Qin Huan Jin Ai

Liu Jinyang looked at Qin Xue, usually talking endlessly, doing ten things and eight things can challenge his endurance, but now all he said was polite, how dare he leave?

"It's okay, and the clothes don't dry that fast."

Qin Xue nodded and didn't answer Liu Jinyang's words.

His eyes fell on Qin's father's face again, that face was bloodless, very quiet, and looked as if he was dead. Qin Xue panicked for no reason, and wanted to reach out his hand several times to confirm Qin's father's breathing, and finally clenched his hands together.

Liu Jinyang looked at him, then reached out and grabbed his hand.

Qin Xue didn't move, letting the heat from Liu Jinyang's fingertips spread over.

He was actually afraid of staying here alone, quiet and cold.Although Liu Jinyang didn't like to talk, he unexpectedly made Qin Xue feel safe.

"Actually, I don't look much like my dad, do I?"

Liu Jinyang looked into his eyes, "Yes."

"My dad said I look like my mom, but I have no impression of my mom."

"Ah."

"Actually, I can't remember some things very clearly, especially when I was a child. They are quite vague. Some things I think I still remember, but when I think about it carefully, I can't remember anything."

"Ah."

"The only thing that left a deep impression on me was that I didn't see my dad for a whole year. I was sent to the countryside. When my aunt sent me there, I was told to live a good life with my parents in the countryside. I kept doing farm work during that summer vacation until the winter vacation was about to come. My dad picked me up when school started. I didn't know what happened at the time, I just remember that my dad lost a lot of weight, hugged me like an idiot, and said sorry..."

Liu Jinyang looked at him and frowned. Although he went to the bathroom, he still heard some "conversations" intermittently.

Qin Xue held Papa Qin's hand with the hand that was muffled by Liu Jinyang. Although he didn't know what happened, he knew that Papa Qin was very sad at that time. He wanted to go with Papa Qin, but he was forcibly stopped. Papa Qin followed They negotiated for a long time, but they still couldn't take him away.

Goodbye Qin's father should be outside the court. At that time, he didn't know that it was a court. When he grew up, he remembered it one day and suddenly knew that it was a court.

He stayed outside for a long time, and Qin's father hugged him as soon as he came out. He felt that Qin's father was crying, but he couldn't fight for his arms, so he had to be hugged, then picked up, and then hugged back Home.

Qin Xue stared at Father Qin's hand in a daze, then suddenly turned to look at Liu Jinyang, "Tell me, could I be..."

Liu Jinyang was startled, and when he saw it, he heard Qin Xue say:

"Could I have been betrayed by my aunt?"

Liu Jinyang was taken aback, this... is not impossible, although the point is not here.

"It's not impossible..."

"Then how much do you think she sold for?"

Liu Jinyang shook his head.

"I was so smart when I was young, so I must have sold it a lot. Did she keep the money for selling me or give it to my dad? If I didn't give it to my dad, I wouldn't do it."

"..."

Qin Xue sighed, and knew that the situation he said was unlikely, but he didn't want to think about the situation with a little truth.

There was only one sofa in the ward, and Qin Xue asked Liu Jinyang to sleep on it, while he sat beside Qin's father.

Liu Jinyang looked at the sofa with strange patterns and colors, and spent a lot of effort to get rid of the cleanliness.I don't know if it grew like this or it hasn't been washed for a long time. In short, this sofa is hard to describe.

Liu Jinyang didn't want to argue with Qin Xue over such a trivial matter. He sat on the sofa and looked like he was going to sleep.

As soon as I sat down, I felt that the germs on it seemed to be sticking to my body, so I quickly stood up.Then he thought about how long he had been in the hospital, and sat down again.

"What's wrong?" Qin Xue looked at him blankly.

Liu Jinyang shook his head.

"Go to bed first." Qin Xue sat on the bedside of Qin's father, "I'll sleep again later."

Qin Xue sat and lay beside Qin's father, Liu Jinyang hesitated, "You can sleep on it, I can't sleep here..."

"It's okay, you can lie down and sleep. I'm used to lying on the table, so I can fall asleep this way."

Qin Xue originally wanted to tell a joke, but he couldn't laugh himself, and neither did Liu Jinyang.

"Go to sleep, it's late." Qin Xue said softly.

Liu Jinyang had no choice but to lie on the sofa, trying to minimize the contact area between himself and the sofa, closing his eyes and resting his mind.

In the dead of night, only the cold sound from the machine, Qin Xue lay beside Qin's father, his mind was empty.Aunt Qin has never been very controlling in her speech, and she will not deliberately avoid Qin Xue. For so many years, Father Qin has been working hard to isolate him and Aunt Qin, otherwise what might happen.

Qin Xueguan's heart is empty, Qin's father has devoted to him these years, who believes that he is not Qin's father's own?He didn't believe it himself.Qin Xue's eyelashes trembled. He didn't want to think about this question too much, but all kinds of possibilities kept circling in his mind and couldn't get rid of it.

He really doesn't remember much about his childhood, what he just told Liu Jinyang is all.Except when he was in the country, he was often hung up and beaten.

