Belly Trojan

Fan Shu had a long dream.Everything in the dream is soft and rippling, the old-fashioned rotating wind chimes are whirling in front of the window sill, mother and grandmother are sitting under the window sill chatting, their hands occasionally shake the cradle next to it, making a sound————— The sound of — triggered a soft little hand stretched out from the cloth cushion, grabbing the air subconsciously.Fan Shu stretched out one of his fingers, and he held it tightly, even wanting to stuff it into his mouth.Fan Shu let the little guy smear his saliva on his fingers, then reached in and touched the soft gums that hadn't erupted yet.

The child's face was pouted forward, and his arms were so fat that they protruded like lotus joints, and he couldn't turn over after struggling for a long time.When Fan Shu went to tease him, he just laughed babblingly, and he wouldn't get tired of watching it all day.The grandmother smiled and said, "Our Ah Shu has loved children the most since childhood...", but the mother waved over there: "Yanzhi, don't be so busy, the baby wants you, come here—"

A pair of slender hands picked up the child from in front of Fan Shu and hugged him in his arms; on his ring finger he wore a plain ring that was the same as Fan Shu's, and that hand pushed back his curly hair, revealing the beautiful tips of his ears . "Don't be lazy with him, let him turn over more, he can't crawl..."

Fan Shu looked at his side face, and suddenly felt that he seemed to have forgotten what to say, moved his lips, but couldn't utter the proper words. 'Yanzhi,' he could only call out his name, '...do you still hate me? '

His OMEGA teased the baby with a smile that condensed on his face like a sticker.The baby in his arms disappeared like a bubble. He spread his hands, and the bubbles flew around and dazzled his eyes. When he could see clearly, the person in front of him had turned and walked out, and his back melted into the monotonous skyline. Make a small point. 'Derived from it? ...' Fan Shu chased him out, and the bubbles hit him head-on, each of which reflected a false past time, and when they touched it, they exploded into countless fragments of memories.Ling Yanzhi in those fragments is always smiling, obedient, beautiful, and fragile, conforming to all the OMEGA images that should be, like a benchmark carved out of a mold.

He carried these fragments forward, the length of time lay between each other, and he couldn't catch up with the footsteps of the departing person if he had a little nostalgia. 'Yanzhi, where are you going? ...you wait for me,—'

Don't come, Ling Yanzhi looked at him, shook his head slightly, and pointed to the direction behind him, Fan Shu turned his head suddenly, and saw the faces of his mother and grandmother sunken in the original room, turning into ashes like dust and disappearing, the room began to collapse, Those wind chimes, cribs, small wooden tables and chairs, and the toys that had been prepared all disappeared; there seemed to be only Ling Yanzhi left in the world, like a distant coordinate, where a bloody nail was stuck.He chased after him and grabbed his wrist, gripping his wrist tightly like the last straw, strangling it so that blood was dripping from it.Why?Why even you have to leave me?

Because I don't belong here, I don't belong to your fantasy——Fan Shu, I'm not someone you imagined to fill the void in your heart.

"—!!"

Fan Shu suddenly opened his eyes.The turbid light of the chandelier on the ceiling is matched with the blue curtains, and the long "di-di-" sound of the instrument is under the ears.He suddenly wanted to sit up, but felt dizzy for a while, knocked over everything on the small table next to him, and pressed the switch with his elbow on the remote control.The wall-mounted TV suddenly turned on, and the strong songs and dances on the channel exploded harshly and without warning, causing him to growl, stepping on the ground with one foot, and the whole person lost his balance and was about to fall forward; The hanging needle was torn apart, and blood beads came out in strings.Finally someone rushed in to support him, and two nurses almost lifted him up to help him back to the bed; then Wu Shan and Gu Fengshou both rushed in.

"You fucking woke up at last!" Gu Fengshou roared, he was panting as if he had run a long-distance race, his hair was sticky with sweat, he leaned against the door and didn't come up after helping, but his face was smiling; Wu Shan rushed over But without his help, two nurses put Fan Shu back on the bed, one on each side, and stopped the bleeding from a needle wound on his hand. "Brother Shu..." Wu Shan choked up, unable to continue.Fan Shu looked him up and down, confirmed that there was nothing wrong with him, then heaved a sigh of relief and lay down on the back, allowing the bed frame to be shaken half way up. "...Are you injured?" He asked, watching the apprentice he brought out with red ears shaking his head desperately; then looking at Gu Fengshou, his eyes lit up for a moment, and finally his feet seemed to fall back to the ground. You can smell the smell of disinfectant on the medical bed. "...What about Yanzhi?"

