very beneficial...you will get good medical conditions and food conditions, because you will have to keep them for at least [-] weeks."Kill two birds with one stone: You don't have to worry about being hunted down.Besides, with such a large sum of money, what can't you want to do?This opportunity is rare!Generally, only those who are pregnant with male babies; because the risk factor is too high for female babies, even at [-] weeks, few people are willing to take this risk, and there are even fewer places to accept, so it is rare to catch up this time, and the price will almost double. .Listen to me, this child is not yours in the first place; looking at your expression, it is completely accidental.It has nothing to do with you from the chromosome, and you don't need to be responsible for it at all; you have been hurt, just treat it as God's compensation for you. '

Yes, compensation!Yu Lian thought.He looked at the other strange OMEGAs outside, waiting for the removal operation.Even though they knew that this place might be a dead end and a scam, they still came here.I'm here too.Because we have nowhere to go.I want to save them, I can save them, we don't deserve this; we should organize.Yes, organization, I need to be able to contact more OMEGA and organize them.But I need money, I need...a lot of money.

'OK. ’ he heard himself say; his own finger signing an electronic document and scanning his fingerprints.After a very simple operation, he had already sold it; the deposit was converted into an electronic number and deposited into his account.This point does not require too much guilt, he thought this way: I did not ask you to be a part of my body, but since you have come and become a stone in my body, a disease, I will naturally deal with you right.

OMEGA does not have the process of "production" in a narrow sense; because no matter how it is modified, it is not necessary to artificially increase the birth canal. In order to avoid fertility risks, as long as the relevant monitoring indicators meet the standards, the child usually undergoes caesarean section before full term.

And Yu Lian's operation was more complicated. It was not a cesarean section, but had to be removed together with the artificial uterus; because it was a girl's embryo, even a little exposure to air could cause her to be infected.After that, it will live in a quasi-artificial environment with precision grafted instrument pipelines, and finally move into a fully filtered closed container after simulating the delivery environment.But for Yu Lian, it was just a long and exhausting sleep, and when he woke up, the lesion was removed, leaving only recuperation; the doctor came to tell 'the operation was a success', and took a bunch more A document came for his signature.is it necessary?It wouldn't be legal anyway; will I be able to sue you one day for this?he thought mockingly, scribbling his name at the bottom of the document. 'Do you want to... take a look? ' the doctor finally asked, he reacted for a while before he understood what the other person meant, and shook his head resolutely. 'no need. 'No need, even so, he still inexplicably remembered the letterhead of that document, there was a small serial number there.

011.

That wriggling, unreal shadow on the screen has now become such a living little person standing in front of him, and a bigger contradiction shatters him from the inside out: what he sold was not a kidney, Not hair, not blood, not even stones, but a person; that person was kneaded from his belly cell by cell, flesh and blood piece by piece, bit by bit, from scratch, From death to life, slowly moving, crying and laughing, turning and making noise.When he thought that he was going to die countless times, the little guy suddenly made a somersault inside, kicked him hard as if he was very angry, and woke him up; so he bet his life that the day would pass , another day passed, with bombs in their stomachs lingering behind the gate of hell, they were all still alive, fused together for a while, and separated for a while; they went back and forth a few times, already there is me in you, and you in me .

He dropped it.It was packaged together with all his weakness, kindness, and the remaining feelings and memories that can be called good memories, cut together, and surgically removed together.He got to this day by discarding them, mercilessly cutting others as well as himself like a knife; seeing the knife getting sharper and thinner.

And now, she—they all came back suddenly, like a stray soul, running in haste after losing herself, and finally caught up at this moment; then turned into a ghost, and issued a death-defying attack towards him. The ear-piercing scream that has been suppressed until now.

He lowered his head, and the crimson, wrinkled and distorted face of the little girl came into his eyes; this scene suddenly became blurred, distorted, infinitely large and infinitely small, and all the panic suddenly condensed into a crystal grain The drops of water quickly peeled off from the retina as he lowered his head.

Patta, the cold, salty liquid fell into her mouth that was still open when she could no longer utter a sound, and some fell on her face.She was disturbed by the foreign body and the coolness, and she couldn't see the glass house from this angle, so like every child in this age, she quickly pulled out of the pain and turned to another kind of caring During the incident: She closed her mouth, and all the voices followed the tears, as if she had taken some panacea, or felt that the taste was very strange-bitter, salty, containing many, many... The indescribable emotion was something she had never tasted before, like a lost puzzle piece found again.She couldn't cry, so all the tears seemed miraculous to her; she held out her hand, trying to catch the drops, somewhat bewildered.

If there were no harsh sirens suddenly sounding, all this might have looked beautiful, very touching, and seemed to usher in a happy ending-except for one person who didn't think so.Goldfish that have eaten the same kind will never go back, they have already tasted a completely different taste from the bait; Ling Yanzhi understands, he recognizes him, because they are the same person, he can see Yu Lian The thing under the human skin.

