step by step

"Nothing, nothing..."

Shi Sang could only hug her cold body slowly, and comforted her weakly: "Ah Zhu, don't think too much. Maybe, maybe we made a mistake in some steps, maybe what we used was not a big prophecy. , Ah Zhu..."

But when did the big prophecy go wrong?This is the power of God.

What kind of person can't see the future?Only the dead do that.Under the shroud of that white mist, Kong Zhu couldn't see that he led his troops to smash the demon capital and became the new master of Dachang; he also couldn't see that he was defeated and became a prisoner.She didn't see her father and queen mother, she didn't see the brothers who humiliated her in every possible way in the old palace, she didn't see the past that she hated deeply, she didn't see the relief of her revenge.

She didn't see the patriarch and Su Ke who treated her sincerely, and she didn't even see Shi Sang whose fate was connected.In that blinding whiteness, she was in a trance, only seeing herself as a teenager who had no ability to resist, knelt on the ground crying and couldn't stand up.

At that moment, Kong Zhu heard the voice of his faith being broken.

What's the point of her efforts?She has no hope of living.The damned person still exists safely, the giant wheel of history rotates unhurriedly, and the world will not change in any way because of her.All her wishes could not be fulfilled.

Kong Zhu stared blankly at the gorgeous bed curtain above, his eyes were loose.For an ambitious person, what is the biggest blow is to tell him that he will never live to realize his ideal.Because I knew that I was doomed to die in a hurry, every day I lived, I was terrified, fearing that something might happen, and I would end my life.

Since he already knew his tragic ending, what's the point of living like this?

Shi Sang called Kongzhu several times, but Kongzhu didn't give her any response at all.Shi Sang was also annoyed, regardless of her injury, he directly grabbed her skirt and dragged her from the bed abruptly.Angrily scolded: "Ah Zhu! Can you be sober? Even if something happens to you, under the effect of the contract, not only me, but even Xingkong will be buried with you?! What are you afraid of? To hell, you won't be alone!"

Kong Zhu looked at her blankly, as if he didn't listen to her words.Shi Sang gritted his teeth fiercely, and grabbed her neck forcefully with his hand.The strong sense of suffocation finally brought back some of Kong Zhu's sanity.

Shi Sang's eyes were red, she leaned in front of Kong Zhu, and said word by word: "Can't you think about other things? Even if you are willing to die like this, I am not willing! Don't you want to take revenge on them? Don't want to?" Did you take revenge on your enemies? They treated you like that when you were down, are you able to swallow this breath? Ah Zhu, you have never been a kind person, did you just accept your fate like this? You became a bunch in the ground Rotten bones, they are still alive and squandering their rights, bullying the weak, are you willing?"

Kong Zhu murmured: "But..."

Shi Sang interrupted her roughly, "No but! Since we must die, let them all be buried with us!"

Kong Zhu slowly closed his eyes and stopped talking.At such a time, when Shi Sang suddenly learned of the ominous news, Shi Sang was under no less pressure than her, but she could still persist in comforting her, how could she let her down again?

Shi Sang brushed the broken hair from her forehead for her, and slowly embraced her head into his arms.Kong Zhu wrapped his arms around her waist, and his cheeks were pressed against her waist. Through the thickness of the clothes, he could still feel her burning body temperature, warming his own cold skin.

The coldness in my heart also quietly dissipated a lot.

"Unless it is on a formal occasion, I never call him father emperor. I always use the title emperor." Kong Zhu started this topic abruptly.Her face was buried in Shi Sang's waist, her voice was muffled, and the heat of speaking spread over Shi Sang's body, making Shi Sang tremble slightly. "Because he wasn't my father in the first place."

"When I was born, red rain fell from the sky. The emperor asked someone to tell a fortune teller for me. The old monk of Huangran Temple said that I was the lone star of heavenly evil, with a fierce appearance. I was doomed to be lonely and helpless all my life. I put to death at once, in honor of my father.

No one in the palace could tell who my father was, they only knew that he was a man of astonishing talent, but he was willing to give up his glory and wealth for the sake of the emperor, hiding behind the scenes and only making suggestions for the emperor.At that time, the emperor had just ascended the throne, and he was not the crown prince appointed by the previous emperor, so there were not many ministers who supported him in the court.If my father hadn't offered good strategies for him, stained his hands with blood, and shielded him from swords and arrows, he would not have survived to this day. "

Kong Zhu's voice was tired: "There has never been such a precedent in the palace. The emperor raised male favorites openly, and the ministers ignored the advice. The empress felt that she had been greatly insulted, and went to the emperor every now and then to argue.

