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"The 'world' itself does not need to be saved. In fact, only ourselves need to be saved." This is like environmental pollution does not destroy the earth, but only destroys human beings.Now also, the world is the core and he doesn't need to be saved.

"Something tells us that if we can do it, we will do our best to help you." The God of Nature is always able to adapt to the situation as soon as possible, even if it can be seen that He wants to do something, and he doesn't trust Leon that much— — After all, this is a matter of their own life and death. As gods, they have not put their lives in the hands of other creatures for a long time.

"Okay." Leon nodded and closed his eyes. He also desperately wanted to go to the material world, even though he knew that he was there in the material world, but...

Alas, missing is really driving people crazy.Sooner or later, split again.

"In your past life, was there anyone who impressed you a little bit?" The three of Leon in the material world were still on their way to the town.Leon's horse approached the donkey cart, chatting with the core.

"There used to be, but over time, it all faded away."

"Can you talk about it? Knowing more about such people will also help me think of more ways to make you happy." He can persist until now before everything is destroyed. Leon feels that even if the core is an anti-social personality, it should be There will still be some bright spots that are partial to human nature.What Leon has to do is to find these bright spots and activate them.

"Oh... then let me think about it." Because the donkey in the donkey cart...is also Leon's clone, so the core simply leaned back, lying on the luggage on the cart and the monster's head Between, "It's really a memory that is older than the other."

The core is indeed to hope that this person who is almost the same as him can lead him and let him taste some fun.So for Leon's question, he started to think cooperatively.

And the people who let him remember and tell the story are indeed from a long time ago.

He was the first civilization to enter as a baby. The technological level of that civilization sounds higher than that of the earth. Robots have begun to be widely used. The population is growing negatively every year, but orphanages still exist, and there are still various Abandoned children of all kinds.Even in that civilization, it was legal to abandon a child, provided that the child was abandoned at the door of a hospital, police station, fire station, municipal department, place of worship, or an orphanage.

"...I can still think of that woman occasionally. She is very old and her voice is very hoarse. She is trying her best to love us, take care of us, and teach us. I still remember the song she sang with her voice lowered as much as possible, But it's just a tune, I've forgotten the lyrics. But I still haven't learned what love is from her. On the contrary, I learned what is the powerlessness of the weak. If you have enough ability, you can have what you want, pain things will never happen again.”

Then there is another civilization, an ancient civilization, and the core is in that civilization, which became an insurgent.

"They misunderstood. I just want to feel what it would be like to kill with a knife and an ax instead of devouring. Of course, we have to choose the stronger side as the experimental subject. As for bringing They... because I found out that I have never tried to be a general, which is very interesting. At that time, there were many people around me, who died, left or betrayed, and now I think of them. They are all blurry faces. But there is only one person , I still don’t understand why he is so loyal to me? Originally, I was tired of playing and wanted to leave, but he died... so the world should be destroyed.”

The third person is a child. He found such a rescue capsule in his wanderings in the universe, and there was only a lonely child in it. The passing core had a whim and sent the child to his civilization.And then...the kid died.

"A certain family's struggle for power, right? Sometimes I really don't understand why these civilized races are so full of greed. I originally wanted to let them go, after all, it was the first time I seriously tried to save a life. But they themselves I gave up, so that civilization was swallowed by me."

Some of the core narrations are fairly clear, while others are chaotic and broken. After all, those memories are just fragments to him.

Listening to Leon, he was more sure that he was an anti-social personality, but what was more troublesome was that he was still a child, even if he was old enough to compete with a planet.If a child has qualified parents, he can correct his behavior through education and punishment.It can only be said that fortunately there is no bear parent who further encourages him and makes him embark on a terrible path.

When the core was finally finished, it was time for them to camp again.

"Have you ever been tortured?"

"Ah? I tried it before, but the screams made me feel noisy, and the screams were boring, and the blood splattered made me feel unnecessary. I still like to watch countless human beings flee in panic. Civilization The city of the city collapsed into a piece of rubble. But it was a long time ago, but now I don’t feel it anymore.”

"There are four people in front of you. They are two pairs of father and son. One of the fathers threw his son at you and turned around to run away. The other father let himself run for his life and stood in front of you. Which one would you usually kill?"

"Kill them all, no one can escape. But I know what you mean when you ask me this question, if I really want to let go of one, I will let go of the one who threw the son to me-I see For the civilization on earth, it is happiness to be extinct as soon as possible, and it is impossible to escape if you want to escape. It will only make the life that is bound to be short in the future full of fear and pain."

