[Lord Demon Slayer: Hiiragi of Kuhara]

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seventy.

Time runs continuously, the seasons change, and they never stop.

It was full of suffering, but it could be considered a magnificent experience, but as Kuhara Hiiragi talked about it, he felt that those things were as boring as white water.

It's just in another country, another era, doing something similar to killing ghosts now.

Maybe it was guessed earlier, but Sato didn't respond until the end of listening.

The sound of the wind is mixed with the noise in the distance, echoing on the snowy field under the night.

"So your martial skills, the person you know named Shi An, the things you have experienced, and the places you have been to all happened thousands of years ago?"

"Yes."

Silence spread, and after a while, Sabito sighed.

"What's wrong?" Kuhara Hiiragi asked.

"No, I just thought you were a bit strange when you were practicing in Sagiri Mountain. But at that time, Giyuu and I thought you were learning from Master Rinaki, so we didn't think too much about it." He said, rubbing his temples, "If I had found out earlier, maybe things wouldn't have come to this point."

What did you find?Kuhara Hiiragi looked at him suspiciously, just about to ask a question, but heard Saito speak again.

"Do you hate her?" He pointed to Lingli Zhuhe.

Kuhara Hiiragi was silent for a moment, then finally nodded.

"Then why did you say those things just now?"

"Which?"

Sato didn't answer, but said firmly: "Since you don't want to respect those incarnations of Xiangshu at all, since you feel unwilling, then hate them, hate them like a human being, and take revenge. Can't you do it?"

Kuhara Hiiragi was stunned, and then looked away: "I don't understand what you mean."

Then he watched Saitu take two steps forward unbearably, and grabbed his collar.

"I mean, if you can't respect your enemies then don't do it! Why do you push yourself to this point? Do you think you're a god who wants nothing?"

The ghost who was grabbed by the collar frowned: "Dayue Yaochang and Lingli Zhuhe are fighting against the ghost dance Tsuji Wumi with their own will, how can I be indiscriminate..."

"Why? Obviously according to what you said, they killed your master and friends."

"Hate is never the right choice."

"So, just for the so-called 'correctness', you pretended not to see your own suffering and all the things you wanted? But don't you realize that if you go on like this, you will only lose more things, and you can't grasp anything? You It's not indifference, it's just cowardice!"

"you……!"

Kuhara Hiiragi waved away Satu's hand holding his collar, turned around and left.

"Where are you going?"

"I have to get out of here." He clenched his fists and forced himself to speak calmly, "I won't say anything offensive if I stay here."

"No, if you're a man, just stay here and speak clearly," Sato said sharply, "Or are you scared?"

Kuhara Hiiragi just stopped, he raised his head and took a deep breath, the breath was filled with white mist, drifting in the empty snow field.His whole body is like a phantom floating on the water, which will disappear at any time.

So when that small voice came, Sato almost thought he heard it wrong.

"you shut up."

"what?"

"I've been talking non-stop since just now, why am I not reconciled? Didn't I tell you that I don't have it!" The ghost with dark eyes turned around and said fiercely, "Obviously I don't know anything, why? Do you still talk about other people's past like you think you know it? What do you know about what you want and what I'm afraid of? "

Whether in battle or in peacetime, this person seems to have never been so excited.

But looking at Kuhara Hiiragi who lost control of his emotions, Sato suddenly realized that he had never had the real feeling of "this person is right in front of his eyes" like now.

So continue to add wood to the fire.

"If you have nothing to pursue, what are you fighting for?"

"Of course it's for the righteousness of the world."

"The answer is really in your style. Who taught that? Your master?" Sato couldn't help laughing, "I thought about completing my mission and leaving, thinking about sacrificing myself and then disappearing silently, other than that There is nothing else you want to do, there may be a living existence like that, but it is definitely not you."

Ah, this guy...

It's really exciting!

Kuhara Hiiragi almost trembled with anger: "What? You know me well?"

"Yeah, compared to not getting anything in return, you might as well think that you didn't pursue it from the beginning. You think it will make you feel better, right?"

Half of the anger disappeared, and at the same time, there was a small fear spreading in his heart.

what happened……

"I've been thinking why you smiled at me when I beheaded you four years ago."

Stop it, don't talk anymore, if this goes on...

"I thought you were happy because the plan went smoothly. But then I realized that after you turned into a ghost, you attacked the hermit. Even I couldn't recognize it. I couldn't think of such a complicated thing."

Jiuyuan Hiiragi froze on the spot in a daze, he almost wanted to grab the neck of the person in front of him to silence him.

"So it's not relief from death, much less relief from planning."

Yes, now that I think about it, that was just a more direct, more laughable reason.

"Even if it's the same pain as before, in the end, I won't be alone waiting for death..."

"No, stop it!"

Kuhara Hiiragi stopped him, but the person in front of him just frowned slightly, and announced the result with sadness in his eyes——

"Do you feel the satisfaction of seeing someone grieve over your death?"

The guillotine fell, dripping with blood.

Twisted wishes were judged.

Everything is deserved.

……

When did it start?

Putting something you want in the back of your mind is like pretending it doesn't exist.

Is it from becoming a descendant of Taiwu?No, it should have been earlier than that, when I was digging my father's grave, I learned to do that.

But if I can't have no desires and no desires, if peace in the world is not my only wish, what exactly...what is it for...

Ahh, it is obviously the body of an immortal ghost, why does it still feel cold?

