I'm being pitted by myself every day [rebirth]

"Why don't we really fall in love?"

After hearing Gao Yan's words, Zhou Zhuoyu was stunned.

His confused and shocked expression was reflected in Gao Yan's eyes, and Gao Yan felt the need to explain to him.He stared at Zhou Zhuoyu, and asked him softly: "Has anyone ever told you that the best way to let go of a relationship is to start a new relationship as soon as possible?"

Zhou Zhuoyu looked at Gao Yan and paused for a while, realizing that he was not talking casually, and then asked him back: "Does this have anything to do with the current state of me, you and Han Teng? Aren't we always in front of him now? Talking about love, didn't change any status quo?"

"You also said that we have been talking about fake love in front of him, of course it is useless to change the status quo." Gao Yan raised his arms, put both hands on Zhou Zhuoyu's shoulders, then put his head against him, and continued to explain, "The reason why your current situation is so painful is because you put all your attention on Han Teng. Han Teng is so sensitive, I'm afraid he has already seen through that we are acting to deceive him, that's why he has been so tight You can't let go of him, because he can see that you still can't let him go."

Zhou Zhuoyu: "..."

Zhou Zhuoyu suddenly raised his head to meet Gao Yan's gaze, maybe he was right.When it comes to understanding, in this world, apart from himself, the person who understands him best is probably Han Teng.And he knew that his acting was too bad, that's why when he played Zhou Zhuoyu, Han Xin, an outsider, saw the clues and caught the flaw to cause trouble for him.

When Zhou Zhuoyu was silent, Gao Yan continued to persuade: "I think if we are not pretending to be in love, but really in love, maybe your attention will no longer be on Han Teng."

Speaking of this, Gao Yan smiled slightly, and immediately clarified: "Of course, this is just my personal suggestion. Whether it is implemented or not depends on your wishes in the end. I said at the beginning that I would not take advantage of others. I will Keep the promise and respect you to the end. The reason why I made this suggestion is that I don’t want to see you working harder day by day, and I want to do something for you.”

"The first time I met you in the hospital, I couldn't help you. At that time, when I saw you crying in front of me, I felt as if something was blocked in my heart. Later, I saw you And crying, I felt the feeling of my heart collapsed again. In my lifetime, I don't want to see you cry again..."

"Even if you can't fall in love with me in a short period of time, and you can't fall in love with me in the end, I don't regret having this opportunity with you. Similarly, I also hope that you can give yourself a chance to try to accept a new relationship. love, accept me."

"If you don't want Han Teng to pester you anymore and want to start a new life, try to accept me and formally fall in love with me! This is the fastest and most effective way to let go of the past."

"Give me a chance, give me an identity, let me help you through this difficult time..."

Seeing Gao Yan in front of him, Zhou Zhuoyu tried his best to persuade him.His serious and solemn expression didn't look like he was courting love at all, but more like he was going to die.But I have to say that his way of persuasion is easier to break Zhou Zhuoyu's defense than courtship.

Just when he was about to be bewitched by his words and wanted to nod, he suddenly heard Gao Yan's voice again, "Now close your eyes, I will cast a spell on you to make you forget everything, only My magic."

For some reason, Gao Yan, who was about to break through Zhou Zhuoyu's defensive line just now, made Zhou Zhuoyu vigilant again with his words.Gao Yan lowered his head, leaned his body, and slowly approached his face, Zhou Zhuoyu probably guessed what he wanted to do.

At this time, Gao Yan watched him staring straight into his eyes, touched his head with a smile, and coaxed him: "Be obedient, close your eyes."

Zhou Zhuoyu didn't close his eyes obediently, but continued to stare straight at Gao Yan, and asked him clearly, "Are you going to kiss me?"

"I'm such a failure as a magician. I was seen through before the show officially started." Gao Yan immediately showed an embarrassed smile, and then generously admitted, "Yeah, I want to give you a way to forget the past, Kiss again. But your eyes have been so wide, how can I go on kissing?"

"Xiaoyu, don't be so nervous." Gao Yan put down the hand on Zhou Zhuoyu's shoulder, then pulled out the hand that was stuck in the pocket of his trousers that was almost stiff, and held it in his hand, "People are not as nostalgic as I imagined, So resist accepting new things. You don't hate me, do you? Try accepting me and everything will be fine, and I'll get through it with you."

At this time, Gao Yan felt that besides Zhou Zhuoyu's hand, there seemed to be something smooth in his palm.He lowered his head and took Zhou Zhuoyu's hand, only to see something like a blue silk handkerchief in his hand.

"You still have the habit of carrying a handkerchief?" Gao Yan pulled out the blue silk handkerchief from Zhou Zhuoyu's hand, glanced at its color and texture, and couldn't help sighing, "However, this color selection doesn't look like yours." taste~"

Zhou Zhuoyu didn't answer, Gao Yan looked at the shape of the silk handkerchief in his hand, and with an idea, he directly covered Zhou Zhuoyu's eyes with it.While helping him to fasten it, he whispered to himself, "This way I won't be afraid that you will keep looking at me with your eyes open."