"So, from your point of view, you still prefer to punish the 'bad guys', right?"

"It's not purely good or bad. I have also analyzed which camp I belong to. I will do it for fun or boring reasons. Good people who stand up to protect others in times of crisis, Regardless of whether they are due to some kind of hormone rising brain congestion, they are not afraid of death. If you use the fear of death to force them, you will not get an interesting response. The reaction of those 'not good people' when facing the threat of death, It’s interesting, and it’s much more than expected. Surprises come when there’s an accident, isn’t it? Don’t define me by good and evil. If I were an existence that could be defined in that way, I wouldn’t be like Xianza, who was about to go crazy .”

"Then the next question. What kind of aesthetics do you prefer? Do you have any favorite artwork or architectural style?"

"I have a preference for aesthetics. I prefer good-looking things. As long as they are good-looking, I like them, whether it's the big red and green padded jacket, or the elegant dark black fishtail skirt. Works of art... like this?" The core began Use his factors to show Leon all kinds of artworks - at this time Leon didn't mention anything that he shouldn't use his abilities - there are thin-tooth jade necklaces made by humans in ancient civilizations, and high-tech humans The shuttle-shaped space museum has a variety of medieval paintings and modern sculptures.

Eldy looked at them, he was not as relieved as he showed, but... at worst, they will be destroyed together.Blinking, Eldi lay down, and a tentacle sneaked over, holding Eldi's hand.Eldy kissed the tentacle, and he slept soundly that night.

Leon looks very determined, but in fact... he is also very uncertain.

Although he also learned psychological counseling when he was the team leader on Earth, after all, in Huaguo's tradition, the squad leader is both father and mother, and also has to be a psychological counseling teacher, and these captains are similar.But at that time, his team members were all adults who had passed the psychological test and were sound in all aspects. They had some psychological problems during the mission, and they were easily discovered and helped to relieve them.

The core of this situation is completely terminally ill, and giving him a wooden warehouse is the best choice, but there is no wooden warehouse that can kill him now.

Leon thought about himself, he also devoured life, it was nothing compared to the core, but it was still a terrifying amount, and he should be...

No, you can't think of yourself as mournful.

At this moment, the little tentacles in Eldi's arms moved twice, and the sleeping Eldi rubbed the little tentacles subconsciously, and Leon felt his shaking heart stabilized again.

At dawn, Leon and the core were still chatting while going on the road. Leon tried hard to understand the core. On the fourth day, they saw the city gate.

"Actually, many intelligent creatures also have your problems." Leon said.

"Well, those who are born with beauty, wealth and power, if they are not well guided, they are a smaller version of me." The core agreed, "I also tried to find inspiration from them, but there is no way, It's still different from everyone to everyone, and whether they're happy or not, I can't replicate their situation."

"I originally hoped to let you taste the fun of ordinary people, and exchange hard work for results."

"I got it."

"But I found that it shouldn't work, you still can't understand."

"It's not incomprehensible, but I obviously have a better way to get what I want, why use the stupidest way? That's too false and too stupid."

This is like letting the nobles farm the land. Some nobles may feel the hard work because of this and feel sympathy for the farmers.But more nobles will only be grateful that they were born nobles, and then they are as far away from the farmland as possible.The core belongs to the third type, and he has a high probability of being completely indifferent.It’s like watching ants carry food. It’s interesting to watch for a while, but after watching it for a long time, I let out a sigh of relief and went to sleep.

"But you still did as I said, thank you for your patience." Leon sincerely appreciated, "Then, I found out that you have actually found a way to make yourself happy."

"?"

"Looking for companions, or family members." Leon pointed to himself, "The many avatars you released have created many 'children', aren't you just looking for companions?"

"No, I just want them to be different from me, and then I can make their difference into mine."

"But fundamentally, we are different from you. We are the aborigines of the local civilization first, and then we have your power. The influence of the original civilization on us is more important. Just like you said, you are ours. father, and the native civilization is our mother.”

"...I just had a very weird feeling, I... am not happy, even in pain." The core touched his chest, his brows were wrinkled, and there was a clear pain on his face, "I regret it Oh, my existence has continued to live on your body? This is not beautiful at all... even... I feel horrible..."

The voice of the core was intermittent, and his body curled up on the donkey cart, his teeth were clenched, and his face was ferocious.