The one who was stripped naked and hit the delicate skin directly, the couple couldn't control it, and every time they hit him, they hugged him and cried and apologized.If there is any displeasure in life, punishment will be imposed immediately.She was obviously so happy when she hit him, so why pretend to be so guilty after letting him go.

And this kind of experience directly led to him not daring to take off his clothes when he first came home. Although there was no big problem, he has been refusing to take a bath in the public bath.Until now, I still feel uncomfortable because of undressing in front of people.

He knew that Qin's father felt guilty about this matter, and he always wanted to behave normally. He insisted on going to the public bath with Qin's father, but every time he came back after going, he would dream. In the end, Qin's father couldn't stand it anymore and improved the bathroom at home. , Tell him not to force yourself, take your time.

How could such Qin's father not be his real father?Are you kidding?Qin Xue put his face on Qin's father's hand, how much does that woman hate him?Is this kind of joke funny?Even if you bother him, it won't be like this, right?

Qin Xue was a little dazed thinking about it, closed his eyes and fell asleep unsteadily.

Dad woke up in the middle of the night, looked at Qin Xue, and smiled.The round head is almost like some kind of furry animal attached to the parents.Qin's father pulled out his hand with great effort and stroked Qin Xue's hair.

Qin Xue didn't sleep deeply, and he woke up as soon as Qin's father moved. He turned on the small lamp beside the bed and stared at Qin's father in a daze.

"Why are you sleeping here?" Qin's father pointed to the corner, where a folding bed was standing. He came in a hurry, and Qin Xue and Liu Jinyang didn't notice it.

"I didn't see it." Qin Xue lowered his head, not looking at Qin's father's weak face.

"Take it here and sleep well, cover it with clothes, it will be cold at night, and don't catch a cold again."

Qin Xue stood up with his head down and walked to the wall, then opened the folding bed, sat next to Qin's father, put his exposed hands back under the quilt, and asked softly, "How do you feel?"

"I don't feel anything." Qin's father smiled and patted Qin Xue's head, "I just don't have the strength, go to bed quickly, I have to go to school tomorrow."

"Who will take care of you when I go to school?"

"There are nurses in the hospital, they have experience, they are not much better than you."

Qin Xue pursed his lips, stared at the ground, stood up and walked to the side of the folding bed, Qin's father was still chattering.

"Don't forget to have breakfast tomorrow morning. What's on your clothes? Go back and change them tomorrow morning. Just put them in the washing machine. You don't need to wash them, and..."

Qin's father wanted to continue talking, and Qin Xue felt that the tears that he had finally endured came up again, his heart felt like a knife was being twisted, he was very painful and helpless.He didn't make a sound, opened the folding bed, sat heavily on it, and the thin folding bed made the sound of being overwhelmed.

Qin's father fell silent all of a sudden.

The room fell silent for a moment, only the sound of Liu Jinyang's even breathing remained.

Qin Xue's breathing was unsteady, and it took a long time before he lowered his voice and said with a choked voice, "I have grown up and know how to take care of myself, can you take care of yourself more! If you usually pay attention, why is it like this now? Why? Working overtime and drinking..."

Qin Xue couldn't go on talking. He lowered his head and tried hard to control his emotions, but tears kept streaming into his eyes.

Qin's father looked at him, Qin Xue gritted his teeth and turned his head.

Qin's father sighed, and replied after a while, "I see."

Qin's father knew that he really frightened Qin Xue this time.Qin Xue used to lose his temper just as a bluff, but this time he was really afraid.It's not that he doesn't care about his body, it's just that when he works, he forgets to eat and sleep unconsciously. Maybe he is the kind of person who tends to forget to eat and sleep.Moreover, I always want to drink some wine with the atmosphere.

"Father was wrong, I won't drink next time." Qin's father assured him in a weak voice.

Qin Xue took his eyes away from the ground, rubbed his eyes a little rudely, and then walked to Qin's father's bedside, trying to turn off the light.

Qin's father shook his head, "Don't close it, the room is dark and uncomfortable, go to sleep."

Qin Xue returned to the bedside.

Qin's father was weak and soon fell asleep in a daze. Qin Xue lay on the bed, looked at the dim light over there, turned and walked out of the ward.

Liu Jinyang sighed inaudibly, closed his eyes and lay down for a long time before he heard Qin Xue's footsteps coming back.

Early the next morning, before the two of them had time to leave the ward, Aunt Qin came to see Father Qin with resentment on his face. Father Qin raised his eyes to look at her and sent Qin Xue and Liu Jinyang back.

Qin Xue didn't want to leave, he hesitated and stood for a long time, Qin's father coughed lightly, and said slowly, "I can't be emotional now, are you staying here to quarrel with me?"

Qin Xue was dragged out by Liu Jinyang.The two took a taxi and were silent all the way.

Qin Xue was a little dazed, the car stopped at the gate of his own community, and he realized that he saw Liu Jinyang gave the money, and followed him slowly.

Qin Xue's eyes were still a little red, his eyelids were swollen, and he almost bumped into an electric pole while walking.Liu Jinyang frowned and looked at him, "Uncle is fine, please be normal."

"Why am I abnormal?" Qin Xue muttered in a low voice, walked past Liu Jinyang and entered the corridor.

Liu Jinyang followed him in.