Fly away the pain

Although he was rescued several times, unfortunately, Uncle Wang died on the third day in the emergency room because of his serious injuries.

I sat in the hospital corridor and looked through the receipts to see how much the medical insurance would pay.My mother sat next to her and wiped her tears silently. After a while, she suddenly murmured: "When your father left, many people said that I was a subversive."

"Because he died in a car accident within two months of running with that bitch. What does it matter to me? It's all retribution, but I haven't dared to be with other people for many years. If I die, I won't be able to live," she suddenly smiled when she said this, "When you told me that you liked men, I thought, my life is over, I'll bet the rest of my life on you, It's over now."

My hands trembled, and I couldn't read any words on the receipt.This is the first time we have talked about this issue openly and honestly in so many years. I don't know what to say, so I just let out a "huh" from my throat.

"After that child died, his name was Zhou Yingzhi, right?" She looked at me with an inexplicable smile on her face, "I see you are so sad, you can't eat, you can't learn, weekends When I went to see you, I lost a whole lot of weight."

is that so?I'm not impressed at all.

"I just thought about what to do. If this child goes on like this, it will be ruined. At that time, someone introduced me to a fortune teller. I asked him to clear everything about Zhou Yingzhi's child from your mind. For this, I It's almost bankrupt and owes a lot of debt, but fortunately you really forgot."

I could barely hold the thing in my hand, and when I opened my mouth to speak, it seemed like I was dumb. However, at this moment, I suddenly and truly realized that she had already become a person with half a foot in the grave.Gray hair, haggard face, and age spots on the cheekbones, like the smell of disinfectant in the hallway, it is too disgusting.

"Maybe it's retribution, even if you forgot about him, you still remember that you... don't like women," she suddenly laughed, "Retribution, retribution."

The air was silent for a while.My feet felt like they were stepping on cotton, and my whole body became in a trance and unreal.

Suddenly there was a wailing sound from the other end of the corridor, and the passing patients and nurses all looked sideways.

"Dad!"

I looked up and saw that it was my sister-in-law's family.The two of them only appeared on the first day I came back, and this was the second time I saw them.My legendary younger brother was still timid. Before I could say anything, my sister-in-law said again: "Father!"

The nurse next to him immediately stepped forward to dissuade: "This family member, we understand your mood, but there are other patients who need to rest, please keep quiet."

"I don't care about you! You black-hearted hospital! My father was treated to death! Lose money!" She immediately began to roll and roll, grabbing the nurse and refusing to let go.

The hospital may have seen a lot of dealing with this kind of medical trouble, and a few tall security guards came here immediately, I threw the things in my hand, rushed up and said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, she is too emotional Excited."

She still wanted to say something, but when she saw the security guard coming, she was a little weak, but she still pretended to be tough and said: "Even if you doctored my father to death, you are not allowed to say anything."

"Patient Wang Ji has indeed been confirmed dead, but our hospital has done its best, and no medical accidents have occurred. You can sue us if you want," a voice came from outside the crowd, and a head nurse came over and said, "Now, please let go of our staff."

It was obviously a hard stubble, so I went down the slope: "Yes, yes, she is too excited."

After finally persuading the staff to go away, the sister-in-law pulled off the scalp band, tied the messy hair again, and said rather dissatisfied: "Why are you stopping me? At least tens of thousands can be earned by making such a fuss. Do you know how much the funeral costs?"

Before I said anything, my mother, who had been watching from the side, suddenly stood up and said with a cold face, "Don't embarrass me."

Maybe she had never acted so strong in front of them, and her sister-in-law was also shocked, she opened her mouth but said nothing.

"The small shop I opened, if you transfer it out, you can get back a little transfer fee, and use that as money for the funeral," she turned to her younger brother and daughter-in-law, "I don't care about your house at all, but my son's ten dollars for buying a house." Wan, you have to give it back to my son."

Then he said to me: "After finishing your uncle's funeral, I will move to the nursing home by myself. You don't have to worry about me anymore, just treat me as your mother."

My sister-in-law, ah no, we have nothing to do with each other.The woman wanted to say something, but was stopped by her man, and he spoke for the first time: "Just do as Auntie said."

After arranging all this, my mother walked slowly to the end of the corridor.Uncle Wang's body has been placed in the morgue at the end. I looked at her back, as if I saw her walking towards the grave, and suddenly a sense of farewell spread in my heart.

My bad premonition was confirmed on the second night of Uncle Wang's funeral. My mother drank the pesticide alone and died peacefully on the bed.

It was overcast that day as I sat smoking at the back door of the funeral parlor.The chimney of the nearby crematorium kept emitting smoke, and it was uncomfortable to think that it was the ashes of the dead.

At this time, Yingzhi suddenly appeared in front of me.

I looked up at him like we did all those years ago when we were teenagers, and I said, "You kill me."

"No, I have no right to end your life." He sighed and sat down beside me.

"Then I'll jump into the sea again, and just die like this." I said.

"Are you an idiot? You obviously lived so many years longer than me, but why haven't you made any progress?" He sat on the steps and straightened his legs.

I looked at him: "Then what can I do? I don't want to live anymore. If I die, Qiao Yike can turn me into you. I just..."

"That's why I said you are an idiot!" He interrupted me a little angrily, "Do you know how happy it is to be alive and to be able to breathe?"

I was at a loss for words, and looked up at Ying Zhi who seemed to have never seen him before.His face was still that of a teenager, but it showed a serious expression that I had never seen before, and I seemed to be able to read a trace of sadness.

"After so many years of living the life I wanted, I said something without authorization. I don't want to live anymore. Do you know how many people in this world are desperate to live every day?"

I was shocked by these righteous words and three views: "... Actually, I just want to be with you, to make up for the lost years, we should be together well, even if... even if It's my fault that I completely forgot about you when something like that happened."

Yingzhi's eyes suddenly became foggy, and the sudden tears made me panic, I hurriedly asked: "What's wrong with you?" I wanted to reach out to wipe him, but my hand went straight through his body.

"That's why I said you're an idiot," Yingzhi wiped away tears and said, "That's what I really want to hear."

"I want you to live a good life and live a good life with my share. I didn't expect to wake up and find that after so many years, you are still alone, with no friends or lovers, and you rarely contact your mother. It's hard to get a heaven When Qiao Yike asked me if I wanted to become what I am now, I immediately agreed. I thought that you, who are 35 years old, should have a gentle wife and lovely children, or have a long-term support People who have lived a lifetime, I never thought that you would live such a failure, and after so many years in a daze, you not only forgot about me, but also wanted to die at every turn."

"You're such a sucker, you idiot," he cursed.

Kikino who later found out about our conversation also said the same thing about me.

But that's another story.

Qiao Yike said: "The number of ghost envoys is limited. What's the use of me taking you three with low combat effectiveness?"

But having said that, I am very happy to finally be able to exist like Eiji.After all, we still have a long time.

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