prison love

The prison door fell heavily, and Zhou Lin took a breath of the fresh air outside, which was much fresher than the inside, he thought, but it might just be a psychological effect.

The weather outside is different from what he imagined, "the sky is clear and the sun is a bit dazzling". Dark clouds are floating on the top of the sky, and the sunlight is blocked and can't penetrate, giving people a feeling of "black clouds overwhelming the city". Zhou Lin probably I remember, the day he came in at the age of 14 was also in this kind of weather. The momentum of the mountain and the rain was overwhelming, heavy and depressing, making people breathless.

I haven't seen the sky outside for 12 years, and Zhou Lin didn't know what he was thinking now. He looked back at the prison where he had been imprisoned for 12 years, as if saying goodbye, and then left without looking back. I don't want to come in again in this life.

The future is uncertain, just like the weather at this time, making Zhou Lin unclear whether it will rain or remain cloudy, or it will be sunny after a while.

When the sky was pouring with rain, Zhou Lin was still walking on the street aimlessly. The location of the prison was very remote, and few cars passed by here. Occasionally, a few cars came to pick up family or friends who were released from prison. He had no relatives, no reason, nothing, no money, and he was carrying luggage made of clothes soaked by the rain, and he didn't even have a place to shelter from the rain.

Being down and out is not counted. I have suffered all kinds of hardships in prison, and I will not get sick because of this little rain. Besides, even if he is really sick, no one will take care of him. You should cherish yourself. After all, if you want to To live well, one must have a good body.

This street is so long, Zhou Lin remembers that it was the same way when he came in, but he felt that he couldn't go to the end in the car, and when he reached the end, it meant that he would spend the most precious years of his life here He may not even be able to get out alive. Who knows what life in prison is like, whether there are fights or the like, and he has never been in prison. Zhou Lin thought so 12 years ago, but now he has been in prison and came out alive. Although fights and fights are common, but at least he survived, right? Unlike those in the same cell, he has a psychological quality They were so bad that they would choose to commit suicide, Zhou Lin felt that they looked down on them, even though he thought he was laughing at a hundred steps.

It was almost noon when Zhou Lin came out, and it was past one o'clock in the afternoon when he finished walking the long street, which he guessed.Because he has no watch.

The rain still didn't stop, but it tended to decrease, and the dark clouds gradually couldn't cover the sun. The sun would occasionally shine on Zhou Lin's body, but this little heat was nothing more than wishing for plums to quench his thirst for the wet clothes on his body.

Walking out of here, Zhou Lin was confused again. The first time he walked this road was 12 years ago. Now, after so many years, many things have changed. Facing the busy street, his body actually made changes. retreating motion.

This made him very dissatisfied, but he was not very good at reading traffic lights, because the small place he lived in used to have no traffic lights at all. If he hadn't been imprisoned for murder, he might never have set foot in such a bustling city in his life.

I don't know what's going on with my hometown, whether it will be built so prosperous and beautiful, even though I think so in my heart, Zhou Lin has no intention of going back at all.

There are two reasons, one is that there is no travel expenses, and the other is that there are no relatives and friends there anymore. He was also an orphan, and he killed his adoptive parents and another woman. After this incident was exposed, everyone looked at him like Looking at the monster, it seemed that he couldn't imagine how a 14-year-old boy would do such a cruel thing.

Even if he went back, no one would recognize him. Just now he saw his current appearance through the blisters on the road, with a big bald head, wearing worn clothes and trousers, and he knew that he was not a good person at a glance. He went back and said Maybe it will make others take strict precautions.

But not necessarily, maybe no one will notice him at all, he is just a speck of dust between heaven and earth, no one will notice the humble one, but they all hate him.

But it hasn't reached the state where rats cross the street and everyone shouts and beats them, so that's not bad.Back then, the residents of those towns just avoided him, for fear that if he went wrong, they would end up with him, as if he was a murderous maniac.

Zhou Lin smiled self-deprecatingly. In such a small place, wouldn't his behavior be similar to that of a murderous madman or pervert.

On the day he was taken away by the police, the neighbors cheered out to see that he was taken away, and then they all breathed a sigh of relief, as if their serious problem had finally been solved.

When Zhou Lin was taken away, he didn't even look back at the town, and there was nothing to miss. All he could see were the fearful and excited eyes of those people, and the faces of the children, some puzzled and some frightened.He thought, in order not to harm others, he should not come back here in the future.

"Hey, what are you thinking on the side of the road right now? You want to die! Don't die under my car, I don't want to lose money!" A truck driver cursed loudly. Zhou Lin was not a good person at first glance, he suffered at home. Seeing that everything was not going well, I felt a few breaths in my heart after scolding Zhou Lin.

Zhou Lin shook his head, looked at a few people crossing the road next to him, and imitated them and passed together.I didn't expect people in such a big city to be so unqualified, thinking that society would get better.

Zhou Lin was not hungry, because before he came out of prison, he knew that he would not be able to eat for a long time, so he ate a lot.

