Pure White Core

No one likes the eyes of others who look down on them, but it doesn’t mean that this kind of eyes will not change. For example, Liu Hanghang is so sweet now that he hugs my shoulder happily. How can you tell that he was disgusting when he even passed me by? Are you afraid of getting the poor virus by shooting clothes straight on?

"Don't worry, I know about that thing. My mother suffers from insomnia and has to take one before going to bed every day. I'll bring it to you in the afternoon." Liu Hanghang's fair and tender round face almost turned into a bun with a smile, and he patted me affectionately With everyone's envious eyes on his shoulders, he shoved ten yuan into his trouser pocket, and happily went back to his seat.

Liu Hanghang's family runs one of the largest pharmacies in our county, and his mother is a well-known doctor in the county hospital. I asked him to buy sleeping pills, so I found the right person.Liu Hanghang is fucking obsessed with cleanliness, even he usually likes to be clean. Under normal circumstances, people like me and Huihui, whose clothes are not washed for a month or two, and whose cuffs are so black that they shine, have to be looked at by him even if they approach him. Give it back, today is an exception, the huge sum of money I gave him is enough for him to overcome all difficulties and have a good time with me.

Today Liu Hanghang is wearing a pure white woolen coat with beige buttons. His whole body is as white as a little snowman. There is a large gray mark in the direction of me. Now he is sitting on the seat talking to him. The two people at the same table desperately patted the coat buttoned on the table, trying to pat off the dirt that rubbed off my body, and while patting, they smiled and said: "Don't think too much, I don't dislike you, Hehe..." Papapa!I shot harder.

"Yu Shaorong, why didn't you talk to me?" Huihui frowned while crossing her arms, "I don't even know what you're doing."

"I don't even know what I'm doing." I sat back lazily, and after thinking about it, I still decided to make money for the lamb's milk powder. I'm already messing around.

"Then tell me a secret of yours." Huihui poked at the table while pinching the end of a pencil, while tilting her head to look at me.Huihui's mouth is very reliable, and if she is secretly entrusted to her, she will not say it even if she is killed.

"Okay, I'll tell you a secret."

Huihui hurried over and put her hands next to her ears to listen to the whisper.

I whispered in her ear: "My secret is 'I have so many secrets that I can't tell anyone', can you keep this secret?"

"I can." Huihui put her palm on her mouth, making a tight-lipped gesture.

I know she must be very disappointed. My secret is not a secret at all. It's a pity that I can't tell anyone what I have in my heart now. The news of the pure white core can only be shared with people who are also in the pure white core. Behaviors and words that would reveal the existence of the pure white core will be firmly blocked by the consciousness in my heart. If I insist on disobeying, there is only a dead end.

"The secret that you can't tell anyone, can you tell me?" Huihui didn't look up at me, but used the pencil in her hand to pick out the dirt under her nails unconsciously. There was a lot of black mud in her nails. , The tip of the pen picked out one ball after another.

I reached out to touch my chest, and there was a small hard thing in my clothes. It was a ring on my chest on a strip of cloth. Anyone who wears a ring will go to the White Core with me this weekend and wear a ring people will be able to share my secrets.

"I don't know." I put my hand down.Huihui is not the right person to go with me to the Pure White Core. Compared to her, I would rather give my ring to Sister Peiyuan, although 12-year-old Sister Peiyuan probably won't live long in it.

"Oh." Huihui didn't say much, put down her pencil, and turned her head to look at the small narrow window.

In the next class, I was still lying dead on the table, but Huihui didn't turn her head to look at me anymore.

The happy play house game with my friends will end sooner or later. I am no longer the Yu Shaorong who can sit on the steps with her and turn the flower rope for an afternoon. I will go to another world every Sunday; I have A magical ring that holds five things; I have a level where I fail or die...

When get out of class was over, I put away my schoolbag and left the classroom. I didn't talk to Huihui, and I didn't go to the steps where we usually sit. Instead, I stood in the open space in the yard near the next class to bask in the sun.Huihui walked to me carrying her schoolbag in silence, stood for a while feeling bored, and squatted on the ground to pick up a branch to write and draw. We waited until the bell rang for the end of school, and then we lined up together and went home together.

My mother didn't come to pick us up today, and Huihui wanted to speak several times, but I turned my head away, and she just followed behind with drooping shoulders, not knowing what she was thinking.

I don't care what she thinks, I will soon become a murderer, and she will find other friends to sit with her on the steps and go home with her, in a daze, talking and laughing.

When I got home, my mother stretched her waist and opened the door. I bet she must have slept the most beautiful sleep ever, and her face was much rosier.She was in a good mood, and rarely asked me how I was doing in school, and what I was playing. I didn't want to spoil her interest, so I picked good things to fool her.

She had something to do, so she hurriedly made me two steamed buns with fermented bean curd, poured a bowl of cold water, and went back to the room.I vaguely heard the sound of the bed moving, she was taking the money hidden under the floor tiles.She went out briskly before I finished eating a steamed bun. She seldom goes out during the day. It should be very important to see her solemn dress and uncontrollable smile on her face.