Gu Fengshou rolled his eyes. "Yan Zhi Yan Zhi, the three words are inseparable from Yan Zhi, and he is still yelling in his mouth when he is about to die. If you yelled that earlier, your wife might not run away."

Fan Shu paused suspiciously, Wu Shan's head was almost buried in the belly of the bed, and he dared not lift it up.

"Wait, how many days have I been lying down?...Did you," he looked at Gu Fengshou, "help me take cover at Yanzhi's place?"

His lawyer opened his mouth and closed it again.How should I say this?Your wife is so powerful that she can go to the sky, and it is probably his fault that you suffered such a serious injury, but he also got into the game, but he was rescued by your leader, and then he was beaten up by your apprentice to hold a grudge In my heart, your leader agreed to divorce by agreement for you, and he ran away with an ALPHA, and now your wife is going to run for the chairman of the O Association... Can you believe it?I'm afraid that you will be drowned if the beans are poured out of the bamboo tube.So he opened his mouth, closed it, opened it again, and finally said: "You think you can't do it without him? You want me to cover you for pestering the coquettish all day long? You didn't go hunting for wild food, what kind of cover do you want?"

Fan Shu was silent for a moment, and the energy that seemed to have accumulated in his body suddenly dissipated, and he muttered: "... Didn't let him know about this?"

"You're already like this, can he not know? Do you know that you almost died? The critical illness notice was issued twice, and you are lucky if you don't die." Gu Fengshou patted him in front of his eyes, "Don't look for it, you're not here .If you want to ask why, ask your apprentice. You ask him yourself.”

Wu Shan sat beside him without saying a word, with his hands hanging down, his face flushed from neck to neck; Fan Shu turned his head to look over, and managed to say: "Brother Shu...he is not good enough for you. I...I I have already reflected on it... I was just in a hurry...but..."

"Wait, wait," Fan Shu covered his head with a splitting headache. It was still difficult for him to straighten his upper body. Just when he moved, it seemed that he had touched the wound, and now the pain was slowly rising, " Is he worthy of me, what do you reflect on,..."

"If it weren't for him, our mission would have gone well and wouldn't have been exposed at all...Brother Shu, you wouldn't have been hurt..."

Gu Fengshou pulled Wu Shan and dragged the young man back, "I think you didn't close the reflection room enough! How did you beat him up? Ah? I didn't even beat up a fucking lawyer!" What about people! Do you know how much I want to hit people?"

Fan Shu was confused for a while and didn't understand at all: "...what?"

Gu Fengshou smiled: "What, it's okay, ah, you go to sleep, you won't be able to get out of bed if you are injured for a month, and the medicine will take effect soon, don't think so much, go to sleep again For a while. I'll take care of Ling Yanzhi's affairs." He reached out and turned off the TV, "Just don't make the third emergency notification, you know that bullet hole, the one on your stomach, it's too dangerous... …The operation lasted nine hours, and the peritoneum was full of shrapnel…I don’t know what will happen in the future, maybe it will recur…”

Fan Shu opened his eyes, as if he heard it, but didn't hear it, "He knew, so he left?..."

Gu Fengshou opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, Wu Shan kept winking at him.

Fan Shu raised his hand and wanted to slap the edge of the bed vigorously, but he didn't have the strength in his hand, so he just slapped softly on the railing. It seemed that this deterrent action didn't have the desired effect.

Wu Shan stopped talking; Fan Shu just stared at him, and hoarsely shouted "Speak!", which shocked him into place.Gu Fengshou hurriedly stopped him, pushed Wu Shan out the door, and said: "Your wife, don't worry about it, I can't guess what he is thinking anyway, and he doesn't even care about your life; but I think he Anyway, he was trying to harm you, maybe he knew your identity a long time ago, so he deliberately caused you to expose Xingzang, which almost cost him his life. Xiao Wu saw him in a fit of anger that day, so he beat him up in a fit of anger. I didn't hit the vital parts of my body, but my face was swollen. Those brothers and colleagues didn't help, and they waited until the person was hit hard before pulling away. I didn't really hit hard, I just slapped my face. It’s all for making him feel embarrassed to meet people. But it’s all like this, can people not leave, why stay here, waiting to be beaten?”

Fan Shu was stunned for a while, and Gu Fengshou murmured, "However, if you are not a brother, I would say that he deserves to be beaten. If you don't beat him up because you are used to it all day long, he will be turned upside down. By the way, he will be beaten up." The alchemy furnace, I brought you into it for refining."

"... Then you can't hit him."

"Of course my wife is disobedient and I have to beat her, otherwise there are no rules in the family." Gu Fengshou clicked his tongue, "He is too beautiful to provoke right and wrong. If he is ugly and quiet, it is just a video, how can there be such a high popularity -"

"Video? What video?"

