I'm a big V, am I proud?

An Cheng's face was pale, his eyes were out of focus, and the hand covered by Lin Yu was very cold. Lin Yu asked softly, "What's wrong with you?"

An Cheng didn't seem to hear him at all, and continued to repeat tremblingly: "I want to go home."

Only then did Lin Yu realize that something was wrong with An Cheng, he held An Cheng's hand tightly, and asked again: "What's wrong with you?"

An Cheng seemed to come back to his senses at this moment, struggling vigorously, and shouted again and again: "Get out of the way! I want to go home!"

Lin Yu fought bravely, pulled An Cheng's hand from the door, grabbed his hand and pulled him into his arms, holding him tightly, no matter how much An Cheng struggled, he remained motionless, while still He kept comforting: "Don't be angry, I don't care, don't go, okay?"

After listening to Lin Yu's words, An Cheng slowly relaxed in his arms, resting his head on Lin Yu's shoulder, and finally said, "Lin Yu, let me go, I want to be alone."

Lin Yu's EQ is low, but he is not stupid. If he lets go at this time, no one can tell what will happen, so he can only show his momentum and say forcefully: "No! You want to stay alone You can stay in my room, I promise not to disturb you, but I can't let you go back alone."

An Cheng still leaned against him and didn't respond. Lin Yu waited anxiously for a while, but couldn't get An Cheng's response, so he could only bend down and pick him up. After thinking about it, he walked into the second bedroom and gently hugged him. put it on the bed.

An Cheng didn't know when he had closed his eyes, and his breathing had calmed down. Lin Yu lifted the quilt and covered him up, squatted beside the bed and looked at him and said, "You rest here, and I'll be outside. You can call me, and I will take you to eat delicious food tonight, okay?"

An Cheng opened his eyes, and asked him with red eyes: "Are you locking me up?"

"Of course not!" Lin Yu immediately retorted loudly. After thinking for a while, he lowered his voice and said, "I'm afraid you won't talk to me anymore after you leave. I can explain some things to you. You can't just agree Give me a chance and immediately regret it."

An Cheng smiled wryly, and said softly, "Your matter can be explained, but what about me..."

Lin Yu couldn't understand what he said, so he took his hand and put it on his lips and kissed it lightly, and said, "You sleep well here, and I will tell you well when you wake up."

"Where's my phone?" An Cheng looked at him.

Lin Yu froze for a moment, looked around, stood up and said, "I'll find it for you."

Lin Yu went back to his bedroom and searched for a long time. He saw the mobile phone on the bedside table side by side with An Cheng's crystal cup. Lin Yu froze for a moment before picking up the mobile phone.When they returned to the second bedroom, An Cheng had already closed his eyes. Lin Yu called him softly, but An Cheng didn't respond to him. Lin Yu put his phone on the bedside far away from An Cheng, and stood beside the bed. After staring at him for a long time, she bent down and pressed a soft kiss on his forehead, then tucked the quilt for him, turned and left the room.

An Cheng heard the sound of the door closing, and then slowly opened his eyes.

After Lin Yu came out, he cleaned up the food that the two of them hadn't finished eating, and then sat on the sofa and thought more and more that something was wrong.Glancing in the direction of An Cheng's room, he went out with his mobile phone and made a call.

"Did you finally think of me?" As soon as the call was connected, Liu Jingyi's voice rang out.

Lin Yu was hesitant about how to speak, and Liu Jingyi interjected again: "I heard from the mouse that you were going to have sex after drinking that night? How is it? Has it worked?"

Lin Yu interrupted him impatiently and said, "Shut up! Don't worry about it!"

Liu Jingyi smacked his mouth unhappily, and said, "Then why are you calling me?"

"I remember you know a good psychiatrist, introduce it to me." Lin Yu ordered bluntly.

"Why, you finally found out that you were sick?"

"Stop talking nonsense! Hurry up and send me the number, I'm in a hurry!" After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

Lin Yu held the phone in the corridor for a while, and after a while, the phone rang, and a message popped up: "[Goodbye] Let's end the relationship and see you in the world!" followed by a name and a series of numbers.

Lin Yu put his finger on the string of numbers, thought for a long time, then opened the door and peeked at the direction of An Cheng's room, finally gave up, sighed and went back to the room.

Lin Yu took out a can of beer from the refrigerator and stood on the balcony slowly thinking about An Cheng.

He followed An Cheng for almost two months, and the first time he had direct contact with his car was when his car ran into him. Looking back now, An Cheng did have a lot of abnormal behaviors. Somewhat strange.Lin Yu saw him throwing away the gifts from fans more than once, and sometimes he took out the express delivery without opening it, and threw it directly into the trash can.

Lin Yu was thinking while drinking beer, and An Cheng's attitude towards him was a little strange a few times, so he got angry for no reason, remembering that Jiang Shan and himself had said that he had a bad temper, and a sense of frustration surged up heart.Jiang Shan said that An Cheng had to wait for An Cheng to tell him some things, but An Cheng also said that he didn't want him to know about these things. Lin Yu sighed depressingly, and swallowed the rest of the beer in one gulp, thinking that this road is really rough bumpy.

When Lin Yu came back from the balcony, he just heard a voice in An Cheng's room. He walked over gently and was about to knock on the door. After thinking about it, he bent down and put his ear on the door, when he heard An Cheng say loudly. "Then don't contact me in the future!" After finishing speaking, he began to cough depressively.

