I'm a big V, am I proud?

Lin Yu's Adam's apple rolled up and down a few times, and his hair was disheveled in the cold wind. After a long time, he said, "An Cheng, it's too cold, let's go home."

An Cheng held Lin Yu's skirt tightly with both hands, and stared at him: "Lin Yu, what are you afraid of! Why don't you answer me?"

An Cheng's eyes were full of seriousness, Lin Yu had never seen him like this before.Lin Yu has known him for so long, An Cheng always has a calm expression, no matter whether he is interested in people or things, he never seems to be interested, and he can't smile into his eyes when joking with him. To be honest, he Really never felt safe.

But now, that indifferent An Cheng actually asked him seriously if he ever believed him.

Lin Yu touched his face which was flushed by the wind, and said, "An Cheng, I like you."

An Cheng looked at him, and suddenly the light in his eyes dimmed. He loosened Lin Yu's clothes, turned around and walked down the mountain without saying a word.

Lin Yu was stunned for a while before catching up. He took An Cheng's arm and asked, "Are you tired? I'll carry you?"

An Cheng didn't even look at him, he shook him away vigorously, and trotted down.

Lin Yu has been following him not too far away, afraid that he would fall.However, An Cheng acted as if he hadn't seen it, and he was not too tired. He ran all the way to the foot of the mountain, and was still panting heavily after getting into the car.

Lin Yu's physical strength has always been good, so he got into the car, got him a bottle of water, unscrewed it and handed it to An Cheng.

An Cheng didn't even look at it, just pushed it away.

"What's for lunch?" Lin Yu put away the water and asked him while reversing the car.

"Don't eat."

"Then buy some on the way and take them home..."

"I said no!" An Cheng repeated.

Lin Yu froze, took a deep look at An Cheng, and stopped talking.

The two of them didn't say a word along the way, An Cheng didn't want to talk to Lin Yu, but Lin Yu didn't know what to say.

When he got home and entered the elevator, An Cheng directly reached out and pressed the tenth floor, and said flatly: "Go back to your own home, I want to be alone."

"...Okay." Lin Yu responded, thought for a while and asked him, "Shall we have dinner together then?"

"Let's talk." An Cheng said coldly.

At this moment, the elevator door opened, Lin Yu got out of the elevator hesitantly, and before he could speak to An Cheng, An Cheng closed the door directly.

Lin Yu stood at the elevator door and scratched his hair, feeling too tired for the first time.

As soon as An Cheng got home and closed the door, he immediately collapsed.

Without taking off his shoes, he lay down on the sofa and cried.He didn't know why he was so sad. In fact, during the days when Lin Yu was with him, he never went against his will. It didn't matter if he didn't make it clear. Anyway, they were together now.

But An Cheng was still afraid.

He felt that there was always a wall between him and Lin Yu.

He couldn't get out, and Lin Yu couldn't get in.

He finally mustered up the courage to talk about these things, but Lin Yu retreated again.He didn't know that there would be another chance to speak frankly with each other, or, there would never be such a chance at all.

An Cheng sat up with red eyes, thinking of Lin Yu's buddies who didn't like them at all, thinking of Lin Yu's mother with outstanding temperament, thinking of Lin Yu's always an elite demeanor.

The distance between them is too far, can Lin Yu treat him well for the rest of his life?An Cheng never dared to think about this answer.

An Cheng wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, found the unopened pack of cigarettes that Lin Yu bought for him last time from under the coffee table, took out the lighter and lighted it lightly.

A person's life is obviously very good, why do you have to ask for trouble?

While An Cheng was in a daze, his cell phone rang.

An Cheng unlocked it, and saw the private message pop up on WeChat.

Yujin Investment: Goddess, I'm sorry, I was wrong! TAT

An Cheng smiled with tears streaming down his face, and put the cigarette in his mouth, "Quiet Orange: What's wrong with you?"

Yujin Investment: ...They said they just need to apologize.

Quiet Orange: Do you think I'm very hypocritical?moody?

Yujin Investment: You are fine.

An Cheng took a deep breath of the cigarette, flicked the ash between his fingers on the coffee table, and wrote with trembling fingers: You can only say these three words forever, but you can't even tell me what's so good about me.

Yujin Investment: I'll go find you, okay?

Quiet Chengzi: Lin Yu, why don't you admit it, you have always doubted me and my feelings, so why do you have to be with me?

