Su Xiaoxian's Journey of Chasing Love

At Guiyang Longdongbao Airport, Su Qing and Tao Muyan saw Papa Tao as soon as they got out of the terminal. Because it was a private trip and there were no fans to pick them up, they transferred to Huaxi smoothly and went home.

On the first night, Tao Muyan and Tao's father took Su Qing out to eat the famous authentic Huaxi beef noodles. When Tao Muyan and Su Qing were lying on the same bed at night, Tao Muyan asked Su Qing: "Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, how are you doing?" ?”

"With you."

Tao Muyan was right after thinking about it.

"What about you, how are you doing?"

Tao Muyan didn't expect Su Qing to ask himself back.

"I don't celebrate Valentine's Day." Tao Muyan said looking at the ceiling.

Hearing his answer, Su Qing turned over to face Tao Muyan, and asked, "Hey Muyan, don't you think it's a little strange that I didn't see your mother when I came to your house for so long and didn't ask anything?"

"It's nothing strange. Many people in the circle know it, even many people who don't know me well. Since you like me, it's strange that I don't know."

"Many people do know about this, but not many people know what tomorrow will be like for you. I'm one of them, Xuanxuan, Bai Huayuyang, five of them, and your fans."

"So that's why you came here."

"I'll go with you tomorrow."

Tao Muyan didn't speak any more, she acquiesced.

Tomorrow, February 2th, is Western Valentine’s Day for most people, but for Tao Muyan, tomorrow six years ago was the most difficult and saddest day for him. To say sad and difficult may be an understatement, then This kind of pain and despair can only be known by those who have experienced it.

Six years ago, on February 2th, just after midnight, many fans posted on Weibo @桃木维表白, but he was not in the mood to watch it at all. When everyone’s enthusiasm faded and gradually fell asleep, Tao Muyan lost the love of his life His person, Mother Tao.He watched others push her body away, listened to the comfort of Ou Peng who came to the hospital to accompany him at that time, and smelled the pungent smell of disinfectant in the hospital. His senses were still functioning, but his brain seemed to have stopped functioning. Usually he can cry when he encounters sad things, but now he doesn't even know how to shed his tears. Before he lost consciousness, the last thing he heard was Ou Peng's anxious voice.

For a long time afterwards, Tao Muyan didn't communicate with others very much. At the age of 21, he still didn't know how to hide his sadness.

Tao Muyan closed her eyes, she didn't want to think about that time anymore, but Su Qing's voice sounded beside her ears: "Muyan, how did you get out?"

When Tao Muyan heard him ask, he opened his eyes again, laughed at himself, and then replied: "There's nothing you can't get out of, this kind of pain, no one can empathize with it, watching the people around you gradually return to normal It seems that I am the only one who feels lonely when I am sad, but as long as I want to live, I have to return to normal. I forget that sad emotion unconsciously, and only occasionally think of the past. It was only when I was in the hospital that I realized that the sad emotion had never been forgotten, it was just hidden. At that time, I realized that everyone will have some heart hurts, which will never be forgotten in my life. Sorry, I am Isn't it too hypocritical?"

Su Qing shook her head, "No, go to sleep, it's getting late, and I have to get up early tomorrow."

Even though he said this, he didn't fall asleep after a long time, he knew that Mu Yan didn't fall asleep either, although he closed his eyes.

The next day was a sunny day. With the rare sunshine in winter and festivals like Valentine’s Day, many couples holding hands and roadside stalls with roses can be seen in the streets and alleys.

Su Qing and Tao Muyan got up early in the morning. After breakfast, they said goodbye to Papa Tao and went out. Tao Muyan led Su Qing through the bustling crowd to a flower shop. Rose, the shop owner is a little girl, about the same age as Xiaomei, who immediately stood up when she saw Tao Muyan.

"Muyan, come in and choose, there are roses outside." It seems that Tao Muyan is very familiar with it. It is estimated that Tao Muyan also buys flowers here every year. Indeed, one will only buy flowers when he comes to the flower shop to buy graves on February 2. It's hard not to impress people with flowers.

Tao Muyan picked out a bunch of lilies, and Su Qing picked out a bunch of calla lilies.

