"Qing Yu" passed away

Nodding, went back to the ward to see Feng Jianyu.

Feng Jianyu on the hospital bed was pale, and there was no sign of illness other than that.His eyelashes were trembling slightly, probably he was still so sad in his dream, otherwise how could he not be able to calm down in his sleep.

Wang Qing stretched out his hand to smooth Feng Jianyu's frowning eyebrows, "Why are you so stupid? Even if you don't love me...even if you don't want my love...you can't just refuse my concern for you..."

"Dad..." Feng Jianyu murmured in his deep sleep with a tear falling from the corner of his eyes.

"Do you love him so much?" Wang Qing held Feng Jianyu's hand, leaned over and kissed his forehead, "I'll help you, okay? Let him take care of you...as long as you get better..."

Wang Qing tucked up the quilt for Feng Jianyu, and left the ward reluctantly.

When Feng Yunfeng arrived at the hospital, Wang Qing was sitting in the corridor outside the ward waiting for him.After learning about Feng Jianyu's condition, Feng Yunfeng guarded Feng Jianyu for a while, and then Wang Qing called him to the garden downstairs.

Wang Qing simply told Feng Yunfeng everything he knew, and told him that Feng Jianyu used his love for him to support his belief for most of his life.

He is the person Feng Jianyu trusts the most, the person he loves the most, and the person he can't love the most since he was a child.

After hearing Wang Qing's words, Feng Yunfeng opened his mouth slowly, recalling the details of himself and Feng Jianyu.

When Feng Yunfeng first met Feng Jianyu, he was about the same age as Feng Jianyu now.Because he loves Feng Jianyu's mother passionately, he loves little Feng Jianyu's house.

It's a pity that Feng Jianyu at that time was full of hostility towards him.But he still has a way to let Feng Jianyu accept him, accept this too young father.

The sudden death of his mother made Feng Yunfeng raise Feng Jianyu with redoubled love. He knew that Feng Jianyu lost his support and had only his relatives.

However, it was his wrong way that made Feng Jianyu fall in love with him hopelessly.

"He was still calling you just now, even though he was in a coma, in his heart...you are still the only one." Wang Qing said in a daze.

"Don't tell your sister about this, I want to find a time to talk to her in person." Feng Yunfeng stood up, "Let's go back."

The two sat in front of the hospital bed, and finally waited until Feng Jianyu woke up.

"I'm in the hospital?" Feng Jianyu first asked Wang Qing, and after seeing Feng Yunfeng, he looked at him nervously, "Dad...you know? Actually, the doctor told me it's not serious."

"Daewoo, I know everything, not just your illness." Feng Yunfeng said slowly to Feng Jianyu.

Feng Jianyu sat up immediately, looking at Wang Qing with horror in his eyes.

"I said it." Wang Qing looked at Feng Jianyu with tears in his eyes.

"Why?" Feng Jianyu choked up and said, "Wang Qing! Why do you make your own decisions?"

"Dayu, don't blame him." Feng Yunfeng hugged Feng Jianyu lightly, "Qing'er is concerned about you."

"Why did you tell him?" Feng Jianyu cried loudly, being held in Feng Yunfeng's arms, unable to say a word.

Seeing such a scene, Wang Qing left the ward silently.

He forgot how he got home, he was physically and mentally exhausted, he just wanted to fall down and have a good sleep.

"Qing'er, why are you coming back now? The phone keeps turning off when I call you." Wang Lan hasn't rested yet.

"A friend is sick and just came back from the hospital." Wang Qing replied simply.

"Your brother-in-law also went to the hospital to see a friend just now." Wang Lan frowned.

"You are pregnant, you should go to bed earlier." Wang Qing advised her.

"I'll wait a little longer." Wang Lan smiled, "I can't sleep without him by my side."

A sense of guilt welled up, and Wang Qing suddenly didn't know how to face his sister.He didn't know what kind of impact his impulsiveness would have on this family, and whether his behavior without considering the consequences was hurting everyone.

"Then I'll wait for him with you." Wang Qing sat on the carpet next to Wang Lan.

"Go to bed when you're tired, you have to go to work tomorrow." Wang Lan said holding up a parenting magazine, "I'll wait for him while watching this."

"It's okay." Wang Qing looked at Wang Lan, "Sister, since I was a child, have I been very worried?"

"No." Wang Lan stroked the top of Wang Qing's head, "When you were disobedient, I beat you in time, and the effect was immediate."

"If I do something to make you angry in the future, will you not forgive me?" Wang Qing asked sadly.

"What else can you do to worry me?" Wang Lan couldn't laugh or cry, "My little ancestor!"

"I will always listen to you in the future, and I will never make you sad again, and I will never let others bully you again." Wang Qing said seriously.

"Our Qing'er has really grown up." Wang Lan said gratifiedly.

