Belly Trojan

Ling Yanzhi drove the car to the hospital like crazy, his feet were numb when he stepped on the accelerator; Jin Linzi made two phone calls to arrange a temporary operation.Ji Rong curled up on the back seat, not saying a word, not even crying out for pain.On the other hand, Jin Linzi kept hissing his breath during the conversation, a large piece was torn at the corner of his mouth, and it was so swollen that it hurt when he spoke.The three of them maintained a strange balance, until Jin Linzi pressed the receiver, turned his hair and asked, "How many months?"

The hamster opened its mouth, but no sound came out.

"If you don't tell me, how can I arrange treatment?"

A voice as thin as a mosquito gnat came: "...more than three months." Jin Linzi asked: "Do you know the exact weeks?"

Ling Yanzhi couldn't listen anymore: "You have the nerve to ask, can't you figure it out yourself?"

"I don't know because it's not mine."

Ling Yanzhi was stunned.It was as if the hamster had made a nest and tucked itself in without saying a word.The car drove back to No. [-] Hospital, and the medical staff came up to follow up. He didn't react until he was sent to the operating room.Jin Linzi turned to leave, but was stopped by him.

The golden scales turned around.The white lights in the corridor shone on the white walls and medical facilities, reflecting quite strongly.This kind of light was too strong for him, and he could hardly see anything clearly, his eyes were narrowed very thin, his pupils stood upright like a cat, his brows were tightly knit together, and he could only see a rough outline.But even with that vague Ying Zili, he could still feel that Ling Yanzhi was trembling, and he was even holding the knife in his hand.

"sit down."

OMEGA, who had almost killed him with a knife, pointed to the place next to him; there was blood diluted by the rain on his hand, which looked thin pink.

"I called the best doctor," Jin Linzi explained, "You can't help here either."

"Let you sit down!!"

Jin Linzi sat down, he motioned to the bodyguards, and someone immediately brought towels, blankets, and new sunglasses.The blanket covered Ling Yanzhi's drenched body, covering the blood on his body and his hand holding the knife.The dry breath made Ling Yanzhi feel better, as if he finally breathed out from drowning.

"...Whose child is that?"

"I do not know."

"It's not because of him that you—"

Jin Linzi put on the sunglasses again, and the clear vision made him feel much better, "Don't you think it's strange? He believes in the New Repentance Sect, which is against the ABO system. They think that OMEGA should confess sins, let alone get pregnant. It is a great sin. According to the doctrine, it is a devil's fetus, it is a demon child, and the ones born are all devils that lead to the extinction of mankind." He laughed and glanced at the information handed over, "such Can people get pregnant? Moreover, it has been three months... 14 weeks, and he hasn't discovered it."

Ling Yanzhi thought about it. "You're right. But you better shut up...the way you talk makes me want to stab you to death."

Jin Linzi stopped talking, but that was not as good as talking, because as soon as he fell silent, he would hear faint voices from the operating room, which seemed to be screaming, because it was too painful.Ling Yanzhi let go of his head and thought that the pain might be much worse than mine at that time, but he felt that he was not enough to refer to. After all, the pain of breaking his leg had far overwhelmed other things, and he passed out almost immediately.A nurse walked over quickly and asked Academician Jin to come over, which seemed to be the intention of some family members, but she wanted to report the tone, saying that a large white gestational sac had come down, and asked him if he wanted to see it.Jin Linzi gave the interrogator a weird look, as if he thought it was a funny question, he had seen eight hundred failed gestational sacs if not one thousand; but Ling Yanzhi stood up suddenly, "Can I... can I see it? ……I want to see."

Last time, he almost passed away in a painful coma, not knowing what it looked like; but this time, he saw the appearance of the embryo with his own eyes, and it was indeed just a mass of fleshy tissue that he didn't know how to describe , looks like a funnel without holes, and it seems that a head the size of an apple seed can be vaguely discerned inside.There was a dull dull pain in his head, and he belatedly felt a hot stream welling up his eye sockets, but nothing came down.

The nurse was talking to Jin Linzi about the situation, "nt3.6, nf3.2, bchg is not up anymore, the situation is fine, no bleeding for now," Jin Linzi nodded, "it will be easy when it comes down, we can arrange cleaning..." Just as they were talking, a doctor poked his head out from the inside and hurriedly called the person back, "Wait a minute, there is another one!"

