I'm being pitted by myself every day [rebirth]

Facing Gao Yan's words, Zhou Zhuoyu didn't know how to respond.

Gao Yan looked at him, followed what he said just now, and said again: "She is a single mother, and my mother is not in good health. So, as the eldest brother, I have to fight myself."

Sorry...it seems like I asked something that shouldn't be asked.

Gao Yan waved his hand and said, "It's not a secret, all Changdao employees know it."

Yes, Gao Qing was born in such a family, it is difficult to have a little privacy.Especially for such an obvious thing as pregnancy, even if Gao Yan wanted to protect it, it would be difficult to hide it.

Zhou Zhuoyu suddenly remembered the day he first met Gao Yan in the hospital.After leaving the hospital, when Gao Yan drove him to the hotel by the way, he heard a call from their mother in the car.At that time, he was sitting next to Gao Yan, and vaguely heard his mother nervously inquiring about Gao Qing's prenatal checkup situation from Gao Yan's mobile phone, which showed that he was very concerned about her daughter's condition.

Thinking of this, Zhou Zhuoyu said from the bottom of his heart: "Although there is no man to accompany her, Gao Qing is still very happy with her mother's care and your big brother watching over her."

Zhou Zhuoyu really thought so.Moreover, Gao Qing was born in such a family that did not worry about food and clothing. The Gao family not only gave her the greatest financial comfort, but also allowed her to enjoy the top medical technology.Compared with ordinary single mothers, Gao Qing is very lucky.

After listening to Zhou Zhuoyu's words, Gao Yan picked up the red wine glass, stared at the scarlet liquid in the glass, and shook his head involuntarily, "No matter how much my mother and I care about her, we will never be able to replace her man. There are still men around her. It needs a man to watch over, and the child also needs a father when he grows up."

Zhou Zhuoyu was silent, he felt empathy for Gao Yan's last words.No matter what kind of family a child is born in, his father plays an important role in his growth.You can see this by looking at him and Han Teng. He has grown into such a cowardly and evasive character, and Han Teng has become a personality that is arbitrary and wants to solve everything by force. It is all due to the lack of father's guidance in the process of growing up. for the sake.

Immediately afterwards, Zhou Zhuoyu heard Gao Yan from the opposite side sigh, and then said: "So my mother and I have been helping her find a suitable man."

When Zhou Zhuoyu saw Gao Yan say this, he glanced at him.Then, he took a sip of the red wine in the glass and put down the glass.

Zhou Zhuoyu saw a profound meaning in the gaze he cast.Combined with his meeting with Gao Yan to the present, Gao Yan's words and deeds to him all the time, he had a clever head, and suddenly realized.

When Gao Yan's wine glass was put down, Zhou Zhuoyu met his gaze again, and asked inadvertently, "You don't mean to find me for your sister, do you?"

When they first met, it was in the Maternity and Infant Hospital.Because he could not have a child, he cried bitterly in front of this strange man.He thought that he liked children and wanted children, so Gao Qing happened to be pregnant with a child now, which was very suitable.

That's why Gao Yan kept asking him about his marital status in the few times they met later.This can also explain why he cares too much about whether he is in marriage or not.

Gao Yan was taken aback by Zhou Zhuoyu's question, then Gao Yan chuckled lightly, looked at Zhou Zhuoyu with crooked eyes, and couldn't help asking, "Why do you think so?"

"because of you……"

Zhou Zhuoyu originally wanted to say, because what you have been doing all this time has been too misleading.But before he finished answering, he heard Gao Yan's voice from the opposite side, and gave him the answer straightforwardly: "I really have my eyes on you."

Zhou Zhuoyu: "..."

Did he guess right? !

"But I'm looking for you, not for my sister." Gao Yan looked directly at Zhou Zhuoyu, paused, and then added slowly, "I'm looking for myself."

Zhou Zhuoyu suddenly raised his head and met Gao Yan's gaze.Seeing that he was not looking at him with the half-smile expression when he was misunderstood by him, but with a serious face.This was the first time he had said it so bluntly.Zhou Zhuoyu wanted to tell himself that he was still joking.But after looking at Gao Yan for ten seconds without blinking, he understood that Gao Yan was telling the truth this time.

But even if he knew it was true, he could only pretend to be stupid.His brain capacity tonight was really hit like never before. First, Han Teng sent the divorce news, and now he heard Gao Yan's confession in person.

He felt that his thoughts rushed to his head in a blowout form, but he couldn't figure out a clue in this disturbed mind.Only now did he realize that he was not only a counselor, but also a patient with difficulty in choosing.

Now that he couldn't make a decision, and couldn't directly refuse, Zhou Zhuoyu instinctively chose his usual safe approach, pretending to be stupid and escaping.

He remembered that he had just drank a glass of red wine and a glass of sake, so he picked up the sake glass in front of him again and said nonchalantly, "Drink!"

Zhou Zhuoyu didn't dare to look at Gao Yan, and drained the sake in the glass sullenly.The moment he drank it, he silently counted the "third cup" in his heart.

