Qin Huan Jin Ai

"Then..." Aunt Qin continued after a while, "Although your father found you, the people who adopted you didn't let go. They hid you. After all, that kind of place favors boys over girls, and they can't give birth to sons by themselves. , I want someone else’s son. And it’s free, and you don’t need to spend money to buy it.

Your father went five or six times, but he didn't see you once.A lot of money was given, but they took it when they saw the profit, but they didn't hand you over.Seeing that your father was too soft, he had no choice but to go through legal means, and finally the matter went to court.

Things have come to this point, if you want to award you to your father, you must do a paternity test.At that time, I was with him all the time. He was always worried about your living environment, and never thought that you were not his own.I couldn't hide it anymore, so I had to tell him the truth.After all, you have nothing to do with him. If he knows that you are not his own, it is best if he can figure it out, so he doesn't have to bother.

But he disagreed. He said, no matter who Qin Xue's biological father is, as long as he recognizes me, I will be his father. "

Tears welled up in Qin Xue's eyes after hearing this sentence. He closed his eyes and held back firmly.

"That's it, we waited for a few days, and you really are not his biological son. This time, neither of the two families is related to this child. The court didn't know who to award the child to, and tried to find your biological father, but to no avail. Fortunately, the court found evidence that the couple had a tendency to violence, and you lived with him for four years before the court sentenced you to him.

My younger brother is kind by nature, and he is very considerate of others. I often wonder why such a good person would encounter such a thing, why would he fall in love with such a woman, and raise a child for him, who knows if the child is finished? who?

But she has been dead for so many years after all, and you are also an adult.Your father has been single for so many years, it's all because of you, he should have his own life, right? "

Aunt Qin looked at Qin Xue as she spoke, as if she was waiting for Qin Xue to give her an answer, Qin Xue lowered her head and said "Yes".

"But your father disagrees." Aunt Qin rolled her eyes, "You said that he raised other people's children so much, shouldn't he have a little life? He always said that he is used to being alone, and you should know that, although If he doesn’t say it, it must be you again. Other people’s children are raised for nothing, so why should they have their own? He’s not very old, so it’s no problem to have another child. You’re about to go to college, you What was he like at home by himself when he went to college? It would be different if he had kids of his own."

"He has already paid a lot for you, do you still want him to sacrifice his own happiness to fulfill you?"

Qin Xue quickly raised his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes. He didn't want to reveal his true feelings in front of Aunt Qin, but he still couldn't pretend to be calm. "What do you want me to do, just tell me."

Aunt Qin sneered, "I introduced someone to him. He is afraid that it will affect you and disagree. You go back and persuade him. You are so old. He has been taken advantage of for so many years. Although he doesn't feel it, it is not an option to continue like this. .”

Qin Xue gritted his teeth and did not make a sound.

"You shouldn't blame you for the previous things, and I'm not asking you to be responsible, but I hope you can do his ideological work. He was too resistant to me during this time. It's really good that I introduced this to him. They are virtuous and not too old, if they want a child, they can have one."

Qin Xue nodded.

Aunt Qin sneered and looked at Qin Xue who was sitting there blankly, "I know you are sincerely doing your father's best. If that's the case, you shouldn't drag him down so much. As I said before, I'm not asking you to sever the relationship between father and son, just He should think about his future life. He doesn't care if it's his own, but it doesn't mean others don't care either. He thinks it's nothing to pay, but I'm her sister, and I'm the person closest to him in the world. If I don't think about him, who will think about him? In the end, he is lonely, so I have to take care of him?"

"I won't..." Qin Xue said with difficulty, "I will... take care of my dad."

Aunt Qin continued as if she didn't hear, "You should know what is best for your father. Also, don't tell your father about the meeting between us. You should know about this. You are not your own, and this situation is different from other families. Does other people’s children make their father so caring? Or your father brought you up alone. easy?"

"There's no one else here, so I'll just say a few more words." Aunt Qin said as she drank the last sip of coffee, "My colleague's child doesn't even have half of your living expenses a month, and his parents are busy with work and don't have time to take care of him. The top ten of the second big list, it is really polite and excellent. What kind of child do you have to raise? You have to raise such a child. I said that she raised this child. Ten thousand steps, even if you don't have such a child, even if the child is disobedient, it is not the rare child, at least it must be your own. If it is not your own, and you don't worry about it, then what's the point of raising this child? ? Isn’t that just raising trouble?”

Aunt Qin said that her phone vibrated, and she glanced at it, "Okay, I'll go first."

Qin Xue didn't make a sound, watching Aunt Qin go out.

It was sunny outside, Qin Xue saw it, but felt that it hurt his eyes, he squinted his eyes, and wanted to cry.He is not the victim, Qin's father is the victim.He looked at the people coming in and out, stood up and walked out,

He suddenly understood Aunt Qin very much.He has always accepted all the good things of Qin's father for granted. Even if he is adopted, even if his mother takes him to marry Qin's father, he can accept it with peace of mind.

