prison love

Chapter 61

Sheng Shi and Qi Jing were only 17 years old when they were together, an age at which youth and love can be squandered wantonly.

Between the ages of 17 and 22, in five years, Sheng Shi thought that he and Qi Jing would go on forever. They used to imagine the future together and talked about their vision for the future. Hopeful about everything.

It wasn't until later that he realized that it turned out that everything was his wishful thinking. In Qi Jing's eyes, what he did was all self-indulgence. Those longings and expectations belonged only to him, and the person who Qi Jing wanted to last forever was never him.

Qi Jing has a white moonlight in his heart, a white moonlight that no one knows, including Sheng Shi, he only knows that Qi Jing has a good friend abroad named Li Heliang, and he and Qi Jing went to the airport to pick up this person when they returned to China A person, and then he discovered that he actually looked a little bit like this person.

Sheng Shi didn't think too much about it, he didn't think that the bloody substitute would happen to him, because he was good at Qi Jing and no one could replace him.However, he soon found out that he was wrong. There is nothing irreplaceable in this world, such as him, such as feelings.

Sheng Shi remembered that when he knew that Qi Jing was with that person, he thought carefully whether he replaced Li Heliang or Li Heliang replaced him. Later, he figured out that he was the substitute.

Sometimes life is cruel. Sheng Shi reads the military academy, but not every Saturday and Sunday can be vacant. His childhood dream is to become a soldier to defend his family and country, so he feels very happy no matter how hard or tiring life in the military academy is, and There was another person outside the military academy who was waiting for him to get married after graduation. This expectation came to an abrupt end when he saw Qi Jing kissing that person with his own eyes, everything changed.

He went up to question, Qi Jing broke up lightly, Sheng Shi had never seen Qi Jing like that before, in the later words he described it as cold to the bone, looking at Sheng Shi with cold eyes, like a stranger.

Qi Jing said to him in their common house: "I never liked you, you just look like Li Heliang."

Qi Jing said: "You are being coaxed to say that you will get married after graduation. How can I marry you!"

Qi Jing said: "It was you who committed the crime yourself. You can't rely on me because you are pestering me. You are the one who degenerates on your own."

Qi Jing also said...

Qi Jing also said something about Sheng Shi. I don’t remember. Why was Qi Jing abandoned?Why is it his own wishful thinking?Why?

He went after Qi Jing, but saw Qi Jing standing downstairs smiling at that person. Sheng Shi had never seen that kind of warm and happy smile, just like he had never seen Qi Jing so indifferent.At that moment, Sheng Shi knew that it was impossible for them, but he didn't give up, he insisted on pestering him to ask again, he insisted on getting a humiliating answer before letting go.

Sheng Shi was drunk by himself, and he said to himself, that's it, Qi Jing will be in the past in the future, he fell on Qi Jing once, and he will learn a lesson in the future, and he can't be so heartless to others anymore, because It hurt so much that he wanted to roll all over the floor, and it hurt so much that he wanted to commit suicide to escape.

Zhuo Xingyuan and Lin Yue were very shocked when they found out that they had broken up. Sheng Shi Qi Jinghao was outrageous, and he could still break up just like this. The scene is covered with sacks.

Sheng Shi was later expelled from the military academy and it was also related to Qi Jing. He and Li Heliang were kidnapped. Among the rescuers was Sheng Shi. was fired.

Those days in Shengshi were not good at all, he didn't know what the meaning of life was, his dreams were gone, his lover was gone, he had nothing, but luckily he still had his eldest brother and friends.He remembered that he had a car accident during that time, Sheng Ming, Lin Yue and Zhuo Xingyuan thought he committed suicide, and took turns watching him in the hospital every day.

He stayed in the hospital for more than half a month, and Qi Jing never came. Sheng Shi was completely hopeless. Willing to fall again, he can't let down his family and friends, he wants to live a good life.

Life is a long way, and you have to get used to the coldness of the world.

Sheng Shi knew that the matter between him and Qi Jing caused a lot of trouble in the circle. He was ashamed of the family. He was very guilty of Sheng Ming, but Sheng Ming never said anything. Both are.

Qi Ji, the boss of the Qi family, disagreed with Qi Jing and Li Heliang being together, Qi Jing and the Qi family broke up, and they were together with Li Heliang without hesitation, and the matter came to an end.

Later, the life of the Qi family was not easy. In order to vent their anger on the prosperous age, Sheng Ming had always been against the Qi family. He wanted to grab all their business. At that time, Lin Yue and Zhuo Xingyuan had just become the heads of the family, and they happened to have no targets. The Qi family hit the muzzle.

