Lost New Street

Early the next morning, Lin Junxi went to Xinjiekou for a stroll.

It was too early at that time, and the genius was dim.It had just rained at night, and the fog was heavy in the morning, and the road was still wet.

There are not many pedestrians on the street, either grandpas and aunts doing morning exercises, or shopkeepers preparing to open for business.

Lin Junxi stood at the corner of the street and hesitated for a while. After taking his last puff of cigarette, he flicked the cigarette butt on the ground, then turned around and went back to help open the shop.

For a whole day, Lin Junxi was very angry, either knocked over the soy sauce bottle, or sprinkled a handful of salt by mistake.

But it was embarrassing for this group of customers who often came to eat noodles, even the most expensive office worker asked for two bottles of mineral water.

Old Chen patted Lin Junxi on the head, "Do you still want to do it?"

Lin Junxi drooped his head, still stubborn.

As soon as the fool walked away for two days, the people in the noodle shop began to feel a little uncomfortable.

When Brother Liu was bored, he looked at the direction of the street along the glass and muttered to himself, "Where can I go, a fool, maybe I will come back."

Lin Junxi's heart skipped a beat.

Xiaobai on the side wiped the table and said, "Don't say it, although we haven't been together for a long time, this walk is quite lonely."

Dabao laughed at him, "You think no one can bully you?"

"What is bullying? He is a newcomer and I am an old man. This is the rule." Xiaobai glared at Dabao, then said sullenly, "Actually Ah Tian is very good, although he is a bit stupid, he is very obedient. "

Having said that, Xiaobai leaned closer to Lin Junxi again, "Are you right, Brother Xi? Ah Tian listens to you the most."

"With Ah Tian here, he will rush to help you do whatever you do, how nice it is."

Lin Junxi got annoyed, took out a cigarette and lit it, his face was dry.

Then there was Lao Chen over there to add to the chaos, "Oh, I gave him some money before, so he shouldn't be hungry."

After finishing talking, Lin Junxi's heart skipped a beat again.

Yes, Lao Chen gave the fool money before, but the fool finally gave him the money.

He was "kind" that night and gave all the money in his pocket to the fool.But at the end of the day, the fool didn't take any money, and after Lin Junxi yelled "I don't want you", he wandered away by himself.

Reminiscing like this, Lin Junxi felt like a big stone was blocked in his heart, his chest was always stuffy, and he couldn't breathe no matter how deep he took a breath.

In fact, to be honest, after Lin Junxi got angry that night, he regretted it a little. He knew he shouldn't scold the idiot for leaving.

At any rate, we have been together for more than a month, and there is more or less affection. Lin Junxi is not made of stone, and his heart is not so hard, so it is impossible not to care about fools at all.

But the matter has come to this point, Lin Junxi really can't find any excuse to go to him, after all, what he said at the time is so awesome, if he goes to find the fool now, wouldn't he be slapping himself in the face?

But thinking so, when he was free in the afternoon, Lin Junxi went to the door of the noodle shop and lit a cigarette, then looked in the direction of the street in a daze.

It's been two days, you should be back, right?

After all, the fool has been in Xinjie for so long, doesn't he always come here to beg for food when he is hungry?

And even if Lin Junxi kicked him before, he didn't care, so it's the same this time, he will definitely come back when he's hungry, so just keep him when the time comes.

And after you leave him...after you leave him...

Lin Junxi lowered his eyes desolately, what will happen after leaving him behind?

Be nice to him, um, yes, be nice to him.

Just like treating my own brothers, just like treating Bai Bing and Zhao Xiaolei.Or just like Bai Bing said, accept a fool as a younger brother, yes, just accept him as a younger brother.

In the past, he always felt ashamed of being followed by a fool. Anyway, he was also the leader of Xinjie, and it would be a loss for a fool to be his younger brother.Now he doesn't mind the head office, right?

Lin Junxi thought so, in short, he will let the idiot do whatever he wants in the future, and he can follow him as he likes. As long as the idiot comes back, he will never dislike him again.

But this time, Lin Junxi miscalculated.

Seeing that the sun was almost setting on the third day, he couldn't see any figure of the idiot in the direction of the street intersection.He was a little angry, he didn't understand what kind of anger he was, and he didn't even ask his friend to go out to play for money.