Jin Linzi was called in; Ling Yanzhi stood outside, his temple was throbbing with pain, worse than his own at that time, as if there was a thread, a thorn in there, pulling the pain, but he couldn't pull it out.People walked back and forth, and the wind brought by the opening and closing of the door made their faces hurt.There's one more, what does another one mean?Is there going to be another miscarriage, or...

Sitting there waiting, he suddenly felt a little funny, as if he was the ALPHA who should be anxious, that feeling was exciting and weird, and he seemed excited and abnormal.After a while—he didn't even know how long, it seemed like a century—the golden scales came out, and he grabbed him and asked, "How is it?"

"The other gestational sac is intact, maybe it can be saved," Jin Linzi looked at him, speaking in a business-like tone, with ups and downs no different from saying anything else.

"...Will you keep it? Will you? Will you?!"

Jin Linzi looked at him strangely. "why not?"

Ling Yanzhi was on the contrary. "...that's not your child."

"Even now the successful production rate of OMEGA is still very low, and the probability of keeping one of these twins in this situation is even smaller. I dare not guarantee it, but it is also an attempt." Jin Linzi said, " Children do not belong to us, they belong to all mankind."

Ling Yanzhi glared at him. "...you are so weird."

"Each and each other, return the exact words," the scientist retaliated, "Why did you protect it? It's not your child either."

Ling Yanzhi was speechless, and he also felt that he was behaving strangely, the dizziness as if he just stomped his feet was still there, and it seemed that he had a fever after being exposed to the rain and got drunk.Jin Linzi pointed to the ward, "Ji Rong said he wanted to talk to you."

"Talk to me? Shouldn't I talk to you?"

"I have nothing to talk to him about. If talking will solve the problem, it will be solved by now."

Ji Rong lay there, changed his blood-stained clothes, but his hair was still wet and stuck to his face, as if it was still in the rain.Seeing Ling Yanzhi walk in, he smiled vigorously again.He subconsciously covered his lower abdomen with his hands, but there was a deep haze hiding under his smile. "...Thank you for saving me..."

Ling Yanzhi stood still three or two steps away from the bed, and did not move forward. "Jin Linzi told me that you have something to say. Is that what you want to tell me?"

The hamster lowered his head and rubbed the corner of his clothes pitifully. "I... know, Brother Zhi, you must be very disappointed in me now..."

"Disappointed for what?"

The corners of the little animal's eyes were red, and it bit its lower lip pitifully, its fingers rubbing the hospital gown into a ball on its abdomen.

"The doctor said...it's very rare. In that case, there is still one left..." he whispered, "but...it's extra, right?...Am I...no Should you want it?"

"You don't want it?" Ling Yanzhi asked, "It's because you believe in that teaching, which is sinful? Who the hell would feel guilty for no reason?"

"Brother Zhi doesn't think he is guilty?" the hamster asked back, "But if we are not guilty, why should we be treated like this?"

Ling Yanzhi was stopped by the question.The hamster continued on his own:

"...If I feel guilty, it makes me feel easier to accept....Many people envy me and think I am lucky. ALPHA is a world-renowned genius, one of the founders of the ABO rating system, and the leader of the 'Tinder Project' The executor, the burden of the future of mankind rests on him. No one believes me when I say it, and they all feel that I am not worthy of him. I am not worthy, what am I? Those who are worthy of standing next to him should at least Brother Zhizhi looks like you, you are so good-looking, decent and generous, you can take it out and get it. What about me? He married me, just like targeted poverty alleviation, do you understand? He doesn't touch me at all. "

Ling Yanzhi didn't know what to say, "You... sleep for a while."

But Ji Rong just opened his eyes wide, looking at the edge of the incandescent lamp on the ceiling.

"Brother Zhi, what are we? We are neither men nor women... We can't be husbands, but we can't be mothers either."

"Do you know? Before him, I actually married once. That person is not a thing. I have been pregnant three times in a row, and each time I got pregnant again after only one month of aborting. Because the three times it was found out that it was a girl, a girl It can’t be kept. If Mei’s disease is caused from the inside, the artificial uterus will be directly damaged, and we will not be able to survive, so we must be lured. When the third inspection found that it was a girl, I was detained in the hospital. He thought I was a broom star, which was bad luck, so he disappeared and never came to see me again. At that time, I was also in this hospital, and I couldn’t even get a meal, so I just lay there alone, with no one around.”

