Lost New Street

Later, Lin Junxi rushed out of the noodle shop and ran forward as if venting, exhausting all his strength, never before when he was chased and hacked with a knife like this.

He ran all the way to the pier, climbed over the short concrete fence, and ran all the way down the beach.

The weather is getting colder, there are few people in Shanghai, and the surrounding area is very quiet.

Lin Junxi fell into the sea alone, not caring about the soaked shoes and trousers, and yelled at the sea at the top of his lungs.

When the emotions finally calmed down, I felt the cold wind blowing on my face, making my skin hurt.

Ni Xiaotian has been waiting for Lin Junxi, standing under the neon lights of Xinjie.

There was a car waiting for him parked behind him, and several bodyguards who followed him stood beside the car, just waiting with him.

Ni Xiaotian didn't know what was wrong with him, nor did he know why he was doing these things now.

He only knew that he missed Lin Junxi very much, and he wanted to hug him very much.

But what will happen after hugging, he has no way to think about it.

How should I explain what I did when I was stupid, whether it was out of my own will or because I was insane, my mind was full, and only Lin Junxi was in the world.

But now he is no longer stupid, and all his mind has returned.Ah Tian is just a part of his thousands of minds, but what can this complete self do to Lin Junxi?

He likes Lin Junxi, he admits this.

But he has also liked a lot of people, don't be kidding, those guys who can be dragged into bed by him, no matter if they are men or women, which one is not counted as the ones he has taken a fancy to.

So what is Lin Junxi to him?

In fact, he knew that he shouldn't provoke Lin Junxi again. Leaving Enyi aside, Lin Junxi is really too stupid. He could even date a guy when he was stupid. Why should he provoke this kind of guy again? people.

But he just couldn't do it.

It was an inexplicable feeling, probably because the two had experienced too many things and left him with too deep a memory, so the person he was very accustomed to left him for a while, he Some can't stand it.

All the things between Lin Junxi and Lin Junxi are clearly engraved in his mind, whenever Ni Xiaotian recalls alone, he will have a very trance illusion.

It feels like a hangover person recalling the stupid things he did when he was drinking too much. He will think of what he should have said and done, and feel ashamed; Some laughter and fun, even after many years will be brought out for jokes from time to time, and I can't forget it if I want to.

And more, it was the kind of mood that didn't understand what happened to me at that time. It turns out that the volatilization of alcohol can make people so wonderful that they don't even look like themselves.

Ni Xiaotian is in this kind of chaos, he is ashamed of his embarrassment, but also feels unsatisfied with those confusions.

Especially those eclectic and exciting moments, he thought about them over and over again countless times, and even felt a sense of regret.

He wanted to have sex with this person a long time ago, but his wish came true when he was in a daze, why can't it be now.

Seriously, he really, really wanted to, when he was sober, the last time Lin Junxi.

So when Lin Junxi came back, Ni Xiaotian saw that figure from a distance, and became more attached to the obsession in his heart.

From childhood to adulthood, is there anything he wanted but couldn't get?

The answer is no.

He thought it was impossible.

"let's talk?"

If someone grabbed your wrist, you waved it away impatiently.

"Have you finished yet?"

The tone was not as bad as imagined, but instead revealed an endless sense of loss of strength.

Ni Xiaotian guessed that he was really angry, so he deliberately made a small gesture, "I was impulsive before, but I didn't mean it that way."

"It's okay, I'm tired, can you let me go back?"

Lin Junxi shook his head lightly, his whole body was indescribably exhausted.

But how could Ni Xiaotian let him go.

"Axi, I've thought about it. I like you. I really like you. Let's start over, shall we?"

This series of words is very affectionate, and there is an indescribable sincerity in the mature and steady eyes.

Lin Junxi closed his eyes, he didn't want to hide his thoughts anymore, "Brother Tian, ​​I beg you, please forgive me, we are not the same way, and to be honest, I don't even know who you are , I used to know Ah Tian, ​​but now you and I don’t know each other at all, so let’s go to our own destiny, if you think I’m not comfortable for you in T City, I can leave here, and there’s no problem at all.”

"Leave here? What are you thinking about?" Ni Xiaotian frowned, his expression suddenly not very good, "If you don't think you understand me, you should at least give me a chance to let you understand me, right?"

Lin Junxi sighed and turned his head to look at the corner of the street.

"Assi..."

Ni Xiaotian still wanted to persuade him, but Lin Junxi just shook his head, obviously he really had no idea at all.

Ni Xiaotian was helpless, but suddenly thought of something, and gently took Lin Junxi's hand.