Because in his heart, Qin's father is his own father, and no one can compare to him.He will be the first to honor Qin's father when he earns money.But now, although this point has not changed, how can Qin's father raise a third party's child?What are you kidding?Why does his father raise such a child?What kind of mentality did you raise him for so many years?

Qin Xue closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, they were bloodshot.He looked at the cold coffee in front of him, and drank it down one after another. It was strange that the coffee that was so bitter just now could not be tasted now.

Qin Xue stood up, and broke into the cold wind outside without even zipping the down jacket. It was cold, and Qin Xue's heart was even colder.He seemed to be frozen, and he felt as if he was trying to shake off something, and his whole body hurt. As he walked home step by step, he almost got hit by a car several times.

He can accept that he is not father Qin's own son, but he can't accept that father Qin has suffered so much for him.

Qin Xue returned home like a walking corpse. Liu Jinyang had already arrived and opened the door for him. Liu Jinyang saw that he was abnormal at a glance, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Qin Xue shook his head and looked around the room, "My dad..." He froze after making two sounds. After a while, he asked, "Where is my dad?"

"Where's the toilet?"

"Oh."

"It's cold outside."

"It's not cold." Qin Xue said the truth, the sun is very sunny today, and he doesn't feel cold.

Liu Jinyang looked at him with a frown, and stretched out his hand to grab his cold hand, "Why don't you zip it up? It's so windy outside."

Qin Xue smiled wryly, walked into the room, and sat on the bed in a daze.Liu Jinyang wanted to ask again, but in the end he only frowned at Qin Xue's expression.

Qin's father came out quickly and walked to Qin Xue's room, "Yo, you're back, who did you go out to meet? So long?"

Qin Xue looked up at him, then quickly lowered his head, "Just a friend."

"Why are you out of your mind?"

"No."

Qin Xue looked at Qin's father, and his smiling face deepened the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes. For so many years, most of these wrinkles are because of him, and Qin Xue's nose is sore.

He lowered his head and asked suddenly, "Dad, have you thought about finding another one?"

Qin's father frowned, "what's the matter?"

"If you meet the right one, get along with it more."

"This child." Qin's father paused for a moment. He is not a fool, and Qin Xue would not mention this matter for no reason. He hesitated for a moment and asked, "Who did you go out to meet just now?"

"A classmate!"

"Which classmate?"

"Do you know all my classmates!"

Qin's father smiled, "Almost."

"you do not know!"

"How do you..."

"What about me!" Qin Xue became emotional suddenly, "Don't ask! Who can I see? Why do you care so much!"

Qin's father looked at him and frowned, "Okay, I won't ask anymore, please calm down first."

Qin's father walked out, only the sound of Qin Xue's increasingly heavy breathing remained in the room, as if he couldn't breathe.

Liu Jinyang sat next to Qin Xue, "What's wrong?"

"What can I do?"

"So much anger?"

"have opinions?"

"What's my opinion?" Liu Jinyang moved a stool, "We haven't fought for a long time, how about a fight?"

Qin Xue smiled.

"Don't be so anxious to talk to uncle next time."

"Why am I in a hurry?"

"It's not in a hurry. Seeing you like this, uncle feels bad."

"I'm not in a hurry!"

Liu Jinyang looked at him with a smile, "Be careful that uncle doesn't want you, I'm the backup."

Qin Xue's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he turned his head quickly, but Liu Jinyang sat too close to escape his eyes.

The room was quiet for a while, Qin Xue didn't turn his head for a long time, Liu Jinyang grabbed Qin Xue's hand, "What happened?"

Qin Xue's lips moved, but he didn't make a sound.

"Did I say anything to make you sad?"

Qin Xue shook his head.

"What happened outside?"

"No."

"Qin Xue, what's the matter?"

Qin Xue turned around, lowered his eyelids, and his eyes became more and more red, "Don't sit so close, what if my dad comes in later?"

"I'll confess when he comes in."

Qin Xue stretched out his hand and wiped the corner of his eyes vigorously, his nasal voice became more and more thick, "Nonsense, my dad won't be able to accept it."

"Can you tell me what happened?"

"I... I'll slow down, please let me slow down first?" Qin Xue closed his eyes, his lips trembled, and there was a slight choking sound in his throat.

"Okay." Liu Jinyang stretched out his hand to caress Qin Xue's face, rubbing his slender fingers back and forth, "I really hope you are sad because of me."

Qin Xue forced a smile, "What?"

Liu Jinyang pressed his forehead against Qin Xue's, "I don't know why you are sad now. If you are sad because of me, things will be much easier."

Liu Jinyang didn't expect that from the moment he saw Qin Xue's eyes turn red, there seemed to be a hole in his heart, and he twitched in pain.

Liu Jinyang just looked at Qin Xue like this, without saying a word, letting his heart throb violently in his chest.Qin Xue bit his lips, the water in his eyes almost fell off several times because of the flickering sunlight outside.And Liu Jinyang's heart followed the tears in his eyes, and almost escaped from his body several times.

After repeated several times, Liu Jinyang finally couldn't take it anymore, he stretched out his hand to grab Qin Xue's hand, "Cry out when you're sad."