I'm a big V, am I proud?

An Cheng watched Lin Yu get out of the car and walk away. He took a few breaths and wiped his face irritably.

At this time, he didn't know how to talk to Lin Yu, and even felt a little sorry for Lin Yu.He obviously endured and endured just now, but the rude words still blurted out unconsciously, An Cheng lowered his head and thought in frustration, probably he really isn't suitable for a relationship.

When Lin Yu came back from buying cigarettes and saw that there was no one in the car, he panicked for a moment before seeing An Cheng sitting on the ground on the other side of the car.

Lin Yu walked over and handed the cigarette to An Cheng, "I don't know what you like to smoke, just buy whatever you want."

An Cheng took the cigarette, opened the package, and reached out to ask Lin Yu for fire. Lin Yu was stunned for a moment, and then said dryly, "I forgot..."

"Did you do it on purpose?" An Cheng looked up at him.

Lin Yu stretched out his hand to pull An Cheng up from the ground, but was pulled down by An Cheng's backhand, so he had no choice but to sit beside him, "It's cold on the ground, let's get in the car?"

An Cheng smiled, "A man like me is still afraid of the cold?" After speaking, he sniffed and looked at Lin Yu for help, "I'm addicted to smoking, what should I do if I want to smoke?"

Lin Yu couldn't stand his eyes like this, he immediately lost his battle and was about to get up to find fire for him, but was held down by An Cheng.

Lin Yu looked at him, but An Cheng bent his legs and buried his face in his knees. His arms stretched out and rested on his legs, and the cigarette case he was holding in one hand was deformed, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to , I feel very embarrassed to lose my temper at you every time."

Lin Yu hesitated for a moment, stretched out his hand to caress his back, and said: "I'm not afraid that you will lose your temper with me, and my friends are fine, I'm just... afraid that you will treat me as an outsider, so you won't tell me anything , alone in my heart. You don’t feel good, and I don’t feel good either.”

An Cheng's hand holding the cigarette case was tight, and he didn't make any other movements.

Lin Yu sighed, and then continued: "I don't need to ask about some things you don't want me to know, but I don't want you to always make things difficult for yourself, but I do hope that you can get angry with me, An Cheng, we are together It hasn't been long, and I still feel like a dream, but I am sincere to you, you... If you don't trust me, you can tell someone else, I don't care about Jiangshan or anyone, I just don't want you stuffy."

"I've been bored by myself for nearly 30 years. No one has ever told me that these things can be told to others. No one cares what I think." After a long time, An Cheng's voice sounded muffled. up.

Lin Yu's hand on his back slightly exerted force, and An Cheng felt a warm current slowly coming from Lin Yu's palm, and then he regained the courage to continue: "Lin Yu, I dare not say, no one would like another One me."

Lin Yu didn't know how else to persuade him. An Cheng's heart couldn't be opened, and there was always a wall between them. Not only did An Cheng not trust him, but he himself didn't feel safe. Lin Yu felt powerless. I have never talked about relationships, and started to pursue An Cheng with enthusiasm, until now I realized that falling in love is such a difficult thing.

"An Cheng, let's go home." Lin Yu finally said this.

An Cheng looked up at him with red eyes, "Lin Yu, if you ever get bored, we'll break up."

"...Okay." Lin Yu replied solemnly.

As soon as An Cheng got home, he didn't eat anything, just got into bed and started to sleep.

Lin Yu stayed by the bed and waited for An Cheng to fall asleep before tiptoeing out of the room.He took out his mobile phone and dialed a number that had been lying in the address book.

"Doctor Qin? I'm Liu Jingyi's friend, um...I have a friend, maybe...something wrong."

……

Lin Yu hung up the phone only to notice that there were already dozens of unread messages on WeChat.Simply swipe up twice, all the news from those people asking how he is.

Two trees form a forest: You guys just do it!

Mouse: Yo!You finally called back?What happened?

Chic Yiran: What could happen?Didn't I tell you, that man's temper is just so weird [smile]

Big name: [curling mouth] Although I didn't go today, but!wood!If you want a guy, let me introduce you. What are the identities of the buddies? You can't afford to be deflated on such a person, so there are plenty of them!

Shuangmu Chenglin: Are you finished?Don't say that about him.

Xiao Sa Yi Ran: You see, as I said earlier, it’s the cold faces that are stuck on the wood [smile]

Mouse: No, what on earth did you see in him?It looks like that!Still weird, is it necessary?

Shuangmu Chenglin: Don't talk about you, I'm really a mess right now [sigh]

Chic Yiran: How about I introduce some girls to you?If you like internet celebrities, I'll grab one for you!

Big name: [Picking] It’s okay to like men, I’ll find you some more obedient ones.

Shuangmu Chenglin: [sighs] I beg you guys to stop making trouble now, I really like him, if you make trouble for me, I will fight for you.

Daming: So be it!I have a way of dealing with men, how about bringing me to meet next time and helping you evaluate it?