Yu Lian didn't pay attention to Ling Yanzhi at all now, all his attention was on the little child; he was so nervous that he was sweating coldly, and his back was arched.What's more, Ling Yanzhi couldn't pose any threat to him.The fact is indeed the case, Ling Yanzhi even raised his body to reach for the fragments of the ampoule that fell on the ground, these few simple movements made him almost out of breath.Could he stab the man with this little piece of glass?Obviously it's impossible, he doesn't even have the strength to stand up, but... there are still things that can be done.

With the sharp edge, he slashed hard at the artery in his wrist.

The alarm that triggered the life safety level immediately rang throughout the hospital, and all the indicators turned blood red; this alarm was heard by all offices and monitoring departments in the entire building, and displayed on all monitoring instruments and equipment, even in the fourth-level test area. You will be notified of the alert.In addition, the negative-pressure air-tight space, which was originally prioritized by internal locks and could not be opened from the outside, will release the outward-facing operation lock in order to prioritize the safety of the experimenters...

Anyway, even if I can no longer go to the front line, I was a scientist who used the laboratory as a dormitory.

He heard the rubbing sound of the machine rising, and more noisy and chaotic shouts from outside came in through the air——Great, someone lifted the isolation gate from the outside, someone must have discovered the anomaly, and was waiting at the door Find a way to open it.The gate that was forcibly opened from the outside rose slowly due to the reverse direction, and the flowing air poured in from the bottom.In a trance, he vaguely heard someone shouting: ...Yanzhi!In the hallucination, the voice was extremely familiar and real.

The voice made him not know where to gather his last strength, he pulled Ling Yiyi past him, and pushed her small body out of the narrow gap just opened under the isolation gate.

Run, he wanted to say, but his whole body was cold, and he fell down all of a sudden.In the gap of light on the opposite side, a hand seemed to stretch out faintly, and embraced Ling Yiyi; the vision in front of him was dim and dark, and it seemed that someone was talking faintly in front of him, and he couldn't hear clearly; his neck was thrown back When he got up, Yu Lian almost pulled him by the hair and lifted him up, supporting the weight of his body with his hip bones and arms, like operating a thin but huge doll.

They were very close, Yu Lian's vigorous heartbeat and scalding body temperature made up for his coldness, and his blood soaked Yu Lian's always neat and tidy clothes.It's funny, but in the end, it's like we've become one, clinging to each other, like one person. "Get out of the way," he vaguely felt that the shattered sharp point of the ampoule in Yu Lian's hand almost pierced his neck, and he felt a little amused: Can someone like me be used as a hostage?Does anyone really care?

There seemed to be indistinct people in front of him, and they turned into black shadows of ink, as thick and light as mountains.But Yu Lian pushed him forward, and the mountain in front of him gave way like Moses divided the sea.Ling Yanzhi couldn't see their faces clearly, but he could feel the vivid, sad and regretful emotions conveyed by them. He could feel the stickiness under his feet, as if the blood was dragging behind him into a red river.

But there was a person standing in front of him and didn't move away.

"He's about to die, he can't even stand upright, where can you go with him?" Jin Linzi said, standing in front of them, still speaking in his usual cold, detached tone.He had just arrived from the Level [-] protection laboratory, his whole body was drenched in sweat as if he had been fished out of the water, and even his curly forehead hair was sticking to his face.At this time, looking at the person in front of me is the real face-to-face after a few years; that feeling is both familiar and strange, as if there is a whole moat in between.

"So, let him go, I'll be your hostage. From the root of it, it's nothing to do with Ling Yanzhi. You and I both understand that I'm the cause of this step." Academician Jin is still his The tone was flat, but he lowered his head as he spoke, took off the heavy visual aid mirror on his face, and threw it aside.Since he was continuously exposed to strong light in the last review, he can no longer wear the daily lightweight optical auxiliary glasses that look like sunglasses, and his amblyopia symptoms have reached a very serious level.Many people gasped, knowing that taking off such glasses and being exposed to the sun would basically become blind to Jin Linzi; The color of his face was abnormally whitish as if soaked in water due to wearing the frame for a long time, as if he knew what he really looked like for the first time.

Only Yu Lian is familiar with this face, and is familiar with every fine and curled eyelash.In the past, he also massaged his eye sockets to relieve his fatigue, and he also saw his abnormally pale pupils that seemed to glow in the middle of the night like a beast.He's known him since he didn't have to wear these glasses all the time, and when they were reading, he'd sometimes stand behind him and put a palm over the corner of his eye to force him to close it for a while. Eyes, the index finger of the other hand arched and gently massaged his temple; his whole body would be tilted back, and his head would be relaxed against his abdomen, rubbing it with an indescribable dark itch.

"Let him go, I'll go with you." Jin Linzi raised his hand, closed his eyes tightly, but whispered, as if he had been eagerly waiting for the answer, "This time I will accompany you to the end."