"Hey, don't worry about it, how about Ling Yanzhi, and what does it have to do with you, Fan Shu?"

"We're not divorced yet."

"When you were in a coma, Li Bu talked to him," Gu Fengshou sighed, "Your wife asked for an agreement to divorce, otherwise he will ignore it and continue to do his own way, exposing you to the media. From the perspective of your safety, he I had no choice but to agree. Otherwise, he will continue to make troubles known to the world, and you are still a woolly invisible agent. This is almost becoming a visible target. Not only will you expose yourself, but you will also expose the invisible career channels of the National Security Bureau. There were also other invisible agents at that time. Besides, in the case you handled before, if there were remnants of the Catholic Church, it would be easy to find out that it was you, and maybe they would come to hunt you down." He paused, clumsily Consolingly, "If you think about it this way, at least you broke up with him, and he is relatively safe."

Fan Shu was silent, as if all the blood vessels in his body froze for a moment, and he could only hear the regular and relentless ringing of the monitoring equipment, and the curve followed a long arc, proving that he was still breathing and his heart was beating. "Is that the case?"

Gu Fengshou patted him on the shoulder, fearing that he was using too much force, so he tucked the quilt for him halfway.

"You have a duty of confidentiality. Ling Yanzhi can do anything wrong, but you can't. Don't think about it, just take a rest, your injury hasn't healed yet—"

"I——" Fan Shu suddenly struggled with his hand, his voice piercing sharply, "How could I not want to?! I walked on the line of life and death, and when I came back, I had nothing... Don't you even have a home?"

"I warned you. Before you left, didn't I tell you?" Gu Fengshou said quietly, allowing him to dig his fingers into the flesh of his arm. "Department Li has asked me to draw up the agreement with him. You carefully Think about it, if you feel better, go talk to Mr. Li."

"Why can others decide whether I want to get a divorce?"

"What you said is wrong. It's not our decision, it's Ling Yanzhi's decision. If you don't leave, then go to court. He can slander you vigorously and expose you; if you agree, you just follow his wishes. Coming and going, it’s the same reason. His heart is not with you, so what’s the use of forcing him to stay?”

Fan Shu thought about it all day, from daylight to darkness and back to daylight. He thought about the thin agreement paper, the name signed on it, that long dream that seemed unreal, and the bird in the dream. The small, small hand tightly grasped one of his fingers.

Suddenly he couldn't bear it anymore, forced himself to get up, and gave himself a painkiller.Then he propped himself up, climbed out of the bed with one leg, hid in the cleaning truck and slipped out of the hospital, dragged one leg to the street at an intersection to call a car; No pain, but no effort.The sun was baking on the road, and a piece of news was scrolling on the big screen in the business district next door.Ling Yanzhi's face was still blue and purple, and his swollen eyes were even asymmetrical, but he stood under the flashing light without bowing his head or covering up.He knows that scars can also become weapons; or in other words, his weapons are only scars.

Fan Shu paused, staring blankly, as if he didn't understand what happened at all, how things went off the rails in such a short period of time, and became where they are today.Facing the camera, Ling Yanzhi calmly announced that he was about to run for the post of chairman of the OMEGA Association; then an entrepreneur in a suit and tie came into the camera to shake hands with him, with a mask-like smile on his face ——He delivered a short speech, expressing his support for OMEGA's return to society and his support for Ling Yanzhi's daring to speak out in public, and decided to sponsor his cause.That ALPHA was wrapping one hand around Ling Yanzhi's shoulder affectionately, talking against his ear with an ambiguous gesture.

But this is not what made Fan Shuli angry.He didn't even have time to feel angry, he just felt that the blood all over his body had solidified instantly, forming frozen blood clots along the hole of the gunshot wound.That was Yi Huazang, the chairman of Taihe Industry, he was——one of Fan Shu's key surveillance targets, the trade partner they were going to arrest but missed that day—

A "Moses".

The author says:

It's great to see everyone's heated discussion!Don't hurt the situation, you can understand it in any way!The subject matter of this kind of article will inevitably face heated discussions, but I still hope that everyone will not simply distinguish between "scumbags" and "scumbags". Although feelings must always be part of the struggle in the article, the development of this article will be far from There are various clues to the development of feelings, but feelings are a boost but not the core.In the midst of the overall irresistible social tide, human nature and social nature are repeatedly resisting, and many people's feelings may have strange patterns.You don’t need to be too entangled, which is why there is no CP written in the topic of this article.They themselves do not understand each other's relationship based on love. At least at the current stage, among all the people on the stage, sex and marriage are a purposeful means, in order to be able to survive seemingly normal in society go down.