Anyway, he was very restless in his heart, for so many days, he was very absent-minded in everything he did.

I always feel that there is something missing around me, and my heart is so empty.He should be happy. Without a fool, there will no longer be a pair of eyes around him that make him uncomfortable, and there will be no tail that annoys him to follow him. He should be happy. .But he didn't expect that he felt even more uncomfortable now, so uncomfortable that he didn't even feel comfortable sleeping. He always felt that there should be some movement downstairs, and then he ran down to see that it was all pitch black and nothing was there. It's like being haunted.

Once Lin Junxi smeared and fell down the stairs and felt something tripped under his feet.

This situation is so similar, it immediately reminded him that he tripped over something here a long time ago, even though he wanted to go upstairs that time, this time he rushed downstairs.

So Lin Junxi got up in a hurry, ignoring the pain from the fall, and even his own voice was filled with unconcealable excitement, "Ah Tian?"

When I turned on the light, I saw that what fell on the ground was just a big bag of flour.

Oh, he remembered, it was Brother Liu who asked him to move to the back kitchen at night before they got off work, but he forgot about it when he turned his head, and just got distracted.

Also, how could he think it was a fool who came back, and he didn't have a key with him, so he couldn't get in at all, so how could he think it was Ah Tian.

Sure enough, after staying with fools for a long time, even I became a fool.

Something that was looking forward to came to nothing, Lin Junxi's face was flushed with dryness, and he didn't know what to do for a while, so he sat on the cold ground for a long time.

He really didn't know what was wrong with him.

After breakfast, Lao Chen leaned against the door with the teapot in his arms and smacked his lips.

"What? Are you worried?"

At some point, the old guy came to Lin Junxi who was staring at the glass window, and asked him like this.

"I don't have anything to worry about. As soon as I beg for food, don't I just go back to my old job."

Lin Junxi propped his chin, with a disdainful expression on his face.

"You know what I'm talking about?" Lao Chen smiled lightly, "I said, is there a leak in our attic?"

This sentence made Lin Junxi choke, and he raised his head and stared at Lao Chen several times.

Old Chen didn't care, took another sip of tea, and whispered, "If you want to find it, go there."

"I didn't want to find him."

"Then why are you worried about him?"

"I'm not worried about him."

"Then treat it as if I let you go, and you go and find him for me."

"No, you want to find it yourself." Lin Junxi got up and stretched, "Besides, I don't owe him anything."

Old Chen Lele didn't speak.

While Brother Liu was finishing the calculations, he suddenly asked Old Chen on a whim, "Brother Chen, why did you pick up Ah Tian back then? Didn't you say it first, unless you were crazy."

Xiao Bai also felt curious when he heard this, "After all, he is a fool, and he is still a beggar."

Old Chen sighed, "Yes, I said that, but who made that idiot..."

Everyone felt curious and turned their attention to Lao Chen.

Why did Lao Chen pick up the fool?

In fact, he didn't want to show that kindness at first, it was just because Lao Chen was surprised by the fool that morning.

It was the second day after Lin Junxi took the idiot to see the injury. The idiot came early, and Lin Junxi ran away when he saw him.

Lao Chen stopped the idiot, and he wanted to give him a bowl of noodles, but he fell down.

In the end, the idiot spread out what he was clutching in his hand and asked Lao Chen to give Lin Junxi a few well-packaged Band-Aids.

"Just because of this?" Xiaobai scratched his head, "I thought it was something valuable."

"It's really not a valuable thing, but this fool is benevolent."

As Lao Chen said this, he still recalled the look of a fool at that time.

The idiot pointed at Lin Junxi who was going away, and muttered, "Give it to him, give it to him, he hurts."

Everyone thought they were listening to a joke, but Lin Junxi's eyes suddenly went blank, as if he was completely stunned.

He never knew that the fool had done such a thing.

It turned out that that night was not the first time that the fool cared about whether he hurt or not, and it turned out that it was not the first time that the fool cared about him after smashing his fingers.

Lin Junxi suddenly remembered the first time he delivered food to the idiot. Bai Bing said that he would accept the idiot as his younger brother, but he was still complacent because he had his eyes on the piece of jade on the idiot's neck.

