prison love

The gate of the prison fell heavily, as if countless fine dust were raised, and all crimes ended here.

Zhou Lin stood at the door, took a big breath of air, and looked up at the sky. The sun shot a thin ray of sunlight through the thick clouds, which seemed to be the same as before.

It seems that nothing has changed. The gate was so solemn and terrifying 12 years ago, making people daunting. It seems that he has not changed much, and he is still the same Zhou Lin.

But it seems that there has been a change again. The surrounding plants and trees are full of vitality, which is completely different from the lifelessness of the flowers, plants and trees many years ago.

The weather was also different. When we came, the clouds were dense, and it seemed that there would be a downpour at any time.

At that time, Zhou Lin was 14 years old. Looking at the sky and the clouds, he couldn't help but wonder if God wanted a lightning strike to kill him, so that everything would end and the story would end here.

However, the thunder never struck, or he didn't know when the thunder struck, because he might have been in the cell when the thunder struck.

But today, the day he came out, the sky was clear and the sun was shining brightly. The sun shone warmly on his body. Even though he was only wearing a thin short sleeve, he didn't feel too cold.

It's really good, Zhou Lin thought, everything is good.

It should be people who have changed the most, their height, appearance and mood have all changed, they have become vicissitudes and matured.

But if someone asks Zhou Lin now if he regrets what happened back then, Zhou Lin will still shake his head and say no regrets.

Many sins, only blood can wash away, only death can end.

Zhou Lin closed his eyes, raised his left foot and took the first step towards the rising sun. No matter what the future holds, he will always go out. Since he has no goal, let's just take one step at a time.

This road is still so long. When he came here 12 years ago, he sat in a police car. At that time, he looked at the road leading to the prison and felt that he had been driving for a long time. At a glance, the straight road leading to his final destination The road of life seems to be extending infinitely, and there is no end to it.

The prison in the capital city is located in the outskirts of the suburbs, surrounded by mountains and trees, and it is dark green as far as the eye can see. The dense leaves cover the sky and block out the sun, making the prison even more gloomy and cold.A gust of cool wind blows, and everyone in the prison can't help shivering.

Zhou Lin glanced back, said his final farewell, and then set foot on the hard concrete road. Everything outside was new to him. There is nothing to see.

But after all, it is the scenery outside. For a person who has been trapped for more than ten years, everything is full of differences.

Zhou Lin remembered reading a book before, in which Balzac said: "Unfortunately, it is the ladder of progress for geniuses, the water of baptism for believers, and the bottomless abyss for the weak."

Then he wondered if he was unlucky, and he hated to admit that as much as admitting that he was weak.

The scenery changed little by little, the shade of the trees changed from dense to sparse, the sun was getting bigger and hotter, and the weather was getting hotter, which meant that he was about to go out, out of this place, out of this way.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Zhou Lin looked up at the sun, which was so dazzling that people couldn't open their eyes.It was morning when I came out, and it is already noon now.

He didn't feel hungry, because he was already so hungry that he couldn't feel it.With his hands in his pockets, Zhou Lin walked more and more bored, casually thinking that he should find a job first, and then find a place to live. He has no money, so he wondered if he would sleep on the street for a while.

There was only one cloud floating in the sky, looking lonely and pitiful, just like Zhou Lin.But he never hated it when people pitied him, he felt it was like an insult.He hated words like "compassion," whether applied to himself or others.

Others are visited in prison, even if they have been sentenced to life imprisonment, it is not surprising.Life in prison is really closed and boring, and there is really no hope. The only thing that can make people happy is probably the time to visit relatives.

But Zhou Lin was always an exception.

It's not that no one has come to visit him, but that he has never seen those people, and he doesn't want to see them, and he doesn't need to.

Back then, he killed three people with little effort, and helped them and saved himself. Therefore, it is enough to enjoy the care they have found a relationship in prison.

Zhou Lin has no relatives or friends in this world. He probably came to this world alone, and if nothing unexpected happens, he should leave alone.Except for the short sleeves and trousers he was wearing, and a pair of very old shoes, he had nothing, including his heart.

When others get out of prison, there will always be relatives who drive or take a taxi to pick them up, no matter how bad they are, they will have a friend, but Zhou Lin has nothing, he hides the news of his release from prison, no one knows that he is out, even if he finds out later Probably couldn't find him either.

Since he wants to start a new life, he should bid farewell to the past. Zhou Lin doesn't want to have anything to do with anyone or anything in the past.If possible, he just wants to find a small place to live his whole life incognito.

I don't know what time it is now. Zhou Lin doesn't have a watch, and he doesn't bother to guess the time. Anyway, this road is coming to an end. I didn't expect him to come to the end one day, which seems to be a joyful thing.

Zhou Lin vaguely saw two people standing at the street corner. The sun was so dazzling that he couldn't open his eyes. He could probably see clearly that it was an adult and a child. It should be the father with his daughter.

What does this have to do with him? Zhou Lin is at best a passer-by, and they are just people he met for the first time after he came out. There is nothing new, really.Zhou Lin said this to himself.