I still went to school at noon with Huihui. She took the initiative to talk to me a few times but I dismissed her with "oh", "oh" and silence. Don't talk to me anymore, walk away from me for a long time.

"Yu Shaorong, what's the matter with you!" Huihui still didn't hold on, she grabbed my sleeve and questioned me after the first class in the afternoon.

"It's nothing."

"It's nothing. Why don't you talk to me? Did I make you angry?"

"No."

"Then why don't you talk to me?"

"..."

"Don't look away, talk to me!" Huihui's eyes were red and she was almost crying.

I hate watching other people cry. I have something on my mind and I'm still thinking about it. Her behavior will only make me more bored.

I got up to go to the bathroom, and behind me was the sound of a shrew crying, thinking I'd stay outside a little longer so I wouldn't have to hear the annoying noises.

"Hey, don't go now," Liu Hanghang waved to stop me before leaving the classroom, and stuffed a small paper bag into my hand: "I brought you twenty sleeping pills that you asked for, and I told you it's very expensive. Powerful, you told your insomniac grandpa to take at most one piece at a time, and if you eat too much, you will die! Do you understand?"

"Understood!" I patted the medicine bag, my two "grandpas" would love them.

Huihui hadn't stopped crying when I came back. She looked at me wronged with red eyes, hoping that I could comfort her for the sake of her crying, but I was holding the small paper bag in my pocket. Just ignore her and let her lift up her dirty sleeves to wipe her tears, making her face black and red.

I can see the gloating whispers and sniggers of the people around me, and I also know that once Huihui and I are alone, we probably won’t find a friend to be with again, but what can I do?It is impossible for me to be a child with her forever, and I have no obligation to be patient and pretend that nothing happened. I am very tired, and it will be easier if I am alone.

This afternoon's class was extremely long, and I was tired of the teacher's boring voice and Huihui's sad eyes. After every class, I couldn't wait to get up and leave the classroom, and ran to the corner behind the classroom where no one was sitting and panting. I was already nervous in my heart because I had to do something. I must calm down and sort out my thoughts.

It was my turn to be on duty for extra-curricular activities in the afternoon. I swung the broom and cleaned quickly. After sweeping, I habitually wanted to find Huihui who was sitting on the steps, but I held back and quietly walked around behind her. Went to the playground.

There are less than 10 minutes left in the half-hour of extracurricular activities, but it is enough for me to do some important things.I climbed up from the corner of the uneven brick wall behind the playground toilet, grabbed the edge of the brick to hang myself, and jumped down lightly.

I trotted all the way to Sister Peiyuan's house, and when she had woken up and hadn't gone to "work" with Aunt Wenrui, I carefully knocked on the window to call her out, and took out four small white pills from the paper bag. give her.

"Put it in the lunch, take one piece for each person, and keep the other two pieces for later use."

Sister Peiyuan's hands were very cold, and her voice was trembling: "□□?"

"No, sleeping pills. They will go to bed early after taking sleeping pills. Don't go out tonight. Wait for me to come over at eight o'clock in the evening."

"Is this medicine bitter?" Sister Peiyuan picked up one of the pills and licked it, frowning instantly: "It's bitter! Why do you eat the bitter one!"

"You figure it out yourself, I'll go back to school first." I didn't have time to tell her more, so I hurried to school, and sister Peiyuan stomped her feet in anger.

When I rushed back to school, the bell rang just in time. I wiped the sweat from my brow and ran to stand in the line, out of breath, and sang home with other students.

"Where have you been, Yu Shaorong?" Huihui didn't sing, so she tugged on my sleeve.

"Going for a run on the big playground."

"you're lying!"

"Yeah." I nodded calmly, and then sang out-of-key nursery rhymes with everyone.

Plans can never keep up with changes. For example, I thought my mother would come home late, but before I got to the door, I heard a low crying inside. I was familiar with that voice, and there would be no one else but my mother.

Instead of going in, I stopped in my tracks.

She went out happily with the money, and came back early to cry at home. I can't guess what happened, but I understand that if I come in, I probably won't be able to go to Sister Peiyuan's house on time at eight o'clock to "work" "Are.Thinking of this, I carefully put my schoolbag next to the coal bag in front of the window of my house, then stepped back step by step, turned around and left the alley.

I am penniless now, so of course it is impossible to go to a noodle restaurant to kill time while happily eating noodles, but I can sit romantically on the small steps in the cold wind watching the bicycles and pedestrians coming and going, waiting for the night to fall.

I was very cold, and many miscellaneous thoughts popped up in my head, such as what would happen if sister Peiyuan didn't give them the medicine; for example, is my mother crying because of money, and if there is no money, will she Hit the thought on the ring on my neck, can I give the anchor to my mother, take her to the pure white core, and let her protect me?Another example is that I obviously added a lot of agility and strength to the pure white core, why am I still so weak after I come out, and my ring that can store five things is gone, if it can be used in reality...

The dark clouds in the sky made the sky very dark today, and sugar-like snow particles fell down on my clothes and hair. No matter how hot I was, I couldn't warm my hands that were red from the cold.

The street lights in the distance dimly lit up, I stood up and patted my dusty trouser legs, and walked step by step to the alley where sister Peiyuan lived.

go to work.