When they arrived at the cemetery, the old man guarding the cemetery saw Tao Muyan coming and greeted him with a smile on his face: "Ayan, you are here." Then he saw Su Qing standing next to Tao Muyan and asked: "Is this a relative of your family or a student of Teacher Yao?" Tao's mother, surnamed Yao, is an English teacher in a high school in Guiyang, and sometimes her students come to visit the grave.

"Well, hello Uncle Lin, you guessed wrong, this is my friend." Tao Muyan answered Uncle Lin with a smile.

When Tao Muyan and Su Qing walked along the path to Mama Tao’s tombstone, Tao Muyan told Su Qing: “Uncle Lin’s wife was buried here after she passed away ten years ago. the gravekeeper here."

"He must have wanted to be with his wife."

"Well, I think so too. I think Uncle Lin is quite lonely by himself. Every time I finish sweeping the grave, I have to chat with him for a long time. Uncle Lin has experienced many things in his life. Every time I hear him tell me about his youth I think those stories are much more interesting than those soap operas on TV."

"No wonder Uncle Lin is so happy to see you."

While speaking, they had already arrived in front of Mother Tao's tombstone. Tao Muyan put the lily in front of the tombstone first, and then Su Qing also put the calla lily in front of the tombstone.Then they stood and looked at the tombstone for a long time without speaking.

"Did you know that my mother applied for a Weibo account half a year after my debut, and when she was bored in the hospital, she went to Weibo to look at my Weibo and my fans' Weibo, and she also learned to tell me Voting, at that time I was very fortunate that I was only a fourth- and fifth-tier singer, so my mother could always vote silently on Weibo and forward my Weibo silently."

Su Qing didn't speak, he thought Tao Muyan didn't want to hear what he had to say now.

"Later, after my mother left, I gave my Weibo account to my dad and taught him how to use Weibo. Sometimes when I looked at the Weibo posted by that Weibo account, I would have the illusion that my mother was still there. Sometimes I would also dial my mom's old phone number and make a fake call."

"I bring different flowers to my mother every year. She is a person who likes flowers very much. I remember that when I was rebellious when I was in junior high school, I broke a vase at home with roses bought by my mother. At that time, the water in the vase flowed all over the living room, and the fragments of the vase and those roses also fell all over the floor. Later, my mother never placed a vase in the living room again."

"I remember when I was just in college, I wanted to participate in a singing competition, and then I became famous, and then I wrote a lot of songs, made a lot of money, so that my mother could talk about me in front of other relatives. Be proud, and let my parents spend their old age in peace. Actually, I regret that I went to other provinces to study in junior high school, and now I know what it means to have a child but not to be loved."

"When my mother just left, I often looked at his photos in a daze, and when I looked at them, I thought of my grandma. The feeling of the closest relatives leaving me one by one is really uncomfortable."

Su Qing looked at Tao Muyan's side face, there were some tears in his eyes, but they never shed, Su Qing suddenly felt a sense of loss, the Tao Muyan he liked seven years ago was a little cry boy, These seven years have finally allowed this young man to grow into a mature appearance who has learned to hide his sadness, and these seven years of growth have been completely without his own participation.

After staying at home for only one more day, Su Qing and Tao Muyan returned to Beijing.

In a short period of time, various promotional activities for "Outliers" will start, and before that, they can take a good rest.

Tao Muyan decided to take a trip to Hangzhou. He travels three times a year, and each time he goes to a city to appreciate the local scenic spots and cultural customs. He is not a person who is keen on foreign countries and the seaside. He likes to go to different places. Different scenery, listening to different stories, he intends to first travel all over the domestic characteristic cities, then Asia, Europe, America, Australia, Antarctica and Africa if he has the opportunity, he is not a person who likes extreme heat and extreme heat. people in cold weather.

Tao Muyan, the tourist city this time, decided to go to Hangzhou. There was no special reason. He ordered it when he ordered troops.

Su Qing originally wanted to go with him, but was rejected by Tao Muyan with special disgust, the reason was that he wanted to be alone, Su Qing felt that this was really the most effective reason that can be seen everywhere without thinking.

But this time Tao Muyan went on a trip and unexpectedly met a person who told him many things about Su Qing.