Lin Junxi wanted to shake him off again, but he heard a gentle and deep call from his ear.

"Sissy..."

Familiar tone, familiar address.

Lin Junxi was taken aback for a moment, and as his pupils contracted, his heart also contracted suddenly.

Ni Xiaotian looked at him, with an indescribable pride hidden in his eyes, and continued to lower his voice and said to him, "Xixi, stay with me, okay?"

That method can't be said to be not despicable, but as long as it has an effect, isn't it all right?

Lin Junxi turned his head in a daze, and scanned Ni Xiaotian's face over and over again, thinking that the lover who disappeared had returned, even his eyes were slightly wet.

Ah Tian...

In a moment of illusion, he recognized the sincerity in those eyes as a little fool.

See, sure enough, that was what he cared about.

Ni Xiaotian smiled, and with a strong hand, he hugged Lin Junxi into his arms, and this time he hugged him very smoothly.

Lin Junxi...it's just too stupid, so stupid that it's easy to guess.

So how could it be possible for a guy who can have sex with him when he is stupid, how can he not be able to do it after he recovers.

Ni Xiaotian thought so, the moment he hugged Lin Junxi, he felt very happy in his heart, as if he felt alive for the first time after waking up from a deep sleep.

Lin Junxi started dating Ni Xiaotian.

It's not a relationship in the sense of a couple, but a relationship that comes from giving each other a chance.

Of course, Lin Junxi would not be so stupid as to really think that Ah Tian was back, but I have to say that Ni Xiaotian's actions were very lethal.

Whenever he couldn't bear the feeling of confusion, Ni Xiaotian would casually pop out a few words from his mouth, all of which were the words he often said to Lin Junxi when he was still Ah Tian.

So Lin Junxi didn't struggle anymore, and like a puppet, he handed over the end of the string to Ni Xiaotian.

Ni Xiaotian treated Lin Junxi pretty well, he wasn't that crazy, and he didn't directly lead him to bed.

Lin Junxi has shown a different feeling to him recently, he is not as hot as before, nor is he as refreshing as before, his whole body is covered with an air that is too weak, and he doesn't even like to talk much.

Ni Xiaotian knew that Lin Junxi might still have some scruples, like a small animal squatting around the trap, hesitating about the traps while staring at the piece of meat inside.

So he is not in a hurry, which prey caught by the trap is not self-inflicted, he has plenty of time.

And to be honest, he thinks being with Lin Junxi is very interesting. On the one hand, he is anxious to go to bed, but more importantly, he also enjoys the time with him.

Sometimes he would go to Yongxin to find Lin Junxi, and accompany him to do something casually in the store.

Sometimes he would send a car to pick up Lin Junxi before it was too late, and take him to Yongsu for a stroll.

For example, the romantic candlelight dinners I have had a few times are all chosen in places that are definitely B-rated. The menus must be printed in foreign characters that cannot be named, otherwise they seem to be very careful.

Ni Xiaotian was able to do some routine things with ease, but no matter how disapproving Lin Junxi was, he always felt difficult for those occasions that he had never set foot in.

He felt that was not the place for a man like him to be.

Another example is shopping, Ni Xiaotian knows that Lin Junxi is pretty, but because he has no money, he can't afford to wear nice things.Then he will buy it for him, regardless of whether Lin Junxi likes it or not, he will buy it for him, otherwise he will really lose his face and his good figure for nothing.

Fashion is different now, men wear as many styles as they want, and some are even more beautiful than women's.

Clothes, necklaces, wallets, ties, shoes, belts, fragrances, watches…

As long as it can be said, there is nothing that Ni Xiaotian can't deliver.

Lin Junxi was not too polite, he would follow what Ni Xiaotian gave him, and he would try whatever Ni Xiaotian asked him to do. Every time he came back from outside, he would gain something new.

Later Ni Xiaotian gave him a supercar.

That day when Lin Junxi saw the supercar parked in front of the noodle shop, Ni Xiaotian got out of the car with that strange arrogance still on his face.

That car was so cool, really cool, and there were people taking pictures of it on the side of the road.

It was the first time for Lin Junxi to see that car, and he had only seen it in magazines before.

He came slowly to the car, squatted on the ground, squinted his eyes to look at the wheel hub of the car, then stood up and observed the interior of the car.

"Going for a drive?"

That day Ni Xiaotian took him to the top of a mountain in Yongxin, and when he got out of the car to look at the scenery, he pressed him on the hood and kissed him.