Kuhara Hiiragi stood there blankly, and the cold wind poured in from the torn gap, making the torn heart feel extremely absurd, and a voice leaked out.

—Yes, it sucks, always sucks.

The incarnation of Xiangshu is a respectable person, so what is I who expelled them, and what is Shi An who was killed?

And this person in front of me.

"It's enough to know, why say it?"

The sense of absurdity spread in his mind, and he couldn't help raising his head, smiling at the swordsman who cut open his heart.

"Do you know that when I died, no one collected my body. After experiencing such a life, what do you want me to expect?" Unlike the corners of the mouth that turned upward, something twisted His eyes slid down, fell into the icy snow, and disappeared without a trace, "As you said, I do have such cowardly and selfish thoughts... I am such a ridiculous and shameless person, you are satisfied ?”

His voice seemed to be shaking.

"I gave me and my all for the peace of the world. But no one cared, and I thought I didn't care, but I ended up lying in the wilderness waiting to die, watching the vultures fly to me and stare at me ...I can't move, and no one can give me a good time. Let me ask you, did I do something wrong?"

Enough is enough.

Really, enough is enough.

"Laugh if you want to, laugh!"

Satoshi really laughed, he hugged Kuhara Hiiragi, shaking with laughter.And the latter froze in place, opened his eyes blankly, and almost forgot why he was angry.

"Are you crazy?" A muffled voice came from Satu's shoulder.

"No, just a little happy," he replied, "I feel like I finally see you."

The alienation that has been going on for a long time is not because of the millennium generation gap, or the feeling of strangeness, or because this person is not good at connecting with people.

——This guy is just a coward who forgot to call for help, forgot to resist, and didn't even realize that he was escaping. He covered his ears and hid in the dark.

"Listen well."

The snow cave lanterns ignited the shining light, reflecting the road leading to the shrine, which is extremely deserted in winter, brilliantly.The noise of the festival crowd in the distance is indistinct, and the loud music can't be heard here, only vague words remain.

"It's not a shameful thing to want to be rewarded at all. It doesn't matter if you feel so despicable and embarrassing, but as a human being, it's too bad to just not die."

After finishing speaking, he pulled Kuhara Hiiragi down the mountain.

"Where?"

"Go and get back what's owed, what's been damaged, what's been forgotten."

"...but don't you hate me?"

After knowing this, after seeing his face with no inner content, boring and empty, would you still help him?

"It's very annoying, and there is no one who hates you more than you." The swordsman in white feathers replied, "I only care about separating myself from others, and I can't see that there are already people around me who have gained happiness because of my existence. Stupid guys are really rare in a thousand years."

"..."

It must be because it was too cold.

Kuhara Hiiragi thought.

It froze his breath so that he couldn't speak anything.

So forget it.

Blame all the mistakes on the seasons.

……

"Inosuke! So you are here."

Opening the gate of the Choya training ground, Tanjiro saw Zuhira Inosuke and my wife Zenitsu as they were doing activities inside.

"What?"

"Mr. Hiiragi is back, he is..."

"What winter melon is back?"

Halfway through Inosuke's speech, he suddenly felt a chill behind his back.

"...Is that a new nickname?" Following Tanjiro at the door was Kuhara Hiiragi exuding a black aura, "I asked Saito to report to the lord first, but you don't seem to want to see me ah."

"Hiragi, Mr. Hiiragi, Inosuke probably didn't do it on purpose." Tanjiro turned his head stiffly.

"I know." Kuhara Hiiragi nodded, "But there is an old saying, a filial son is born under a stick."

"I'm not your son!" As Inosuke said, he jumped up and jumped out of the window, "Catch me if you have the ability!"

"you……!"

Kuhara Hiiragi just wanted to chase him out, but at this moment, someone suddenly grabbed the hem of Haori's clothes.

He turned his head and unexpectedly saw a girl with a side ponytail - Lihua Luoxiang Naihu standing behind him as if she had something to say.To be honest, he didn't have a deep impression of this girl. He only remembered that she was the least talkative of the styled stepson, so that the impression she gave was a bit dull.

Recently, it seems that thanks to a certain Zaomen family, I have finally begun to gradually learn to express myself.

"Wait a minute, don't you want to intercede with that wild boar head?" Shanyi next to him had a sky-falling expression.

"Is there anything Kanao wants to say?" Tanjiro looked at the girl in the white cloak, clenched his fists as if cheering her on, "That's good, whatever it is, just say it !"

speak out.

Yes, that has to be said...

So the girl made up her mind and finally spoke.

"……Tolerate."

What?Before Kuhara Hiiragi could react, he heard Butterfly Ninja's voice from the corridor behind him.

"Kanahu, it's time for my sister to teach you sword skills, don't be late!"

Hearing this, the girl quickly let go of Kuhara Hiiragi, put on her usual smiling expression, bowed to him, then turned and walked towards the corridor.

"Ninja? Are you saying that Miss Ninja is coming, so let's be quiet?" Shanyi looked at her back suspiciously.

Probably not.Kuhara Hiiragi thought for a while.Although he is not very clear, but the girl's expression...

It always felt like I was asking for help.

The author has something to say:

I saw a lot of butterfly sisters on cp25, they are all so beautiful.

I also saw a volunteer and a Chanel shopping together, I always feel that this configuration is a bit magical hhhhh

[I made up my mind a little bit, and then found that they probably can only communicate with their eyes]

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