Lin Yu was startled, he didn't care much, he pushed the door open and walked in. An Cheng bent his legs, buried his face in his knees, and coughed muffled.

Lin Yu walked over and sat by the bed, reached out and patted his back, without saying a word.

An Cheng coughed for a long time, then tilted his head and revealed a pair of eyes to look at Lin Yu who was sitting next to him. His face was flushed, and there was still some moisture in his eyes. Lin Yu blushed when he saw it, and asked in a panic: "How are you doing?" ?”

An Cheng didn't speak, but still stared at him, and asked after a long time, "Why are you still bothering me?"

Lin Yu paused, and said with a bitter face, "I'm your boyfriend, why don't you care?"

An Cheng laughed out loud when he heard him say this, Lin Yu saw An Cheng's smiling face and his heart fell to the ground, and asked in a low voice, "Are you not angry with me anymore?"

An Cheng coughed a few more times, squinted his eyes and asked him, "Are you admitting that you are my boyfriend?"

Lin Yu nodded blankly, not knowing what An Cheng meant, his heart began to beat.

"I have a question for you." An Cheng said suddenly, seeing Lin Yu nod vigorously, he continued to ask, "Will you get married?"

Lin Yu frowned, "Why do you ask this?"

An Cheng straightened up, thought for a while, leaned into Lin Yu's arms, pulled the quilt up again, and replied, "You can't be my boyfriend forever."

Lin Yu clenched his fist on his leg, and said uncomfortably, "I just want to be with you forever!"

An Cheng laughed again when he heard Lin Yu's hard voice, and then said: "You don't know anything about me, why are you giving me your whole life?"

Lin Yu couldn't tell the reason, but stubbornly reached out and hugged An Cheng tightly.

An Cheng leaned in his arms, stretched out his hand from under the quilt to hold Lin Yu's forearm, and said slowly: "Don't you want to hear about my family, I'll tell you now." After An Cheng said this Just stopped.

Lin Yu was a little nervous, he held An Cheng with his backhand, and said, "If you don't want to say it, don't force it, I don't have to know."

An Cheng laughed lightly, "Is there anything I don't want to say. I'm just wondering where to start..."

Lin Yu pinched his palm and slowly exerted force. The palm was a little cold, but the temperature of the palm was a little hot. This slight force gave An Cheng some courage. He thought for a while and said, "I haven't How long have I been with my parents? They divorced when I was in elementary school. In fact, they didn’t take care of me much before, and they didn’t look at me much after the divorce. I grew up with my grandmother’s parents. My grandfather passed away very early. Now, there are usually only me and grandma in the family..." An Cheng stopped here, Lin Yu looked down at him strangely, only to see his drooping eyelashes trembling slightly, after a long time, all Without speaking again, Lin Yu was a little anxious, and gently urged: "And then?"

An Cheng seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, and said strangely: "What then? It's over."

Lin Yu's heart tightened. He knew that An Cheng was hiding something from him, but he couldn't force him. Anyway, these things were not important to Lin Yu, as long as An Cheng was with him.So he nodded and said: "I see, if you want a home, I'll give you a home, but..." But you can't break up with me.Lin Yu wanted to say this, but felt that such words seemed too heavy now that the two had just established a relationship, so he could only change his words: "But don't just want to leave as soon as you get angry, okay?"

An Cheng turned his head to look at him, their faces were very close, Lin Yu could almost see every detail on An Cheng's face, holding his breath nervously, only then heard An Cheng say with a smile: "I'll go back Not even your own home?"

Lin Yu let out a sigh of relief. He was a bit embarrassed about this question. He couldn't stop An Cheng from going home, and he was afraid that An Cheng would ignore him if he got angry. He just felt that this question was too difficult to answer.

An Cheng said helplessly: "You wouldn't invite me to move in with you, so I wouldn't be able to run away."

"Can you?" Lin Yu's eyes lit up.

An Cheng shook his head, smiled and said, "Of course not!"

Lin Yu was a little disappointed, but he still comforted himself and said, "I didn't expect it to develop so fast. I'm already very happy if you promise me."

Seeing his stupid look, An Cheng's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly leaned forward and pecked him lightly on the lips, before Lin Yu could react, he stretched out his hand and said, "Where is your mobile phone, give it to me! "

Lin Yu touched his lips in a daze, surprised and didn't know how to react, until An Cheng blushed and urged him again, then he took out the phone from his pocket and put it in An Cheng's palm.

An Cheng signaled Lin Yu to unlock the lock, then turned on the camera, straightened up a little, and head to head with Lin Yu, clicked to take a group photo.While lowering his head, he set this photo as his wallpaper and complained: "Your expression is really ugly, can't you stay still? It would be great if you use a beauty camera."

An Cheng's series of actions were too fast, and by the time Lin Yu realized it, the phone's wallpaper had turned into an intimate group photo of two people - An Cheng with a smile and himself with a dazed face.

"It doesn't look good." An Cheng was a little dissatisfied.

Lin Yu held the phone like a baby, and retorted: "I think it looks very good."

An Cheng kept staring at the photo, and said regretfully, "I should adjust the color and add a filter to make it perfect."

Lin Yu was very happy looking at the photo, and asked casually, "Are you always like this?"

"I'm an Internet celebrity! Of course I have to edit the picture, why? Are you disappointed?"

Only then did Lin Yu's eyes fall on An Cheng's face, and he said seriously like many times before: "No, I think you look much better in person than in the photos."