"Do you like it? For you," Ni Xiaotian pressed Lin Junxi's wrist, and pecked the corner of his lips in small bites, his breath was a little unsteady, "I can buy you whatever you want, as long as you say you If you want, I will give you anything, Assi..."

Having said that, Ni Xiaotian buried his head into his neck again, licking and lingering unceasingly, he felt very uncomfortable underneath.

Lin Junxi tilted his head from the kiss, his clothes were lifted up, and a cold hand touched his flesh.

His wrist was still pressed, he turned over his palm with some difficulty, stroked the cold car body under him, and then looked at the distant sky.

It's a really good car... It's a car that he can't afford to spend his whole life in society, eat, drink, and save money.

Now he only needs to ask Ni Xiaotian to kiss and touch him a few times to get it.

At night, Lin Junxi stood in front of a garage door that Ni Xiaotian bought near Xinjie, and pressed the key in his hand.

so worth it...

As the garage door slowly fell, Lin Junxi thought about it, but he didn't expect that he was already so valuable.

The two of them lived in such a yin and yin, yang and yang relationship.

Ni Xiaotian felt that he would definitely be able to take off those troublesome pants when he held down Lin Junxi again.

On this day, Ni Xiaotian came to look for Lin Junxi again. If nothing unexpected happened, he didn't want to leave at night.

Lin Junxi didn't seem to know what Ni Xiaotian was thinking. If Ni Xiaotian wanted to eat the noodles he made, he would cook them for him.

It's just that before the noodles were finished, there was a commotion outside.

A well-dressed woman walked into the shop with sunglasses covering half of her face.

"Brother God."

As soon as the woman saw Ni Xiaotian, she took off her sunglasses and called out affectionately.

Ni Xiaotian was taken aback for a moment, raised his eyes to glance at her, and finished the last bite of noodles, "Ah."

Lukewarm, just like seeing a younger brother.

The little white eye on one side looked at the woman for a while, then suddenly his eyes widened, and he blurted out, "Maggie!"

The actress who often appears on TV has acted in several TV series.

star!Their noodle shop is coming to star!

Lin Junxi's heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help feeling a little surprised and excited.

Can you understand the feeling of walking on the street and suddenly meeting your idol face to face, and it's still private, without a camera crew or assistants following.

This is a legendary goddess. Lin Junxi is bewildered. How many homeboys masturbate to her every day, whoever sees her will not give her a second look. Really, she looks better in person than on TV.

Maggie smiled at Xiaobai who had just recognized her, and then looked around this small noodle restaurant that was not... well-known.And look at that young master Ni, oh my god, she can still eat in this environment, she really has a group of mysterious creatures running through her heart.

"Sister Maggie, sit, sit."

Xiaobai wagged his tail and moved closer.

Maggie forced a smile, and carefully touched the greasy-looking stool.

Ni Xiaotian glanced at her sideways, but there was no expression on his face.

"Clean, not dirty."

"Ah, hehe, thank you."

Maggie sat very reluctantly, but she still had a good temperament, and her tone of voice was very friendly to Ni Xiaotian, "I just came here for a location shoot nearby, and I heard that you are here, so I came to see you."

The tone is very cute, Dabao and Xiaobai are both envious in their hearts, if Maggie can say a word to them in this tone, they can not eat meat for a month.

Ni Xiaotian stretched out his hand to the side, and one of his subordinates thoughtfully handed him a cigarette, and took out a lighter to light it for him, ignoring her.

Maggie hesitated to speak.

Brother Liu looked at this side, and called Xiaobai and Dabao to the back kitchen to help him move some things.

Lin Junxi glanced at Ni Xiaotian, but Ni Xiaotian didn't look at him, so he turned around and tried to avoid it.

But before he left.

"Hey, waiter, can you get me a bottle of drink?"

Lin Junxi turned around.

"Yes, it's just you," Maggie fanned herself with her hands, why is the store so stuffy and smelly, "help me get a bottle of drink."

Ni Xiaotian frowned slightly, his face was a little cold.

Lin Junxi didn't feel anything, "What would you like to drink?"

"What do you have? Well... Coke."

Lin Junxi took a can of Coke from the freezer and put it in front of Maggie.

Maggie took out a pack of tissues from her bag and wiped the mouth of the can, then asked him, "Is there a straw?"

"Have."

Lin Junxi went to the counter to get a straw and handed it to her, and it was over.

It's just that before using the straw, Maggie wiped the place that Lin Junxi touched just now, as if everything in this kind of store is particularly dirty.