Yujin Investment: ...I like you.

An Cheng's eyes were completely dazzled, his hands were shaking uncontrollably, tears were streaming down uncontrollably, and he was typing with the feel of his hand.

Quiet Orange: How much frustration can your favorite bear?Lin Yu, are you playing with me or yourself?

Yujin Investment: Baby, can you open the door?

This was the first time Lin Yu called him "baby". An Cheng felt a sharp pain in his heart, and the soot fell on his pants and burned a big hole.Before finishing typing, the doorbell rang hastily.

An Cheng put down his phone, pinched the cigarette butt in his hand and lit a new one, leaned on the sofa and looked in the direction of the door quietly while weeping.

Lin Yu stood at the door and kept ringing the doorbell. He couldn't get a reply from An Cheng in the private message on Weibo, and there was no movement in the room. He kicked the wall hard, and then took out the key to open the door.

As soon as he entered the room, he was startled by the smell of smoke all over the sky. He quickly closed the door, kicked his shoes and ran to the sofa, knelt down on one knee beside An Cheng, snatched the cigarette from his hand and stifled it.Then he pulled out a few tissues to wipe An Cheng's tears.

An Cheng didn't start, picked up the cigarette case and wanted to light another cigarette.

Lin Yu went straight up and snatched all the cigarette boxes, threw them aside viciously, got up and sat next to An Cheng, and turned his face to face her.

"It's my fault, can you stop crying?" Lin Yu's voice was soft.

An Cheng still kept his mouth shut and did not say a word, tears kept falling down.

Lin Yu felt great pain in his heart, leaned forward and kissed An Cheng's eyes, An Cheng closed his eyes reflexively, but still couldn't stop sobbing.

"Lin Yu, are you happy? Are you not tired?" An Cheng choked with sobs.

Lin Yu carefully carried him into his arms and hugged him tightly, nodded, and said, "Tired, but I feel happy even when I'm tired. Baby," Lin Yu called again, "It's fine for us to be together, why are you Do you have to think about so many things in the past or in the future? Are we unhappy now?"

An Cheng grabbed Lin Yu's clothes tightly.

Lin Yu let go of him, held his face and kissed him lightly, "An Cheng, I love you."

An Cheng suddenly fell into his arms and cried loudly.

Lin Yu knew that An Cheng had never had a chance to vent himself like this, so he didn't try to coax him, so he kept hugging him and letting him vent his emotions.

When An Cheng gradually calmed down, it had been a long time. Lin Yu's chest was wet, and An Cheng asked in a nasal voice, "Am I embarrassing?"

Lin Yu wiped his tears and said, "You are always the prettiest."

An Cheng smiled with red eyes, then suddenly frowned and leaned against him weakly.

Lin Yu was startled, and looked down at his face, "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

"Well, I have a headache." An Cheng said softly.

Lin Yu picked him up and put him on the bed in the bedroom, and covered his forehead with a wet towel. An Cheng smiled with his eyes closed, opened his eyes and looked at him and said, "I don't have a fever. What's the use of covering this?"

"Let you calm down." Lin Yu said seriously.

An Cheng smiled and patted his side, closed his eyes and said, "Come and sleep with me for a while."

Lin Yu crawled into bed obediently, looked at his pale face and asked, "Are you not angry with me anymore?"

An Cheng opened his eyes and looked at Lin Yu, feeling a little ridiculous. He obviously wanted to force him to speak his mind, but he didn't expect to make himself so sad.

He took off the towel from his forehead and put it on Lin Yu's face, then he got into his arms and asked with a smile: "Lin Yu, did you do it on purpose? To make me feel so uncomfortable on purpose?"

"……how is this possible."

An Cheng's eyes were swollen, so he could only look at him with squinted eyes, and asked with a stern face, "Didn't you call me 'baby' just now? Why are you being serious now? Lin Yu, are you Haven't you been teasing me?"

Lin Yu bowed his head and kissed him, "Liu Jingyi taught me, when he said to coax people, he should say something nice."

"Lin Yu!" An Cheng shouted loudly, "Am I just chatting with you or Liu Jingyi?"

"Baby." Lin Yu kissed him again, "Then can I call you that from now on?"

An Cheng blushed shyly in front of Lin Yu.

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TAT actually wants to write more, but I'm afraid that if I write more time, I will be stuck until tomorrow!Affect my daily update results!