When Zhou Zhuoyu put down the cup, out of the corner of his eye, Gao Yan was still staring at him with penetrating eyes, that eyes seemed to dissect his whole body on the spot.In the past, the way Gao Yan looked at him often made Zhou Zhuoyu overwhelmed. Now after hearing what he said, Zhou Zhuoyu felt even more uncomfortable.

He became anxious in his heart, isn't this the third cup?Why are you still sober?He never wished so much that he would get drunk immediately.Zhou Zhuoyu, who was in a panic, grabbed the sake pot in front of him casually.If three cups are not enough, just have another cup.

Just when he was about to pour into his own cup, he found that Gao Yan had pressed down both his hand holding the pot and the mouth of the cup.

Gao Yan raised his brows lightly, looked at Zhou Zhuoyu and asked, "Don't be in a hurry to drink, how about talking about what I said just now?"

"What did you say?" Zhou Zhuoyu hurriedly put down the jug, and then pulled his hand away from Gao Yan's, "Stop joking..."

When Zhou Zhuoyu said the last word, he suddenly felt dizzy.Then, his eyes suddenly went dark, and he didn't know anything after that.

The last sentence that lingered in his ears was the one that Gao Yan tried his best to express, "I'm not joking."

If it hadn't been for Gao Yan not responding no matter how he yelled or pulled him up, he would have thought that Zhou Zhuoyu was deliberately playing a prank on him.

When he took out his mobile phone and called Jedi to tell him to come back to pick them up to the hotel, Jedi thought something urgent happened to their boss.After all, he had just sent the two of them to the tavern, and then he drove to the nearby night market and ordered a bowl of noodles for supper.But as soon as he picked up the chopsticks and hadn't finished his first mouthful of noodles, he received the news that his boss was going back to the voyage.Is this a drink?Jedi has been with him for so long, and this is the first time he has seen the boss have such a quick drinking situation.

Putting down the phone, Gao Yan looked at Zhou Zhuoyu who was lying on the table and fell into a deep sleep, and he also found it incredible.Drunk after only three glasses of wine?With this amount of alcohol, why were you clamoring for a drink with him just now?

Gao Yan scanned the remaining half of the bottle of red wine and the almost untouched jug of sake. For the first time, he realized the true meaning of a sentence, what is meant by "it's over before it starts"...

Fortunately, Jedi didn't go far. In less than 10 minutes, he turned back in his car.Gao Yan and Jiedi carried Zhou Zhuoyu to the car, and then sent him back to the hotel room.

After Jiedi left, Gao Yan looked at Zhou Zhuoyu who was sleeping on the bed, and saw that he was clutching the buttons on his chest uncomfortably, and the shirt on his chest was completely wrapped around his body because of his constant twisting.Gao Yan knew that he was probably uncomfortably restrained.

Gao Yan walked to the end of the bed, first helped Zhou Zhuoyu take off his shoes, then turned around and walked back, helping him take off his pants and clothes one after another.During the process, Zhou Zhuoyu sometimes groaned uncomfortably, and sometimes struggled to fight against him.

It has been 10 minutes since he finished disposing of the clothes on his body.At this moment, Zhou Zhuoyu who was lying on the bed finally calmed down.Gao Yan sat beside Zhou Zhuoyu's bed, with his head down, looking at him quietly by the soft light at the bedside.

At this moment, Gao Yan's mood gradually calmed down.He recalled Zhou Zhuoyu's performance at the wine table just now, he thought that he had been taking the initiative to bring wine all the time, just to change the topic.Now it seems that he simply wants to end the topic.It is impossible for him not to know how much he drinks.

Gao Yan looked at the drunk Zhou Zhuoyu, and couldn't help but reflect in his heart that he was pushing too hard.He actually didn't want to confess his love in this situation, but every time he saw him, he couldn't help but want to get closer to him.Be it physically or verbally.

He has lived for more than thirty years, and this is the first time he has such a strong desire to possess someone.It is said that the longer you suppress, the more violent you will explode.In the past, he always thought that he was pure and ascetic.After all, he has also experienced a period of "blind dates in hell". His mother and sister found so many women from nowhere, and they tricked him into meeting one every day.

He didn't resist blind dates, and he didn't want to disappoint his mother and sister's wish for him to have a fulfilling life.It's just that he slowly discovered that he was not interested in every blind date woman he met, and he tended to become more and more impatient.If he hadn't considered the face of his mother and sister, he might have walked away after seeing her once.

Later, his mother and his sister also noticed it, and then began to change their routines, no longer introducing the soft and cute girls to him, and replaced them with fresh and delicious little men.However, after meeting the two men, he couldn't bear it anymore. He felt that the atmosphere was too strange.He made it clear to show his mother and sister that they should stop arranging blind dates for him.

From then on, neither his mother nor his sister dared to interfere in his emotional life anymore.With an attitude of resignation, they waited for the day when his feelings would open up.But the waiting time was really long, even Gao Yan once felt that he might be doomed to be lonely for the rest of his life.

So when he met Zhou Zhuoyu and found out what he wanted, he felt a little out of control, but he didn't know how to adjust it.For example, when he helped him undress just now, his original intention was obviously to make him sleep more comfortably.But a voice kept ringing from the bottom of his heart, jumping into his head, "Strip him naked, fuck him..."