If the three of them were in partnership, it would be very easy to tidy up the family, and it would be considered merciful if the Qi family didn't completely fall down.Sheng Shi knew all this, he had not expressed any opinions, why did he refuse when his relatives and friends wanted to vent their anger on him.

Even though he knew that Qi Jing broke up with Li Heliang soon, Sheng Shi didn't even think about going to find him. No one knew the reason for Qi Jing's breakup, only he himself knew that Li Heliang yelled at him heartbreakingly in the middle of the night. Shouting: "Do you still not understand whether you love me or Shengshi? You have always loved him. You said Shengshi is a substitute, but it turns out that I am the substitute!"

Qi Jing walked into his and Shengshi's house in a daze. He forgot to return the key at the beginning, and a thick layer of dust had fallen inside after he opened it. Everything can be changed. Shengshi's things are also here, but they and Shengshi Like the prosperous age, they are all abandoned and have no value.

He knew Shengshi well, and he knew that they were impossible, so he lived alone all the time, never went back to Qi's house, and never looked for Shengshi until Lin Lin got married.

It's easy to avoid a person, so Sheng Shi has never met Qi Jing in all these years. Although he is not a big man with all-hands and eyes, it is easy to hide from Qi Jing.

When Qi Jing saw Sheng Shi again, he had the idea of ​​resurfacing, but he hid it well.Although Sheng Shi never forgets him, he can also see that Sheng Shi doesn't want to be with him anymore, it's just that time is not long enough to forget him, he must seize the opportunity.

Qi Jing got drunk on purpose in the middle of the night, and called the number he knew so well. He froze when a strange voice came. He forgot that Sheng Shi had already changed all his contact information. The phone number, Shengshi is no longer that Shengshi.

Sheng Shi is no longer that ostentatious military student, he has long since become a calm and introverted cartoonist, completely different from before, he is probably the only one who has stayed where he is.

Qi Jing was so drunk in the bar that he lay in a daze on the bar counter. Sheng Shi and Zhuo Xingyuan talked about things at night and drank here. Lin Lin played with Li Lieyang and the others outside. Lin Lin, Sheng Shi walked with him, and when he passed the bar, he saw Qi Jing.

Then Sheng Shi passed by as if he hadn't seen it. He has nothing to do with Qi Jing now. He has no reason to take care of Qi Jing. He said that he will not commit another crime. He will not be depraved again.

Who knew that he was hugged around the waist within a few steps, and he didn't need to look back at Shengshi to know that it was Qi Jing. His breath was still so familiar, as always, never changed.

Sheng Shi asked Zhuo Xingyuan to wait for him, he broke Qi Jing's hand away, Qi Jing was very strong, Sheng Shi couldn't break free for a while, so he had to let the bodyguard take him away before he followed Zhuo Xingyuan.

Zhuo Xingyuan didn't say anything, he supported any decision of Shengshi, he was just a friend, he couldn't interfere too much with Shengshi's emotional problems, as long as Shengshi didn't regret it, he would absolutely support him unconditionally.

Zhuo Xingyuan went to find Lin Lin. Sheng Shi hesitated for a long time when he came home, but decided to go and see Qi Jing. The bodyguard took him to the hotel. Sheng Shi went in and took a look. Qi Jing was lying on the bed, saw him coming in, sat up, and called out Sentence: "Sheng Sheng." This is what Qi Jing used to call Sheng Shi.

Sheng Shi didn't respond, and seeing that Qi Jing had nothing to do, he wanted to leave. Qi Jing quickly got down to the ground and hugged Sheng Shi again. Now, let it go, I won't do it again. It's cheap."

Qi Jing stretched out his hand to rub a certain part of Sheng Shi, and with the other hand he wanted to change Sheng Shi's belt, Sheng Shi took a big step back in shock, he shouldn't have come here today, he went out in a hurry, because he was afraid, he was afraid What really happened between him and Qi Jing, he didn't want to have anything to do with Qi Jing anymore, he was afraid of being betrayed again.

Not being able to forget and being together are two different things, and Sheng Shi can't figure out what ability Qi Jing has to keep him thinking about it for so many years, but he just can't forget it, and it's just that he can't forget it.

Sheng Shi stayed at home for a while, honestly drawing comics at home, and had long forgotten about this episode. He didn't go out until Lin Lin called him and asked him to come out to play.