Ni Xiaotian has been silently watching Maggie's series of actions, and there is already an unconcealable chill in his eyes.

Lin Junxi finished his work and turned to leave.

Ni Xiaotian suddenly stretched out his hand to grab his arm, the two of them looked at each other, Ni Xiaotian seemed to ask him, are you angry?

Lin Junxi smiled at him, as if to say, it's all right.

Not to mention, although Lin Junxi didn't want to admit it, there seemed to be some kind of tacit understanding left.

Maggie couldn't wait anymore, so she ordered another bowl of noodles, and then sent Lin Junxi away.

Lin Junxi couldn't hear what the two of them were talking outside.

It's just that when the face-to-face cooking was finished, Lin Junxi came to the door of the back kitchen, took a long curtain across, and stopped at the corner.

Faint words and phrases came through the curtain.

"...I thought you were dead at the time...Brother Tian, ​​in fact, I have never forgotten you..."

"what…"

"Didn't you say that you liked me...Give me a car, order jewelry for me, and engrave my name on it..."

"yes…"

"You said you liked me, you said you would give me whatever I wanted, you said you really liked me..."

"Stop, stop, stop..." Ni Xiaotian couldn't listen anymore, "It's all right, don't keep talking, and leave quickly if you have nothing to do, I'm still busy."

"Brother Tian..."

"Hurry up, don't make me talk nonsense."

"Brother, why are you..."

"Okay, okay, don't be silly," Ni Xiaotian pinched his cigarette with disgust on his face, "I said Marilyn...Monica Marilyn, is that the name? I said you, what should you do...why are you crying?" Ah, why don't you still film? That's all right...then who, send her away, send her away..."

……

Lin Junxi leaned against the wall and looked up at the ceiling.

Holding a tray in his hand, there are freshly cooked noodles on the tray, and the noodles are still steaming.

Later, when he went out, he did not see the woman named Maggie.

Ni Xiaotian sat there in a leisurely manner, not at all as upset and irritable as before, when he looked at Lin Junxi, there was countless tenderness in his eyes.

What Lin Junxi was thinking at the time was, why is it so tiring to be a human being.

That night, Ni Xiaotian failed to stay as he wished.

Not only did he not climb onto Lin Junxi's bed, he was even dumped by Lin Junxi.

Ni Xiaotian was stunned, he didn't know what he did wrong.

On the other hand, Lin Junxi still had a very indifferent expression, and there was a trace of indescribable contempt in what he insisted on saying.

That kind of gaze deeply hurt Ni Xiaotian's dignity. He had never realized that Lin Junxi was such a difficult person.

Lin Junxi thought very clearly that he and Ni Xiaotian were really not the same people, no matter in terms of status or personality, they were not people who could get together.

After Brother Liu and the others got off work, Lin Junxi sat alone in the store, flipping through a photo on his phone.

That was the only selfie he ever took when he was with the little fool.

The little fool in the photo smiled very cutely. When taking the photo, he deliberately tilted his head and put it on Lin Junxi's head. The two looked so happy.

Lin Junxi kept looking at it like that. At first, he felt like laughing, but he felt out of breath, and then accompanied by an indescribable pain, which spread from his chest to his fingertips.

He really, really misses Ah Tian.

I even miss it to the point of wanting to disappear into this world with him.

Suddenly, the unlocked glass door was knocked open.

Lin Jun turned his head to the west, and saw that the man in the photo had turned into a reality, wandering in from the door, but his face was a kind of strangeness that he had never seen before.

Ni Xiaotian drank too much and approached Lin Junxi step by step.

Lin Junxi stood up, inexplicably tinged by Ni Xiaotian's eyes, and subconsciously ran towards the back door.

But he didn't want the security door to be pushed open, and several tall men were already guarding the door.

Something bad was about to happen, Lin Junxi swallowed, turned around and bumped into Ni Xiaotian's chest.

"God, Brother Tian..."

His voice trembled a little, and even his whole body began to tremble. He looked ridiculously cowardly, but this time he was really cowardly from the bottom of his heart.

Someone ran over and handed Ni Xiaotian something, which was a plastic belt.

Ni Xiaotian took out a bag of things from inside, and threw the bag back.

"Brother Tian, ​​the condom..."

His subordinates reminded him in such a low voice.

Ni Xiaotian stared at Lin Junxi and smiled, a little wary, "You don't need to follow him."

After finishing speaking, he dragged Lin Junxi directly, and dragged him upstairs with his arms and shoulders.

Lin Junxi yelled a little heartbreakingly at first, but soon gave up struggling, and just limp all over, letting Ni Xiaotian manipulate at will.