Mouse: Pull it down!You didn't see the attitude of that little Internet celebrity when he saw me and Ranzi, I can guarantee that you won't be able to survive three sentences [cover your face]

Shuangmu Chenglin: [Crazy] What can I do?

Lin Yu put down his phone and looked in the direction of An Cheng's room, sighed deeply, then checked the time, called to order two beef noodles, then got up and went into the room to wake An Cheng up.

Lin Yu picked An Cheng up from the bed, and An Cheng fell limply into his arms, and buried his face in a daze, Lin Yu helplessly lifted his face and kissed it, softly Said: "I ordered beef noodles, it will be delivered in a while, get up and eat."

An Cheng muttered in confusion: "I don't want to eat."

During the time Lin Yu and An Cheng were together, she felt like an old mother who raised an anorexic child. Every day, she had to watch An Cheng eat and sleep on time.

"I've already ordered everything, so I won't waste it if I don't eat." Lin Yu discussed with him: "Besides, you can't sleep anymore, what should you do if you sleep too much at night?"

An Cheng opened his eyes, met Lin Yu's beautiful chin, raised his head and kissed him lightly, then smiled and said, "You are so stupid." A rotten person like me treats me so well.

Lin Yu nodded: "Well, I'm so stupid."

An Cheng groaned on the bed for a while, and slowly got up from the bed until the takeaway was delivered. Seeing that Lin Yu had already prepared food for him, he reluctantly sat down and said while stirring the noodles : "Why do you want to eat this?"

"Isn't that what you want to eat?"

"When did I say I want to eat this?" An Cheng was a little surprised.

Lin Yu didn't know what to say, so he pushed the bowl towards him again, "I'll ask you what you want to eat before ordering, so let's deal with it today."

"Lin Yu..." An Cheng took a bite and suddenly said, "Do all your friends know about us?"

Lin Yu's mouth was full of noodles, and he couldn't open his mouth, so he could only nod vigorously.

"I thought about it just now. You're right. I can't be alone all the time. If your friends are willing, you can invite them to dinner at home. I'm the chef."

Lin Yu's eyes were full of surprises, "Really?"

An Cheng bowed his head to eat the noodles with some embarrassment, and said vaguely: "I think since I promised to be with you, I should change something for you."

Lin Yu couldn't describe the surprise in his heart. For some reason, An Cheng had the power to throw him into the clouds in an instant.Lin Yu put down his chopsticks and held his hand, and said softly, "It's okay, you don't need to work so hard, just take your time."

An Cheng looked up at him: "There are some things I'm not ready to tell you, can you wait?"

Lin Yu nodded with a smile.

Quiet Orange V: The best Mr. Pudding ever. [star eyes]

Dry this dog food!

There is really no trace of Cheng Zi's love show [求手]

So Orange is really with Mr. Pudding?

The newcomer, ask Mr. Pudding what's up!

I don't care, I just want to see the beauty of Mr. Pudding!

That night, Lin Yu didn't go downstairs but stayed at An Cheng's house. It was the first time for the two of them to share the same bed since the last time. Not only was Lin Yu nervous, but An Cheng was also a little at a loss.

To be honest, the experience last time was really not good enough. Although An Cheng has been cooperating with Lin Yu as much as possible, Lin Yu is still in an unconscious state, no matter how gentle he is, it will inevitably hurt An Cheng.

An Cheng and Lin Yu's first time was not a good memory.

When Lin Yu came out of the shower, he saw that An Cheng was sitting on the bed with his upper body naked, scrolling through Weibo. Lin Yu swallowed subconsciously.An Cheng always wore a full set of pajamas at home, this was the first time Lin Yu saw An Cheng's body while awake.

Fair and slender.

Lin Yu couldn't find any more special adjectives, and he didn't need to use those useless rhetoric to praise An Cheng. He only knew that An Cheng at this moment was like a dream that had been silent for a long time suddenly glowing in his eyes. Come down in front of you.

An Cheng kept pretending to look down at his phone, but in fact he was very nervous, his ears were slightly red, but Lin Yu still stood at the door, as if he was stupid and did not move.

"What are you doing standing there!" An Cheng finally couldn't help but raised his head, but was taken aback by Lin Yu's appearance.

Lin Yu stared at him expressionlessly, her eyes fixed on him, and her eyes were filled with confusion.

An Cheng immediately grabbed the quilt and covered himself tightly, and asked with some fear, "What's your expression?"

"Can I hug you?" Lin Yu finally spoke forcefully.

An Cheng saw that before he could speak, Lin Yu suddenly dashed over and hugged him tightly, panting heavily, and said, "An Cheng, I want to hug you."

"Lin Yu, I don't want to be in so much pain."

Before An Cheng could finish his sentence, Lin Yu's kisses fell heavily like raindrops, traveling from his forehead all the way to his collarbone, An Cheng's body weakened weakly, but Lin Yu held him tightly.

It wasn't until he was pressed hard by Lin Yu on the bed that An Cheng thought indiscriminately that it had nothing to do with whether he drank or not, this person should not be messed with at all.

Under Lin Yu's actions, An Cheng deeply regretted his decision to let him stay overnight.

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