I'm being pitted by myself every day [rebirth]

Zhou Zhuoyu asked Dr. Wang anxiously: "What's the matter?"

He had a bad feeling.

Dr. Wang was silent for a while, then looked at Zhou Zhuoyu and said, "You have to be mentally prepared. When I was checking the condition of the fetus in the past two days, I found that he had a developmental delay."

"..."

Zhou Zhuoyu's heart skipped a beat, his mouth opened wide in shock, but he couldn't say a word.

Dr. Wang could understand his mood, and quickly comforted him, saying, "Mr. Zhou, don't be nervous. At present, there is only such a situation. We found that he is not optimistic compared with the development of the fetus at the same week. But this was not the case in the past. It’s not that there are no cases, and it doesn’t mean that fetuses with developmental delays must be abandoned.”

Zhou Zhuoyu tried his best to calm down his emotions, and asked Dr. Wang in a trembling voice: "What specific manifestations does he show that he is stunted?"

Dr. Wang once again explained the situation to Zhou Zhuoyu: "Generally speaking, fetal heart rate should be detected at 7-8 weeks, which is what we commonly call heartbeat. But today, he has been at 8 weeks, and we still haven't detected his fetal heart rate. fetal heart."

"Does that mean he was stillborn?" Zhou Zhuoyu said the facts that he didn't want to admit, but he knew he had to figure it out.

Dr. Wang: "We can't tell yet."

"That means there is still hope?" Zhou Zhuoyu continued to ask Dr. Wang without giving up.

Dr. Wang nodded to him, and then said cautiously: "There is no fetal heart rate, and it may be growth retardation. We will not conclude that he is stillborn and give up now. But I have to tell you, according to the past Judging from the case, he is still very likely to be abandoned. Today I will tell you the truth about the situation, and I hope you can have a psychological preparation in advance. "

After hearing the doctor's words, Zhou Zhuoyu suddenly lost his mind.He understood that what Dr. Wang was talking about was a medical probability issue, just like a terminally ill patient praying for a miracle.Even if a miracle exists, the probability is probably not more than one in ten thousand.Dr. Wang told him to be mentally prepared, which basically meant that the child was about to be abandoned.Now I specially call him here, and I just hope that he can have a buffer time to talk to him.

Dr. Wang saw Zhou Zhuoyu's loss, and he understood that this notice was undoubtedly a heavy blow to every parent.He comforted Zhou Zhuoyu again and said: "You don't have to be discouraged now, we have to observe for a week. Only after nine weeks, there is no fetus with a heartbeat, we conclude that he is stillborn, and notify the family to give up. When you need to make a judgment."

"I see." Zhou Zhuoyu looked up at Dr. Wang and asked, "Can I visit him in the training room now?"

Doctor Wang sighed and shook his head cruelly at him, "We have isolated the fetus, he is in a critical period, and non-medical personnel are not allowed to visit him."

Seeing Zhou Zhuoyu's red eyes, Dr. Wang assured him in order to reassure him: "But don't worry, our medical staff are professional and dedicated, and they will definitely take care of the fetus with all their heart."

"That is to say, as parents, we can do nothing but pray for a miracle and wait for the verdict, right?" Zhou Zhuoyu was filled with despair when he said these words.

Doctor Wang opened his mouth, wanting to comfort Zhou Zhuoyu.But many words came out of his heart, and he swallowed them all in the end.As a doctor, he often feels powerless and wishes he had better speaking skills, could tell the truth to patients more tactfully, and comfort the family members of patients with warmer words.

But when he really practiced this ability, he still found that no matter how euphemistic the truth is, it would be a blow to the patient.Warm words didn't work as well as they did at other times.In the face of the real illness, any language seems pale.

Dr. Wang's silence undoubtedly answered Zhou Zhuoyu's question.He didn't stay to force Dr. Wang, stood up quietly, and said to Dr. Wang with a heavy heart, "I'll go back and wait for your news. I'll trouble you to take care of the child."

"Don't worry." Dr. Wang assured Zhou Zhuoyu, "As soon as we detect the fetal heart rate, we will notify you as soon as possible."

"Okay, thank you!"

Zhou Zhuoyu walked out of Dr. Wang's office with his head bowed. He was in a trance and didn't know how to get back to the car.Starting the car mechanically, Zhou Zhuoyu was full of thoughts about how to explain to the Zhou family.He just got Wang Jiawen's understanding yesterday, and decided to spend the rest of his life honoring the two old people.Today, when he received such bad news, he felt that the sky was about to fall.

Knowing that when he was reborn, his identity was exposed in public as a forgery, and when he learned that Han Teng used to deceive him, he had never felt so at a loss.Tears fell uncontrollably, blurring the vision ahead.

"Whoo-"

A piercing brake sound pierced the sky, and passers-by paid attention to the source of the sound.In a trance state, Zhou Zhuoyu drove after the car in front of him.

*******

At about three o'clock in the afternoon, Han Teng stood in front of the fruit and vegetable shelf in the supermarket near the apartment and sent Zhou Zhuoyu a WeChat message: "What do you want to eat tonight, Western food or Chinese food?"

