After the divorce, the president regretted it

All along, An Xiaodong felt that he was a strong enough person.

Whether it's the death of both parents since childhood, being abandoned by his biological sister, living a life of being dependent on others and being looked down upon by others.

He was the only grandfather who loved him and died.

Including when she came to Qiu's house and was treated like that by Qiu Yunjin for no reason.

An Xiaodong felt nothing, these were not important, just bear with it and it will pass, there is no need to feel wronged or sad.

It's just that people can't taste the sweetness. Once they are pampered, they can't accept the gap.

An Xiaodong's grievances had nowhere to vent.

This afternoon, Ye Weidan also called in advance to say that she would not be coming back.

When the housekeeper asked An Xiaodong to go down to eat at night, An Xiaodong was in no mood to eat, and didn't even leave the room.

The housekeeper stood at the door, and when he heard An Xiaodong say no to eating, he didn't force it. Instead, he went downstairs to the kitchen and brought the food to An Xiaodong's door himself.

The food was delivered to the door, and An Xiaodong couldn't help it if he didn't eat, so he wouldn't refuse others' kindness in the first place.

An Xiaodong ate in the bedroom with a rice bowl.

Because I am in a bad mood, eating is also tasteless.

After eating a few mouthfuls of An Xiaodong, she was full. Seeing that there was still a lot of food in front of her, An Xiaodong suddenly wanted to find something to do for herself.

But thinking about it carefully, he didn't want to do anything now, nor was he in the mood to do it.

In the end, An Xiaodong really had no choice but to turn on the TV, trying to use the noisy sound from the TV to disrupt his thoughts.

As soon as the TV was turned on, it was playing the Mary Su idol drama played by the popular fried chicken male star.

Just put it in the scene where the heroine struggles with her feelings for the hero.

Seeing this mentally handicapped and confusing plot, An Xiaodong couldn't help but think of Qiu Yunjin.

Qiu Yunjin told him that it would be easy for him to learn to be bad if he was told to watch less erotic TV.

Just when I was about to take the remote control to change the channel.

The friend of the heroine in the TV series complained about the heroine.

"You like him, don't you know? He turns a blind eye to you, and you feel uncomfortable. Seeing him behaving intimately with other women makes you feel sour. Your whole mood is now affected by him. This kind of What is it not like? You can't tell me, you treat him as your son."

The plot of the TV series is still going on, and the heroine retorts her friend shyly.

But An Xiaodong was stupid.

He couldn't hear or see what was playing behind the TV, and his mind was full of that line.

Your whole mood is affected by him, what is this kind of love?

Isn't that what he is now?

She became sad because of Qiu Yunjin, and it seemed that her emotions were all in Qiu Yunjin's hands.

Afraid that Qiu Yunjin would ignore him, afraid that Qiu Yunjin would get angry.

I'm afraid that Qiu Yunjin won't be nice to herself in the future.

Is this kind of feeling like love?

It's because I like it, so I'm sad.

but……

He regards Qiu Yunjin as his brother!

Why is there such a big deviation in this relationship?

An Xiaodong couldn't care less about being sad, she was so shocked by the fact that he might like Qiu Yunjin that she couldn't recover for a long time.

Like a statue, sitting there motionless.

Until the phone on the bedside table rang.

Only then did An Xiaodong come back to his senses.

It's just that this time, all kinds of emotions flocked to An Xiaodong, and when he took a closer look, he felt endless loss and sadness.

Although An Xiaodong was unresponsive and had a long reflex arc, he was not a fool.After realizing it, I also know that I like Qiu Yunjin.

For this kind of relationship, An Xiaodong's first reaction was that he didn't deserve it, rather than wanting to fight for it.

He had such an idea in his own mind, coupled with Qiu Yunjin's behavior in the past few days.

An Xiaodong already understood in her heart.

"So, aren't you angry?" An Xiaodong said to himself, "It's because you don't like me, that's why you distanced yourself from me..."

"I don't want to like you either, and I don't know why I like you."

It is estimated that Qiu Yunjin discovered his thoughts a long time ago.

This is because I discovered it, so I slowly alienated myself, so I didn't go home.

Isn't Qiu Yunjin's attitude already obvious?

This relationship is destined to have no results, and it is only worthy of being killed in the cradle.

Even though Xinru's Qingru Mingjing knew everything, An Xiaodong was still sad.

This was the first time in his 19 years of life that he fell in love with a person, and the first time he felt pampered and cared for by a person.

He likes Qiu Yunjin.

I don't know when it started, but this little seed called liking took root and sprouted in my heart.

It's just that this tender shoot is about to be killed like a branch of a discarded tomato.

An Xiaodong is self-aware.

It was impossible for Qiu Yunjin to be with him.

A relationship is killed before it can fully grow.

Her heart felt like a big rock had been crushed, making An Xiaodong feel out of breath.

It is basically equal to untouched rice, An Xiaodong doesn't care, and the TV is not turned off.He fell directly on the bed and covered himself tightly with the quilt.

When Ye Weidan arrived home after ten o'clock, the housekeeper was waiting at the door.

After seeing Ye Weidan, the butler hesitated for a moment, but chose to speak.

"Ma'am, Master Yunjin hasn't come back recently, and you are also busy with work in the new park. Master Xiaodong doesn't seem to be in the right mood."

"Xiaodong?" Ye Wei frowned, "What's wrong with Xiaodong?"

"Master Xiaodong has been absent-minded and in a trance for the past few days, and he doesn't eat well, as if he has something on his mind, and he's in a bad mood."

When the housekeeper said this, Ye Wei knew it in her heart.

"I know about it."

"Yes, ma'am."

After Ye Wei went up to the second floor, she didn't rush to knock on An Xiaodong's door, but went into the room and changed into home clothes.

"Is Xiaodong asleep? Can mom come in?"

An Xiaodong doesn't want to face anyone now, she just wants to be alone.

Clearly hearing Ye Weidan's voice, An Xiaodong pretended not to hear it, and huddled under the quilt like an ostrich.

Not getting a response, Ye Weidan didn't ask a second time, turned around and went back to the room.

In the early morning of the next day, Ye Weidan pushed all her work to the afternoon, and set aside time in the morning.

When An Xiaodong went downstairs, she saw Ye Weidan sitting in the living room, because thinking of last night, she pretended not to hear and ignored Ye Weidan.

Immediately, An Xiaodong felt guilty.

An Xiaodong is pure and straightforward, what's on her mind is written on her face, she can't hide her words at all.

Ye Weidan didn't say anything when she saw it, but waved to An Xiaodong.

"Xiaodong, come here."

An Xiaodong obediently walked over and sat down next to Ye Wei's single.

"Are you in a bad mood recently? Mom sees your face is not very good."

Facing Ye Weidan's question, An Xiaodong didn't want to tell the truth.

[The author has something to say]: People with low self-esteem, when faced with any situation, always think of unworthiness, not fighting for it.

I hope everyone will be a confident and cheerful person.

Thank you Ying Xiaocute for planning the coral fossils, okay~