No way, no money, if he can last for a while, he always has to plan for the future.

First of all, he should find a job for himself. Zhou Lin wants to learn a craft so that he can survive in the future. He is not picky about the quality of life, but at least he can eat and wear clothes.

But these are still far away, he'd better go to see if there are any jobs that recruit people.

Unlike some people, he met a few friends in prison who were released before him, and they could take care of each other after they came out. He didn't have any friends.The few he knew who could get out before him all committed suicide, and the only one alive is still in prison, and he doesn't have a good relationship with him.

Zhou Lin didn't have a clear goal of what to do, he didn't know anything, and he didn't graduate from junior high school when he entered, so he could only find a labor-intensive job first, and then find another way out after saving some money.

He wandered around with those wet clothes all night but couldn't find a job that he could do. Either there was no shortage of people on the construction site, or he said that there was no shortage of people after looking at him. Looking at him was like looking at a thief.

It was already late at night, and Zhou Lin had nowhere to go, so he could only hang around on the street. He had no place to live, and he was a little hungry now. He didn't know what would happen tomorrow. Zhou Lin lay on a bench in the park with his arms folded, He got lost, and he found this park by accident.

Unable to sleep due to the cold, Zhou Lin suddenly thought of the past.

In the past, when he couldn’t sleep in prison, he would hypnotize himself. If he didn’t sleep, he would lose energy the next day when he worked and fought, and he would be beaten. go back.

Every time he thinks like this, he can fall asleep quickly, but now he is no longer in prison, and his future life is unknown. He no longer has to live that commanding life, just like starting a new life, so Thinking about it, Zhou Lin also fell asleep, no matter what, tomorrow will always be beautiful.

The tomorrow that Zhou Lin imagined was not good, because it was raining again, and he and his luggage were completely soaked. Wet and chilly.

The most urgent thing is to find a place to shelter from the rain, Zhou Lin thought, and then find a place to live.

Thanks to Zhou Lin's good physique, if he was weak and was drenched in the rain for two rounds, he would have caught a cold already.

After the rain, the sun came out before Zhou Lin could find shelter from the rain. Now that there was no need to shelter from the rain, he could find a place to live and a job.

Zhou Lin was cold and hungry, but he had to endure it. He had nothing, and now he couldn't find a job, and he was always lost. He didn't understand why he always walked back to the same place.

In the blink of an eye, it was night again, and Zhou Lin hadn't eaten for nearly two days. Zhou Lin was so hungry that he didn't even have the energy to speak.Although life in prison is difficult, at least one can get food.

After finally walking to the bench in the park, Zhou Lin sat on it, watching the feasting and feasting of this bustling city, and he finally realized that he was out of place here.

The nightlife in the city is always colorful. Not far away, a couple is kissing. The darkness seems to make them feel very exciting, and the kiss becomes more and more intense.Zhou Lin was thinking about whether to avoid them and go somewhere else, but he didn't know where to go.

The fallen leaves still return to their roots, but he has nothing, he is not as good as the dead leaves that fall in autumn.

Maybe he should go to a small place, as small as the small town he used to live in, maybe it would make his life better there, maybe he could adapt there.

But where it is, he doesn't know.

On the third day after he was released from prison, he finally found a job posting advertisements. The salary was [-] per day. Zhou Lin was hired only when he couldn't find anyone. Zhou Lin didn't care what the boss thought. He should be happy to make money.

He was wearing a big and thick doll costume, which looked like a bear, and Zhou Lin felt much warmer in an instant.He only had thin short sleeves, and it was very cold in the morning.

After wearing the doll costume all morning, Zhou Lin was already too hot. The sun was high in the sky, just shining on Zhou Lin's position, making him sweat profusely.

He hadn't eaten all the time, and he was so hungry that his chest was sticking to his back, but he couldn't go back until the advertisement in his hand was sent out.He doesn't have those few people who can laugh and talk, and his hair is unusually slow.

He will only hand over the advertisements one by one. Few people pick them up. Even if someone picks them up, they will throw them into the trash can. He doesn't care about them, as long as they are sent out. How to deal with them is the business of those people. It doesn't matter.

There is still a stack in his hand, which is not so thick anymore. Zhou Lin exhausted all his strength, and his outstretched hand was limp. A girl passed by, looked at the cute doll, and asked gently: "Are you tired? ?"

This was the first person who spoke to him, and he didn't know whether to respond, so he chose to remain silent.

The girl asked again: "Are you hungry?"

This time Zhou Lin nodded, he was not only very hungry, but very hungry!

"Then you give me the advertisement, just treat it as if you have sent it out, and then go to eat."

Zhou Lin felt that this was not a good idea, but several of the people who advertised with him had done so. He was still hesitating, but the girl had already pulled the advertisement away and said goodbye to him.

What a kind girl, Zhou Lin thought.

The author has something to say:

Zhuo Xingyuan: My daughter-in-law is suffering outside, but I haven't appeared yet, my heart hurts!

Lin Lin: It's a rare few days without back pain, life is so beautiful!