You should have heard of it, my mother, she is also a direct descendant of Reading Heart.Her parents died in an accident, and then the third elder took her into his family.The third elder looks old, but he is actually less than 50 years old now. Twenty years ago, he was also young and vigorous. The two of them were not far apart in age. After more than ten years of getting along with each other, it was only natural for them to fall in love with each other.

When their marriage contract was signed, the former emperor brought the current emperor and the former prince to Duxinyimai to seek the opinion of the patriarch because of the foreign race in the Western Regions.My mother... She grew up in the clan since she was a child, and has never been to the outside world. She fell in love with the current emperor almost immediately.Even after the emperor and his party left, they unilaterally broke the engagement and followed.

At that time, the three elders had already been designated as the heirs of the elders, and they were regarded as respected in the clan. How could they bear such a betrayal? He chased them all the way to the magic capital, but because of the protection of the emperor, he had no choice but to be helpless in the end. Come back with success.Such a queen was snatched back from others by the emperor himself. Under such a background, the emperor could not refute the queen's reprimand at all.He knew better that the queen was a big obstacle for the two of them to be together.For some reason, in order to make the Queen give up, he actually let his lover rape his wife. "

Hearing this, how could Shi Sang not understand Kong Zhu's meaning.She hugged her tightly and said distressedly: "Ah Zhu, stop talking..."

"I don't know how this news got out, maybe he planned it on purpose. Everyone in the palace knows about my life experience, but I don't." Kong Zhu ignored her and continued on his own:

"The queen wanted to get rid of my shame, but the emperor wanted a child of his, so he sent someone to monitor the queen closely until I was born safely. The queen did as they wished, and finally gave up on this ruthless man. She asked to go She went to Huangran Temple, ate vegetarian food, prayed for Buddha, and prayed for Dachang. She went there for 12 years, and within 12 years, she never came back.

Many things happened in the year I was born. My father was always sick because of congenital deficiency, so he didn't survive my birth.After I was born, the queen didn't even want to look at me. She stayed in Huangran Temple for 12 years and never came back.The eminent monk of Huangran Temple looked at me and said that I was the only star of the gods.The emperor thought that I had killed his lover, but he spared my life because I was his child.I was brought up by a little maid in a cold palace.

I don't know this, everyone in the palace knows, but they won't tell me.They scolded me with all kinds of words, and those words were unbearable.For a little food, I barked like a dog and crawled past them.My brothers and sisters would come and vent their anger on me whenever things went wrong.Only when they see that I am more miserable than them can they vent their depression.I don't know why this happened, even the little eunuch in the palace has a better life than me.I don't know what wrong I did and no one will tell me the truth. "

Shi Sang held her by the shoulders, let her sit in front of him, put his right hand through the back of her head, and kissed her lips.

She wanted to shut her mouth, she wanted her to shut up, she didn't want to hear any more dirty things from her.That would give her the urge to kill them now.She will not let go of any of those people, nor will she let go of any of them.

With lips and tongue intertwined, Kong Zhu slowly relaxed his body, and responded to her seriously for the first time.Shi Sang felt that he was almost drowning on these cool lips, and his dexterous little tongue was becoming more and more dissatisfied with this shallow contact, and wanted to go deeper, deeper.He wanted to completely warm up this cold person and conquer him under his body.

Unknowingly, the breathing of both of them slowly became rapid, and Kong Zhu opened his eyes, clearly seeing the strong and terrifying desire in the eyes of Shi Sang who was close at hand.She put her body down on the bed, her soft lips gradually moved to the corners of her lips, then slightly over her chin, and fell to her neck.

Kong Zhu's body suddenly trembled gradually, and the blush on his face faded little by little.She pushed Shi Sang away violently.

Shi Sang hadn't recovered yet, and looked at her in astonishment, not knowing why.Kong Zhu's face was pale, and his body slowly curled up into a ball, burying his head in his legs.

"Ah Zhu..." Shi Sang wanted to get close to her to see what was wrong with her.Kong Zhu said in a low voice: "I thought those would be the most tragic things I have ever experienced, but I found out that I was actually wrong..."

She suddenly laughed, and laughed wildly. The despair and hysterical sorrow in the laughter made people feel chills in the bottom of their hearts: "Showa 11 was the tenth anniversary of my father. On the day of his death, the emperor finally remembered I still exist in the harem, and he sent someone to call me over. At this time, he suddenly found that I looked more and more like him, and it reminded him of his lover when he was young. Since that day , He completely regarded me as his substitute.

Didn't you also vaguely guess it?Yes, my body was taken away by him.If you really killed him for me, not only will I not hold grudges against you, but I will even thank you very much.Su Gewen's malice towards me was also because at the leaving banquet that day, he accidentally bumped into me making out with my father. "