Before waiting for Zhou Zhuoyu's reply for a long time, Han Teng moved to the dairy first, and picked out some milk and yogurt.It has been more than half an hour since Han Teng finished shopping in various areas of the supermarket, but he still hasn't waited for Zhou Zhuoyu's reply.

He frowned and made a call to Zhou Zhuoyu.He never leaves his mobile phone at ordinary times, and even in a meeting, he will reply to his messages quickly.Although usually the replies are very short, with no emotion, but there has never been one like today, where I haven't believed it for half an hour.

Thinking of Zhou Zhuoyu's condition when he left home in the morning, Han Teng couldn't help feeling worried.When the call was made there, the color ring had already rang back and forth, and the call was automatically hung up. A bad premonition arose in Han Teng's heart.

Immediately afterwards, he immediately called Zhou Zhuoyu's office.After the call was made, his assistant answered it.Han Teng learned from his assistant that Zhou Zhuoyu hadn't been to the company at all today.He panicked immediately, hung up the assistant's phone, and frantically started calling Zhou Zhuoyu again.

When he called for the third time, someone on the other end of the phone finally picked up.But that formulaic voice was clearly not his Xiaoyu.The woman who answered the phone on the opposite side asked Han Teng in a formulaic voice: "Who are you to the owner of this phone?"

Han Teng: "I am his lover."

"That's great, we are worried about not being able to find his family members." The woman told him, "Your lover just got into a car accident and is currently being treated at the Central Hospital. Come here quickly."

When Han Teng rushed to the hospital, Zhou Zhuoyu was already awake.His forehead was wrapped in gauze, and his eyes were full of inseparable haze.

Han Teng rushed over, lifted the quilt covering him, and looked him up and down.Touching here for a while, touching there for a while, nervously kept confirming to Zhou Zhuoyu: "Is it hurt here?"

When Zhou Zhuoyu told Han Teng, "He just hit the steering wheel with his head slightly, and he didn't hurt anywhere else", Han Teng heaved a sigh of relief, and hugged Zhou Zhuoyu tightly in his arms, his voice trembling and choking. : "Thank goodness, you scared the hell out of me!"

Han Teng said regretfully: "No matter where you go in the future, I will drive you. I should have insisted this morning..."

Zhou Zhuoyu was pulled into Han Teng's strong arms, feeling his strong love and protection.All the uneasiness and unwillingness that had accumulated in his chest before surged up.

With a crying voice, he buried his head on Han Teng's neck in horror and said, "There is something wrong with the baby..."

"what?"

Han Teng moved Zhou Zhuoyu in front of him, looked him in the eyes and asked again.Because Zhou Zhuoyu lowered his head just now, and spoke in a low voice with a crying voice, Han Teng didn't hear what he was saying at all.

Zhou Zhuoyu's tears fell down suddenly. He looked at Han Teng and said, "I went to the hospital in the morning, and the doctor told me that there is something wrong with our baby. He...has a developmental delay and has no heartbeat so far..."

Looking at Zhou Zhuoyu who was crying bitterly, Han Teng understood the cause of the car accident.Before he could react, he saw Zhou Zhuoyu's big teardrops kept falling. He held his injured forehead and repeated in a broken voice: "The child has a problem, how should I explain to the Zhou family... "

Han Teng reached out his right hand to hold the hand on his forehead. He was afraid that Zhou Zhuoyu would use too much force and touch the bandaged wound again.Then, he raised his left hand, wiped away Zhou Zhuoyu's tears, and comforted him: "Xiaoyu, don't cry. If it doesn't work this time, I'll go to the hospital with you again. We will remarry immediately, and then go to the hospital again." Do an operation. If I marry you, no matter how many times, I am willing."

Speaking of this, Han Teng immediately clarified: "I don't want to use this to force you to remarry me. If you still want to be single after the operation, I will respect your wish and divorce you. As long as I have a chance to stay by your side like now, that's enough."

Zhou Zhuoyu raised his head to meet Han Teng's gaze, and said, "I know you won't threaten me with this, but I'm worried... there was a problem with our test-tube surgery last time. Do it again, using the same technique, and it's still the same. The two of us, there is no guarantee that the same problem will not occur. Zhou's father and mother are both old. I don't know how to tell them about the situation this time. If there is another problem, then I don't know how to face them. They are so old, they have already lost their sons, and lost their grandsons twice in a row, how can they withstand the successive blows?"

Zhou Zhuoyu clenched his fists tightly and confessed with great self-reproach: "Why am I so useless, I can't even do this! If the Zhou family really dies because of me, then I can't feel at ease even if I go to hell."

Han Teng felt the strength of Zhou Zhuoyu's hand held in his hand, he let go of Zhou Zhuoyu's hand, put his hand on his shoulder instead, and coaxed him earnestly: "Xiaoyu, don't be afraid, the Zhou family is not afraid." There will be no future, and I will help you. If the test tube doesn’t work, we’ll just give birth on our own, and I won’t let you fall into self-blame all the time.”

Zhou Zhuoyu raised his head and looked directly at Han Teng in horror.

Han Teng pressed his shoulders, and said to him in an unusually gentle and solemn voice: "Do you still remember that I told you once that if you don't want to bear the pain of childbirth, I will help you bear it. That's not coaxing Yours, I have always been serious. This sentence also counts now. "

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