Ni Xiaotian did it very well, but it was the same as Ah Tian, ​​it seemed like he was sick, and he did it very vigorously.

He pulled Lin Junxi's hair, pulled him into his arms lying on the bed, kissed Lin Junxi's neck, and whispered to him, "Do you know? The first time I saw him in Yongsu When you were there, I wanted to fuck 'you...'

Lin Junxi closed his eyes tightly. After several efforts, he still couldn't control it and let the tears flow out.

He tried his best to think about everything when he was with Ah Tian in his mind, thinking that maybe it would be better and less difficult.But he was so surprised and bewildered, watching the beautiful scenes in his memory, which became fragmented with the hot and piercing pains in his body.

He is not Ah Tian...

it's not true...

That was the last thing that appeared in Lin Junxi's mind when his consciousness was still clear.

The next day it was only dawn, and Ni Xiaotian woke up.

In his arms was Lin Junxi, who was still sleeping, hugged tightly by him, his brows were slightly frowned, and he didn't know what kind of dream he was having.

That look was so cute, it made Ni Xiaotian's heart tighten, and he couldn't help but kiss Lin Junxi's sleeping face again and again.

How long has passed, since he recovered to now, last night was the deepest sleep he had, and also the most peaceful sleep.

There was still that pot of little roses on the table, blooming vigorously and living very healthy.

Ni Xiaotian smiled knowingly, hugged Lin Junxi tightly again, and kept kissing his head, tenderly unlike himself at all.

It was nearly time, and he had to go.

Ni Xiaotian's movements were very light and did not wake Lin Junxi up.

Before leaving, he leaned down again, kissed Lin Junxi on the forehead, and whispered into his ear, "Wait for me to come back."

When Lin Junxi woke up, the room was already empty.

There was a note on the table.

Lin Junxi endured his unhappiness, picked up the note, and then lay back on the bed, looking at the writing on it in the sunlight.

This time he took a nap and gave him a suite?

Lin Junxi squinted his eyes and looked at the string of password numbers, his eyes were calm and without any waves.

A week later, Ni Xiaotian came back.

Before going abroad to meet his parents, this is his best effort to get back quickly, and he still has important things to do.

But when he arrived at Xinjie, Lin Junxi was no longer there.

Ni Xiaotian was dumbfounded.

No one knew where Lin Junxi had gone, and after cleaning up the empty room, there was no trace of Lin Junxi.

On the table were two keys, a car key, a garage key, and the last note he left.

Ni Xiaotian looked at these things blankly, and ran to the garage in a panic.

As the garage door was slowly raised, a supercar parked there steadily. The whole garage was full of big and small bags. Looking carefully, all of them were given to Lin Junxi by Ni Xiaotian. There are many gifts, and even the price tag has never been taken off.

And on the body of that supercar, there is a familiar face.

Ni Xiaotian picked up the card, and suddenly felt that his eyes were turning black.

When he returned to the noodle shop, Lao Chen was waiting for him at the door.

"Assi will not come back."

Ni Xiaotian stared blankly at the ground in front of him, a well-behaved young master of the Ni family, unexpectedly looked so lost.

"Oh, that child Asi is so stupid," Old Chen sighed softly, looking at Ni Xiaotian with unconcealable alienation and contempt in his eyes, "If I raise children in the future, I will definitely raise them well. Just get used to him and give him everything you can, at least you won’t let him be like Asi, who can easily get someone by just saying two good words.”

Ni Xiaotian clenched his fists for a moment, remained silent for a while, and finally lowered his head.

When passing by the alley next to the noodle shop, beside the two huge trash cans opposite the back door of the noodle shop, there was a pot of wilted little roses.

Ni Xiaotian froze, walked forward a few steps, reached out to pick up the pot of flowers that were about to die, and stared at the pot of flowers with eyes that almost collapsed.

It was the flower he wanted from Lin Junxi, the flower he liked very much, the flower he told Lin Junxi that he looked like Xixi.

But Lin Junxi threw it away...

He threw it away...

Ni Xiaotian squatted there like that, staring at the flower in his hand motionlessly, with a burning sourness in his eyes.

Later, he took the potted flower and got into his luxury car.

The driver asked him carefully, "Master, where are we going?"

where to?

Ni Xiaotian leaned on the seat, staring at the sunroof of the car expressionlessly, holding in his arms the pot of little roses that he picked up next to the trash can, not too dirty at all.

Where would Ni Xiaotian go without Lin Junxi?

"...Go to hell."