Later, the fool looked at him with a smirk after eating, and then stuck a Band-Aid on his face.

At that time, he thought that the idiot was an idiot, and he was deliberately disgusting him because he didn't understand anything. Now he finally thought about it. He had just finished a fight that day, and his face was still painted. The idiot was treating him well.

Because that's a fool, he doesn't know anything, he doesn't understand anything.A fool only knows that people hurt when they are injured, because he also has many wounds from wandering; a fool only knows that when he is injured, he should stick that strange thing, but he only has that one thing that can heal the pain. Junxi was kind to him, Lin Junxi's face would hurt, he didn't want him to hurt, so he kindly gave Lin Junxi the only piece of band-aid he had.

But what is the reward for that kindness?

Lin Junxi was kicked by the fool as soon as he lifted his foot, and later Bai Bing said that the kick was so hard that he bled from it.

Then later he got the idiot beaten, and when he led the idiot out of the hospital, the idiot stretched out his hand to pull him, still complaining about the pain.

He thought that the fool was hurting himself and wanted to rely on him.So he didn't think too much, and directly threw the idiot at the door of the hospital. Even when he saw the idiot the next day, he still couldn't understand what the idiot was pestering him for.

"At that time, Ah Tian gave me the Band-Aids, turned around and was about to leave, without even thinking about the meal." Lao Chen drank another sip of tea, and read leisurely, "I just wanted to send some Band-Aids. , to Assi."

"why?"

"Hmph, I don't know about that, I have to ask Assi."

All eyes fell on Lin Junxi again.

Lin Junxi's gaze was downcast, and his mouth was tightly pursed.

Later, he went upstairs alone, returned to his room, and finally saw the few pieces of Band-Aids thrown in the corner on the table.

Lin Junxi held the band-aids and sat on the bed foolishly.

why?

Because he is afraid of pain.

From childhood to adulthood, whether he was beaten at home or later fought with his brothers, even when Bai Bing came to see him the day he met the fool, he just lamented that he had died.

But he is such a fool, he seems to be the first to know whether he cares about his pain or not.Even the broken nose bone on the idiot's face at that time may have been broken by Lin Junxi's kick.

Then when Lin Junxi took all his anger out on the innocent idiot, what did the idiot do?

He put the Band-Aid in his pocket on Lin Junxi's face, and said, "It's clean, not dirty."

clean, not dirty.

Why do you say such a thing?

"Give me less of what's in your bowl in the future, dirty!"

"Look at your dirty hands, it's disgusting!"

"Don't-touch-I-I'm so dirty!"

Lin Junxi closed his eyes and covered his forehead.

Old Chen said before that the fool had already paid back the money he owed him for the clothes, and he thought that Old Chen had lied to him.

Now he finally knew that what Old Chen said was right, what the fool owed him had indeed been repaid.

There were not many guests in the afternoon, and the sky was very cloudy.

Xiao Bai brought in the list that was hanging outside, looked at the sky and muttered, "It's going to rain again."

Seeing that the raindrops had started to fall, Bai Bing rushed in the door in a hurry, and said carelessly as soon as they met, "Hey, did you hear that? Erping was beaten up."

Lin Junxi was walking down the stairs in a daze at that time, and he was startled when he heard this, "When?"

"The night before yesterday, at the entrance of the billiards hall, someone kicked his head. Fortunately, someone followed him, or his legs were almost broken."

"Well, then what? Who did it?"

Bai Bing shook his head, "I don't know, it seems that there is only one person, and I didn't catch them. Anyway, those people are always angry, and now they are asking all over the world. No one can do it well..."

Before he finished speaking, a figure rushed out with a whoosh.

"Hey! Where are you going? It's raining!"

Lin Junxi turned back when he heard the sound, picked up the umbrella standing at the door and shouted, "I'm going to buy a pack of cigarettes!"

Xiaobai is still very passionate, "Xi Ge! Let me buy it for you!"

Brother Liu slapped Xiaobai back, "If you have the time, cook more dinner at night."

Only Bai Bing was frowning with question marks all over his face, just buying a pack of cigarettes, why are you in such a hurry?