Wang Qing fell on Wang Lan's leg, and for a while, the pain occupied his whole heart.He remembered that Feng Jianyu told him that he would not look for another half in the future, let alone have children, because he had lost the ability to fall in love with others.

At this moment, Wang Qing's mind is full of Feng Jianyu's image.He knew that he couldn't forget Feng Jianyu, it was the first time in his life that he felt so deeply in love with someone.

However, Feng Jianyu will probably never love him.

Thinking of this, Wang Qing couldn't help crying.

Chapter 17

17

Wang Lan did not ask Wang Qing why he burst into tears.She simply told Wang Qing that everyone has to experience pain and suffering in their growth, and the more they experience, the faster the person grows.

These words made Wang Qing recall the situation when he lost his parents.When he was young, he didn't even have time to understand the sadness, and the whole family was supported by Wang Lan alone.

"At that time, you were too young. Many people advised me to send you to relatives to raise you, but I knew you would be afraid in a strange environment. My parents are gone, so I can't abandon you anymore." Wang Lan looked at Wang Lan. Qing felt very relieved, "Everything is fine now, and you have grown up."

"These years, is it because of me that you didn't get married?" Wang Qing recalled that someone once spun extremely absurd rumors.

"Not all of them, but every time a relationship reaches this point, the first thing that comes to mind is you. I can't accept that others treat you badly." Wang Lan smiled happily, "But it's not a loss at all. I met your brother-in-law ."

"Sister, do you two really love each other as much as I saw?" Wang Qing took her sister's hand, "Don't lie to me."

"Whether a man loves me or not, I can see and feel it." Wang Lan thought for a while, "If one party in a relationship cheats, the other party will notice...those who claim to be cheated , but self-deception."

"I'm in love with someone... who I shouldn't love...but he doesn't love me at all..." Wang Qing sighed softly, "I'm not even willing to cheat."

"There is no 'should not' in love in this world." Wang Lan comforted him, "Loving someone is a very personal thing, and it is a happy thing to have someone to love in my heart."

Wang Qing nodded to express his understanding of Wang Lan's words.He waited with Wang Lan until Feng Yunfeng returned. Although Feng Yunfeng avoided Wang Lan and told him that Feng Jianyu was fine, he still suffered from insomnia.

The next morning, Wang Qing was awakened from sleep by Wang Lan.She blamed Wang Qing with a condemning tone, why didn't she tell her about Feng Jianyu's condition immediately.

"I'm afraid you're worried." Wang Qing said nervously.

"Don't blame him, I'm also responsible." Feng Yunfeng supported Wang Lan, preventing her from continuing to question Wang Qing.

"Take me to see Daewoo." Wang Lan stared at the two of them.

"Okay, but I have to make porridge first. Daewoo is going to have an examination today, so he can't eat in the morning. I will make porridge for him to drink after the examination." Feng Yunfeng said.

A group of three rushed to the hospital together, but Feng Jianyu was at a loss.

"Your father made porridge for you, and you can drink it after the examination." Wang Lan sat on the chair beside the hospital bed, "The two of them blocked the news from me yesterday! Fortunately, I am smart enough."

"They are afraid that your worry will affect your body." Feng Jianyu said softly.

"I'm fine, you are the most important thing in our family." Wang Lan patted Feng Jianyu's hand, "Don't be afraid, we will be with you."

Feng Jianyu nodded with a smile. When he saw Wang Qing later, he felt a little awkward in his heart, and quickly dodged his eyes.

Knowing that Feng Jianyu was still feeling awkward, Wang Qing told Feng Yunfeng his secret like this, wondering if there would be any change in the relationship between the father and son.

Gastroscopy requires general anesthesia, and the whole process takes less than an hour, but it will take some time to wait for the anesthetic to fail.

During this time, Wang Lan threw Wang Qing and Feng Yunfeng out of the ward to smoke, and stayed by Feng Jianyu's side alone.

"Brother-in-law, are you really going to tell my sister?" Wang Qing asked.

"Let's find a suitable time." Feng Yunfeng was thoughtful.

"Then... what about Daewoo?" Wang Qing asked again.

"The two of us had a talk yesterday, and everything is still the same." Feng Yunfeng snuffed out the butt of his cigarette.

"But he has loved you for so many years!" Wang Qing asked puzzled.

Feng Yunfeng lit another cigarette, "Qing'er, things in this world are not only right and wrong, black and white, there are many things that cannot be defined. Maybe my actions over the years have caused Daewoo's emotions to deviate. But the two of us are still father and son after all, this is an unchangeable fact."

Wang Qing smoked silently, without saying a word.

"Your sister is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. Daewoo, from the first time I saw him, I knew he was my son. Such thoughts have been deeply rooted in my mind." Feng Yunfeng affirmed Said, "Both of them are my closest relatives now