"It's funny to say, although it's not what I want to conceive, but that feeling... It's obviously not my child, but when they leave, it's like a part of themselves has disappeared and is no longer complete; the third time It got worse, I lost my mind, and the whole person kept digging into the horns. I couldn't figure out why this happened, why girls couldn't come to this world? At that time, I could already feel her moving in my stomach, and I couldn't restrain it I was thinking, maybe she won’t die? Maybe Mei’s disease has let us go? During the third induction of labor, I resisted so much that I almost didn’t eat for several days, and my condition was so bad that I couldn’t have surgery , ALPHA is not by my side, and I don't apply for the protection of the O Association... so no one can sign for me. At that time, I thought to myself, I should die with her, or I can just rot here, let She crawled out of it."

"Later, when Jin Linzi found out, he said that it would be good if he married me, anyway, he has a lot of goals."

"That feeling is amazing...it's indescribable, he gave me the hope of living. I really...want to like him, like a normal relationship, like someone, and have children for him, such a relationship It's normal. I can accept it if it's him, because he wants me to be OMEGA, so it's okay to suffer a little.... I know I'm not good enough for him, so I try to be a good wife and learn from To cook delicious meals, I hope I can be as cute as a woman... I want a child like him crazily, and if I have a child, I won't be so useless to him. At that time, no one will I don't think I'm good enough for him..."

"I tried everything I could...but he still didn't want to touch me...he didn't even look at me. He told me coldly, there's no need to have intercourse, and there's no need to wrong yourself. I've had three streams, The artificial uterus is not a real uterus and cannot repair itself, so it has been greatly damaged and may not be able to conceive again; even if it is implanted again, it will cause great harm to the body and may cause Other symptoms. But I'm not afraid of physical harm, so what is it? If you don't even need me, why do you want me to be an OMEGA? I can't figure it out... I'm beginning to doubt. There must always be someone who is wrong , that must be my mistake. At that time, I know the New Confession.. It makes me feel better. Just believe it, it turns out that these things are not right, just repent and you can get rid of sins.. Stupid , right? But it’s a lot easier to think about it that way, and it becomes a good thing, an acceptable thing for him not to touch me, and it becomes part of the confession.”

Ling Yanzhi swallowed forcefully.

"Then whose child... is it?"

"Is that important?" The hamster blinked palely, imitating Jinlinzi's tone, "Anyway, it belongs to all human beings."

He even had a laugh. "He said that, right? He doesn't care at all. As for whether others want to marry all human beings, it is not within his consideration... Or in his opinion, marrying him or marrying all human beings is the same the same."

"But I don't want to marry all human beings. Is it wrong? I fell in love with someone I don't deserve...Is it wrong? I hope it is wrong, so I believe in religion, and I repent desperately...I put my family Make a mess, go out to participate in the pilgrimage, vent your dissatisfaction with others, curse the children born by OMEGA, and curse all the pregnant women I see are stillborn and miscarried, to cover up my crazy jealousy..."

He still had a smile on his face, but tears were streaming down his face.

"But what's going on?...Why did I get pregnant again when I obviously didn't want it and didn't care about it? It's so funny. The person I cursed every day finally became myself. I have nowhere to go back: I I dare not go home, and I dare not go to church again. That day, the statue of God stared at my stomach. He saw it, and he would punish me... The doctrine says that I am a sinner, and I am still pregnant with a devil's fetus even though I know I am guilty. Even confession is useless, my soul is completely defiled; but I don't have the guts to die, and I don't have the guts to jump off the stairs... But when I think of the child in my stomach, I suddenly can't restrain myself from thinking about how long it will grow. What will happen when I grow up? The abdomen is like a cluster of flames, burning there little by little. What will he be like, what will the future be like? Is there actually a new hope that can save me... from here? ..."

With red eyes, he looked at Ling Yanzhi who said nothing: "But I thought again, what if—the future—is not like that? If in the future, these repentances take effect, the punishment for human beings will be like the day that came suddenly Suddenly left again, and suddenly there are women in this world, and there are offspring who reproduce normally, so how should he deal with himself?... A monster born by an OMEGA who is neither male nor female...will be looked down upon? If What's wrong with him... What will everyone say? Can he still study? Can he still marry? Can he still fall in love with someone?—Will he be like us, even if he lives, he will live—at that time Will he curse me, hate me, ask me why I gave birth to him like I question myself today?!"

Ling Yanzhi suddenly opened his arms vigorously, hugging the trembling Omega tightly into his arms, holding the half-bladed half-blade with numb knuckles in his hand, until finally it fell to the ground with an insignificant soft sound.

"...No." He whispered, their bodies were pressed tightly together, and the small, hot, remaining flame seemed to burn to his body, warming the hollow abdomen.

"Will not."