This place is very close to the city gate. Apart from them, there are other people who entered the city—this place is somewhat similar to the hillside village that Leon met when he first came to the world, and it is a relatively well-known adventure zone. So there are adventurers, and the guides and servants who work for the adventurers come and go.The adventurers didn't care, and the ordinary people who worked for the adventurers showed hostility or fear to Leon, but no one came up to help this poor companion, and they all tried to stay away from Leon as much as possible.

"Boom" the earth trembled, and the sky was covered by dark clouds in the blink of an eye, but such thick dark clouds had no thunder, no wind, and no rain. The whole world was dark and gloomy, and bugs and birds fell from the sky crackling , Some weak humans also fell on the road clutching their chests.

"Boom—!" The ground began to tremble, as if a giant was lifting the ground, and then trembled because of lack of strength.

Houses in the city began to collapse on a large scale, cracks appeared in the city walls, and screams and wailing could be heard clearly outside the city walls.

And because Leon, who has spread over half of the world, knows that this is not just a disaster that happened in this small city, the whole world is now in the panic of darkness and earthquakes, including the small broken city.What he didn't know was that this disaster even included the spirit world.

Even the spirit world reacted more than the material world, the dark clouds that were absent here were like thick ink, the god world and the underworld swayed together, and they heard the howling of pain coming from nowhere.

Although the God of Nature and the God of Light knew rationally that what Leon said was true, they still had some reluctance to believe in essence. At this moment, this little reluctance to believe was completely broken.From reason to emotion, they believed it all.

"Should we..."

"No, there are many gods who know about that matter, and they will definitely bother Leon. It's okay if it's just a gentle way. But you know, there are so many self-righteous idiots in the God Realm. If you anger the other party, we can't bear the consequences of."

The God of Light doesn't trust Leon enough. In fact, the God of Nature doesn't trust Leon enough. However, the God of Nature is right. There are too many arrogant idiots among the gods. If they think they can use violent means, Get rid of that core...

"I don't like the feeling of just waiting."

"I don't like it either, but sometimes I just have to let nature take its course. Do you want to eat grapes?" The God of Nature sat down shaking, and took out a large plate of grapes out of thin air.

"..." The God of Light, who was a little bit unable to turn the corner, "Yes! Even if you are destroyed, you should be happy, not hesitant and fearful!"

Sitting down and stuffing a handful of grapes into his mouth, the God of Light took out a shamisen out of thin air and played it.

"Oh oh oh!" the God of Nature clapped and screamed, stood up and danced.

At this time, the servants of the two gods rushed over in a hurry: "..."

"Come on, babies! Let's sing! Dance! Be merry!"

The slave gods felt that something was wrong, but somehow they were pulled over by their main gods to sing, dance and drink.

Leon's figure flickered in the corner of the main temple of the God of Nature, and he didn't know whether the behavior of these two gods was good or bad.This kind of lying down and letting the situation develop...

But they didn't all lie flat. When the disaster happened, they also rolled up their sleeves and started fighting.To lie down or not to lie down mainly depends on who the enemy is.

This kind of choice of theirs is what Leon is happy to see - he will not seek trouble.

"My body, what are you doing?" Leon looked towards the swaying world. After staying in the spirit world for so long, he still wanted to "personally" return to the material world to give Eldi a hug.If the world is destroyed without a hug, that's really shit.

Leon was poking at the core: "Get up after howling. Even if it is pain, it is also a kind of happiness for you now? After all, it is no longer insensitive."

core:"……"

After tossing about for a few minutes under the thick clouds, Core sat up straight: "You are right." The dark clouds cleared, the earthquake stopped, the sun shone brightly, and everything was harmonious. Core touched his chest again, "Thought I actually did such a stupid thing, and I still feel very bad. When I created you, I subconsciously thought that I could get a few companions. But in the end, only you let me see a little more, the other guys They all turned into crazy pieces of meat. Not as long as my main body lasted."

Speaking of the latter, the core tone is like a complaint between bad friends.

Leon looked at the core and scratched his chin guilty. He is not a very normal person.

"Let's stop at the door." Eldy yelled at the two guys from the side.

The city is still in chaos, and the gatekeepers are closing the gates.Merchants and adventurers stayed outside the gate obediently—after major disasters occurred in the city, they would close the city gate as soon as possible to prevent any accidents from happening. It is too late for the city to close now.Storming the city gate at this time is an absolute act of courting death.

If Eldi and the others use coercive means to enter, they won't seek death, but it is also very unnecessary to cause trouble.