Lin Lin would not match Sheng Shi and Qi Jing, he heard what happened back then, if he was Sheng Shi, he would not be good with Qi Jing either.

The filming of "Markets" has been finished, and when it is released in the summer vacation, they are very happy to talk about it. There were also comics adapted into movies and TV series before Shengshi, but this is his favorite one, because this comic contains his most beloved comics ever. Expected love and dreams.

Sheng Shi drank a few more glasses, but he was not too drunk. He didn't care about the topic of Qi Jing returning to Qi's house when someone cautiously mentioned it. What does it have to do with him?He admits that he can't forget Qi Jing, but he hates betrayal even more.

It has been a few months since I met Qi Jing again. He was entangled by hooligans in the bar. Sheng Shi rescued him, and then he had an evil thought in his heart.

Qi Jing told him that they were together again, and Sheng Shi agreed.He wanted Qi Jing to have a taste of being abandoned, and Qi Jing to experience the despair he had experienced.

But the two dated for a few more days and Sheng Shi proposed to break up. He was afraid that he would sink, so he had better break up the relationship as soon as possible, but Qi Jing would not let him get what he wanted. , smiled coldly and said: "I'm just playing with you, but I regret it and don't want to play anymore, so let's break it up and get out of me. Anyway, I didn't have sex with you, so you don't lose."

Qi Jing shed tears, and Sheng Shi's heart softened for a moment, but soon he hardened his heart. When he was sad, Qi Jing didn't feel so sorry for him. Sheng Shi yawned and went back to the room, saying: "I'm going to sleep, wait until I wake up." Come here, if you're still here, you won't want to know my methods."

Qi Jing bit his lower lip, sat on the ground, and said in a crying voice: "Sheng Shi, can we really not be together? I was wrong. It was all my fault before. I betrayed you, but now I'm turning around. Can you give me a chance?"

Sheng Shi walked back, lowered his head and said to Qi Jing, "I hate betrayal the most. I really can't forget you, so what can I do? Sheng Shi wants to beckon to anyone I want, and you are the only one, Qi Jing, wake up , we have long been impossible."

Qi Jing took Sheng Shi's head off and kissed him at the risk of Sheng Shi's anger. After the kiss was over, he said, "Don't think I'm dirty, I haven't slept with anyone, I haven't had sex with Li Heliang, I just I've done it with you, don't think I'm dirty..."

Sheng Shi wiped his mouth, although there was a kind of secret happiness in his heart, he still said nonchalantly: "So what, I don't want you alone, there are many people who want to climb into my bed, who are you? "

It was also the first time for Qi Jing to feel the indifference of the prosperous age, and he only now clearly knew that he was the one who ruined that prosperous age.

Isn't it the first time Sheng Shi saw such a humble Qi Jing, in his impression Qi Jing has always been a very proud person, never humbled for anyone, but now he is so humble in order to save Sheng Shi.

Even so, Sheng Shi didn't feel that he should get back together with Qi Jing. Seeing Qi Jing like this now, he knew that he was not happy at all. He loved Qi Jing, from the age of 17 to 30, he always loved him.

Qi Jing lowered his head in embarrassment, tears fell to the ground, Sheng Shi had an urge to hug him up, he loves Qi Jing, it hasn't changed in so many years, he just doesn't want to admit it, but he's already passed it for love At a crazy age, he didn't want to suffer another betrayal.

Feeling Sheng Shi's gaze, Qi Jing wiped away his tears indiscriminately, stood up and took off his clothes, then went to take off Sheng Shi's clothes, and said fiercely: "Sheng Shi, I won't let go, I will If I miss you once, there will never be a second time, I want to be with you, forever, and I will be buried with you when I die!"

Sheng Shi looked at Qi Jing's tear-filled eyes, and couldn't help blurting out: "Okay."

After he finished speaking, he was stunned. Was the injury not deep enough?

Qi Jing took off his clothes and pushed him onto the bed, Sheng Shi pushed him away, buttoned his shirt, and wrapped Qi Jing's body with a quilt.

"You said it yourself. If you die, you will be buried with me. If you betray me again, Qi Jing, I will let you know how to write the word price!"

"No, I want to marry you. I'll call my brother right now. I want to be with you forever." Qi Jing returned to Qi's house after Lin Lin's wedding, because he wanted to pursue prosperity again.

In the end, the two were still together. They went around for 13 years and wasted the best time of their lives, but luckily, they didn't get lost.

The author has something to say:

Qi Jing: You didn't respond when I took off my clothes, are you a man?

Shengshi: I'm still a baby...

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