After fastening the silk handkerchief, Gao Yan put his hand back on Zhou Zhuoyu's shoulder.He wanted to put his arms around his waist, pull him into his arms, and kiss him well.But for the first time, he didn't dare to be too intimate with Zhou Zhuoyu.Even now, with the hand on Zhou Zhuoyu's shoulder, he could feel the stiffness in his whole body.He felt that Zhou Zhuoyu was very cooperative in not pushing him away.

He felt that he had been persuaded by himself, and was trying to overcome his psychological discomfort, trying to accept him, take a brave step, and start a new life.Therefore, Gao Yan kept telling himself in his heart not to be in a hurry.He finally came to this step, he couldn't be messed up by impulse.

Gao Yan had a vague feeling that this kiss would be an important turning point in changing their relationship.

Gao Yan: "Don't be nervous, I won't do anything to you. I just want to kiss you, you can treat him as pleasure. Relax~"

Sensing the stiffness of Zhou Zhuoyu's body, Gao Yan also became nervous.He is a little regretful now, why didn't he have more romantic relationships with others in the past, and practice more kissing skills.

Zhou Zhuoyu felt that Gao Yan's hands on his shoulders squeezed slightly tightly.Across the blue ribbon, he could also feel a black shadow pressing towards him in front of him.In the next second, all the intimate scenes when he was wearing this ribbon and being with Han Teng before flooded his head.

But he felt that the breath sprayed on his cheek was not the breath he was familiar with. Before his head could react, his body had subconsciously made a choice for him.When Gao Yan's lips were less than one centimeter away from Zhou Zhuoyu's, Zhou Zhuoyu put his hands in front of him and pushed Gao Yan away.

Then, he raised his hand and tore off the ribbon that was blindfolded, lowered his head and dared not look directly at Gao Yan, and said, "I'm sorry."

After speaking, he quickly walked out the door.Walking to the door, Zhou Zhuoyu was about to open the door to leave when he suddenly thought of something.Then, enduring his embarrassment, he turned around and walked back to Gao Yan.

He saw Gao Yan squatting on the ground, holding the blue ribbon in his hand, looking at it.After seeing Zhou Zhuoyu's footsteps standing in front of him, he stood up holding the ribbon, handed him to Zhou Zhuoyu, and asked, "Are you here to get this?"

Just as Zhou Zhuoyu was about to reach out to take the ribbon back, he saw Gao Yan shrank back holding the ribbon that had been handed to him, then looked at him with raised eyebrows and said, "Is this from Han Teng?"

Zhou Zhuoyu's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, and he opened his mouth, unable to utter a word.

Seeing his reaction, Gao Yan knew that he had guessed right.He shook his head to himself, laughed at himself and said, "I made a big taboo..."

Gao Yan picked up the ribbon in his hand, looked at Zhou Zhuoyu and asked, "You still can't let him go?"

"I'm sorry." Zhou Zhuoyu lowered his head so hard that his lips were almost bitten by him.

"You are not wrong, so you don't need to apologize to me." Gao Yan's voice was calm, without any emotion, "I was the one who offered to help you, and you didn't force me to do anything, it was all voluntary. You can't accept that." Me, that's just my lack of ability and charm, it's not your fault."

Zhou Zhuoyu: "I'm sorry."

Although Gao Yan repeatedly emphasized that Zhou Zhuoyu didn't need to apologize, Zhou Zhuoyu didn't know what to say to him other than "I'm sorry".

Gao Yan passed by his side, casually stuffed the ribbon into his hand, and then walked out of his room calmly.

After Gao Yan left, Zhou Zhuoyu lay on the bed alone, looking at the ribbon in his hand, Han Teng's face kept appearing in his mind.Gao Yan's words sounded in his ears, "People are not as nostalgic as I imagined..."

Then why did he still keep the old habits?For him, it is much easier to continue the past than to accept the new life.Time is with him, and it is not a good medicine for healing at all. He feels that he may not be able to get out in this life...

Zhou Zhuoyu just lay on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling.Before he knew it, he felt a little hungry.He grabbed his cell phone on the bed and looked at it, it was almost 1 o'clock in the afternoon.Because of Han Teng's trouble in the morning, he didn't eat a few mouthfuls of breakfast.It was past lunch time now, and he really felt empty in his stomach.

Zhou Zhuoyu got up and picked up the phone, wanting to order a meal.At this moment, he heard a knock on the door.

Zhou Zhuoyu's first reaction was Gao Yan, thinking that he had dropped something.Although he was a bit afraid to face him now, Zhou Zhuoyu still walked to the door and opened it for him without hesitation.

However, the person who appeared at the door really surprised Zhou Zhuoyu.Before he could react, Han Teng pushed him into the room and pushed him against the door.

In the next second, overwhelming kisses hit you...

The author has something to say: The stupid author came back with the lid on the pot to update it. After playing with his parents on May Day, he fell into the blood of his aunt again o(╯□╰)o