Walking out of this road, he almost arrived in the city. Of course, Zhou Lin guessed this, because he had never been here before, and the only time he was sitting in a police car was the only time he was there. Of course, he didn't have much impression.I just feel that so many high-rise buildings should be very prosperous places.

Zhou Lin wanted to cross the road, but there was a red light ahead, so he had to stand on the side of the road and wait.

In fact, the small place where Zhou Lin stayed before did not have traffic lights. The small town was not so much a small town as it was a village. It was too backward. The traffic lights were too tall for it. What's the use.

During the waiting time, Zhou Lin took a few glances at the pair of "father and daughter". The "father" was tall and handsome, and the "daughter" was about five points like him.

The little girl also turned her big eyes to look at Zhou Lin, her eyes were as pure as the cloudless sky, without any malice, the man also turned his head to look at him, and smiled slightly.This is the first kindness Zhou Lin has received since he was released from prison, and it deserves his happiness.

They were almost standing side by side, both standing at the crossing. There was a lot of traffic in front of them, and the red light had already passed, but every time Zhou Lin wanted to cross the road, there would be a car passing by, which made him flinch a little, and he hesitated for a long time before passing.

The little girl's shoelaces were untied. The man touched her head when he saw it. He knelt down helplessly and lowered his head to tie her shoelaces. After tying the left foot, he re-tied the right foot for her.

At this moment, a car rushed across the road almost without warning. The girl looked down at the man, and the man tied his shoelaces, completely oblivious to the danger.

Zhou Lin had always been a cold-hearted person. To put it bluntly, he was heartless, and to put it bluntly, he was wolf-hearted. Even if the two of them gave him kindness, he might not repay them.

But at the moment when the car rushed over, he didn't know whether it was a twitch or something. The image of the girl lying in a pool of blood flashed in his mind, and he suddenly felt unbearable. Such a beautiful little girl should live a good life. In this world, unlike him, he has a low life, no one will bury him when he dies, and no one will visit his grave.

After flashing these thoughts, Zhou Lin's body took a step ahead of his brain. There was still a distance of two or three meters, but Zhou Lin seemed to take a step or two. He held the child in his arms and tightly protected him. With his back facing the car, his back was hit hard by the car, and the bones in his whole body seemed to be falling apart.

Immediately afterwards there was a loud bang, Zhou Lin couldn't help but look back, his face was instantly blackened by smoke, it was the car that exploded, and the flames shot into the sky.The entire car was surrounded by fire, burning blazingly, and it was unknown if anyone was inside.

Zhou Lin didn't expect that he would be so unlucky that a car exploded even if he did a good deed...

Time seemed to stand still, Zhou Lin had no strength left, he let go of the girl with his hands, and fell to the ground. He saw the girl's terrified eyes, the man's hand that panicked and calmly dialed 120 for a moment, and two men coming from the side , more of them are the panicked faces of passers-by...

Blood had blurred his eyes, and Zhou Lin couldn't see the faces of those two people clearly, but it didn't matter what they looked like, and they didn't know each other.

He should be dying, Zhou Lin thought, because he had never been in such pain before, his whole body was in pain, and he seemed to feel his blood was slowly flowing out of his body. I felt a terrible pain in my chest.

Gradually, he himself could feel that he was only exhaling but not inhaling. It turned out that this was the case on the verge of death. Zhou Lin was so close to death for the first time. He had no nostalgia for the world, but was a little excited. Maybe leaving this world, another Maybe the world will be better.

Zhou Lin slowly closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised. Death was not a pain but a relief for him. It happened that he didn't have to worry about how to live in the future, which was good.

Although the outside world makes him curious, he feels even more tired. He doesn't want to bother and spend time communicating with people, but as long as people live in this world, it is impossible to avoid these things, so it is better to die.

Zhou Lin really didn't have any nostalgia at all, and he didn't have any nostalgia, he didn't have any relatives and friends, he came and went in a hurry, life was nothing more than that.

Zhou Lin gradually lost consciousness, and his thinking became more and more lax. In a trance, he heard the sound of an ambulance, and a pair of warm hands held his bloody hand, and said to him, "Hold on, we will be in the hospital soon." .”

If Zhou Lin had the strength, he would open his eyes and say to him, "What are you holding on to, I didn't want to live in the first place, but it just gave me a chance to die early."

Zhou Lin felt that he really wanted to bid farewell to the world, and opened his eyes with difficulty to take one last look, but caught off guard and met a pair of deep eyes, which were filled with the seriousness that must let him live.

This man is so good-looking, this was Zhou Lin's first thought.

The doctor next to him was resuscitating him. Zhou Lin wanted to persuade them to give up, but he had no strength, so he could only let them go. He just prayed in his heart that they would not save him.

The author has something to say:

Lin Lin: I really didn't expect me to be so unlucky. I don't know if I can buy a lottery ticket today and win 500 million...

Zhuo Xingyuan: No, I will call you 1000 million now, and it will be used as money for whoring tonight.

Lin Lin: Then you can leave.